Liu Heng carried Douzha back to the room and pressed the child on the bed. Douzha twisted his body to resist, did not say a word, shouted or cried. He just kept struggling, his little fists clenched tightly, and his eyes were about to burst into flames. He was dead. Looking at his dad.
Liu Heng suddenly laughed. For so many years, he felt that his son's personality was too dull. He had never seen him crying or laughing and shouting like other children. He was like a porcelain doll, without much. I don’t have many emotional preferences, and I don’t care about anything.
In my memory, this was the first time I saw my son so angry, showing a sad expression like a little beast, baring his teeth and yelling fiercely like a little ferocious beast, and then showing so many emotions. mood.
Does this look like a six-year-old child? Liu Heng thought.
"Don't make trouble!!" Liu Heng stared at his son's tea-gold eyes, stretched out his finger and tapped the child's forehead, "If you make trouble again, I won't tell you who the person in the photo is."
"You don't need to tell me, I know who that person is!" Douzha snorted and pouted to show that he wouldn't cut it. However, he didn't make any more fuss. He lay quietly and stared back at his own father.
Liu Heng rubbed Dou Sha's hair, got up and went downstairs.
Zhou Yian didn't go in and stood in the corridor smoking. He felt that everything was not going well today. From the moment he landed on the plane, nothing went as planned.
A few hours ago, he dumped Liu Heng's expression, went back, took a shower, changed clothes and ate something, and after thinking about it, he came out.
When it comes to her relationship with Liu Heng, she has always been the one who takes the initiative. Liu Heng is busy with his career and his son. In the past, when he was away from home, he would also be busy flying abroad to see him. Zhou Yian does not think he is a person who can act petty. , I have always been very considerate of Liu Heng, but just now I felt so damn frustrated.
She threw away her dignity and came to find him, but Liu Heng's son actually clamored for his mother and said she didn't want to see him? Isn't this clearly telling him to get out
But he didn't expect Liu Heng's son to be so resistant to him now.
When Zhou Yian started to smoke his second cigarette, Liu Heng came out. He was still wearing house slippers and no tie. The buttons on his collar were unbuttoned, revealing his strong neck and collarbone.
Zhou Yian took a puff of cigarette, turned his head to look at him with squinted eyes, and sneered: "Should I return the key to your house?"
Liu Heng said nothing, leaning against the wall at the door, looking at Zhou Yi'an with his arms crossed, his expression showing his usual indifference: "It's my fault today that makes you lose face."
Zhou Yian turned around and threw away the cigarette in his hand: "No face?! Liu Heng, you think you are apologizing because you have made me lose face!!?"
Liu Heng remained calm, but his brows were raised. He was used to the way he got along with Zhou Yian. He was very peaceful and comfortable, without any troubles. Zhou Yian was also very good, neither noisy nor noisy, and did not make too many demands. He is independent in all aspects, has a head and knows how to live, and he is a man who knows how to best maintain a relationship and live a good life at the same time.
This seemed to be the first time in four years that Zhou Yian showed such an unhappy and anxious look. Liu Heng had gained a lot of experience today, first his son, and then his lover.
Liu Heng curled his lips and pulled Zhou Yian into his arms. Liu Heng was close to 1.9 meters, and Zhou Yian's height of 1.8 meters was not big enough in front of him. He hugged Zhou Yian and patted her like a child. Patting him on the back, he said with a smile in his eyes: "I am quite unlucky today. My son is going crazy, and you are so rude to me. You will be able to ride on my head in the next two days."
When it comes to romantic relationships, Liu Heng doesn't coax easily. He does coax. On the one hand, it shows that he really cares. On the other hand, it also means that he is quite patient today.
Zhou Yian breathed a sigh of relief in his heart. Fortunately, it seemed that Liu Heng did not deliberately alienate himself because of his son. Fortunately.
He hugged Liu Heng back and sighed: "Douzha doesn't seem to like me very much."
Liu Heng thought for a while: "You can't argue with a six-year-old child without a mother."
Zhou Yi'an nodded: "I understand, children's desire for exclusivity, it seems that it is really impossible for me to live with you."
Liu Heng: "It should be better when Dou Sha goes to elementary school."
If you have never been a biological father, you will have to become your stepfather. Zhou Yian thinks this is quite difficult, "You said that if Douzha always hates me in the future, what should we do?!"
This time, Liu Heng did not answer, and Zhou Yi'an became silent after asking this question, knowing that he had crossed a boundary.
When she was with Liu Heng, Zhou Yian knew that Liu Heng was not a man who would fall in love with anyone easily. This man has his own unique self-control. He strictly controls his life and work, including where to put things, when to do what to see and who to see, and he even controls his own emotions very well. Zhou Yian understands such a man. Compared with uncertain and uncontrollable feelings, Liu Heng needs a lover who can control, understand and not have too much trouble.
When he was with Liu Heng, Zhou Yian was willing to play such a role, such a lover. He told Liu Heng that he was also such a person. Compared with impulsive feelings, he also needed a stable person who could always accompany him in his future life. lovers.
Therefore, in the love relationship between Liu Heng and Zhou Yian, both parties behaved peacefully and comfortably. They stayed together when it was suitable and separated when not. They did not talk about the past or discuss the future. They did not expect the other party to give more and did not expect the other party to give to them. imaginary or desired feelings.
When they are together, it is more like two people living together than being in love.
Liu Heng did not answer Zhou Yian's question, and obviously did not take it to heart. He patted Zhou Yian on the back and said, "Go back and have a good rest. Let's go out for dinner together tomorrow."
Zhou Yian said "hmm" and laughed to himself as he stood up.
After going downstairs, Zhou Yian lit another cigarette. He turned his head and glanced upstairs, then turned and left.
At that moment, he suddenly thought of Wang Yincheng. He remembered that many years ago, they rented a small house outside the school. At that time, their relationship was still very good. Zhou Yi had more classes, and Wang Yincheng went to the vegetable market to buy vegetables and cook when he had nothing to do.
At that time, Zhou Yian could smell the aroma of vegetables in the corridor every night when he went back. He walked back to their small room step by step. When he opened the door, he could see Wang Yincheng coming out of the kitchen with food under the bright light. Wearing an apron, because it was summer, the weather was very hot. There was no air conditioning in the living room or kitchen. There was only a large ceiling fan whirring. Wang Yincheng raised his head when he heard the sound, sweat dripping from his forehead and nose, and his dark-gold eyes flashed as he raised his head. He was excited for a moment, but was quickly suppressed by himself. He just raised his eyes and smiled at him: "Come in, let's eat."
But now, after all, it was just a fragment of memory in Zhou Yian's mind. Over the years, every time he felt lonely and unbearable abroad, Zhou Yian allowed himself to think about Wang Yincheng, the little boy who once belonged to him. Recalling the many past experiences between them, as well as the child's beautiful face and soft eyes.
But today, there was nothing allowed or disallowed. He couldn't help but think of those things in the past, recalling many incomplete and scattered pictures in his mind.
He picked up the phone and dialed a number: "Hi, Zhou Yan, it's me... Yes, yes, I'm back... OK, let's have dinner together some time... Hey, do you remember Wang Yincheng... Yes, yes, it's him. ... I haven't seen him for a long time. I heard that he came to H City recently, and I want to ask if you have his number... Okay, no problem... Okay, I'll trouble you then... "
After Zhou Yian left, Liu Heng did not go upstairs immediately to comfort Dou Sha. He gave himself ten minutes and stood at the window silently thinking about a problem.