The SP team played all night, and went back to the base to sleep the next morning.
Everyone was crazy and exhausted, and they slept for an unknown period of time. Feng Can had many dreams, and while he was half asleep, he habitually reached out to fish for the empty ones.
— Where's Cheng Sunian? what time is it
Feng Can opened his eyes and sat up abruptly. There was no one else in the room except him, and there was no movement in the bathroom. Cheng Sunian might have gone out.
He pressed the center of his brows, and finally regained consciousness, remembering what happened last night.
Last night at KTV, he and Cheng Sunian were forced to sing a duet of love songs. The playlist was arranged by his teammates. He sang ten songs in succession. As soon as Feng Can opened his voice, the room burst into laughter and his microphone was confiscated. , his career as a KTV Maiba died before it even started.
Feng Can was very dissatisfied. He didn't think he sang badly. He just sang all the songs in the same key. Is there any problem? This is called "original singing", and if the sound sounds good, it's over.
Feng Can didn't have the same knowledge as ordinary people who didn't know how to appreciate it. His teammates sang with a mic, and he lay on Cheng Sunian's shoulder, facing Cheng Sunian's ear, and only sang for him.
Who would not be moved by such a high-level treatment? Cheng Su Nian was more than touched, he couldn't help it anymore, he was afraid that he would cry if he heard it again, so he put his arms around Feng Can's neck and kissed Feng Can, telling Feng Can to shut up.
But Feng Can didn't know anything in his heart, and continued to sing after the kiss, so Cheng Sunian had no choice but to continue kissing him.
The two kissed and kissed, and they were a little angry. I might not be able to bear it if it continued, but it seemed that it was not good to leave the teammates and go back to the base, and it was too obvious.
Cheng Sunian thought about it, and decided to make do with it. He got up from the sofa, put on his coat, and went out solemnly to find the bathroom.
As soon as he left, Feng Can followed. The two had a brief exchange in the bathroom for a while, and after the exchange, they returned to the box, and Feng Can was in the mood to grab wheat with his teammates again.
He used the microphone as a weapon and went on a rampage on stage. Cheng Su Nian lay lazily on the sofa and looked at him with a smile.
This was the happy time last night, and after they had had enough fun, when they returned to the base to rest, Feng Can and Cheng Sunian took a shower together, fell to the bed in a daze and fell asleep after being so tired.
It's only one o'clock in the afternoon, why did Cheng Su Nian wake up so early
Feng Can looked away from the wall clock on the wall, got out of bed in his pajamas, then rummaged through the clothes he took off last night for a long time, and finally found his mobile phone.
He was going to call Cheng Sunian and ask him why he went there, but just as he unlocked his phone, he saw the message on WeChat——
Cheng Sunian: "I'll go back to my hometown and come back the day after tomorrow."
He added: "Come back and bring you delicious food."
Feng Can: "..."
It's too much! Do you think you can send him away with delicious food? Why not take him with you
Just when Feng Can was full of resentment, Cheng Sunian had already arrived at the airport.
This trip was sudden, Cheng Su Nian couldn't tell why he came back, there was no one in his hometown, and he had nothing to do, maybe he wanted to come back to visit the grave.
Don't know how many years it is.
Whenever I recall the old events and my parents, I can't forget the fragments of ordinary daily life in the past, but the memory is getting blurred every year. This is a physiological forgetting, which is not controlled by subjective emotions.
As a result, whenever Cheng Suinian felt that his memory had lost a part, he could clearly feel that he was moving forward, going farther and farther, losing a lot of things along the way, and gaining something else.
It is true that what is obtained is worthy of joy, but what is lost will become an eternal shortcoming, which can no longer be made up for.
Cheng Sunian has imagined countless times, if he becomes the world champion, wears the national flag, and is reported by the national TV station, what will his parents think when they see the news? Will Dad be proud of him the day he returns home
Probably, but he didn't have the chance.
He is not an emotional person, most of the time he is so rational that he is almost indifferent, and he values the result more than the process, but a person is living through a long process that will never see the result. He wants to control everything, but in fact he can't control anything. To be able to do one's best and obey the destiny.
Cheng Sunian came to the cemetery alone.
His parents were buried together, and he placed the flowers he brought in front of the tombstone. He didn't know what to say, so he was relatively silent with the photo on the tombstone.
When it was getting dark, Cheng Su Nian had no intention of leaving.
