Xia Zhiye prepared a bouquet and went to the backstage to find Song Yan, but was told that Song Yan's father had come to pick him up. A fear that the thing he cherished the most was about to disappear instantly filled every nerve cell at the speed of blood flowing throughout his body. Yuan.
He ran straight towards the school gate.
He felt like he had never run so fast before.
He was afraid that if he was a second late, Song Yan would leave.
It wasn't until seeing Song Yan's back, rushing forward to hug him, feeling his body temperature and hearing his voice, that the oxygen that was crushed by anxiety returned to the body, and the brain was finally able to think and breathe.
And this kind of thinking and breathing lasted less than two seconds, and the oxygen in the blood was exhausted again because of Song Yan's words.
Song Yan raised her head, looked at him, and asked, "Xia Zhiye, I only have a scarf that doesn't look very good-looking now, are you still willing to be with me?"
Xia Zhiye, would you like to be with me
After accurately extracting these words, Xia Zhiye, who was always smarter than anyone else and more comfortable than anyone else, was stunned in place like a fool, looking at Song Yan speechless for a long time.
It's like being dazzled by great joy after being greatly sad, so it's a little not very smart in a daze.
It was the first time Song Yan saw Xia Zhiye such a fool, but the fool's eyes were still staring at him with the most honest and undisguised emotions, making his ears hotter and hotter , getting hotter and hotter, without saying a word.
He wasn't good at expressing emotions, but when he got emotional, he couldn't control himself and showed his sincerity. As a result, the old vixen's reaction turned into a pure white rabbit in seconds, which made him feel numb to death.
I was completely embarrassed by being stared at, and just about to ask another question, I heard Ruan Tian's voice: "Song Yan, what are you doing, the awards ceremony is about to begin!"
So with red ears, he stuffed two scarves into Xia Zhiye's hands, and said angrily, "If you don't want to, forget it."
After speaking, he put his hands in his pockets and walked quickly towards Ruan Tian.
Only now did Xia Zhiye come back to his senses, hurriedly followed with the bouquet and scarf in his arms: "I'm not unwilling, I didn't mean that, Song Yan, wait for me..."
However, Song Yan walked faster and faster, like a mouse hiding from a cat, he quickly followed Ruan Tian and hid among the award-receiving crowd, without giving Xia Zhiye a chance to speak again.
But he couldn't help but secretly glanced out of the crowd, and after being caught by Xia Zhiye, he quickly lowered his eyelashes, pretending nothing happened.
It's just that Ruan Tian's ears are so red that he can't stand it anymore: "Song Yan, what's wrong with your ears?"
"It's nothing, it's probably freezing."
Song Yan replied pretending to be calm, then changed the subject to talk to Jiang Yuanyuan about the process, looking very calm and nothing unusual.
It's just because the skin is different from ordinary people's whiteness, so from a distance, you can see the immature light crimson color that represents the shyness of a teenager and the first love, all the way down his ears and into the collar of his coat.
Little coward.
Just make a confession and run away.
If I hadn't been dazzled by joy just now, I would have blocked him in a corner and cried hard like those novels written in the copywriting.
Thinking of Song Yan's always cold cool face being kissed until the corners of his eyes turned red, and looking at someone in the crowd who is clearly dressed but can't be touched, Xia Zhiye slightly ground his back molars .
I hated someone and ran away after being teased, and I hated myself for not reacting fast enough at the time.
Obviously, he had expected countless times before that when Song Yan agreed to him, he would have all kinds of reactions that could make Song Yan's legs weak, but when he really met him, he still acted like a stunned young man.
Maybe because I like it so much.
I like it so much that I cherish it too much, and I cherish it so much that I am too clumsy.
But there was actually another reason why he was stunned at the time, because the corners of Song Yan's eyes were red, as if he wanted to cry but tried hard not to cry, as if he had suffered a lot of grievances outside and finally couldn't help it at the moment he saw himself .
So their little friend Song Daxi encountered something unpleasant again.
Xia Zhiye looked down at the two ugly and cute scarves in his hand, thinking of what Song Yan said, "Xia Zhiye, I only have one ugly scarf, do you still want to be with me?" Inexplicably sour.
Although he didn't know what happened, he always felt that behind the two scarves, Song Yan must have suffered a lot of grievances.
He really wanted to catch Song Yan and ask him, and then kiss him when he cried, and then tell him it's okay after he cried again, he didn't just have a scarf that wasn't very pretty, he also had a pretty scarf boyfriend.
However, it turns out that if the first opportunity is not grasped, thousands of obstacles will appear later.
