"Okay, okay, even if I was just being nosy, I said the wrong thing, all right!" Tang Xiaohui impatiently threw the wine bottle on the table, making her drink as she wants, or die if she wants to, anyway. Don't care about her anymore.
But Xiao Yang didn't take the bottle and continued drinking, but took out a pack of cigarettes from his purse and smoked them one by one. After a while, she didn't speak again until she was calm and her anger disappeared.
"I just said that, did you think that my biological parents were already dead?" Xiao Yang lowered his head and asked calmly.
"I did think about that." Tang Xiaohui said frankly.
Xiao Yang spit out a cigarette and said casually: "Actually, my biological parents are not dead, and they are alive and well. Every day I don’t know how happy they are. They look for new stepfathers and stepmothers for me, but unfortunately I haven’t inherited them. Their hobby is not as happy as theirs." She said, smiling disapprovingly, and extinguished the cigarette that had burned to the end between her fingers, threw the cigarette holder into the ashtray, and lit it again. One, he continued to say, "You may not believe it. Although I sit on the stage as a lady in a nightclub every day, I have never betrayed my body. To be precise, I am still Virgin, are you surprised when you hear this?"
"It's a pity that the purity of a virgin is not only manifested in the body, but more often in the soul." Tang Xiaohui said bluntly.
"What do you mean? You think my heart is dirty, and my soul has long been tainted and no longer pure, right?"
"I didn't say that, and I wouldn't object if you want to understand that."
Xiao Yang was not angry when he said this. After a relieved sigh of relief, he said calmly: "Actually, I really failed to be a human being. In the past, I was too conceited and naively thought that the earth turned because of its own existence. Yes, but after I entered society, I slowly realized that I was not actually the engine of the earth. There would be no less earthquake or one more tsunami if the earth had me or not."
"What is the direct connection with your failure?" Tang Xiaohui interjected in confusion.
Xiao Yang smiled lightly towards him, and Ren Jun said, "Actually, my family is very rich, and it is too rich for you to imagine. But as far as I can remember, my parents are at odds. They quarrel every day and spend time outside. Grass, happy and happy, never disciplined me, let alone caring about me, until one day, I found out that my dad would be worried about the inconspicuous grease stain on his tie, and my mother would grow it on his face. I was troubled by a grain of acne. Seeing these, I suddenly found that ugly things were more noticeable than beautiful things. Since then, I have begun to envy the inconspicuous oil stains and the powdery acne on my mother's face. After that, I was determined to make myself worse. I wanted to make my parents ashamed of me, so that they would pay attention to me like the oil stains on the tie and the powder on the face, but unfortunately it is mine. His thoughts were too naive, and even more naive. At first, when I went bad, they really cared about me, but the good times didn’t last long. It didn’t take long for them to simply delegate all the responsibility for my badness to the other party, and the accusation was The other party didn’t take care of me to make me so depraved. But I never expected that they would agree to a divorce with this reason later. I was sentenced to my rich dad. My dad was afraid. I was lonely. A few days after the divorce, I brought a woman back to be my stepmother. What’s worse is that the woman gave me a younger brother within three months. From then on, I wanted to go back ashore, but no matter what. There is no more landing dock."
"What about your biological mother? You can go to her!" Tang Xiaohui asked in confusion.
"Biological mother?" Xiao Yang even disdainful when he heard him mention her biological mother. He sneered and took a cigarette and said: "She is more shameless than my dad. After she divorced my dad, she had been with three men before and after , Had two children. Of course, the fate of her two children was similar to mine. There was no one in their lives. Recently, I heard people say that after divorcing her fourth husband, she went with a Taiwanese. Canada. But I guess because of her nature, she might have thrown away the Taiwanese long ago, and she is hooking up with a foreign devil with a wife!" She said, laughing disapprovingly.
Tang Xiaohui watched her deeply without saying anything. His cold eyes melted into his infinite sympathy for her unconsciously. What he showed in his eyes was no longer the cold hatred in the twelfth lunar month of winter, more It's the pity of Chunnuanhua after she tolerated her.
