I don't know how I fell asleep that night. Before the two of them went to bed, Cheng Sunian lay down next to the bed, wishing he could be ten feet away from Feng Can.
Seeing his actions, Feng Can was very hurt, but he didn't regret confessing his feelings to him—the state before made no progress every day, but now as long as he gets along well with Cheng Su Nian, and slowly increases the friendship value, the progress bar of the relationship will rise little by little Bar? Will it
Feng Can was sad all night, after thinking this through, he suddenly felt motivated.
Sure enough, once a person's heart is moved, he will become particularly tenacious and indomitable. The desire and enthusiasm in his heart seem to be inexhaustible forever, and he can't give up even if he wants to give up.
Besides, it's just started now, what are you afraid of
Feng Can's love began at the age of nineteen, and he was used to going smoothly since he was a child. He didn't think about other aspects, and only wanted to be with the person he liked. He saw the next day as the beginning of a better future, and fell asleep hopeful.
Cheng Sunian, however, was devastated and waited until Feng Can fell into a deep sleep before falling asleep. However, he still didn't know how to deal with this relationship after dawn tomorrow.
The most difficult thing to resolve between people is the emotional conflict.
If Feng Can was just an ordinary admirer who pursued him, with his temper, he wouldn't bother to talk to him at all, but Feng Can was his teammate, and they had to get together day and night, work closely together, and finish a long season.
It may be a little unreasonable to say this, but Cheng Sunian has to admit that when Feng Can confessed to him, his first reaction was not to accept or reject, but to worry about the future results of SP—Feng Can was originally a very emotional person. Player, as the core of SP, he is dazzled by love, can he still play well in the future
Cheng Sunian took the attitude of planning a military strategy, and carefully considered how to deal with Feng Can.
First of all, they should live separately, and it is not appropriate to continue to sleep in the same bed, otherwise their common room will become a breeding ground for ambiguity.
From a certain level, he can be regarded as Feng Can's elder, or senior. Children can be ignorant, but seniors have to be responsible for their actions. As the captain of SP, he should also help the team members when they are in trouble. , even if it is an emotional dilemma.
... So, how to help
Just unscrew the little bastard's head off, not a single day of peace of mind.
Cheng Su Nian was tired for half the night, and the next day, the sun rose as usual.
At 9:30 in the morning, as soon as the time came, people in the base who were dominated by the training schedule went downstairs to eat breakfast one after another. Cheng Sunian hadn't left the house after washing up, when the door was suddenly opened, and Feng Can had a bag of pancakes, fruit, soy milk, and snacks in his left hand. Long Bao, with a bag of sandwiches, milk and fried eggs in his right hand, walked in like a humanoid breakfast machine, and kicked the door shut.
"Good morning." Feng Can adhered to the idea of attacking first, and talking later to suffer disaster, and explained first, "I don't know what you want to eat today. I brought a few extra servings. There is no other meaning, just by the way."
He stretched out both hands together and asked Cheng Su Nian to pick.
Cheng Sunian was quite hungry at first, but Feng Can looked at him with eyes that couldn't hide his love, as if what he offered was not breakfast, but his own hot heart. But he still forced to say "By the way", Cheng Su Nian suddenly lost his appetite.
He suddenly recalled, no wonder he always felt that Feng Can's reaction was weird, and his eyes were also weird, so that's what he meant.
Although Cheng Sunian considers himself a mature and relatively successful man who deserves to be liked by others, he is not at all surprised that a girl admires him, and that is as it should be.
But... Is Feng Can the same as those girls? What does he like about him
Cheng Sunian couldn't hold back and asked this question.
Feng Can was carrying breakfast in his hand, looking very obedient. Hearing his words, he was stunned for a moment, staring at the ground with evasive eyes, and said awkwardly: "I don't know."
Cheng Sunian: "..."
"Like is just like, why should we investigate the reason?" Feng Can may feel that he can't answer, and deducted points in front of Cheng Sunian, so he immediately found a place for himself, and made up nonsense, "Everything with a reason is false, for example, if you are right I'm good, I just like you, so if there is another person who treats me better, don't I want to like him? So don't ask why, my heart tells me, I like you, so I like you."
