Today is a cloudy day, and the trees downstairs in the hotel are also very quiet. Mu Hanxia and Lin Mochen walked to the parking lot and saw a familiar black Cayenne in the distance. Not even the license plate number.
She was startled.
"Don't know?" he said.
"No." She replied, "Just find it."
Lin Mochen didn't speak. The two got into the car as they did in the past.
All the way, he drove silently. Mu Hanxia's eyes occasionally stopped on his face without leaving a trace. Xu Shi hadn't slept all night, his eyes looked a little sunken, and his face seemed to be blue.
"Actually... we don't have to go out specially, we can talk in the hotel room." She said slowly. But he was silent again. Is it really possible there? In the room where they rubbed together every day
"Not there." Lin Mochen looked ahead.
Mu Hanxia raised his head and looked at the layers of clouds slowly flowing in the sky.
It's spring, but the weather is still a little cold. The trees and grass are already green, but on such a cloudy day, the suburbs are still desolate and desolate. Lin Mochen drove for two hours and took her to a large green field. A yellow and narrow dirt road leads all the way to the depths of the green field. Mu Hanxia saw that the green grass and plants on both sides were as tall as one person, there were patches of water in the land, and in some places, small rivers meandered by. A sign was erected on the side of the road with the name: "Shenjiang Wetland".
"Where are we going?" she asked.
"I heard that a new hotel has opened here, right in the middle of the wetlands. The scenery is very good," he said.
Mu Hanxia then became quiet again.
Soon, I saw the hotel. It is an elegant and secluded cottage nestled among deep reeds and lakes. It feels like a paradise, it's beautiful.
Lin Mochen went to the front desk to check in, while Mu Hanxia was waiting in the lobby. She looked at the scenery outside for a while, but then turned to look at his back, thinking: Will the two of them live here tonight? No, there will only be him. Thinking of this, her nose suddenly became a little sore, and she immediately suppressed it.
The front desk waiter smiled and said, "Sir, the restaurant has already started serving lunch. They are all very local dishes. The fish is also caught wild from the lake. You can't eat it outside. You can try it."
Lin Mochen glanced at Mu Hanxia not far away, and replied, "Okay."
It was noon, and the two of them hadn't eaten anything since last night. Lin Mochen walked back to her side: "Let's go eat first." After speaking, he went straight to the restaurant next to him. Mu Hanxia had to follow.
It was not yet the peak tourist season, and it was a working day. There were only two or three tables of guests in the huge restaurant. After Lin Mochen sat down, he picked up the menu and ordered it all the way.
Mu Hanxia said, "Enough, I can't finish it." The waiter next to him also smiled and said, "Sir, the two of you can't finish so many dishes."
Lin Mochen put the menu together, handed it to the waiter, and said, "Just order, let's serve."
The waiter had to back off. Mu Hanxia looked out the window and said nothing.
After a while, a full table was served. He picked up the chopsticks and tasted them one by one with a very calm expression. Mu Hanxia also ate absentmindedly, but suddenly remembered that when she first arrived in Beijing last year, he took her to a high-end restaurant for the first time. The same is true, ordered a table full of dishes. At that time, she also persuaded him that he could not finish eating. But he smiled lightly and said, "I don't like waste either. You can pack it if you can't finish it."
At that time, he saw that she was poor and timid when he first arrived in the big city, so he moved with compassion, ordered so many dishes for her, and asked her to pack it
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Mu Hanxia added chopsticks and put the most famous fish here into his mouth, but suddenly he couldn't taste any taste. He just thought it was a sour taste in his throat and swallowed it.
Count to swallow one by one.
Lin Mochen also ate very little. He only tasted almost every dish before putting down his chopsticks. The rice didn't move either. When she also put down her chopsticks, he smiled lightly and said, "Go out for a walk."
Mu Hanxia only felt that she couldn't see what he was thinking, and softly said "um".
Outside the hotel, there is a long corridor that leads directly to the water and extends far away. The corridor is about two meters wide, paved with wooden boards, and on both sides are clumps of reeds and lotus leaves. Except for the two of them, no one else was seen in the corridor today. The sky in the afternoon was only slightly brighter, and there was still a gray patch between the sky and the water.
After walking for a while, he remained silent. Mu Hanxia found a topic and said, "Why is it called Shenjiang Wetland here?"
Lin Mochen replied: "It is said that the land subsided, the river also subsided, and finally became a wetland."
Hearing this, Mu Hanxia was perplexed. He raised his head and looked at the green forest in the vast expanse of water in the distance.
"Why are you leaving?" he asked.
Mu Hanxia was silent for a while.
In the gray-white sky, he looked at her and smiled suddenly: "It's still the same time, I can't make it through, right? Why are you still with me these days? Mu Hanxia, what is this?"
Mu Hanxia's tears came out, she was speechless.
What is she going to say
Said I just wanted to be with you and have some more time.
Said I was eager too, almost succumbed to our possible age.
Or rather, I'm really selfish. I can't let go, but I can't resist you
"I'm sorry," she said softly.
He smiled again: "Unexpectedly, I will also be toyed with by a woman one day. So I'm sorry for you once, and you blame me once, even if we are even?"
His tone was uncertain, and Mu Hanxia didn't dare to answer for a while.
In the lotus leaf by the foot, there is a frog croaking "quack". And the sound of the wind blowing the reeds. The two of them stood quietly at the corner of the covered bridge in the silent and rustling sound.
After a while, he said, "Where are you going? Heh... Even if we're separated, we're still friends. What help do you need?"
Mu Hanxia: "No, no need."