Spring in Wuhan is always so short. As long as the sun is a little brighter, it will step into the summer, and the temperature will rise without even being considered impulsive. At dusk, the setting sun was as shy as a young girl, holding the sunset glow, returning birds carrying the twilight, and sang softly on the telegraph pole in the light of the breeze. The last get out of class bell of Nanhua High School finally rang today, and the students came out of the school in relief and hurriedly went home.
Today it was Tang Xiaohui's turn to clean the classroom, so when he came out of the school, there were almost no people in the whole campus. As soon as he walked out of the school with his schoolbag on his back, he heard someone calling his name behind him. He looked back curiously to see Xiao Yang. She stood quietly beside the school gate, like a beautiful ghost, silent.
"Anything?" Tang Xiaohui asked.
"Nonsense, it's okay who will look for you!" Xiao Yang habitually gave him a blank look.
"What's the matter? I'll listen carefully." Tang Xiaohui asked politely.
Xiao Yang looked around awkwardly and saw that no one was there, and then he walked up to Tang Xiaohui's face in a big way. He took out a dozen of red banknotes from his purse and shook it like a show. He took out six of them and handed them to him. He said coldly, "These six hundred dollars are for the medical expenses you paid for me last time. Now we don’t owe each other."
Tang Xiaohui took the money, took a look, and said straightforwardly: "You are indeed very trustworthy, but the medical expenses I paid for you last time didn't cost as much as 600 yuan. I only spent 537 yuan, 45 cents and 5 cents. . And I didn’t bring my wallet today, so I can’t find money for you."
"If you don't have any money to find it, I will give you the remaining money as a tip!" Xiao Yang said nonchalantly.
"At that time, I didn't save you for your tip, so I didn't even bother with your reward." After Tang Xiaohui said coldly, he put all the money in his hand together and threw it all to her. In his arms, he turned his head and left.
"Hey, I'm joking with you, why are you so serious? I don't have a sense of humor." Xiao Yang complained and stopped him behind him.
"But I really have no money to find you now." Tang Xiaohui said back.
"Are you a wood? You are so rigid." Xiao Yang frowned for a while, and suggested: "Otherwise, I will only pay you 500 yuan, and let me treat you to the remaining 37 yuan, 45 cents, and 5 cents. Even if the meal is even, what do you think?"
Tang Xiaohui thought for a while and felt that her proposal would work, so he nodded and went with her.
After the two of them finished their dinner, the last glow of the sunset in the sky was buried in the vast night sky with the steps of the sunset. They did not rush to part ways, but chose to sit on the ground in a clearing by the Yangtze River, looking at the stars and enjoying the pleasure of the evening breeze. The starry sky of Wuhan is always so charming. Its beauty is hazy, full of pleasing comfort.
"I like this kind of night. It doesn't matter if there is a moon or not, but there must be no stars." Xiao Yang faced the evening breeze, closed his eyes and rested, with an expression of enjoyment on his face.
"Don't you like the moon? From ancient times to the present, the moon has always been more famous than the stars." Tang Xiaohui said.
"The moon is indeed beautiful, but its beauty is too lonely, it is almost sickly lonely." She said, smiling sadly, and quietly climbed up her eyebrows with a trace of sadness.
Tang Xiaohui was dissatisfied with her point of view and shook his head and said: "People lament the beauty of the moon because of its uniqueness, just like the sun."
"I don't like the moon just like I don't like myself." Xiao Yang turned his head and smiled at him, as if expressing his true feelings.
"Since I don't even like myself, why not try to change myself?"
"I do want to change, but the problem is that even I don't know what I want to become. This is probably the so-called life. Life is always full of uncertain factors, which makes people hesitate and make people hesitate. Hesitated." Xiao Yang said, lowering his head, and Gu Ying smiled self-pity.
"The moon has never hesitated to make changes to itself every day. No matter if it becomes incomplete or complete, its brilliance will always be talked about. What people hate is only the clouds that cover it." Tang Xiaohui said.
"You mean that people who are hesitating all their lives are destined to become victims of fate, don't you?"
