Lu Zhang never expected that she would be so determined and unfeeling. A moment ago, she said that she would be able to help him in the future, but when it came to love, she didn't give him any hope or a way to survive. She wanted to force him to let go, even if she knew that he couldn't let go, she would force him to never mention it, and she couldn't have any thoughts, otherwise she wouldn't even be a friend.
She is so cruel. She was so cruel.
It turned out how kind and honest she was, how cruel she was.
Lu Zhang only felt a lot of grief, mixed with a violent dizziness, and drilled into his head and into his heart. He was sad, ashamed, and felt a faint sense of inferiority. He stood up at once, stumbled and walked out. Seeing this, Mu Hanxia got up, but he immediately shouted: "Don't come here!" He was tall and had long legs, and he rushed out of the curtain and out of the restaurant in an instant. Mu Hanxia still has He Jing to take care of here, and immediately shouted: "Boss, go out and watch him."
The boss is also Lu Zhang's friend, so he quickly led two people out. But the moon is dark and the wind is high outside, where is Lu Zhang's figure
It turned out that after Lu Zhang went out, he touched his pocket and found that the car keys were also pulled inside. There happened to be a taxi drop-off on the side of the road, so he opened the door and sat in.
The taxi driver suddenly smelled the alcohol on his body, and was not very happy: "Dude, my car is still new, and I don't drink alcohol. Go down, go down."
Lu Zhang took out a stack of red bills from his wallet and smashed them: "Shut your mouth!"
Driver: "…Where are you going?"
Lu Zhang leaned in the seat, took a deep breath, and said, "Go to Xiangshan Villa."
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Lu Zhang came here because he vaguely remembered that there was actually a party at his house today. He was very drunk now, but he didn't want to be alone anymore. He just wanted to go to places with many people and friends.
The taxi stopped at the entrance of the villa in the middle of the mountain. He got out of the car with his footsteps drifting, and he heard the music inside. He laughed suddenly, took out the key, opened the door and walked in.
Friends are all there.
As he walked in, many people greeted him, and some joked: "Yo, isn't Xiao Lu going to fight for his youth and let go of our pigeons? Why are you willing to come again?"
He wasn't angry either, just laughed. Like the old self, he laughed arrogantly and stubbornly. It's so noisy here, so lively. He stumbled and sat down among the people by the pool and played dice with them.
Lose all the time, drink when you lose. The more I drink, the more dizzy I get, the more I drink, the more I think of every word she says, and my heart is cut like a knife. In fact, 25-year-old Lu Zhang doesn't necessarily love Mu Hanxia very much. But this is indeed the first time he has seriously loved someone. Not only love, but also a man's admiration for a woman with more experience and maturity than him. That's why his pain was especially real and extremely frustrated.
Stumbled, do not know how much to drink. The people around seemed to be scattered, and it seemed that there were none. Later, someone noticed something was wrong, and whispered, "Did Xiao Lu encounter something today and fight like this?"
Someone replied: "Is it because of the company? I heard that his new website was crushed by Feng Chen."
Lu Zhang could hear these words clearly. He raised his misty eyes, and suddenly became furious, and shouted: "Fuck you, what the hell is Lin Mochen! My master is tomorrow, tomorrow..."
The night is so deep and so long. Afterwards, Lu Zhang couldn't remember what wine he drank, who stood across from him, and what he said. I just felt that this late night, like a dark abyss, finally drowned him.
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At two in the morning, Fangyi Group.
When He Jing woke up, she only felt that she wanted to go to the toilet. She opened her eyes with a splitting headache, and found that this was Mu Hanxia's office. She was lying on the sofa, covered with a thin blanket. While Mu Hanxia was sitting at the table, a lonely lamp was on, her expression was focused, she was obviously making final preparations for the big event in the morning.
He Jing quickly went to the toilet and came back, then sat down on the sofa again and looked at Mu Hanxia. She felt apologetic and distressed, and said, "Sorry, I drank too much and asked you to bring me back."
