Cheng Sunian's illness came and went quickly, and he was almost healed the next day.
He is a person who can't be idle, and he can't do without training for a day, not to mention that he just finished playing WSND. There are too many problems exposed in this game. He has something to worry about, and he has to go back to the base to deal with it.
They went back the next afternoon. Originally, the team leader arranged a special car to pick them up, but Feng Can didn't miss any chance for the two of them to be alone, so he refused the driver at the base, took a taxi back with Cheng Sunian, and even took a stroll on the road , I bought a bunch of delicious food, and the big and small bags filled the four hands of my colleagues.
Feng Can finally felt in love.
It's hard to describe the mood, although so far, Cheng Su Nian still hasn't admitted that he likes him, but he just felt the atmosphere of their love affair wonderfully.
This wonderful atmosphere made Feng Can's heart that had been hanging high a little bit, and the sense of urgency that he couldn't ask for was diluted. He slowed down his mood, and was no longer as eager to ask Cheng Sunian "Do you like me or not" like before.
He belatedly realized that feelings are not a math problem, and one cannot force them to come up with a result, let nature take its course, wouldn't it be good to let them develop step by step? The sourness and sweetness of the ambiguous period are also worth enjoying.
Sure enough, it was because he was bullied too badly by Cheng Su Nian before, how could he not be in a hurry or in pain when he was at a disadvantage
Feng Can felt relieved a lot, as if he had matured overnight and understood how adults think. His hands were full of things, and so was Cheng Sunian. He glanced over and helped Cheng Sunian share another bag.
There are fruits, all kinds of snacks, and cooked food here. When Feng Can bought it, he planned to share it with his teammates, but Cheng Sunian said that there would be a meeting after returning home, and he knew it would be bad when he heard it. Quarreling in the game, being a team bully is a dead person, now it's fine, and it will be settled by Qiuhou.
That's it, do they still want to eat delicious food? It would be nice not to be beheaded.
Feng Can gloated a little, and he and Cheng Su Nian got off the car far away. There were still a few hundred meters away from the gate of the base, and they walked back on foot.
"What do you say in the meeting, let them write a self-criticism?" Feng Can recalled his bitter past. It was not long after he first came to SP, he was so angry that he lost his nerve in the corridor, bit Cheng Sunian's lip, and was then killed by the straight male captain. Punishment for writing a 5,000-word self-criticism, and not being allowed to sleep until you finish writing it, now that I think about it... it's really nerve-wracking.
Could it be that he had a crush on Cheng Sunian at that time
Sure enough, the seeds of love are planted early, and people can only discover it after it blooms and bears fruit.
Feng Can wanted to laugh in his heart, but his face was very serious. He deliberately fanned the flames and said bad things about his teammates: "I really didn't see that Xiao Gao's cowardly person dared to take advantage of your cold to mess up on the field, and Zhao Zhou did the same. What does he think of as EPL? Is it a vegetable market? Li Xiuming is even worse. On the surface, he seems to appease his teammates, but in fact he adds oil and vinegar to stimulate Xiao Gao. The heart of the old fried dough stick is really dirty. You should let the three of them write 10,000 characters each, and write a review Less memory, am I right?"
"..."
Feng Can was whistling, blowing the wind beside his pillow vigorously. Cheng Sunian smiled: "What about you? I was so burned that I didn't remember much. Did you quarrel with them?"
Feng Can choked up: "Of course not, how could I do such a thing? I'm carrying you, captain, you can't just kill a donkey—bah, kill a hero."
Feng Can walked in front of Cheng Sunian, turned around to face Cheng Sunian, and walked forward with him in a backward way. His footsteps were dishonest, and he seemed to be bouncing around for no reason. He was childish and silly, but also very energetic.
This area is an e-sports base park. In addition to the SP base, there are other clubs located nearby, but everyone usually goes to their own and does not communicate.
It's been a long time, and Cheng Sunian is very familiar with the walk from the gate of the park to the base. He often passes by in a car, and he also walks with his teammates, but it seems to be the first time that he and Feng Can walked back alone today.
The flower beds, pools, sculptures, and street lights on the roadside are all familiar. Familiar scenery has its own emotions/colors, which can render one point of happiness into two points. Cheng Sunian was in a good mood, he looked at Feng Can with a slight smile in his eyes.
Feng Can's heart was pounding when he watched him, and he subconsciously pursed his lips, feeling faintly that something was about to happen.
But Cheng Su Nian didn't do anything, just stared at him, the silent stare made people the most nervous, Feng Can spit fire into his throat, feeling his throat was getting dry.
He looked around, but no one was around.
So he stopped, and when Cheng Suinian came over, he bumped forward calmly, leaning against Cheng Suinian's face, and secretly kissed him on the lips.
"The gank was successful." Feng Can smiled triumphantly, and quickly backed away.
He doesn't know whether Cheng Su Nianxi likes to do this kind of thing outside, he may be a little bit resistant. But anyway, no one will be seen.
Feng Can hummed a song and continued to walk backwards.
He didn't have eyes in his back, his feet turned around, and he almost bumped into a street lamp when his mind was fluttering. Before he had time to hide, Cheng Sunian suddenly pressed him down, leaned him against the lamppost, and kissed him openly.
"..."
At three o'clock in the afternoon, today is not a particularly good weather, the sun is gloomy, and there is a cold wind blowing from time to time. But Feng Can suddenly felt the heat, he was holding something in both hands, unable to lift it up to hug Cheng Sunian, he could only use more force when kissing, expressing the surge in his heart to his lips and teeth.
