After Feng Can came to the top, the "I was wrong" said to Cheng Sunian, added up to be able to circle the earth ten times.
However, he has said so many times, and never once did he really know his mistake, and this time it is probably the same, Cheng Su Nian is too lazy to talk to him, of course, the main reason is that he has no energy to talk to him.
On a winter night, most people in the city are asleep, and there is a faint sound of wind outside the window.
Cheng Sunian closed his eyes and listened for a while, sleepiness and deep discomfort made him not want to speak or move. He was lying on the pillow, his indifferent face was immersed in the dim light of the bedside lamp, it seemed that he was close at hand, but it was daunting.
Feng Can thought he would lose his temper, but he didn't.
But Feng Can didn't feel lucky, on the contrary, he felt even more uncomfortable. He didn't dare to touch Cheng Su Nian's brow at this stall anymore. On the night of eating meat, he enjoyed it so much that he felt it was worth it, and he didn't regret it, but he loved Cheng Su Nian. The frankness will affect the relationship in the future, is it not worth the loss
but…
It won't have that much impact, will it
In fact, things can be big or small, it all depends on whether Cheng Su Nian will care about him.
Feng Can was not sure about this, he had just finished the job, the wave of excitement in his heart hadn't subsided yet, the aftermath came and went, he really wanted to hold Cheng Sunian tenderly for a while, kiss him, or come back again.
But tonight must not act recklessly.
In the stuffy air around, Feng Can took the quilt next to him, trying to help Cheng Su Nian cover it. When he glanced over, he saw Cheng Sunian's right hand resting on the bedside, with a sharp red mark on his wrist.
The same goes for the left hand.
Feng Can's eyelids twitched, he wanted to rub it but he didn't dare, and his guilty conscience became a little more serious.
This time he stopped saying "Don't be angry", and changed his words: "If you are angry, just get angry at me, and I will let you be tied back, okay? You can scold me, beat me, I will listen to you..."
Cheng Su Nian turned a deaf ear to it.
Feng Can lay on his shoulder and called softly: "Captain, Cheng Su Nian, Brother Su Nian..."
"..."
Cheng Sunian raised his eyelids and glanced coolly.
Feng Can grabbed hold of the response and climbed up, "Take a shower." He tried to hug Cheng Sunian, "How can I sleep like this? I'll wash it for you and change the sheets, and then you can take a good rest." sleep?"
"No, I'll do it myself."
Cheng Sunian got up and got out of bed, barefoot, his legs went limp as soon as he stepped on the floor, and he almost fell down. Feng Can quickly hugged him, seeing that his rare weak appearance was created by himself, he was not to mention very satisfied, and hugged him happily.
But Feng Can only dared to be secretly happy, he couldn't show it directly, otherwise he would have to drive Cheng Sunian to death. He lowered his eyes restrainedly, and solemnly helped Cheng Sunian into the bathroom.
Cleaning up afterwards is a hassle. I heard that if you don't clean up, you will easily get sick. But Feng Can only had this concept in his mind and never practiced it.
After putting the hot water on, he and Cheng Sunian stepped into the bathtub together, this time he was not rejected, because Cheng Sunian probably also realized that it was difficult for him to do it alone, so he had to ask him to help.
Feng Can asked Cheng Sunian to lie in his arms, submerged his lower body in the warm water, while hugging Cheng Sunian's waist, he helped Cheng Sunian wash carefully and gently.
This process is actually very torturous, but it is also a kind of psychological enjoyment for Feng Can. Feng Can was forced to sit still and tried his best to restrain himself, but he really held back.
He temporarily forgot about his physical sensations, and concentrated on looking at Cheng Sunian.
This person's breath was calm, and when he closed his eyes and said nothing, he leaned his face on his shoulder, which gave him the illusion that he was being relied on.
Feng Can's heart warmed up, and he felt that Cheng Sunian must be angry for being so silent, so he swallowed back the sweet words in his throat, and sighed faintly.
His sighing sound was very pretentious, and he deliberately sighed for Cheng Sunian.
In the end, Cheng Sunian still ignored him and left him lukewarm all night.
Feng Can barely slept that night. He helped Cheng Sunian take a shower first, and then changed the bedsheets—except for underwear and socks, they never do their own laundry. There is an aunt in the base who is responsible for this. But how could Feng Can have the nerve to hand over to his aunt to wash the sheets tonight? Anyway, he couldn't sleep, so he packed it in the bathroom and washed it himself.
There is no washing machine here, and the bed sheets are not easy to wash. Feng Can was spoiled and spoiled since he was a child, and he is not very good at working.
But doing this kind of work is different from other jobs. While scrubbing, he recalls the wonderful feeling just now. He can also wash the sheets with relish, and experience the secret satisfaction that others cannot understand.
When he returned to bed, Cheng Su Nian had already fallen asleep.
Feng Can quietly held his wrist, rubbed it lightly a few times, and then foolishly blew upwards, as if it was fairy air, blowing on Cheng Sunian's wrist with red marks would heal automatically.
Then, after finishing the practice, he put his arms around Cheng Suinian and closed his eyes.
…
The next morning, Cheng Su Nian woke up first.
He drank a lot of wine last night and was tortured severely by Feng Can. He opened his eyes and felt pain all over his body when he moved a little, including his waist, sore arms and wrists, and that place that he couldn't explain. The clear feeling of strangeness that came, was terrible and indescribable.
