It may be due to his natural instincts, or it may be because he is used to being a commander and a decision maker, and he needs to be responsible for every decision he makes. Cheng Suinian's perspective on issues is different from that of many ordinary people, especially Feng Can. Before anything happens, he will think about the consequences in advance, and think about whether it is beneficial to him to do so. He doesn't like to have a meaningless temper.
Of course, it was also because he was too busy and tired, making nonsense was a luxury for idlers, and his energy was limited, otherwise, after making a fuss, the problem still hadn't been resolved, so why bother
Unless he makes up his mind to completely abandon the person or thing that has the problem and never want it again, otherwise, what needs to be solved will have to be solved sooner or later.
This principle applies to dealing with work, and it is similar to falling in love.
Cheng Sunian is not a little boy like Feng Can, as long as he wants to, he can suppress his emotions, which makes it difficult for him to cry and fight to death because of his feelings, but this does not mean that he has no emotional ups and downs. He has his own set of solutions to problems that make him unhappy and may cause future troubles.
"My idea is very simple, I think you can understand."
In the training room, Cheng Su Nian's computer was turned on and the game interface was displayed on the full screen. From the corner of his eye, he saw Priest Shenyue in the list of "Heroes He Owned", he paused slightly, then turned to Feng Can and said, "You have been in SP for almost half a year. When we met, I didn't expect that we would develop the relationship we have now... ”
Feng Can stood in front of him, pressing the back of his chair with one hand, and unconsciously curled up the fingers of the other hand, which was a sign of nervousness.
Cheng Sunian said: "I like you very much. If I don't like you, I won't let you ride on my head step by step. Maybe it's because I have been single for too long. I thought I didn't need anyone to accompany me, but in fact, I have someone to accompany me." It feels better than I imagined.”
"..."
Unexpectedly, what Cheng Sunian said were all good things, but the atmosphere was really not good, Feng Can became more nervous, staring closely at Cheng Sunian, for fear that he would "repress what he wanted before raising it".
However, what should come will indeed come, Cheng Sunian said: "I don't really mind what happened last night. I really don't want to be raped by you, but as long as I make up my mind to refuse, I can kick you, scold you, and Warn you if you touch me we will break up immediately, I can also threaten you so that you will never be able to start in SP again... But I didn't do anything, because I don't think our relationship will reach that point, I want to save some face for you, and I also want to save some sympathy between us, otherwise, because of going to bed and fighting in the middle of the night, what kind of shit is this, how embarrassing, we can't get along anymore?"
"I-"
Just as Feng Can opened his mouth, Cheng Sunian interrupted him, and said indifferently: "But what about you? Did you ever think about showing mercy to me? You never thought about it. You think that no matter what mistakes you make, even if I get angry, you Ask me to act like a baby afterwards, and we can get back together as before, so you are not afraid of me getting angry at all, right?"
"...I didn't." Feng Can subconsciously retorted, clenching his fingers even tighter.
Cheng Sunian stood up from the gaming chair and went to the water dispenser to pour water, Feng Can followed him step by step.
Cheng Suinian took a sip from his cup, didn't comment on this rebuttal, followed his own train of thought, and said to himself: "When I promised you to be with me before, I didn't think too much about it, because I didn't care about it at all. What kind of person are you? I have no requirements for you, as long as you don't bother me too much. In other words, we can be together because you like me, not because I like you, and you should be very clear about this. "
"..."
"But after a long time, it may be because of the long-term love. People's hearts grow with flesh, and I can't escape it." Cheng Sunian said frankly, "Especially last night, when you gave me the priest, I thought …”
He paused, the pause for a few seconds was so long that Feng Can's heartbeat stopped along with him, and Cheng Suinian said: "At that time, I thought, no one could make me so tempted, and there might never be another in the future." , let’s officially be together from tonight, have a good relationship, the kind that can be made public—but before I could say anything, you slapped me.”
"..."
"Not only are you not afraid of me getting angry, you are also not afraid of my sadness, right? As long as I am willing to be with you, accompany you, and satisfy you, my personal wishes are not important. Do you care if I live or die? "
Cheng Sunian's cold tone seemed to be wrapped in a blizzard, and he smashed Feng Can's head and face.
He added: "I didn't ask you before, but now I want to treat you as a boyfriend, and I want to talk to you about the whole life, but I find that you are not the same as the kid I imagined. My regards."
"I'm not!" Feng Can hastily defended, "Of course I care about you, how could I not be afraid of your sadness? I just, I just... Last night I was impulsive and obsessed with ghosts. I didn't mean it—no, maybe at that time It was intentional, but I know now that I was wrong, and I will never do it again... "
Feng Can spoke incoherently, his voice trembling. He panicked and wanted to hug Cheng Suinian, but there was a glass of water between them, and Cheng Suinian raised his hand in the middle, preventing him from coming over.
