How could anyone laugh at their girlfriend like that? Mu Hanxia: "Hmph, milk is milk." Taking a small glass of red wine from him, he hugged her and sat down on the sofa by the window. At this time, the lights are quiet, the stars are sparse, and the warm air conditioner is turned on in the house. Everything is so comfortable.
"When you were in high school, you never fell in love?" he asked suddenly.
Mu Hanxia gave him a strange look and replied, "Of course not." After a while, he said, "At that time, my mother was critically ill, and it was too late to go to the hospital every day. And I never thought about falling in love in high school, so I would do this. Destroying one's future?"
Looking up to see the slight smile on the corner of his mouth, Mu Hanxia wondered, "What are you laughing at? What's so funny about this."
"It's nothing." Naturally, Lin Mochen wouldn't tell her too much about his thoughts at the moment, but the corners of his brows and eyes always had a faint happy smile. He put down the red wine glass, held her on his lap, lowered his head and asked, "So... this is the first time with me?"
Mu Hanxia said with a "hmmm", "What happened to the first time we were in a relationship? Did I behave badly? What a good girlfriend."
Lin Mochen was amused, he lowered his head and started kissing her.
After kissing for a long time, there were some undercurrents and provocations, attempts and approaches, all in silence. Only the parties know, and only the parties understand. But in the end, with Mu Hanxia sticking to the line of defense, Lin Mochen was still unfinished. Lin Mochen is a man of grace, expressly implying that if he can't go further, he will only continue gracefully... seduction, not force.
He had taken off his suit early, wearing only shirts and trousers, with one arm lightly resting on the sofa, letting her lie in his arms. And she is very lazy. She never thought that she would be so lazy and soft in the arms of a man. She rested her head on the shirt on his chest and played with his other hand.
"Just now, when your classmates misunderstood that you were still a waiter, why didn't you explain?" he asked.
Mu Hanxia replied, "I don't think it's necessary. People who care about me won't change their attitudes because of my situation. People who don't care about me, it doesn't seem to make sense if I clarify. I just don't understand something. I didn't have much contact with her in high school, and I never offended her. Why does she seem to… don't want to see me?"
Lin Mochen stroked her long hair lightly and replied, "What's so strange about this? You were so good in high school and better than her, so she was naturally jealous. Summer, not all malice has rational reasons. Heh, We will meet a lot of people like this in our life. They always stay on the road and keep their eyes on others, so it is difficult to make a big deal. We are different. We just need to move forward.”
After these words, Mu Hanxia sighed and sighed in her heart. She reached out and put her arms around his neck: "You are right."
Lin Mochen was very comfortable in her embrace, and he couldn't help lowering his head and started kissing her again.
Half the night passed by like this. The two talked, kissed, hugged, and laughed. So close and so gentle. The stars outside the window and the clouds in the sky are all set in each other's eyes.
Mu Hanxia also told him about the changes at home that year.
It's not really a special story. In this world, poverty and suffering, difficulties and struggles are happening every day.
But Mu Hanxia and Lin Mochen were born completely different people. Even if he comes from a divorced family, he never worries about money and circumstances. He will never have a time when he can't go on, he won't have it at all, and he can't imagine, when he can't open the pot at home, when he is anxious to cry for a hundred dollars.
But Mu Hanxia is like this. Like most of us, she came from an ordinary family. Not rich, but enjoying ordinary happiness. However, accidental blows and unexpected events can bring down such a family. For example, the mother's serious illness.
The family started to get strapped and everything started to get hectic. There were no smiles on their faces, not father, not mother. Mu Hanxia, who used to be the sweet girl of the sky, is gone. My father began to work hard every day for transportation, just to earn a little more for medical expenses. At that time, in her third year of high school, she went to the hospital every day without telling anyone about her hard work.
Later, my father got into a car accident, left behind a whole body of debt, and left.
Mu Hanxia almost collapsed.
…
"At that time, my mind was not strong enough." She said softly and slowly in his arms, "I knew that only when I got into college could I change my life. I knew I could get into the entrance exam before I could find a way to apply for charitable assistance. I was thinking, what should I do if I pass the test? Who will take care of my mother? Can I hire someone? Solution, if you pass the test, there is no way out; if you don’t pass the test, there is no way out.”
Lin Mochen held her hand, his eyes were like water, and he was silent.
and after
Later, the day before the college entrance examination, I received a notification from my mother that she was critically ill again. She stayed up all night in the hospital, and the next day, went to take the exam. At that time, sitting in the tense examination room, she felt that the whole world was about to collapse. No one can help her, and no one understands the weight on this eighteen-year-old girl's shoulders. In life, no one can take it for you.
Later, as expected, it fell off the list. For a time, I was disheartened. But she didn't even have the time to be unwilling, and she didn't look for another way out. Instead, she found a job in a supermarket near her home, because only in this way could she take care of her mother at home at the same time.
Later, three years later, the mother passed away, full of apology and grief for her daughter. But after three years of precipitation, Mu Hanxia only had love for her mother in her heart. She has no resentment at all. She said: "Mom, don't worry, we have done our best. If you are alive, be happy, and you will no longer suffer from illness. And I will live well here. I don't think I am What I lost, this is the road of my life. What I lost, I must gain something. I got three years of your time, and I have no regrets."
…
"Later I gradually understood." Mu Hanxia said, "Many good things in life are easily taken away by fate. So I have to tell myself to live in the moment and have fun in time."
She smiled, but her expression was a little stunned, and said: "However, if I were to choose again, I would definitely calm down and take the college entrance examination that year. Instead of being completely crushed by setbacks. It's me, It didn't go well."
Lin Mochen had been listening quietly, but suddenly he grabbed her hand and said, "What's wrong with this road? There is me on this road."
His voice was low and gentle in the night, Mu Hanxia was very moved, raised his head to kiss him, and said vaguely, "Then I see other classmates go so well, and I still feel sorry for myself. I've been chasing, but it's so hard to catch up..."
"You don't have to go after them," he said. "You'll get the best of it later."
"Well." She thought that she would get the best through her own efforts.
He kissed her, thinking that he would give her the best.
His Cinderella, who fell into the mortal world and went through so many vicissitudes, came to his embrace.
He just wanted to put all the best in the world at her feet.
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The next day, Lin Mochen instructed Sun Zhi to continue to have in-depth contact with Cao Dasheng, showing his determination to win this land.