Don’t Wait for Your Boyfriend in the Crematorium

Chapter 98: my choice

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Jiang Qingyue picked up the knife and aimed it at the dantian of the person beside the pillow.

He woke up instantly and wanted to make a sound, but he couldn't say anything. With all his strength, his hands only paused for a second.

The next second, Ren Shuhan opened his eyes, holding the blade of the knife in his abdomen with one hand, and the hand holding the knife with the other, looking at him suspiciously.

Those eyes were so clear that there was no trace of hatred or resentment, it was really just doubts, and Jiang Qingyue's heart was cut like a knife—

Ren Shuhan has always been vigilant. Even if he is more at ease sleeping next to his beloved, it does not prevent him from being able to detect the danger at the first time, so he knows that Qingyue gets up, knows that Qingyue has picked up the knife, and knows that the knife is aimed at He took care of himself, but he didn't hold his hand until after Jiang Qingyue's action.

"Why?" Blood was still flowing, but Ren Shuhan just wanted to hear his answer first.

"I want your golden pill."

Jiang Qingyue used her wrist to gouge out his inner alchemy.

Ren Shuhan's golden pill is different from others. It is a natural demon pill. Although the dragon scales cannot be seen in the human body, it does not hinder the blessing of strength. In addition, there is a layer of quilt. Great strength, if not controlled by fate, ordinary mortals, as slender as Jiang Qingyue, would not even be able to do it.

After digging, his cock had broken through the limit, and his hands were shaking.

The belated pain and the mental blow gradually paralyzed Ren Shuhan, making him let go of his hands and fall backwards.

"If you want... I can get it for you myself," he said intermittently, "no, need..."

"Are you sure to beat him?"

Jiang Qingyue heard her voice cold and threw a series of rhetorical questions.

"If you win, will you be able to dig out his complete inner core? Even if it is dug up, will it be given to me? If you give it to me, it will be a long journey, can you guarantee that it can be used for me?"

In fact, what Ren Shuhan wants to say is:

What you want from me, you just need to tell me.

But these words were not spoken, and they stopped in the nightmarish picture.

Jiang Qingyue took out the demon pill with flesh and blood, and swallowed it raw.

"I want a golden elixir to cultivate immortals, and there is one in front of me, why should I go far away?"

Jiang Qingyue just wanted to vomit, but unexpectedly, her body was able to speak in a leisurely manner.

At that time, Jiang Qingyue thought that he would never forget the feeling of this night in his life, but later he realized that this was the first step to hell for him.

After saying these words, he packed up his things, left Jiangfu for a while, left Dengcheng overnight, left Qiongzhou in a few days, and went to the border of the world, just waiting for Jindan to be completely taken as his own. After using it, he entered the fairyland, changed his name and changed his surname, and went to a notorious devil's cave.

And Ren Shuhan unexpectedly did not die.

He didn't stay in Jiang Mansion that day, but for some reason, he covered his wounds and walked up Hanshan with heavy steps.

Maybe on Hanshan, the master can treat him.

But Ren Shuhan just wanted to laugh bitterly when he thought of this, so what if he was cured

He no longer knew why he was alive.

It snowed suddenly that night, Jian Ci knew the plot, so he gave Ren Shuhan a one-night leave, but he was restless and waited for him at the foot of the mountain. In the snow, my heart nearly stopped beating.

This is not the plot he arranged!

In the original book, Jiang Qingyue was just an ordinary cannon fodder. Because she resented Ren Shuhan for alienating herself, and was really unbearable in her love, she had a plan and wanted to give Ren Shuhan medicine. After being noticed, Ren Shuhan returned. Hanshan came to Jian Ci for help, and because of this, he had ambiguous thoughts about Jian Ci.

From this day on, Ren Shuhan never saw Jiang Qingyue again, until the end, when Jiang Qingyue was already gray on the temples, rickets and old, but Ren Shuhan was young forever, just like in the past, still holding the same Young and beautiful with simple words, chatting very happily, and passing Jiang Qingyue.

Ren Shuhan didn't recognize him, but he looked back and stopped, looking at Ren Shuhan's back for a long, long time.

This ending is also called tragic.

But Jian Ci always felt that it was not enough.

He found that Ren Shuhan's feelings for Jiang Qingyue were not at all like what was written in the book, "although they were childhood sweethearts for many years, they only got along like brothers", but it was more like the beginning of love.

Jiang Qingyue's appearance is really good, and her personality is gentle, not as cold as Jianci. Ren Shuhan has lived with him all the year round, and even Jianci admits...

It's really easy to get emotional.

