Mu Hanxia raised her hand, wiped away her tears, calmed her breath, and whispered, "Lin Mochen, you used to be my dream, it's not that you are unimportant now, but there are many paths, the path of life. , I'm used to walking alone." After saying this, tears fell again.
These words were cold and self-contained, and in Lin Mochen's ears, they had no intention of ironing or applying warmth. He chuckled lightly and said, "How long have I waited, but I can't wait for your wholeheartedness. You say you are under the cliff, then I have been under the cliff since the day you left. Do you know... How did I feel at that moment when I knew that the investment was brought back by you? I still remember it clearly. I wanted to kill people. The enemy I want to kill is myself."
Mu Hanxia looked at him blankly.
"I started to wait. I have never waited for anyone. I started to wait for you. I said to myself, this time, it's me, and I will see you alive. Only then can I feel the heart you gave me. But Summer , you came back, why didn't your heart come back? What do you think of my heart? Why don't you take a serious look at it like you did back then? Now, for the sake of others, do you want to lose it again?" He said, "Summer, there are some thoughts, don't even think about them."
The last sentence was cold and ruthless, and Mu Hanxia understood it, she only felt aggrieved and uncomfortable. In this world, only he can make her feel so wronged and uncomfortable. She wanted to say it wasn't like that, her heart wasn't what he said. He had no idea what he meant to her in this life. But how to distinguish between the alienation between the two and her self-protection
"Stop talking." She pulled her hand back fiercely and turned to leave. Lin Mochen grabbed her again, and said coldly, "You still want to leave? Is there something wrong, so you just leave?"
Mu Hanxia suddenly turned her head, the appearance of Zhang Zi's death was still haunting her mind, she knew that now was not the right time to have a relationship with Lin Mochen. But he was right in front of her, just forcing her to show her sincerity. She blurted out: "Lin Mochen, what right do you have to accuse me? You thought I was willing to leave? Would you be willing to break up with you? You said that my heart won't come back. , you said I didn't give my whole heart to you. But how do you want me to do it? I've gotten used to it without you all these years. I read, walk, eat, and do everything by myself. I'm sick At that time, no one cared about except Zhang Zi, and no one encouraged me when I failed. No matter how dazed I was, I could only go on alone. Because I have no other way, the other way, the way we used to be, was broken by you I thought you had forgotten about me and I thought we would never be together again. But you showed up to me again and told me you've been waiting for me to turn back. Do you know how I feel like I'm dead Hope, it was dug up again.
You ask me if I want it, I want it. You say you're the drowning man holding the straw, am I not? I was so careful, holding the only straw in this life. I admit that I don't dare to give, I admit that I hesitate and fear, and I always dare not get too close to you. But why? Why am I doing this
Do you know, I have long known that we are different people. You always put your interests first, you are always calm and scheming, even for me. I know that you have a lot of sincerity now, but when I get along with you, I still often think, are you doing this with sincerity or intentional? Is it because of love, or just want to make me fall deeper. I know this is wrong, but I can't control it.
You don't think I should doubt you this time. But e-commerce is a major event related to the fate of Fengchen. I understand that it is necessary to compete fairly, but I can't help but weigh it. I am in your heart, will Fengchen be important? And you also said that if you meet in the mall, you will never be soft on me.
The stock market has plummeted. Although I don't know how to invest, I will use my savings to protect the country. My friends are doing the same. But you say that is stupid. Feng Chen's money, your money, has long since been safely withdrawn, wisely protect yourself, and stand on the sidelines. I'm totally different from you, why do you want me to trust you 100%? I believe that you will always treat me 100% in the future, never give up on me, never leave me again. Even if the sky falls, even if the family goes bankrupt, even if life and death are separated, will you not stop loving me? But Lin Mochen, the former Mu Hanxia, treated you like this. Nothing stopped my love for you. So, Lin Mochen, what do you want me to do now, to love you like before? "
He talked too much in one breath, and Mu Hanxia felt that all his energy had been spent. She was in tears, but there was a bleak smile on her face. She slowly pulled her hand out of his palm, and this time, he didn't keep it any longer. He just looked at her so deeply. Thirty-three-year-old Lin Mochen, who is already a big boss in the business world, should have no more tears. But she saw in his eyes two deep and silent pools of water.
Having said that, she knew that what she said would only hurt each other's hearts even more. She was also afraid that he would say anything that she could not bear, so she hoarsely said, "We have been entangled for so many years, it is always hard, always too hard. Maybe we should all reconsider, whether... Really And continue to be together."
After saying this, she walked towards the door. She didn't want to stay any longer, she couldn't stay any longer. But when she walked to the door, she heard his unusually cold voice: "So you think so."
Mu Hanxia stood still.
"It turns out that in your heart, I am such a person." He said.
Mu Hanxia felt a pain in her heart, looked up at the other place, and suppressed her tears.
"You either love it or hate it. You want it or you don't want it," he said. "This time, don't think about breaking up."
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It had been a while since Mu Hanxia had been gone. Sun Zhi saw that Lin Mochen's office had been silent, and did not dare to enter rashly. Turning his head to look at the two managers beside him, he was in a hurry again, grabbed the document at hand and smashed it: "Who asked you two to do it? Who told you two to do it without saying hello all night! Do you know how much trouble you have caused? Know?"
The faces of the two were also red and white, and the senior IT engineer stubbornly replied: "Mr. Sun, we received news overnight, and they will make a big move. Could it be watching them step on our heads? Just do it. If we do, they can't find us."
The e-commerce project manager also said: "Mr. Sun, even if we know that they are not pushing new clothing strategies, but electronic products, we can't let them get the upper hand. If this happens, Fang Yi's strength may be different. Leaping above Feng Chen. How can we compete with them in other areas in the future? How can they bear it with our customers? Who can bear it?”
Sun Zhi was helpless and annoyed by what they said. The management style of Lin Mochen and even Fengchen has been very decentralized under the premise of strong cohesion since its inception. Every manager is on his own, how could he know that something like this happened today. Also blame him for being too indulgent. He looked at these two favorite generals, among them, the IT engineer Lin Mochen made a special trip to dig back from abroad. He sighed and said, "You are all waiting, I can't cover you all about this."
Sun Zhi approached Lin Mochen's door again, and there was still no movement inside. He knocked on the door twice, then pushed it open. But when the twilight shrouded, the room was dark. I could only see the silhouette of Lin Mochen sitting in front of the table, one of his elbows on the table, his palm on his forehead, and he didn't move. Sun Zhi has never been a sentimental person, but at this moment, Lin Mochen clearly makes people feel a deep loneliness.
"Chairman..."
"Go out." An extremely cold voice.
Sun Zhi was also unhappy in every possible way and withdrew.