Cheng Sunian frowned, got out of bed and went to wash up.
He didn't wake Feng Can up, and he didn't talk to Feng Can all morning. He wanted to talk, but after breakfast, when it was time to gather for training, Cheng Suinian turned on the game and suddenly found that he felt very bad, and the discomfort on his wrist seriously affected him. His operation made his face, which was not so clear, even more cloudy, and no one within three meters in diameter dared to approach.
Feng Can didn't dare either, Feng Can knew that he had committed a serious crime, he absolutely shouldn't, and he shouldn't have touched Cheng Sunian's hand, of course it wouldn't hurt him, let alone leave long-term effects, but it would only affect people for a day or two. The state of training is enough to drive Cheng Sunian to death and make him more guilty.
Feng Can shrank into the corner and grew mushrooms, not daring to show his head in front of the captain.
He thought resentfully, what aspect of Cheng Su Nian's anger? Is it simply unacceptable to be raped by him, or is he angry at him for using tricks to tie someone up with a tie when he didn't communicate well? Or was he not so angry at first, because the inflexibility of his wrist affected the state of playing games, and he really started to get angry
These points are very different, but no matter which one, Feng Can will not have good fruit. He knew it very well, and he had been introspecting secretly all day, but he didn't dare to ask Cheng Sunian.
He is not afraid of anything else, if being beaten and scolded is a trivial matter, he is afraid that Cheng Sunian will be particularly concerned about it, and will break up cruelly, and never get along with him again.
No way? **It is true that life is not harmonious, but Cheng Su Nian has obviously gradually fallen in love with him, and it is not that there is no affection between them.
People with feelings are not so unfeeling, thinking of this, Feng Can felt a little relieved.
That evening, after a training match, Feng Can looked up and found Cheng Su Nian lying on the computer desk during the break, and he hadn't gotten up for a long time.
tired? Restoring sleep
It was meal time, and the other teammates and coaches had gone to eat, and the training room was empty, only the two of them were left.
Feng Can hesitated for a moment, and took the initiative to walk over.
He patted Cheng Sunian on the shoulder: "Captain, are you hungry?"
Cheng Sunian didn't move, Feng Can said again: "Don't sleep like this, it will be uncomfortable, are you too tired, why don't you go upstairs and rest for a while?"
Cheng Sunian finally raised his head, sat up straight, and pulled his clothes: "No need."
The tone was still cold, Feng Can felt a little uncomfortable. He couldn't hold back, and reached out to touch Cheng Suinian's wrist: "Does it still hurt? Let me rub it for you."
"..."
This was the first time they talked today, Feng Can took the initiative to ask for peace, but seeing no one around, he hugged Cheng Sunian, and whispered: "I was wrong, I really know I was wrong, please forgive me this time, okay? I promise it will be the last time."
"Really?" Cheng Sunian actually answered his voice, "Where did you go wrong?"
Feng Can has been introspecting for a day, and he won't be unable to answer even the most basic questions, so he immediately revealed what he thought was a perfect answer: "I should discuss it with you, and even if the negotiation fails, I shouldn't tie you up while you're not paying attention. The tie forced you, made your hands like this, I deserve death, you kill me."
He lifted up his team uniform jacket, revealing smooth abdominal muscles, then grabbed Cheng Sunian's hand, used his hand as a knife, and stabbed himself.
Feng Can plays a lot, as if an invisible knife really pierced him, he pretended to fall on Cheng Sunian: "Ah, I'm dead." The traces of malice and cuteness are too heavy.
But he has that almost childish youthful air, which is easy to attract people's favor.
Cheng Suinian likes him the most, likes his childishness and cuteness, like a coquettish kitten, and also likes his recklessness and wantonness, which creates a dazzling edge for him, making him not look like an ordinary cat, but rather It is fierce, beautiful and domineering.
But no matter how fierce it is, the premise is that he is indeed a cat, not a little wolf cub withdrew his fangs and claws, nestled in Cheng Sunian's arms and pretended to be obedient.
In fact, before last night, Cheng Sunian thought that no matter how much Feng Can lashed out, he would not bite him, but he was indeed bitten.
It seems that Feng Can always listens to him and is controlled by him all the time. He lowers his eyebrows in front of him and is obedient to him, but every time it comes to a critical moment, he can't control him.
"Are you still angry? Then I apologize again? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I really know I was wrong, and I promise that I will never make Brother Cheng Sunian angry again, otherwise I will never be able to kiss him as a punishment."
Feng Can was full of sweet words, leaned over with his head down, as if to kiss Cheng Su Nian.
Cheng Sunian stretched out his hand and pushed: "I thought about it today."
"..." With such a serious tone, Feng Can's heart skipped a beat, "What are you thinking?"
"Thinking about you." Cheng Sunian said, "I found that my understanding of you seems to be biased, and there is a big misunderstanding."
"..."
Feng Can understands this sentence, and sure enough, in Cheng Sunian's heart, his personality has collapsed.
so what
Before he could open his mouth to ask, Cheng Sunian said: "So I think it happens that we haven't been clear about it all this time, why don't we clarify our words now and seriously consider our future relationship."
"..."
What's the meaning? Does consideration mean it literally? In which direction to think, good or bad? Or... is this a tactful hint to him that Cheng Suinian is no longer willing to be with him anymore
Feng Can's head buzzed, and he said cautiously: "What are you thinking? Tell me first." (End of this chapter)