When Song Yan finally received the award, when Xia Zhiye approached with flowers in his arms and wanted to whisper to the two of them, Ruan Tian rushed forward, took a man's arm, and said with a smile: "Let's go! Teacher please eat hot pot!"
Xia Zhiye didn't change his face and made up nonsense: "I have diarrhea, I can't eat today."
"Is that so..."
Ruan Tian seemed to have regrets, and turned his head to look at Song Yan, "What about you?"
Xia Zhiye just wanted to wink at Song Yan, when he saw Song Yan looking forward, and said flatly, "I can do it."
Ruan Tian smiled immediately: "That's great! Jiang Yuanyuan and Chen Rui, who were outside the field this time, also helped us a lot, as well as the chubby Zhao Ruiwen, Kong Xiaoxiao and the class 13 who said they would come to you Celebrate, that night is not counted as Xia Zhiye, let's go together."
Song Yan: "OK."
Xia Zhiye: "..."
Well, he knows it, this little thing is trying to annoy him on purpose.
Teased him until it was unbearable, and then ran away after teasing him, leaving him on the road alone, scratching his heart and liver.
Very angry, but there is no other way.
After all, who made his first reaction disappointing
But it doesn't matter, I will be up to date in the future.
Xia Zhiye looked at Song Yan, lightly grinded his back molars, and then said to Ruan Tian: "Teacher, it's okay, my stomach doesn't hurt anymore, I can go with you."
Song Yan heard his gnashing of teeth, guiltily avoided his eyes, and pursed his lips.
And Xia Zhiye chuckled, and solemnly put on that ugly and cute red scarf.
The evidence is here, let's see how long someone can last.
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Sure enough, thanks to the outstanding shape of this scarf, the first second a group of people sat down at the hot pot restaurant, Chen Rui couldn't help asking: "Master Xia, what's going on? Why has your aesthetics regressed like this?" ? This scarf is too ugly."
As soon as the words fell, Song Yan, who was next to him, instantly lost his face.
Xia Zhiye also raised his eyelids and glanced at them lazily: "Ugly?"
"..." Sensing a faint murderous aura, Chen Rui and Xiaopang immediately changed their words, "Not ugly, good-looking, very good-looking, and it matches perfectly with your handsome facial features and appearance, Master Xia."
Xia Zhiye nodded in satisfaction.
On the other side, Zhao Ruiwen, who has 800 degrees of myopia and 200 degrees of astigmatism, pushed his glasses and squinted his eyes: "It seems to be really good, did someone give it to you?"
Xia Zhiye tidied up the scarf slowly, and his tone should not be too embarrassing: "Hmm, it's a gift from my partner."
As soon as the voice fell, "Pa—", the chopsticks in Song Yan's hand snapped.
Everyone heard the sound and looked over: "What's the matter, brother Yan?"
Xia Zhiye also watched the fun and said with a big smile: "Brother Yan is so excited to hear that I have a date?"
"..." Song Yan scolded Xia Zhiye for being shameless a hundred times in his heart, and then suppressed the gnashing of teeth, pretending to be calm, "It's nothing, I just don't know when Xia Zhiye had a date."
Hearing this, Chen Ruijiang, Yuanyuan, and Zhao Ruiwen, who didn't know why, instantly realized, and then looked at Xia Zhiye in unison: "Yes, when did you have a date?"
Xia Zhiye asked questions and answered them, and smiled like a spring breeze: "It's just tonight."
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"???"
The three faces are dumbfounded.
"Didn't you stay with the rest of us tonight? Could it be that your partner is Jiang Yuanyuan?!"
When Chen Rui's excited words fell, Jiang Yuanyuan waved her hands wildly: "It's none of my business, it has nothing to do with me, I'm innocent."
"Who else could it be?"
Chen Rui was puzzled.
Xia Zhiye lazily smiled and said, "It's you y... hiss—"
Before Xia Zhiye could finish flirting, he was trampled on.
The instigator was still drinking tea calmly.
Others thought it was too strange: "Master Xia, what's your name?"
Enduring the pain, Xia Zhiye said calmly: "It's nothing, I just want to say that my partner is from my online dating."
"Oh… "
I see.
Everyone suddenly realized, no wonder no one was seen tonight.
"But Master Xia, listen to my brother's advice, you need to be cautious in online dating." Chen Rui seemed to be someone who has experienced it, "Don't be fooled by those sweet-sounding Loli Yujie, the voice changer is developed now, what do you think? Those good sisters might be bigger than you."
