Cheng Sunian's kind words were heard by Feng Can, and Feng Can's mood was soaring all night.
He changed his Weibo profile to "Better AD", posted a blog post to show off, and forced Cheng Sunian to give him a like, exposing the essence of elementary school students at a glance.
However, Feng Guifei had Xu Xiang's affairs in his mind, and with his simple brain, he couldn't comprehend the complicated inside story behind only a few eavesdropped sentences.
But he had inquired about it before, knew a general idea, and also knew by intuition that Cheng Sunian must have suffered from Xu Xiang, and this "loss" was not small.
That night, the base was very quiet at night, and when Feng Can was thinking about how he should speak, Cheng Sunian was lying on the bed and getting sleepy.
He's having trouble sleeping.
Cheng Sunian has always been self-disciplined and strictly controls his biological clock. Insomnia is very rare.
It wasn't because of Xu Xiang—Xu Xiang couldn't affect his mood long ago, it was those past events that had sunk into the depths of his memory but were accidentally pulled out of the water today, which made Cheng Sunian's mood sink slightly.
In fact, it has been too long, and now looking back, the previous sufferings and pains all have a very vain feeling, as if it happened to another him in a parallel space, and he himself has no consciousness.
But when a person walks too far, occasionally looking back at the way he came, he does feel lonely.
Loneliness is not shameful. When you have nothing, you finally become an individual and don’t need to be bound by the world. The remaining loneliness is a mirror, which reflects the truest you.
Cheng Sunian never envied other people's liveliness, but he also regretted it.
After his father passed away that year, his mother asked him to stay in his hometown, but he once again refused. If time is turned back and he is asked to choose again, there may still be no suspense, and he will still choose to continue his career-even if he was in the bottom of the valley, he almost couldn't even play a career.
But "firm choice" does not conflict with regret, or regret afterwards.
Cheng Sunian thinks that he has done too many things wrong in his life, and the worst thing is that he failed to fulfill his filial piety. He gave up so many things for his so-called dream, so that even the feeling of "dream" was blurred later, but he Can't go back.
The more you give up, the more you can't turn back, otherwise, what is he insisting on all these years
Fortunately, every time he lifted the championship trophy, his blood was still hot, and he could still recall the excitement mixed with anxiety and anticipation when he jumped out of the window and left home at the age of sixteen.
…
Cheng Sunian exhaled lightly, turned his back to Feng Can.
He thought: What are you thinking about
Sensational people tend to be weak, and people should be ruthless to themselves, otherwise it will be difficult to get where they want to go.
But still can't sleep.
Cheng Sunian reached out to touch the headphones on the bedside. As soon as he raised his hand, the quilt slid down from his shoulders, his waist tightened suddenly, and Feng Can hugged him through a thin layer.
"... What are you doing?" Cheng Sunian turned his head.
"I want to hug you." Feng Can said, "Are you in a bad mood? Let me sing you a song."
Cheng Sunian: "..."
Feng Can actually sang it. It was a popular love song called "Do You Know I Love You", which was the famous song of a certain idol boy group.
This song became popular both online and offline, and Cheng Sunian was forced to listen to it so many times that his ears were almost callused, but Feng Can sang it to him personally, the feeling was very different.
Because Feng Can sang out of tune.
"Okay, stop singing." Cheng Sunian's scalp was numb, and the one or two little sleepy bugs he had managed to cultivate were all scared away by this ancestor's life-threatening singing.
"Singing in the middle of the night disturbs the people." Cheng Sunian took good care of Feng Can's self-esteem and didn't directly laugh at him.
Feng Can didn't know what to do, maybe he felt good about himself: "It's okay, I asked Sister Rong, and she said that the sound insulation effect on the sixth floor is good. What's the point of singing a song? I guess they can't hear us. "
Cheng Sunian: "..."
Are you being too thoughtful
Feng Can was still in high spirits, and deliberately used an innocent and cute tone to cover up his "colorful" behavior: "Captain, can I have sex with you?"
"No." Cheng Sunian took his hand away from him.
Following Cheng Sunian's strength, Feng Can let go easily, but in the next second, he got under the quilt and hugged Cheng Sunian without hindrance.
— It wasn't his hand that got in, but he himself got into Cheng Sunian's quilt.
A single quilt, two adult men, the covering effect can only be imagined.
Cheng Sunian was lying on the side of the bed, there was nowhere to hide unless he fell to the floor. Feng Can is very good at taking advantage of other people's danger, sticking to his body and hugging him tightly.
Today he has reached the end of Cheng Su's life - although this man is ruthless on the surface, he actually admires him in his heart. Is there a big gap between appreciation and liking? Not big, rounding it up means that Cheng Su Nian also likes him.
Feng Can used his crappy "mathematics" level to calculate the "happy love" between him and Cheng Sunian, so he became more confident even eating tofu. He put his arms around Cheng Sunian's waist, feeling with his own hands the longing for it day and night. The scorching body temperature close to him, the fresh and hot feeling, seemed to be the real other side of Cheng Suinian under the iceberg, and when he hugged him from behind...
After all, Feng Can was too young, at a hot-blooded age, he couldn't control himself for a while, and he actually felt it.
He trembled a bit, and felt Cheng Sunian's body stiffen, he was obviously aware of it, and he was about to turn around and beat him up in the next second.
Feng Can immediately acted preemptively: "It's not my fault!"
