There is a small crease in the upper right corner, there are two empty lines between the first paragraph and the title, and the last period at the end of the paragraph is in the middle of the entire page.
The writing is not about cheering up and improving oneself, but analyzing the obstacles that individuals who experience family breakdown will have in accepting others, and will tend to avoid and refuse to establish long-term stable relationships.
There are quite a few examples above, as well as theoretical analysis of psychology, which proves that this is a common phenomenon that requires long-term adjustment and repair of scars in order to re-deliver trust.
…
Yu Sheng can actually understand the reasoning written above.
"Does it still hurt?" Jin Linkun blamed himself, "blame me... let me see, if I can't take some medicine—"
Yu Sheng took his hand and moved it away: "It's okay, it doesn't hurt."
Avoidance, negativity, rejection, habitual self-preservation.
He knew it, he could understand it, he even experienced it.
Vaguely aware that his mood was a bit wrong, Jin Linkun frowned, hugged him, lowered his head, and gently rubbed his head: "What's wrong?"
Yu Sheng shook his head, grabbed Jin Linkun's cuff, put it on his shoulder and closed his eyes.
He just suddenly discovered that all this could have nothing to do with him.
Had his parents separated, had he forgotten the memories of being a family of three at the time, might he have become a not good enough parent and adult.
I met a person I liked with him, and I want to be with him all the time and go to a higher place with better scenery. It has nothing to do with it.
"Don't you want to hug for a while?"
Yu Sheng was inexplicably too lazy to move, so he leaned on his shoulder and brushed the tip of his hair against Jin Linkun's neck: "Are you still hugging?"
"… hug."
Jin Linkun stretched out his hand and wrapped him in his arms, "I really want to hug him."
The house was quiet again.
The bedroom that was already stuffed with the two people's things, the lights were gently closed, the raindrops hit the window, and it was completely isolated from the whistling cold wind.
Yu Sheng leaned against his arms and closed his eyes quietly.
The atmosphere was warm and quiet, Jin Linkun hugged his little friend, bowed his head slightly, and tried to explain his foolish behavior just now: "I actually wanted to hug you just now, but I didn't control the landing point—"
Yu Sheng decided to give this person who was going to be together all the time a simple and clear reminder: "Shut up."
"… "
Jin Linkun closed his mouth fluently, tightening the strength on his arms slightly.
When he estimated the time it would take for the steam to dissipate in the bathroom, and decided to remind Yu Sheng to get hot water as soon as possible to prevent the bathroom from cooling down again, he suddenly found out that Yu Sheng had fallen asleep in his arms.
The boy closed his eyes, his breathing was long and steady, and his brows were relaxed and soft.
Jin Linkun sat quietly for a while, lowered his head, and hugged the person in his arms.
… Not going to the bathroom is really nothing.
It is nothing more than to warm up as soon as possible to avoid catching a cold. He seems to be able to do this function.
Having already gained experience, Jin Linkun skillfully shook off the quilt, lay down with the person who wanted to sleep as soon as he touched him, covered the quilt tightly, and hugged him into his arms.
The lights in the bedroom snapped down, and the bedside lamps cast a soft halo.
Yu Sheng was so tossed that his eyelids were lifted, he glanced half-dream and half-awake, and Jin Linkun raised his hand to cover his eyes in time: "Go to sleep, it's alright."
The palm was swept twice by the tip of the eyelashes, it was itchy and itchy, and the hand moved away, the child looked as if he was waiting for something, frowning and refused to close his eyes to sleep.
Jin Linkun hesitated for a moment, tried to lean over, and kissed him lightly on the forehead.
…
The next day, Duan Lei and the others were shocked when they saw Yu Sheng's inconspicuous bruise.
"Brother Sheng, if you are tied up and blown up, you will have fake eyes."
Duan Lei's mouth was no longer easy, but he still tried his best to summon his courage and prepared to help his brother with a knife: "Go down the mountain of swords and go to the sea of fire, we will accompany you."
Yu Sheng himself didn't expect to make such a misunderstanding. He turned a page of the book and rubbed his forehead: "It's okay, I'll listen to your class."
