"Alan, how are you? Are you okay?" Seeing Qin Lan lying on the bed with a lost look, eyes red, and wearing thick bandages, Chen Xin hurriedly asked her with concern.
However, seeing Qin Lan just lying there with his eyes still open, Chen Xin breathed a sigh of relief, and the worries he had been hanging on before were finally let go.
After all, Qin Lan didn't seem to be missing any arms or legs at this time. There were no other obvious injuries on his body except for the bandage on his shoulder, and he was not unconscious.
It just seems that his mental state is very poor, and this is not a particularly serious situation. He can recover with good practice.
"A Xin..." Seeing Chen Xin appear, Qin Lan called out his name, but her voice seemed particularly hoarse and dry.
Looking at Qin Lan's almost dry lips and listening to her hoarse voice, Chen Xin knew without thinking that she must have not drank water for a long time, so he quickly picked up the cup on the bedside table and drank it from the kettle. Qin Lan poured a glass of water.
Carefully holding Qin Lan's neck, he fed water into her mouth. Seeing Qin Lan's thirsty appearance, Chen Xin couldn't help but comfort her: "Drink slowly, don't be in a hurry, there is still plenty."
However, after drinking the water in the cup, Qin Lan shook her head and stopped Chen Xin from feeding her any more water.
Seeing this, Chen Xin also put down his cup, sat down on Qin Lan's bedside, looked at her haggard look, reached out to touch her forehead, and asked with concern: "What's going on? What's going on? This is not like you at all!"
"A Xin..." Feeling Chen Xin's gentle comfort to her, Qin Lan's emotions that had been accumulated since yesterday suddenly burst out. She called Chen Xin and cried.
He stretched out his hand to wipe the tears on Qin Lan's face. Seeing her crying so sadly, Chen Xin did not stop her. He just gently touched her forehead and comforted her: "It's okay, it's okay. Just cry. alright."
Qin Lan cried for a long time, as if she couldn't stop crying.
It wasn't until Chen Xin felt that she would hurt her body if she continued crying that he stopped her from crying and coaxed her while trying to figure out what was going on.
After crying bitterly, Qin Lan's emotions seemed to be released. At this time, she could finally restrain her emotions. While sobbing, she told Chen Xin intermittently what happened.
"It's all my fault? If I had fired that shot earlier? If I had been more decisive, those brothers wouldn't have died!" After explaining to Chen Xin what happened? Qin Lan had a tendency to cry again. She was always there Blame yourself? Regret your mistakes. Think that you are responsible for all this.
Listening to Qin Lan's words, Chen Xin didn't know how to comfort her for a moment. He could only silently and gently wipe the tears on her face and said to Qin Lan: "Don't be like this, Lan? You don't want to either? Who could have known that things would change. How could it be like this? And even if you shoot in time, with the madness of those people, they must have other means, and you can't be blamed for this. "
"Why don't you blame me? If I had shot earlier, I could have stopped the criminal from pulling the detonator? The comrades standing next to him would not have died!" Qin Lan yelled at Chen Xin, venting his anger on her own dissatisfaction.
"How can I blame you? You couldn't have known in advance that the criminal had gunpowder and detonators hidden on him! Have you responded in time? It can only be said that the criminal is too vicious. If you want to blame, you should also blame those criminals? No. It's your fault." Facing Qin Lan, who was almost emotionally broken, Chen Xin could only try to comfort her: "And even those who sacrificed? They definitely don't want to see you looking so self-blaming. If you think so. I’m sorry for them? Shouldn’t we cheer up and bring those criminals to justice?”
Listening to Chen Xin's comforting words, Qin Lan's mood finally eased and gradually calmed down.
Although I still felt guilty about myself, I stopped shouting and crying.
After her mood calmed down, deep fatigue surged up, and Qin Lan quickly closed her eyes and fell asleep.
Seeing Qin Lan with her eyes closed and frowning, Chen Xin couldn't help but feel distressed, but he didn't do anything else. He just covered her with a quilt and sat on the chair next to the hospital bed, intending to guard her.
However, while Chen Xin was guarding Qin Lan, a hand suddenly pressed on his shoulder.
Chen Xin quickly looked back and saw Hong Rui standing behind him, holding up a finger and making a "shh" gesture at him.
Seeing that it was Dr. Hongrui, Chen Xin did not scream, but quietly asked: "Doctor Hong, when did you come?"
"I've been here for a while, when you asked her not to cry." Dr. Hongrui explained and smiled at Chen Xin: "I was supposed to help her with psychological counseling, but it depends on what you did. That’s right, I didn’t interfere. Thank you, you saved me a lot of trouble.”
"Whatever Doctor Hong said, A-Lan is mine no matter what..." When Chen Xin said this, he suddenly paused, smiled and shook his head before continuing: "If she encounters such a thing, I will do whatever I can to Within the scope, there is no way I can just stand by and watch.”
As he spoke, Chen Xin looked at the sick Qin Lan again and couldn't help but sigh.
Who would have thought that she, who has always been strong, would be so vulnerable? It was obvious that not long ago she was comforting herself to prevent herself from breaking down emotionally.
Thinking of this, Chen Xin couldn't help but sigh again.
Listening to his continuous sighs, Hong Rui couldn't help but shake her head, patted Chen Xin on the shoulder again, and whispered to him: "Let's go out and talk, let her have a good rest here."
Hearing what Hong Rui said, Chen Xin nodded and followed Hong Rui out of the ward.
After walking to the corridor outside and closing the door of the ward, Hongrui and Chen Xin spoke in normal voices.
"I didn't expect to see you again, Doctor Hong. I haven't said thank you to you for what happened last time!" Chen Xin was polite to Hong Rui, and at the same time he was also concerned about Qin Lan's condition: "How is A-Lan's condition? It's very difficult. is it serious?"
"It's not serious, but the psychological trauma may be severe. It may be difficult to heal in a short time. It will take time for her to slowly come out on her own." Hongrui shook her head and did not say any complicated professional terms: " She must feel uncomfortable when she encounters this kind of thing. Please pay more attention to her during this time. What she needs most now is the company of her family and friends. "
"I understand, I will take good care of her." Chen Xin nodded solemnly. (End of chapter)