If Ren Shuhan did not return to Hanshan resolutely as in the original book, but instead pushed the boat with Jiang Qingyue... Jian Ci can't imagine, and will never allow such a thing to happen.

So Jian Ci chose a pen from his system mall and changed the plot by himself, letting Jiang Qingyue take action on Ren Shuhan.

But Jiang Qingyue is impossible to succeed, there is only one outcome for him, that is death.

He was killed by Ren Shuhan himself.

Jian Ci thought that Ren Shuhan would definitely be sad and disappointed, but these are all short-lived emotions. It won't take long to get out. He knows Ren Shuhan very well. He has a tough temperament and can endure hardships very well. The task can be successfully completed, but some experience is lacking.

After experiencing the betrayal of his relatives, he should be more mature.

Only then can he become a better person.

Jian Ci had never thought about the scene in front of him.

He came from the sweet and murderous game world, he killed decisively, and experienced countless lives and deaths, but looking at the person who fell in front of him, he wanted to treat his wounds, but his hands kept shaking, and he couldn't even take medicine. stable.

"I'm sorry..." Jian Ci muttered in disbelief, "I shouldn't have let you go back, I already knew it, but I didn't expect..."

It was at this moment when Jian Ci might lose him that he realized his second self.

It has something to do with Jian Ci being born in a world where life and death games are paramount, and because he is born with a strong will to win and game talent, he has never had time to try a love experience. Book.

The system generates for him the type he most likely likes:

Tall and handsome, patient, with an amazing talent for fighting, rebellious but extremely devoted.

He is most charming when he smiles, as if there are thousands of stars in his eyes, and it seems that there is only one person.

However, Jian Ci has always felt that he is not tempted. Even if his heart beats faster when he observes him, and sometimes he wants to have physical contact with him, Jian Ci will keep denying it, which is not liking.

Watching Ren Shuhan endure the severe pain and sew up his flesh, this is the first time Jian Ci has fully realized—

I really fell in love with this character.

Jian Ci never thought that he would have this kind of feeling. Years of gaming experience made him unable to face such a self, let alone the reality of being rejected by Ren Shuhan, so from this time on, he sometimes yearned for love too much and fantasized about love. The plot, sometimes returned to reality, is also indifferent to the person he likes, and he has entered the hell he has set for himself invisibly.

When he destroys others, he also destroys himself.

In the remaining ten years in this book, neither Jian Ci nor Ren Shuhan had ever walked out of the heavy snow that night.

Ren Shuhan rebuilt his inner alchemy, practiced martial arts day and night, and practiced diligently in order to numb himself, and his life became more and more busy. It is not so much that he never thought of Jiang Qingyue, but he never forgot.

Jian Ci felt sorry for him, and told him to stop calling him Master. Without Jiang Qingyue, he shouldn't be so depressed. Just treat himself as a family member and stay by his side every day, but he always pushes He opened a brief speech, just saying that he wanted to be alone for a while.

"You... Aci," Ren Shuhan lowered his head and said sadly after pondering, "You don't understand, I treat him..."

are different.

I want to touch, to hug, to kiss, to bite gently like a small beast, to hold him tightly in my arms, to pass through, to protect him with my whole life, that kind of ardent feeling .

was buried in the snow.

One night, Jian Ci got drunk and came to his room, sat beside his bed and looked at him, looked at him, and suddenly lowered his head.

Ren Shuhan thought he wanted to hug him, but he felt awkward, so he closed his eyes and turned his head, with a gesture of rejection, without saying anything, and Jian Ci fled.

When he left, Ren Shuhan felt a little sad and grabbed his sleeve.

Jian Ci turned his head and sat silently beside his bed.

"Aci, I..." Ren Shuhan also sat up, and for the first time mentioned the person he hadn't mentioned for many years, and frankly said, "I miss him very much."

For Ren Shuhan, Jian Ci is the elder who brought him from birth to five years old. Just like his father and brother, he has been taking care of him since he was sixteen, although it is colder than he remembers. Too good at expressing feelings, but also important relatives.

"People die like lights go out." Jian Ci said stiffly, "You should have forgotten about him long ago."

Ren Shuhan shook his head.

"He's not dead."

Jian Ci was stunned.

"Even if he wants to kill me, what if this life is taken away from him?" Ren Shuhan suddenly laughed, "I was saved by him."

"What did you say?" Jian Ci asked dumbly, because he was convinced that Jiang Qingyue was dead, so he had never checked Jiang Qingyue's whereabouts over the years, "He seriously injured you, but you didn't kill him? Say, you were out of strength at that time, didn't you?"

"I can't kill him," Ren Shuhan said, "I can kill him, but I can't."