Feng Can finished the nonsense pretending to be advanced, and felt good about himself that the last love sentence was very advanced, and the corners of his mouth could not restrain a slight upward movement.
Cheng Sunian didn't want to play tricks: "Then if I am ugly, poor in strength, poor, bad in character, incompetent and annoying, will you still like me?"
"..." Feng Can paused, and blurted out, "No, no way."
"Yeah." Cheng Sunian nodded, "So you like me because I'm good-looking, I'm the captain of SP, I'm rich and capable, and I'm decent."
Feng Can: "..."
"not like this… "
Although what Cheng Sunian said was not wrong, why did the words change in his mouth? After being analyzed by him like this, Feng Can suddenly felt that he was very superficial, and this liking couldn't stand at all.
"It's okay, don't be embarrassed." Cheng Suinian took the breakfast and put it on the table next to him. On the surface, he comforted him but stabbed him with a knife. "Most people in this world are like this. A person's external conditions determine whether he is worthy of being liked or not." , everyone likes better ones, this is the instinct of human beings to choose a mate. Although I am not bad, it is only good in a small range. I like them... Well, or they, in short, the world is too big, and there are too many better partners, I suggest you wait a while, lest you regret wasting too much youth on me in the future."
"..."
"Have you heard another sentence? First love seldom has good results—are you first love? It should be, because it is the first time you like someone, you have no experience, you are very blind, and it is easy to magnify your emotions. At that time, you thought it was vigorous. Afterwards When I think about it, it’s nothing worth mentioning, it’s just that I’m young and ignorant, not to mention that I’m a man, I’m not gay, are you? Are you sure?”
"..."
Cheng Su Nian was too cruel, Feng Can tossed and turned for so many days, he was heartbroken, nervous, and tortured repeatedly for him, these sweet and painful feelings were just "not worth mentioning" in his eyes.
Feng Can didn't react for a long time, he didn't know how to refute these words, and Cheng Sunian looked at him like he was looking at a defeated soldier.
"...I didn't, I'm serious." After a long time, Feng Can spoke, he was a little wilted, "Don't talk nonsense, according to your theory, no one can be with anyone anymore, billions of people in the world People, there is always better. Is only the person who ranks first among billions of people worthy of falling in love?"
"Of course not." Cheng Suinian said, "I'm just talking about a relative concept. For most people, their choices are very narrow. They have already chosen the best one possible. You are different. Your future has a lot to offer. More possibilities, you can get better."
"No, I just want you!"
Feng Can's eyes were red again, but he didn't seem to want to cry, but angry.
Cheng Sunian choked up, and Feng Can laughed at himself: "When someone confessed to you before, did you prevaricate them like this? What about in the future? How many people are you going to tell these words to? Or are you preparing them for me?... Actually not You are not good enough, do you think I am not good enough? You look down on me, you want to be better than me, I am not worthy of you. "
"You can understand it that way." Cheng Sunian didn't even refute, "It's mutual."
"..."
Feng Can was stunned for a moment, this time his red eyes finally had watery eyes.
Cheng Sunian said: "I don't want to make you sad, but this matter has to be dealt with. I don't want to delay you, and I'm worried that SP will be affected. In fact, it's not that you are not good enough. It's that I have no plans for this. I—"
Cheng Sunian paused, "I don't want to fall in love with anyone, I don't want to get married, and I'm not interested in having children. I have devoted all my energy to the game for the first half of my life. Besides, I don't want anyone Other people or things become my burden... You may not be able to understand this, and think I am too much. You just need to understand that everyone values different things, and different experiences, different ages, and views on life are also different. It's not the same, I may never like you and fall in love with someone with such great enthusiasm, I—"
"You don't need to fall in love." Feng Can suddenly interrupted him, "Do you want to live your whole life by yourself? You don't need to fall in love or get married, but aren't you lonely? Let me accompany you, okay?"
Cheng Sunian was taken aback.
In Feng Can's cloudy eyes, the sun once again rose: "I am the best ADC, and I will not be your burden." (End of this chapter)