421 The Most Frightened
Xingmu slowly opened, and what imprinted in her eyes was the doctor's panicked face and the arm that was pierced with the needle—that was Xiao Moye's arm!
Chu Huan raised his eyes and stared at Xiao Moye in a daze. Did he block the needle at the last moment? "Why..." she asked, moving her lips. Didn't he insist on erasing her memory? And why should we block this stitch at the last moment
His lips are raised gently, his smile is shallow, but with a trace of erraticness, a trace of obsession, and a trace of hollow...
With his fingers, he slammed the needle on his arm, and the blood, a little bit of seeping from his skin, continued down like a winding line.
"It turns out that what I fear most is that you don't love me." He chuckled and said, the corners of his lips were so enchanting, but his eyes were hollow, and his dark eyes seemed to be dead. , Lost all its luster.
Cold tears slowly fell from his eyes, and they were so cold that filled people's hearts.
Her eyes widened suddenly, looking at his tears in disbelief. This was the second time she saw him crying. When she saw him for the first time, he pressed her hand firmly and pinched his neck tightly. He said, if she can’t love him, then it’s better than not. Kill him.
At that time, although she was at a loss, she was also heartbroken for his tears.
But now she, watching his tears, her heart hurts even more, far more than that time, more painful, "Don't... Don't cry..." She wanted to raise her hand, and wanted to wipe him off. Tears, but the arms of the body can't be lifted at all. Her vision became increasingly blurred... As if she couldn't bear the pain anymore, her eyes suddenly went dark, and she fainted.
At the last moment of passing out, she seemed to hear his voice in her ear, "If... stay by your side again, I'm afraid I will hurt you uncontrollably..."
When Chu Huan woke up, the sky was approaching noon. The pajamas on her were neat and tidy, and even the quilt on her body was neat and tidy. Every corner of the quilt was tucked, and she seemed to be afraid. She seemed to catch a cold in her sleep.
Chu Huan knew that Xiao Moye must have done it. He would always take good care of her and spoil her as a princess in the castle, almost unaware of the dangers and storms outside.
Putting his hands on his abdomen, Chu Huan said in a low voice, "Baby, do you know? Your daddy didn't do that, he didn't!" It was like a sigh of relief, and it seemed that something suddenly became clear. Get up, fermenting bit by bit in the body.
Maybe... soon, she will no longer be afraid of him, or soon, even if she is touched by him, her body will not tremble again.
Because, at this moment, she could feel very clearly-he would not hurt her, he would rather hurt himself than hurt her.
The filming work has ended. Chu Huan has returned to her previous work. Duan Tang will often appear in front of her, taking her for a check-up, tonic, and doing everything pregnant women should do.
He even bought a bunch of baby clothes and baby supplies and piled them in her apartment, but these things are obviously girly, and the colors are mostly pink and pink, which makes Chu Huan a little bit. Speechless.
Refund it. His uncle let her throw away any trash can. Ask him not to buy it, but every time he buys it correctly, and it seems addicted, the more and more he buys.
She once reminded him that there is a 50% chance that the person in her stomach is a boy. But he said in a very determined tone, "Girl, I think what you are pregnant with must be a girl."
"Intuition is not necessarily accurate," she said gently.
"Then say, it is my hope, I hope you are pregnant with a girl, a girl like you." His gaze, staring at her not so obvious abdomen, the heavens have seized him for the rest of his life. The greatest hope, so it will not take away this hope! "And I will spoil her and love her, just like watching you grow you."
Chu Huan's heart was twitched. She would never repay his feelings for her in this life. "Duan Tang, I..."
"Don't say anything, don't say anything!" His fingers touched her lips, with a slightly cold feeling, "No matter who you love, no matter who you have in your heart, don't say anything. At least, you used to stand in front of me desperately, didn’t you!" She wouldn’t know, his shock at that moment, even though she was shaking, she still said "Yes", as if suppressing the hatred in his heart , That kind of suffering, at that moment, was slowly melted.
"Chu Huan, at least when you haven't returned to Xiao Moye's side, let me... be by your side." This was his only begging.
Chu Huan remained silent, staring at the dark phoenix eyes. In these eyes, the once arrogant and the once cold, now there is only longing, heavy, endless longing.
It is extremely difficult for a man like him to say such things, but she still shook her head, "This is not fair to you."
"Fairness?" He sneered, "Is there absolute justice in this world?" Just as there is a woman who loves him but he has no interest at all, and just as his love for her is no less than Xiao Moye. However, the person she loves is not him.
"But, I don't want to be like this." Chu Huan said seriously, "Maybe, if you take care of me, my life will be much easier. But if I do that, why am I taking advantage of your feelings? Because I don't at all. May give you the slightest return."
"But have you ever thought that I was willingly used by you?" He roared low, his proud head, in front of her, but it was so low.
Chu Huan was stunned. He was full of spirits three years ago, and he was as cold as frost after the reunion, but now, there is a kind of pain on his face, and this pain was given by her.
Lifting his hand little by little, her fingers stretched out to his face. When the warm fingertips touched his cool skin, he was slightly startled, dark eyes, fixedly looking at her .