"What are you hiding from me?" he asked.
Mu Hanxia was shocked. After a while of silence, he replied, "Introduction from Lao Fang... I applied to New York University. The notice has already arrived."
There was no expression on Lin Mochen's profile.
"Where's the visa?" He smiled again.
Mu Hanxia replied slowly, "It's being done."
He nodded: "Okay."
Mu Hanxia stared at the calm dark green water, but heard his icy voice ringing in his ears again: "So at least three months ago, you started preparing to go abroad?"
Mu Hanxia immediately said, "No, it's not what you think. I wasn't sure at first, so I didn't tell you. Later... something happened to Feng Chen, what should I say?"
"What about these days? We lie together every night, how hard is it for you to speak? Not a word?" he said.
Mu Hanxia bit her lower lip.
He said it so lightly, how would she speak? It hurts tossing and turning when you say that you are going or staying
Say, how is she going
"This is my own future, and I want to make my own decisions," she finally said slowly.
Lin Mochen's face finally became extremely cold: "Okay. Just think about it clearly."
For a moment, the two seemed to have nothing to say.
Lin Mochen stepped forward calmly, and Mu Hanxia followed slowly. After walking through a quiet and uninhabited scene, he said, "When will you leave?"
Mu Hanxia was silent for a moment, then replied, "I plan to leave Lin City the day after tomorrow."
"Then I won't send it." He said indifferently.
"Yeah." Mu Hanxia's tears leaked out again and slowly pressed them back.
At this moment, Lin Mochen turned to look at her. The vast sky and water became the background behind him. His eyes were extremely deep and silent.
"Mu Hanxia, has anyone ever said that you are actually a very ruthless woman."
With tears in her eyes, Mu Hanxia chuckled, "No, you are the first to say that."
He also smiled and pointed to his chest: "Yes, it's only me here. If you want to insert a knife, you can insert a knife."
Mu Hanxia's tears suddenly fell, but his calm words made her feel like she was about to lose control of her emotions. She reached out her hand and pressed her face very quietly, wiped away the tears, and then said, "I think we are almost done talking, and there is nothing to say. Let's go, Lin Mochen, goodbye." The final ending, almost changed. She turned and walked quickly. Who knew that just after a few steps, the sound of his footsteps was approaching, and he grabbed her.
Mu Hanxia knew very well that this entanglement would only make it more painful. She couldn't let herself be soft-hearted and just stay. So she was cruel and pushed him hard. Lin Mochen looked at her ruthless and stubborn face, and only felt an unprecedented grief in his heart. His fingers almost dig into her flesh.
But when Mu Hanxia looked up, he saw his face. In the gray and white light, floating clouds, boundless water and grass, only his face, incomparably handsome and very close. Those eyes, those deep eyes that she has admired thousands of times, there is a very light and dark layer of water in the eyes.
Her emotions collapsed silently in an instant, and her whole body was like a wooden sculpture, standing still. But what flashed in his eyes was a look more cruel than hers. He hugged her and suddenly jumped into the water next to him.
Mu Hanxia was completely stunned, and a large mouthful of astringent water poured in from his mouth and nose. The sky could not be seen clearly, she was buried in the water, and she saw the swaying water light, and her eyes were full of clumps of plant rhizomes. She was entangled in it and could not escape at all. The unprecedented drowning pain drowned her in an instant.
He struggled terribly, his arms stretched out from nowhere, and hugged her waist. Mu Hanxia hated and was afraid, she was hugged tightly by him, she instinctively wanted to push him away, but she had to hug him tightly. He didn't care about her struggle and pain, and kissed her hard in the water. Mu Hanxia felt extremely uncomfortable. The lake water, aquatic plants, and his power seemed to be channeled into her chest. She cried silently in the water, choking and choking all the time. Until he was finally reluctant, he helped her head out of the water. She pushed him away desperately, grabbed the edge of the covered bridge with both hands, and tried her best to climb up. Lin Mochen stretched out his hand to support her body and sent her up.
Mu Hanxia was soaked all over and fell down on the corridor. He lowered his head, couldn't see his face clearly, and climbed up with his hands on the covered bridge. The clothes on him are out of shape. Mu Hanxia couldn't take another look at him, so she got up and walked on the same road.
"Lin Mochen, we will never meet again. I will never see you again, we are finished, completely finished! We have no more, no more! Don't look for me again, never look for me!"
She dropped these words, as if being chased by a ghost, and ran desperately into the distance. The spring wind was still so cold that it made her whole body feel like she was in an ice cellar, and every bone was aching. She burst into tears, but she seemed to finally be relieved, and finally lost the secret hope in her heart.
She kept running and running, and finally there was no footsteps behind her to keep up.
He didn't follow.
She ran all the way to the door of the hotel. At this time, there was an vacant rental car, and some guests got out of the car. She opened the door and sat in. The taxi driver looked at her extremely pale face and covered in water in surprise. But her voice was extremely calm: "Master... let's go."
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Lin Mochen stayed where he was, not knowing how long he had been standing.
Then he ran out of the water and grass. Run to the parking lot, start the car, and rush on the way to and from. However, the loess stretches all the way, and the green fields are endless. He has been driving in this Shenjiang wetland for a long time, but there is still Mu Hanxia.
Finally, he suddenly turned the steering wheel sharply, and the Cayenne finally drove into the swamp and got stuck.
He didn't get out of the car and didn't start the car. There was no one around, and there was silence.
After a long time, the twilight shrouded the field like a veil.
A ring, thrown out of the car window, sank into the water.