"Yes, people who are hesitant are most likely to fall into the mud pit of drunkenness, fearing that tomorrow's sun will not rise to the sky on time, and fearing that heavy rain will come at any time, showering on their unprepared head, full of the future Insecurities."
"I didn't expect you to say that." Xiao Yang shrugged and sneered at him.
"It's a pity that I didn't say these words. It was a friend of mine who used to say such things to reprimand me." Tang Xiaohui said frankly.
"From the mouth of your friend? Needless to say, your eloquent friend must be Zhu Hui. Everyone knows her eloquence. How can she be described as amazed. I have learned it in the past. I have to talk to her and I am willing to stand down. "Xiao Yang said casually, thinking of Zhu Hui, he felt like walking into a dead end, feeling inferior inexplicably.
Tang Xiaohui smiled at her and said thoughtfully: "She is very smart, and she often feels stupid after spending a long time with her."
"Oh, is it? You sometimes feel stupid?"
Tang Xiaohui smiled at her without answering.
"Do you have a girlfriend?" Xiao Yang asked suddenly.
Hearing her question, Tang Xiaohui couldn't help laughing, shaking his head and sighing, saying no.
"Then do you have anyone you like?"
"Do I need to answer your question?"
"You don't need to answer me, but your eyes have already told me your answer."
Tang Xiaohui still smiled without answering, watching a luxury passenger ship passing by on the river.
"Who is the person you like? Is it Zhu Hui?" Xiao Yang couldn't help being curious, and asked gossiping.
"I have the right to refuse to answer your question."
"You can refuse to answer my question. But I already know the answer from the tone of your speech. You like her, and you like her very much, don't you?" Xiao Yang was convinced of his guess.
"Your imagination is so rich." Tang Xiaohui glanced at her disdainfully, and said casually.
"Since you like her, why don't you confess to her?" Xiao Yang asked in confusion.
"Hey, it's your wishful thinking that I like her. From beginning to end, I never said that I like her." Tang Xiaohui said impatiently.
"You're still not a man, it's so difficult to say liking to the girl you like!" Xiao Yang got excited and taught him the attitude of someone who came over.
"You are really gossip. Are you willing to pair me and her?"
"Yes! Because I like to see perfect things, especially love." Xiao Yang said with a foolish smile at him.
Tang Xiaohui stared at her for a long time.
"Why are you staring at me like this? Is there anything dirty on my face?" Xiao Yang asked puzzledly, not stopping to wipe his face with his hands.
"There is something on your face, but it is not dirty." Tang Xiaohui smiled at her slightly.
"It's not a dirty thing, what is that?" Xiao Yang was even more confused.
"It's the naivety that a 17-year-old girl should have."
When Xiao Yang heard him say this, he couldn't help blushing, and quickly lowered his head shyly. He was as embarrassed as sitting on pins and needles, and felt uncomfortable.
"It's actually not difficult to change yourself into the person you like, isn't it?" Tang Xiaohui said, looking up at the bright moon hanging in the sky.
"Who told you that I like my innocent myself? Tell you, I hate that others use the word'naive' to describe me, because innocence is an idiot." Xiao Yang's face changed when he said it changed, making people caught off guard and caught off guard. . She glared at Tang Xiaohui, and after standing up from the ground, she patted the dust on her buttocks, and turned around to leave with anger.
"Hey—" Tang Xiaohui was still sitting on the ground, calling her calmly behind her.
"Why do you call me? I don't have a common language with you, and there is nothing to say." Xiao Yang said coldly.
"That job is not for you, don't you want to change to a job that really satisfies you?"
"Who do you think you are, you are so sure that I am not satisfied with my current job? Tell you, as long as I can make a lot of money, I am satisfied with the job, a poor boy like you will not understand "After Xiao Yang finished speaking, he curled his lips at him disdainfully, turned his head angrily and ran away.
Only Tang Xiaohui was left sitting there in silence, facing the evening breeze, looking at the spring water in front of him and the stars in the sky, looking at the two neon-like lights on the Yangtze River Bridge in front of him. The light strips are set against the horizon in a dreamlike manner, and the two mountains of turtles and snakes are even more splendid.