"Wait." Lao Fang said, "Lin Mochen, outsiders shouldn't talk about your affairs. But I'm also her only elder, so it's probably not an exaggeration to say a few words. That's true. She is a better and more open road. You have seen better scenery outside, you might as well give her the best scenery as well. The road of life is still long, gathering and dispersing are always impermanent. Don't ask her any more Where did you go? In the future, if you have fate and intentions, at a better time, it may be more appropriate and better to look at this relationship when you were young. You should cherish what she left you, and you should be grateful. Remember not to Stuck in the past, move forward. She will also move forward. In this way, maybe in the future, when you recall her kindness and affection for you, you will not feel ashamed and in vain. "
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After hanging up the phone, Lin Mochen suddenly felt pain in his temples again. He was a little uneasy, but the deep night and the extremely exhausted physical strength made him not want to think too much. He continued to drive in the direction of the hotel. He thought that Lao Fang had something to say. Going forward, life must continue. This matter, this person, so far, there is no need to mention it again.
Then, like an irresistible doom, like everything has an irreversible sign before it happens. In the dark night, under the dim street lights, his cell phone rang again.
is a US number.
Lin Mochen pulled the car to a stop, raised his dark and quiet eyes, and picked it up.
It was a slightly hoarse, but energetic voice, speaking in perfect American English: "Hello, are you JasonLin?"
Lin Mochen: "Yes."
Burt snorted softly over there, but there was still a smile in his voice: "Where's your girlfriend Summer? Why did I call her, this number doesn't exist anymore?"
Lin Mochen replied slowly, "I don't know."
Burt was a little unhappy: "Hey, boy, do you treat your savior like this? I'm Burt, chairman of MK!"
"What's your business with her?" he asked.
Only then did Bert's tone soften, and he took on a bit of seriousness: "I'm looking for her to thank her. Didn't she tell you? It was this angelic girl who said to me, Many things in life are not rewarded with benefits. I do good things, and I will get good rewards. And after I helped you, a miracle happened. Originally, I was terminally ill, and the doctor was not optimistic. But this time, I actually woke up again and even got better. I wanted to tell her it was the best reward in my life I've ever seen."
Lin Mochen remained silent.
There was a voice from Burt's side, and he mumbled softly, then said, "Okay, I'm going to hang up. But please remember, lad, be nice to her. She's been bugging me for days, You just won this investment for you. Her bravery and perseverance is beyond your imagination. When a man is young, it is a lifetime of luck to meet such a girl. She said..." Burt laughed again: "She said I hope that my sweetheart will always live brightly, and she also said that she wants to save your love. Now, she should be very happy. If you are lucky enough to marry her in the future, remember to invite me to watch the ceremony. "
Lin Mochen replied, "Okay."
The phone hung up, and the surroundings seemed to suddenly return to silence. Lin Mochen put the mobile phone in the co-pilot, sat quietly for a while, started the car, and continued to drive forward. But the dimly lit road suddenly seemed to be extremely empty. He was driving on this road, but it was like driving in a deep and boundless dream. He kept driving forward, and suddenly he seemed to have lost much consciousness. He couldn't hear the sounds around him. He looked at the buildings and lights in front of him, but his eyes seemed to be blank.
Until the phone rang relentlessly, waking him up from the dream. He picked it up almost dumbly: "Hello?"
It doesn't matter whose phone number is, it won't be her phone anyway.
It was her sister Lin Qian's voice that came, with a bit of pride and a bit of coquettishness: "Brother, I know you haven't slept yet. Why didn't you call me this weekend? You turned off the phone yesterday?"
Lin Mochen didn't speak.
"I just finished reviewing my book. This mock test, I took the third grade, isn't it?"
"Um."
Lin Qian also heard that his tone was wrong, and asked cautiously, "Brother, is it the company's business that hasn't been resolved yet? I actually... heard what my mother said, she said that you have saved your life. Brother, don't worry, now you have to work harder. , when I graduate from college, I will help you fight the country."
He replied, "Okay."
Lin Qian: "Brother, what's wrong with you? Don't scare me."
Lin Mochen took a deep breath and replied, "It's fine."
"Brother, did something happen to you? Are you... Are you sad?"
Lin Mochen couldn't continue, and said in a hoarse voice, "Lin Qian, go to bed early, I have something else to do. I'll call you later." Before Lin Qian could answer, he hung up the phone, turned off the phone, and threw away the phone.
In the dark, he continued to drive the car forward. But I don't know where to go. Familiar city, unfamiliar street. On the empty road, only his car was driving.
Finally, he parked the car at the unnamed intersection. Looking up, there is only one street lamp, which is silently shining down. I don't know if it's a bar or a video store next to it. It's so deserted at night, and the door is still open. The stereo at the door is playing the most popular band, the songs that are popular in the streets and alleys. That pure but hoarse male voice sang heart-wrenchingly: I am most afraid of the sudden silence of the air, and I am most afraid of the sudden concern of my friends.
Most afraid of the sudden rolling of memories
I am most afraid of hearing news from you suddenly
We are so sweet, so beautiful, so believing
so crazy so hot once
Why do we still have to rush to our own happiness and regret to grow old suddenly miss you so much
where will you be happy or wronged
Suddenly I miss you
Suddenly sharp memories suddenly blurred eyes
…
Lin Mochen leaned back in the car seat, raised his hands to cover his face, and tears rolled down his face.
…
A long time later, my sister Lin Qian also fell in love with a black-bellied and shrewd man in the shopping mall. He said to his sister, "The more a man who does everything in his powers, the more you have to make him cramp in love before you can watch it. to his heart."
Lin Qian asked, "Brother, have you ever been cramped by a woman before?"
Lin Mochen was silent.
…
That woman, she not only pulled his tendons and pulled out his bones. What she took away was all the joy and love of his life. Since then, a Lin Mochen has continued to move forward along the road of life. Another Lin Mochen, but he was always stuck on the road that night when he came back from the airport. When he looked up, he saw the dark sky, and when he lowered his head, he saw a lonely shimmer.