Feng Can lowered his momentum, lowered his head dejectedly, and his eyes were red: "I really like you, love you very much, Cheng Su Nian, you can't let me go."
"It's not that I don't want you anymore." Cheng Sunian said, "When two people are in a relationship, there is no such thing as whether you want it or not, only if it suits you. I want you too, but if we are not suitable, there is no need to force it, otherwise we will all be wronged."
"..."
Feng Can was stunned for a moment. Cheng Sunian's words and these charges were too serious for him. He couldn't think of it so deeply, and he didn't understand so much, but he couldn't refute it with a single word.
He watched Cheng Sunian walk back to his seat and put the water glass on the computer desk.
Like a little tail, he followed back in a daze, stood in front of Cheng Sunian again, and asked belatedly: "So you said this because... I treated you so badly last night, you feel wronged, don't you, captain?" ?”
Cheng Sunian didn't say anything.
"I will change it!" Feng Can moved closer, "I will definitely listen to you in the future and correct all my shortcomings. Don't you dislike me..."
"Have you said this sentence several times?" Cheng Sunian leaned on the chair and looked up at him.
"Is there?" Feng Can thought for a while, "It seems that there is not..."
It was only after he finished speaking that he realized that what Cheng Sunian meant was that his words were not credible, and he didn't believe his guarantee. Feng Can wanted to take out his heart on the spot and write on each of the left and right atrium: "I was wrong", "I will never do it again", and add another sentence "I will always love Cheng Su Nian".
Feng Can's eyes were red, as if he was bullied by Cheng Su Nian.
He thought about it for a long time, and seeing that Cheng Su Nian had nothing to say, he said, "Then do you still like me? You just said... what you said just now, does it still count?"
"What?" Cheng Sunian didn't seem to understand, but kept looking at him.
Under such staring eyes, Feng Can said: "You said that you like me very much, that you are very attracted to me, that you want to have a good relationship with me, and think about things for the rest of your life with me—are these true?"
"Yes, but I also said, you are different from what I imagined, you are not in line with my wishes, why do you only listen to half of what I say?"
"..." Feng Can lowered his eyebrows, "It's different but I can change it, I can change it to whatever you want, it must be very to your liking, you should reconsider me."
Afraid that Cheng Sunian would refuse, he increased his strength: "There are not many people who like you as much as I do, right?"
He was implying that he should not miss it, but he suddenly remembered what Guo Ye said at the dinner table about the exclusive top-secret file, that the people chasing Cheng Sunian could be lined up from the gate of the SP base to the Huangpu River, and his heart was pierced again.
Feng Can waited for Cheng Sunian to reply, but Cheng Sunian bypassed the topic and said from another angle: "I've finished my thoughts, how about you? Don't always be like this. If you are angry, you apologize. If I am not angry, you start dancing. It’s meaningless to jump to the point where I’m angry. It’s meaningless to cycle through this process. As I said just now, I’ve thought about our whole life, what will happen in the future, and various aspects. Have you considered it? You think about it yourself, you’ve never thought about other issues, right? , you just want to be happy."
"What's the problem..." Feng Can didn't understand, "As long as you like me, we'll have no problem."
"Really?" Cheng Sunian glanced at him, "So I said we are not suitable, and there will still be problems in the future. Okay, let's leave it at that, let's not talk about it."
He got up to go, towards the direction of the elevator.
Feng Can quickly grabbed him: "I know, I know, I will think about it carefully, I will give you my salary card, and I will give you the account passwords of games, Weibo, and WeChat, okay?"
Cheng Sunian: "..."
Where does this follow.
Feng Can looked at him eagerly: "Then are we done talking now? Are you reconciled? Are you still angry? What kind of relationship have we become?"
Cheng Sunian paused: "Did you not make it clear just now?"
"I don't know." Feng Can really didn't understand, or maybe he didn't want to accept it, so he deliberately pretended not to understand. He tugged on Cheng Sunian's sleeve and whispered, "I really want to change, I will never make you angry or wrong you again, okay?"
Looking at it like this, it has become Cheng Su Nian's favorite kitten again.
But he has always been like this on weekdays, otherwise Cheng Su Nian would not be confident enough to think that he fully understands him and can control him.
Cheng Sunian stepped back slightly, put one hand in his pocket, leaned against the glass door, and finally said the last sentence he had prepared today: "My purpose is not to break up with you. What good is breaking up for me? It makes you sad Are you happy? But I hope you can seriously consider for me, if you really want to be with me forever, you should at least understand what kind of person I am, Feng Can, if you don’t even understand this , liking is just liking, it will not turn into love, and there is no need for us to continue wasting each other's time, I am really busy." (End of this chapter)