390 Not enough love
And the fingers were kneading and rubbing in her medical coat, which made her gasping noise worse.
"Don't... Don't do this, I'm... No..." She wants to resist this sensory stimulation, wants to push him away, wants to regain control of her body.
But... but so weak. The body instinctively caters to his caressing. He is familiar with every sensitivity/sensation/point of her, and he clearly knows what to do to give her the greatest physical pleasure.
"Huan, you are mine, and the one you love is me!" His voice, like a nocturne played repeatedly, returned to her ears over and over again, as if to be carved into the depths of her mind.
So crazy, so strong, so crazy...
And she can only follow his rhythm, under his control, sinking, feeling the ultimate desire he brought her.
Chu Huan knew that she should still love Xiao Moye. She didn't dare to see him alone before and talk to him alone because she didn't know what her heart thought, but when she really saw it, Only then did she understand that even though she was scared the first time she saw him, even if Zhao Xiaotian's incident had happened, but the love in her heart for him could not be erased.
That is a deep, deep love.
Because of the deep love, it suppressed the fear of fear.
"Are you still going back to Xiao Moye's villa?" In the ward, Duan Tang's face was cold, and he looked at Chu Huan's eyes with a puzzled surprise. Over the past few days, he could detect her silence. He thought that this time, since she remembered the past, she would never be with Xiao Moye again, but he did not expect that she would give him this way today. One of the answers.
"Yeah." Chu Huan nodded lightly.
"Even if Xiao Moye had made you so scared before, even if he did those things to Zhao Xiaotian, even if you hate him and avoid him at that time, do you still want to go back to his villa?" He asked, his voice cold. Ruo Hanbing.
The vocal questioning, so cold, made her shiver unconsciously, but she still had to say to him frankly, "I have thought about it over and over the past few days, I... love him." Because she loved that man, because even if she recovered her memory, she found that she still loved him without the slightest change.
"Love him?" Duan Tang suddenly sneered, and clasped Chu Huan's shoulders tightly with his hands. "You love him, then what about me? What am I? Chu Huan, back then, I obviously met you first. Yes, obviously I fell in love with you first!"
She was dumb, the scenes in her memory, at this moment, shocked her mind. She was embarrassed with him for the first time. He took her and saw the prosperity of City B. Then, he suddenly said that he liked her, like a holy angel, and made a promise. He said so cheerfully, "Chu Huan, you will definitely like me." At that time, she had seen his smile too much. Compared with him now, he lived more easily and more easily at that time. Arbitrarily.
"... I'm sorry." She whispered.
"Are you only sorry to me?" He wanted to hear these words at all. The hands clasping her shoulders tightened again, and he snarled, "Chu Huan, you had feelings for me at that time, didn't you? You liked me, didn't you?"
As if asking for proof, his expression was so anxious and begging.
Over the past month or so, the little by little he got along with her, he could realize that it was not just her unilateral demands.
Her shoulders were painful, but at this time, she was not qualified to shout pain. Taking a deep breath, Chu Huan said, "Yes, at that time, I had a feeling for you, but this feeling was not deep enough, nor strong enough. At that time, I was cowardly and weak, and I just failed to have a crush. Fear is going to like someone. So at that time, even if I had a heart for you, I didn’t dare to like you, I didn’t dare to love you, because we are like people in two worlds."
This was the first time that she had analyzed her feelings and thoughts completely to him.
Is it not deep enough, and not thick enough? In the beautiful phoenix eyes, a trace of pain flashed through. This pain, like a sharp cone of ice, severely broke the coldness of his eyes. Suddenly, he laughed. The laughter grew louder and colder, "Chu Huan, are you and Xiao Moye from the same world?"
She pursed her lips, "No, he and I are not in the same world, but I am trying to enter his world, and he is also trying to enter my world."
It is this entry that allows this love to continue.
"So, what if I would also like to walk into your world?" His eyes fixed on her. An invisible sense of oppression filled her body.
Her breathing paused for a while, and then she shook her head slowly, "Duan Tang, thank you for loving me, but don't waste time on me anymore. It's not worth it." Because she can't tell him anymore. Up.
"Whether it's worth it or not, it's up to me to decide!" If the feelings can be reclaimed and then reclaimed, then how can he be so. "Are you really planning to stay with Xiao Moye? You call me for help. If it is not necessary, I think you will not take this step. Are you afraid that when you think about it, you will regret today's decision? ?"
"I won't regret it!" Her words seemed to persuade him and herself, "Mo Ye has already told me, it's just a misunderstanding, it's just a dispute!"
"So, did you believe it?" He looked at her mockingly.
"I-"
She hadn't finished her words, the door of the room had been pushed open, Xiao Moye walked into the room, and narrowed his eyes slightly after seeing the scene in front of him.
"Lieutenant Colonel Duan, I think you are not so good to my fiancee like this." Xiao Moye stepped forward and Chu Huan moved away from Duan Tang's hand.
Duan Tang smiled coldly, "Xiao Moye, you are really a good method." In the palm of his hand, the temperature of her remained, constantly reminding him of what he had lost.
Is it a wrong step back then? If, in the case of Zhao Xiaotian, he hadn't stood on the sidelines at first, would she not leave City B so simply, he wouldn't have looked in the wrong direction, so that this loss would take three and a half years.