Mu Hanxia raised his head and smiled gently: "It's okay. Drink more hot water, do you want to sleep a little longer?"
Where did He Jing feel embarrassed to sleep again, and shook his head: "I'll accompany you. What about Young Master Lu?"
Mu Hanxia paused for a while and said, "Run."
He Jing was surprised. Mu Hanxia didn't want to talk too much, and said, "He drank too much, and ran back to the villa on the top of the mountain. I called just now to confirm with his friend. It's fine."
"Oh." He Jing sighed.
Mu Hanxia also remembered the scenes that happened between him and Lu Zhang last night. She admitted that she felt pity for him, but her heart was still as calm as water. She is also not very good at handling relationships between men and women, she can be both smooth and mature, not hurt the other party, and she can be alone. In this life, you will meet many people and may be liked by different people. But love is love, not love is not love. She felt that it might be better to cut the mess with a quick knife.
Both were silent for a while. He Jing asked, "Can't you tell Lin Mochen about your plans for tomorrow? After all, you have already..."
Mu Hanxia replied, "No."
"why?"
Mu Hanxia pondered for a while. How should I explain it to He Jing? She probably did not understand the strategic game relationship between the two groups.
Mu Hanxia said: "He Jing, this is not between me and him, but between the two groups. I can tell you what I will do tomorrow, the biggest beneficiary is Fang Yi. The group and I. Maybe even get huge benefits that are immeasurable. Fengchen and Fangyi, the two big groups, are both domestic business leaders. Although they have never had bad relations, they are still competitive in many aspects. It's you, if you are from Fengchen, are you willing to use your customer resources to help Fang Yi jump up without asking for anything in return, and get huge profits?"
He Jing thought for a while and shook his head. She got it. But thinking of the tone of Lin Mochen's phone tonight, I feel uneasy again.
Seeing that she understood, Mu Hanxia stopped talking. She lowered her head and continued to read the information. But because of He Jing's words, his mind flew to Lin Mochen. She glanced at her watch. At this time, he must have fallen asleep.
In fact, she didn't tell He Jingxiang about some things. First, this time, she had agreed with Lu Dong that she would keep it strictly confidential, and would not disclose it to competitors such as Feng Chen. Second, she also thought about it. If she really told Lin Mochen that she hoped that he would use customer resources to cooperate, as the chairman of the board, he wanted to push the whole company to cooperate with Fang Yi, so how would he handle himself? She simply pushed the plan out first. It seemed like she had used Feng Chen, but it would not cause any harm to Feng Chen in essence, and it might also have a boost in sales. It will not make Lin Mochen embarrassed between the company and her.
A shrewd person like him will understand when he sees it tomorrow.
He will understand her.
Mu Hanxia continued to work. And on the horizon, gradually revealing fish belly white.
At a certain moment, she felt tired and leaned back in the chair, looking at the sky where morning and evening alternated, the earth was gradually revealing its original outline. Perhaps because they are too tired, perhaps because the war is imminent, people's hearts will become empty instead. She suddenly remembered the past.
She remembered that she went to Hainan to run lychees, and Lin Mochen stabbed her horizontally, making her fall short and crying alone at night. He also remembered the time when he went to bid for the government. He stared at her with those deep and indistinguishable eyes, lowered his head and kissed her cheek, and then drove away with their common goal.
Thinking of so many days, they warmly embraced, rubbed and kissed.
I also remembered that night, he stood under the corridor lamp of the hotel, hugging and kissing Xue Ning.
…
The last thing I remembered was the countless dawns and evenings since her return, the way he stood beside the car, raised his head and smiled at her. And every so often, what she feels may no longer be the sweetness and impulsiveness of the youth, but the voice of the soul that has been silent for many years, still throbbing for him.
She thought, Lin Mochen, may you understand me.
I hope that every day in the future, every morning, evening and night, after we meet again, we will cherish each other.