"..." Cheng Sunian sneered, "Is it my fault?"
"No, no, it's its fault." Instead of retreating, Feng Can moved boldly, aiming to make Cheng Su Nian feel the existence of "it" more clearly.
"It's too uneducated, there's nothing I can do about it, I haven't seen the world." As soon as Feng Can's head became hot, he committed the old problem of AD type on the top of his head, thumping hard on the edge of danger, "Captain, if you don't like it, just hit it ,I am innocent."
"..."
Cheng Sunian wanted to die. But he didn't hit Feng Can at the first time. After hesitating for a few seconds, he lost his anger.
"Let go." Cheng Sunian turned around and pushed, "Keep an inch with me, and make a bed on the floor tonight."
Feng Can said, "Okay! Then I have a question."
"What?"
"Can I apply to 'get an inch' now, and then go to sleep on the floor after 'making an inch'?"
"..."
How else can I say that people are shameless and invincible in the world.
Cheng Sunian choked for several seconds, and while he was stuck, Feng Can clung to him like a koala. This time it was a frontal hug, Feng Can didn't know where he came up with so many bad ideas, suddenly changed his tone, and pretended to say: "Hey, I'm just joking."
Without waiting for Cheng Sunian to speak, he said without pause: "I know you are in a bad mood tonight, but I don't know how to coax people. I ask you questions, but you may not be able to answer me. When will you be able to treat me?" How about opening your heart, captain? I am happy to help you solve problems, although you should have no problems... But as long as you are willing to look back, I will always be behind you, waiting for you. Just put me in your heart, remember to think about it if you have anything to do Think about me, for example, when you are sad, you'd better remember that I will also be sad with you, so don't be sad—I am very small, so I don't take up memory, okay?"
Feng Can originally changed the topic on purpose, but after saying a few words, he couldn't help but talk about what was in his heart. He felt that every time he confessed his love to Cheng Su Nian, he was like a person with a brain, holding up a small ladle of boiling hot water and pouring it on a huge iceberg. Although it had almost no effect, as long as he persevered, he could melt it to some extent. a little bit
Cheng Sunian was silent for a while, not knowing where he was touched, he suddenly said: "From now on..."
"What next?" As soon as he opened his mouth, Feng Can immediately entered the first-level alert state, mobilized all the cells in his body, and prepared to give him a perfect answer.
Cheng Sunian asked an irrelevant question: "Will you regret dropping out of school to pursue a career? Is what you are doing now something you want to fight for your whole life?"
"..."
Feng Can's expression was a little bewildered.
Cheng Sunian realized that he asked a stupid question.
The times have changed, and the e-sports environment has also changed. With Feng Can's fame and skills, why can't he do what he wants? And Feng Can doesn't look like a child from an ordinary family. Even if he opened up to Feng Can, with different backgrounds, different experiences, and different ways of thinking, how could Feng Can understand him
Like does not mean understand.
People are fascinated by the mystery that cannot be seen through. The less they understand, the more they like it. When they really understand, they find it boring.
Cheng Sunian smiled at Feng Can.
He smiled simply, but Feng Can was very sensitive. For some reason, he saw Cheng Suinian's contempt, maybe it wasn't contempt, but it was an emotion that suddenly pulled the distance between them away—
Feng Can became anxious, and hugged Cheng Sunian tightly with brute force: "What are you thinking again? Don't forget, I am your boyfriend, can't you just talk to me directly? Are you scolding me in your heart again? Because I was too messy just now? I didn't do it on purpose!... Well, it was on purpose, I just want to hug you, we have a legitimate relationship, what's wrong? "
"..."
Cheng Sunian was hugged until he couldn't breathe: "Are you trying to strangle me, ancestor? I—"
Cheng Su's words were blocked in the second half of the year, Feng Can put one arm around his waist, put the other hand on the back of his head, grabbed his hair almost roughly, forcing him to look up slightly, and then kissed deeply down.
This time it was a kiss, Feng Can seemed like a little beast being cornered, finally showing its fangs and sharp claws, desperately occupying the territory that should belong to him.
Cheng Sunian's lips were bitten off, his tongue was numb, the saliva from the intense kissing process overflowed from the corners of his lips, Feng Can licked it clean, followed by a more fierce deep kiss, without giving him the slightest chance to resist , Feng Can exerted all his strength to press him firmly, and pressed his captain under him in a forced posture.
"You smell so good." Feng Can said dazedly, "What shower gel did you use just now? It seems to smell different from before..."
"..."
While he was speaking, Cheng Sunian, who was hypoxic, was finally able to breathe. He took a deep breath, and his chest heaved violently.
Feng Can committed a serious crime, and he was afraid that it would be useless, so he might as well not do anything, he grabbed Cheng Sunian's hand and poked down.
Cheng Sunian's hands are beautiful, slender and strong, and white.
This is the Nian God's hand that turned the clouds and rains in the arena that everyone is watching, and it is also the slightly trembling hand that is now controlled by Feng Can——
Feng Can didn't expect it to be so easy, even though his life might be gone soon.
So what? To die under the peony flower is to be a ghost.
Sure enough, Cheng Sunian had recovered and was looking at him coldly.
Feng Can's back felt cold, he was afraid that his lifeline would be broken, he made bold words just now, but now he admits cowardice immediately. He leaned over, rubbed Cheng Sunian's face flatteringly, and said obediently: "I was wrong, please don't be angry, okay?" (End of this chapter)