420 Memory
If a person's memory is incomplete, then the heart will always be like a vacant part, even if you want to grasp something, you can't grasp it!
"Mr. Xiao, when will it start?" Doctor Wang asked Xiao Moye after he had finished drawing the medicine.
"Just now." Xiao Moye said, looking down at Chu Huan, and gently breaking apart the fingers of her holding his sleeve one by one, "Hey, I'll be fine soon."
"Don't... Mo Ye..." she said laboriously intermittently, staring at him without blinking, "Even if you really hypnotize my memory, do you want to hypnotize the memories of all the people around you who know what happened back then? Someone will always mention it inadvertently, and there will be something that can touch my memory... Once I recover my memory in the future, it will only be more painful... "At that time, she might collapse!
"No, no one will mention the past to you. I will take you where no one knows you... there, only me." He said softly.
"But, that's not what I want." Her fingers have been completely stripped of his sleeves, "Even if it was painful at that time, but... there are things that I miss. I can remember how it was the first time. When I meet you, I can remember when I painted a portrait for the first time, and I can remember the first time I ate and drank beer in a small shop with you... Even... Even if it was painful later, do you know , When you are filming "Absolute" because of one of my words, and when you perform Fang Aosheng in front of the camera like that, my eyes cannot be taken away from you at all. Your dazzling eyes, your brilliance , Every word you said to me at that time, I... I don't want to forget..."
I don’t want to hope, even though, there is her deepest fear behind, even though she is fed by him, while the body is manipulated by desire, the fear is also buried in her body, but she still does not want to forget. …
I don’t want to forget the eyes he looked at her at that time, what he said to her at that time, and the first real kiss between her and him...
So much unwillingness is just because-she loves him!
I have never loved a person, as deeply as he loved him. He has petted her, loved her, hurt her, and hated her... Even if she still fears him, but never Never forgot the fact that she loved him.
She just didn't know how to face him, she didn't know how to do, so that she could keep her body in front of him without trembling.
Her hand was pressed by him, and the needle in the doctor's hand was already close to her arm. She wanted to struggle, but she almost didn't have any strength, "Don't... Don't..." Her eyes closed in fear, her body trembling, and her tears kept rolling down along the closed eyes. "Mo Ye, don't let me hate you... Don't let me forget everything that I used to... I don't want to experience the sharp pain at the moment of restoring my memory. That kind of pain... It's uncomfortable... It's uncomfortable..."
She murmured, her face was gray and gray, and the drops of crystal tears fell on the back of his hand along her cheeks.
It's so hot, so hot... It's like a piece of soldering iron, and it hurts him. The pain was so severe that it was almost suffocating. And her words, word by word, passed into his ears so clearly and penetrated into his mind.
Hate him? Is she going to hate him again
In front of him, she appeared full of passion/desire in his arms, even if she was emotional, she still refused to give in. At that time, she was as she is now, she kept crying, with a soft voice, but she said so hard, she hated him!
Her tears seemed to be endless, and her voice, like a spell, kept him awake when he dreamed back at midnight, and then felt the pain in his heart, the regret. , And the deep love engraved into the bone...
Huan... His Huan...
"Will you hate me?" His fingers wiped the tears from her eyes.
can you? Would hate him? She opened her eyes and looked at him steadily. At this moment, Chu Huan couldn't answer, whether she hated this man or not. She actually understands better than anyone else that he did this only because he loved her too deeply!
"Mr. Xiao, please roll up Miss Chu's sleeves." The doctor on the side reminded.
Slender fingers gently rolled up the sleeves of her pajamas. Chu Huan shuddered fiercely, trying to struggle, but couldn't use the slightest strength, so that he could only choke and shout, "Mo Ye, don't... Don't let me not love you, don't remind me of everything in the future, Do not love you… "
His fingers suddenly stiffened, don’t you love it...
He may be able to endure her fear or her hatred, but... he can't stand her unloving!
It was as if he had already gotten her, he had understood what bliss and happiness were, and what was the best thing in this world. Once lost, then... the collapse of the whole world is nothing more than that.
Her sleeves were already rolled up, and the cold and sharp needle approached the delicate arm little by little.
Chu Huan stared at the silver needle in a daze. Memory... Is it going to be lost again? However, even if it is lost, there will always be a day, and it will be remembered again. When she remembers again, how long will it be? One year? Two years? Or ten years? Twenty years
If that day, when the memory is remembered again, what will she be like? !
Don't... Don't do this! Even if she had those painful memories, she never thought of really leaving him, because... She loved him so so much, because... She already had his child in her belly...
"Mo Ye, don't do this." She yelled suddenly, seeing the needle getting closer and closer, "I actually have... Ah!"
The moment the needle was about to pierce her skin, she couldn't help closing her eyes. Want to tell him that she is pregnant with their child, wants to tell him that she actually loves him more than anyone else, wants to tell him, don’t worry, even if the memory is painful, but in the pain, there are some she doesn’t want to forget and don’t want to forget. s things…
Is there no chance to tell him? !
However, the pain did not come as she thought. In her ear, she heard the doctor's exclamation, "Mr. Xiao, you are..."