When this sentence was finished, Song Yan, Xia Zhiye, and Zhou Ziqiu all present suddenly choked on a mouthful of water.
The sound of coughing came and went, endlessly.
Chen Rui: "? Did I say something wrong?"
Innocent and dazed.
Zhou Ziqiu, who was the first to recover, wiped his hands and pretended to be calm: "Generally speaking, this kind of thing shouldn't happen."
Xia Zhiye also regained his strength, patted Song Yan on the back next to him, and suppressed a smile: "Well, I think so too."
Song Yan had already recovered a bit, but when he heard Xia Zhiye's words, he choked again, and kicked Xia Zhiye viciously.
Xia Zhiye still pretended to be innocent: "Why are you kicking me?"
Song Yan: "..."
That's right, why is he kicking Xia Zhiye
You can't say that you are bigger than Xia Zhiye when you take it out.
And Xia Zhiye didn't know that he was behind [Ren Mei Qian Duo Xiao Rich Woman], he was just talking nonsense, so he just pretended he didn't know anything.
Thinking of this, Song Yan knocked off Xia Zhiye's hand with a slap, picked up the teacup, and continued to drink it, trying to dilute the shame in his heart.
However, the tree wants to be quiet but the wind keeps blowing. Just after taking two sips, Chen Rui sharply saw something he shouldn't have seen: "Hey, why does the blue scarf on the back of Song Yan's chair look like Brother Heye?" It’s a couple’s model, it’s ugly, it’s not, it’s pretty, it looks exactly the same.”
Song Yan froze while holding the water glass.
Xia Zhiye supported his head and looked at him with a smile: "Yes, brother Yan, what's the matter? Why does your scarf look exactly like mine? Could it be that you secretly bought a couple's style from me?"
If Song Yan had internal strength, the old stainless steel teacup in his hand should have been crushed by him at this moment.
On the other hand, Xiaopang, who knew everything by heart, looked up to the sky and sighed, why on earth did he want to watch others throw dog food, and no one was fighting against him.
Chen Rui, the most ignorant student in the audience, asked curiously, "Why are you sighing all of a sudden?"
"It's nothing..." Xiaopang replied weakly, "I was just thinking about the birthday of Master Xia in two hours, what birthday gift should I give Master Xia."
"That's right! Christmas Eve tomorrow! Master Xia's birthday! Fuck, I forgot to prepare a gift!" Chen Rui didn't realize that his relationship with Xia Zhiye was actually not that good.
Zhou Ziqiu, who delivered birthday presents on time every year, just blew a sip of tea in his cup slowly: "It's okay, I didn't prepare either. And you see, Brother Yan, we have such a good relationship with Master Xia, didn't we not prepare?"
"Really? Brother Yan isn't ready?" Xia Zhiye moved closer, looked at Song Yan with his face up, and smiled maliciously and didn't want to be beaten.
Song Yan, who had clearly prepared a gift, gritted his teeth.
Xia Zhiye did it on purpose. If he said that the scarf was given by him at this time, it would be tantamount to publicly admitting that he is Xia Zhiye's partner. Well, he looks like a wolf-hearted dog.
Seeing the narrow smile in Xia Zhiye's eyes again, and thinking of his nasty confession before, Song Yan became angry from embarrassment, and got up straight away: "I'll go buy it now."
After speaking, he walked out the door, even forgetting to put on his coat.
The inside of the house is warm and bright, but outside the house is the courtyard with a deep bamboo forest outside the hot pot restaurant. It is very cold at night with heavy snow.
Xia Zhiye hurriedly picked up Song Yan's coat and scarf on the back of the chair and chased him out.
Grabbing Song Yan's wrist on the path, he led him to a hidden corner behind the bamboo forest, wrapped him in a coat, looked at his tightly pursed lips, and whispered, "Why are you so angry again?"
Song Yan said angrily, "Don't you think my gift is ugly?"
"Who thinks your gift is ugly?"
Song Yan kept a straight face and didn't speak.
Xia Zhiye was serious: "Chen Rui and Xiaopang are blind, and their aesthetics are not good. They will never find a wife for the rest of their lives."
Song Yan still had a straight face.
Xia Zhiye decided to change his strategy: "But we Yan brother really plan to give me such a scarf for my birthday?"
Song Yan just wanted to refute, but swallowed it back.
Xia Zhiye sighed softly: "I like our brother Yan so much, I didn't even attend the awards ceremony because of you, I flew back from Beijing all the way in advance to vent my anger for you, delivered food for you, was chased by security guards, scolded by security guards, okay? Easy to celebrate a birthday with only a small scarf."