Cheng Sunian felt impulsive, it was the first time he did such a blatant thing, of course he didn't care about being seen, even if he was surrounded by crowds, it was no big deal. But the "impulse" came too suddenly, as if he broke through something, which made him feel a little unspeakable.
About ten seconds, the kiss was not too long, after parting, the two continued to walk towards the base.
Feng Can coughed lightly, and pretended to say: "It's over, captain, we've kissed many times in the past two days, will I be infected by you?"
"If it's going to be contagious, it's contagious."
"Oh, that means we still kiss too little, let's do it again?"
"..."
Feng Can looked at Cheng Sunian with a smile, he deliberately slowed down, he was reluctant to finish the journey, otherwise after entering the gate of the base, his captain should switch to work mode again and start to put on a bad face.
Thinking of this, Feng Can felt a little sweet in his heart - he was the only one who saw Cheng Su Nian's unknown appearance.
The corners of Feng Can's mouth were bent, and the arc was so high that he couldn't break it off. He hummed a few repetitive lines over and over, and didn't care if he sang out of tune, and said to Cheng Suinian: "Let's walk slowly, let's chat for a few more minutes."
Cheng Su smiled young: "What do you want to talk about?"
"Anything is fine, I want to get to know you better, is that okay, captain?" Feng Can's eyes are bright, especially deep when he focuses on people, he said, "Tell me about your past, when you were in school? Come and call me." Before career? Any period is fine, if you want to talk about it, I don’t know.”
"You don't know..." Cheng Sunian thought for a while, "It seems to be nothing, I don't remember the ones from too long ago, they are all ordinary and trivial."
"I also want to hear trivial matters."
"But I don't know how to say it." This is not a lie, Cheng Sunian really doesn't remember much, if people's experience from childhood to adulthood, if divided according to school, it can be divided into several stages, preschool, elementary school, junior high school, high school... Cheng Su Nian went out to play a job before finishing high school. His family is very ordinary, and what happened in school is also very lackluster.
When he recalled it again after many years, he couldn't find a few impressive memory points. They were all vague feelings, deposited in the yellowed memory. He could capture them himself, but he couldn't accurately capture them. described in language.
Maybe there is nostalgia, but it's all over after all.
Cheng Sunian glanced at Feng Can, Feng Can made up his mind to ask, if he didn't say anything, it seemed perfunctory. He thought for a while, and said to Feng Can: "Let me tell you what happened after I became a professional."
"Okay, but I seem to know all of this..."
"How much do you know?"
"A lot." Feng Can said, "Mr. Cheng Sunian is so famous, I searched the Internet, but I couldn't find anything? I even know how many rumored girlfriends you have had."
Cheng Sunian: "..."
Do people believe the nonsense on the Internet? Someone had indeed sorted out his experiences, and some people used his stories to "cook chicken soup", but the content of those things was too much to be made up, and he felt like he was reading a novel when he saw it. Feng Can actually believed it.
Cheng Sunian was amused; "Okay, then I don't need to talk about it?"
"No, I want to talk." Feng Can's voice paused, "But if it's something that makes you unhappy, then don't think about it, forget about it, and tell me something happy."
"..."
Feng Can meant something, and Cheng Su Nian would not fail to hear it. He originally thought that Feng Can would ask about the details of the past and complete what he left behind when he read gossip posts, especially Xu Xiang, who attracted the most attention on the Internet. Knives, and match-fixing incidents, all of these are clarified before we can understand him further.
He thought that this was what Feng Can wanted to ask by beating around the bush.
Unexpectedly, Feng Can seemed to take care of his mood more than he imagined.
That's right, the things that have passed are not important anymore, especially the bad ones, they have to be discarded. People are always moving forward, and the most important thing is the present, the people in front of them.
But Feng Can's mind is simple, so he probably didn't think so deeply, he just wanted to make him happy.
"It's a happy thing." Cheng Sunian smiled slightly, "That's too much, it's too late today, let's talk about it later. What about you? I don't know much about your past, how did you start being an anchor? The live broadcast circle is fun ?"
"It's not fun." Feng Can said without hesitation, "If it was fun, I wouldn't be a professional player. There are all kinds of monsters and goblins in the live broadcast circle, and there are idiots everywhere."
After coming to play e-sports, I found that the e-sports circle is the same.
Feng Can suppressed this sentence, and changed it to a nice one: "It's a good thing I'm here to play professionally, although the first year was very difficult..."
"How to say?" Cheng Suinian thought that with his unruly personality, he would not care about the bad situation at that time.
Feng Can said: "Because I have been frustrated all the time. I didn't get along well with my teammates at the base. Everyone stared at me with malicious eyes on the field. At that time, I..."
Feng Can paused for a moment, and described his mood with a very second sentence: "At that time, I felt that I was an enemy of the whole world, and no one was nice to me."
So he was even more indifferent and rebellious, never bowing his head to beg for peace.
They walked to the gate of the base, the gate was half-closed, and people were coming and going in and out of the lobby.
When going up the steps, Feng Can suddenly stopped in his tracks: "Now I know that the first year is the internship period. I passed the internship and came here only to meet you."
"..." Cheng Sunian also stopped and looked at him quietly.
Feng Can said: "Captain, I will never leave SP again, and I will never leave you either. You must be with me forever." (End of this chapter)