At the corner of his desk was the tea egg that Jin Linkun had stuffed before going to school. After brushing a few questions, he still couldn't help reaching out between classes and peeled off the eggshell and ate it.
…
This person actually thought that he would use an egg to wrap it, referring to all types of eggs.
If it weren't for the delicious tea eggs at the street corner, Yu Sheng would have thought that he would have failed his good intentions of going out to buy eggs early in the morning.
A group of people led by Duan Lei firmly believed that Yu Sheng was even slapped in the eyes by the ultra-ruthless man in black, and they discussed anxiously for the whole morning, but they did not discuss how they could have a force value higher than that of Brother Sheng. The man rescued Brother Sheng from his hands.
After school at noon, they collectively hid in the corner of the classroom cautiously, watching Brother Sheng put on the school uniform jacket, picked up the thermos cup, and walked out of the building door, all the way to the back wall facing the two pedestrian streets.
The school cafeteria is actually enough, but because there are too many unexpected materials in the meal, many students are used to ordering takeaways or going out to eat at noon.
The leadership has strictly supervised it for a period of time. The director of the education department has educated the students several times in front of the loudspeaker. In the end, in order to set an example, he went to the cafeteria to have a student window.
…
Later, this behavior was implicitly acquiesced.
A group of people held their breath and quietly followed Yu Sheng, carefully investigating the enemy's situation along the way.
"Brother Sheng arrived at the wall, Brother Sheng rolled up his sleeves, and Brother Sheng was about to turn over—Brother Sheng didn't jump over the wall, Brother Sheng followed a person from the wall."
Yao Qiang, the investigator in charge of this episode, turned to his mobile phone, and lowered his voice to broadcast live to a group of people: "This person is wearing a black shirt, and he looks like the same person as last time... Do you think this person is a little familiar?"
"It looks familiar to me too!" Duan Lei patted his thigh, "Have you seen it before in the exam? I remember it was also a black shirt at the time..."
Three hundred and two Yao Qiang students shook their heads: "That's not true. We may not meet the same person. I'm not in the same exam room as you."
The information was not connected for the time being, and a group of people decided to temporarily abandon this topic and continue to monitor what the man in black was going to do with Sheng.
"He brought two lunch boxes, and he and Brother Sheng walked to the small pavilion together, and they sat down together—Damn, is that squirrel mandarin fish?"
Yao Qiang swallowed his saliva: "Are we really going to protect Brother Sheng until the last moment? That squirrel mandarin fish is so fragrant."
"Don't talk about loyalty? Have you forgotten how Brother Sheng stayed up late to teach you a topic!"
Duan Lei couldn't help but question them from the soul: "Look at Brother Sheng's blue eyes today, can you still eat?!"
The boy next to him looked at the photo sent by Yao Qiang and couldn't help swallowing: "How do you say..."
Another boy pressed his hungry stomach and took a deep breath: "Should be able to eat a lot."
The man in black and Yu Sheng found a vacant seat beside the small gazebo, put down the lunch box, and exchanged the Wangzai milk and thermos cups in each other's hands.
There is a pavilion on the edge of the wall, and there is a promenade. There is a grove on the edge. It is a good place for a date. Many people have lunch here at noon.
A few people took advantage of the crowds around and hid in the crowd, watching the man in black and Yu Sheng jokingly opened the lunch box, set the soup and rice, and patiently picked out the fishbone, and put a piece of golden and crispy fish on it. into the Sheng bowl.
"It's almost time!" Duan Lei was very nervous, "Give a sweet jujube to eat first, and then it will definitely show its original shape!"
Yu Sheng's reputation has been in charge of the entire No. 3 middle school all the year round, and even those who can't beat Yu Sheng, or even have bruises, must be extremely strong in combat.
It might be a legendary figure from another school.
…
Probably in response to his guess, the man in black put down his chopsticks and raised his right hand as soon as he finished speaking, not knowing what Yu Sheng said.
Duan Lei entered the battle preparation in an instant, stood up suddenly, ready to desperately hug the thigh of the man in black, and give their eldest brother a chance and time to gain freedom.
Just as he was about to rush over, the man in black put his hand on top of their majestic school tyrant's head, smiled lightly, and rubbed it twice lightly.