Song Yan: "..."
"Others say that gifts are less important than affection, and that gifts don't care about the price or not, but what they want, so in your heart, I'm only worth a temporary street stall? Is it because we hate me so much?" Xia Zhiye looked like There are injuries.
Song Yan was in a hurry: "That's not what I meant."
"Then what do you mean?" Xia Zhiye wanted to seduce Song Yan and repeat his confession, "Could it be that Brother Yan has something else he wants to give me?"
"..."
shameless!
Song Yan is not a fool, of course he can see Xia Zhiye's purpose, grinding his teeth, just about to kick him hard, and then walk away, but before moving his feet, he remembered what Xiaopang once said, feelings are also need a response.
The reason why Xia Zhiye was so obsessed with luring him to say those words again may be because he told himself that he liked it too many times, but he never said it.
That's why he was so disturbed when he couldn't find himself today.
That's why he became an innocent fool after hearing his own confession.
Thinking of the way Xia Zhiye braved the heavy snow and ran towards him to give him the greatest treasure and warmth, Song Yan couldn't kick that kick anyway.
He just pulled the long dark blue scarf from Xia Zhiye's hand with a cold face, wrapped it around his neck, and then tied a furious bow in front, sticking his neck, with a stern face: "That's all right ?”
Xia Zhiye was stunned for a moment before realizing that this was the method he taught Song Yan to pack himself up yesterday.
All the love and joy at that moment finally broke through all the shackles. He hugged Song Yan tightly in his arms, rubbed his head vigorously, and said with a low laugh: "How can there be such a thing as you in the world?" cute person."
"You're fucking cute."
Song Yan felt ashamed to death.
If it wasn't for coaxing Xia Zhiye, he would never have done such a stupid thing in his life, but this person even praised him as cute, which was simply insulting him.
Song Yanyan tried to break away from his embrace in embarrassment and indignation.
Something slipped from his coat pocket and fell to the ground as he moved.
Song Yan hurriedly wanted to pick it up, but Xia Zhiye picked it up first.
The completely broken dial is lying in the palm of the hand, but it is not difficult to see through the strap that it is a brand new watch.
Seeing Song Yan's expression, Xia Zhiye seemed to have guessed something, and asked in a low voice, "You bought it for me?"
Song Yan pursed her lips and did not answer.
Xia Zhiye asked again: "Did your father break it?"
Song Yan still pursed her lips and did not answer, but the corners of her eyes were already a little damp because she remembered something wronged again.
Xia Zhiye's voice tightened slightly: "Did your dad still deduct your pocket money, and your money is only enough to buy me a small scarf?"
Song Yan turned his face away: "I didn't disregard you so I gave you the stall, but I can only give you this now, so if you don't want to be with me, I will..."
Before he finished speaking, Xia Zhiye carried him into his arms again, and he sighed softly, "Song Yan, are you a fool?"
Song Yan instinctively scolded back: "You are the fool."
This time Xia Zhiye didn't give in to him, he was angry and funny: "You are not a fool, how can you not know that even if you have nothing and can't give me anything, I will still like you."
Xia Zhiye lowered his head and wiped Song Yan's eyes lightly: "Song Yan, I like you because I like you, not because I like what you can give me."
Song Yan lowered his eyelashes.
Xia Zhiye's fingers brushed lightly from the end of his eyes, taking away all the soreness and wetness with his warm body temperature: "Song Yan, you don't have to be afraid that you haven't given enough, because your existence itself is worthy of others' love." Like it. At least I like it, you understand?"
At least I like it very much.
Song Yan always felt that in the depths of his memory, Xia Zhiye seemed to have said such words to himself, and it was the first time that he had obtained a kind of comfort infused with the fragrance of sweet-scented osmanthus in all the self-denials.
Although he had never believed that his existence itself was something to like, at that moment he was willing to believe in Xia Zhiye.
Perhaps he was indeed likable.
And he really likes Xia Zhiye.
So he raised his head, looked at Xia Zhiye, and asked directly and frankly: "Then do you want to be with me?"
Xia Zhiye chuckled softly: "I've already said that my scarf was given by my boyfriend, so..."
Xia Zhiye's fingers hooked the bow tie in front of Song Yan's neck, lowered his head, brought his lips close to Song Yan, lowered his voice, and smiled softly: "So can I open my birthday present, man?" Friends? Like..."
"A kiss?"
On a snowy winter night, a dark blue scarf slowly falls on the bamboo forest path in the south where there is always no snow, covering up the buds that are about to wake up the spring under the soil.