He doesn't quite know what mood he is in now. It may be the same as when he was a child in school. Every time it comes to the night before the final exam, he will be a little nervous. He will go to his parents for encouragement and let his mother comfort him. He can only pass the exam the next day. good.
Later, when he grew up, he no longer liked acting like a baby as much as when he was a child. Boys want to save face, so this habit was gradually changed.
Now he is twenty-six years old, and he is going to play in the World Championship.
Maybe—no, don't say maybe, don't kid yourself, this is his last chance to play in the World Championship, and if he can't reach the top of the world this year, it won't be possible next year.
"Mom, do you think I can pass the exam this time?"
The cemetery was built on a mountain in the outskirts. When the sun set, the breeze swayed the shadows of the trees. Cheng Sunian knelt down in front of the tombstone and raised his hands to cover his eyes.
…
Feng Can got up at one o'clock in the afternoon, hurriedly changed his clothes, picked up his phone and went out.
He didn't even eat, and booked a plane ticket while going downstairs, and got on the plane two hours after Cheng Sunian got on the plane, flying to the same destination with him.
It is easy to come to the same city, but it is not easy to find someone in such a big city.
Feng Can called Cheng Sunian several times, but this man turned off his phone. Feng Can was so angry that he stayed alone at the airport for a long time, not knowing where to go.
Later, he had no choice but to call Guo Ye to find out where Cheng Sunian might go.
Sure enough, Guo Ye is the one who knows Cheng Sunian best among all his friends now. He used to accompany Cheng Sunian back to his hometown for a funeral, and now he still has a general impression.
Following Guo Ye's directions, Feng Can knocked on the door of Cheng Sunian's house, but was sent by the neighbor, telling him not to knock, no one came back.
Feng Can called Cheng Sunian, but still couldn't get through.
He had nowhere to go, so he continued to wait for someone at the door. After waiting for a long time, Cheng Sunian still didn't come back. Feng Can waited until his head was on fire and his hair was smoking. .
This is a process of struggle. At the beginning, Feng Can said to himself, "Wait a minute, don't worry, he will definitely go home", while thinking, "Cheng Su Nian came home to visit his parents, he is not at home, Did you go to visit the grave? How about I go find him."
But it's so late, it's getting dark, it seems too crazy to go to the cemetery to find someone, what if Cheng Su Nian is not here? He ran to the suburban cemetery alone...
But then I couldn't bear it anymore.
Feng Can was very worried. Although Cheng Suinian didn't need him to worry blindly, he was very worried.
During this period, he made 800 phone calls to Guo Ye, asking questions about this and that. It was not until he took a flashlight to shine on a familiar figure in front of him that his heart was finally relieved.
"Cheng Su Nian!" Feng Can walked around from the side, his tone almost exasperated, "What are you doing? Why don't you go home?"
"..."
Cheng Sunian was stunned for a moment, obviously not understanding why Feng Can suddenly appeared here.
But Feng Can got scared - he wasn't scared when he was wandering around in the cemetery just now, but now looking at the neat rows of tombstones in front of him, it was like the scene of a ghost movie. Poor, muttered in a low voice: "I'm going to be scared to death, do you know that I'm going to be scared to death?"
Cheng Sunian: "..."
So why did you come here? I haven't seen such a rare thing like you in my life for so many years.
Feng Can, on the other hand, told the whole process of how he rushed to the airport, how he searched for help and anxiously found someone, and how he mustered up the courage to enter the cemetery in the dark. I guessed it, you must be crying secretly in front of your parents' grave, maybe you will cry until the sky is dark, if you forget the time because of this, when you look up and find that it is dark, but you dare not leave, you are as sleepy as a poor boy Here, if I don’t come to pick you up, do you dare to go home alone?”
"...you have too much imagination, why don't you write the script?" Cheng Sunian was helpless, he took Feng Can's hand, and took two steps towards the tombstone, "Okay, since you are here, you and my parents Let's meet."
Feng Can's back felt cold: "Don't scare me."
Cheng Sunian laughed out loud, facing Shang Fengcan's eyes that were always sincere and straightforward, a thousand thoughts flooded his mind for a moment, but his throat was choked and he didn't say a word.
He couldn't help hugging Feng Can tightly, and it took a long time before he opened his mouth.
"I didn't expect to meet you." Cheng Sunian said, "Let's stay together forever, no matter how far we go, don't leave me." (End of this chapter)