"You don't need to look at him, do you think you can hide it? Or Dad would be guilty of a guilty conscience, knowing how trusting and sincere he has pretended to be these days, but in fact, his heart is still full of suspicion and calculation. Dad knows that this is not kind, yes ?"
Feng Ning's words were unpleasant, making Feng Zhuojun's old face suddenly unable to hang himself, he snorted: "Fengfeng, what did you say?"
"Xiao Guo dialect, don't you understand? Would you like me to speak it in Xia Guo dialect?" Feng Ning became angry at this time.
"What did you say? I can straighten my chest and say it from the bottom of my heart. Dad, can you tell the truth? Can you explain the twisted intestines you are going around? I just don't understand, Originally it was clear and simple, why are you all able to go around the complexities and become dizzy, are you able to earn more money and eat two more bowls of rice or something? If you can't solve it, then everyone spreads the clues and solves them together. But when they are all spread out, you still have to think about whether the spread is sincere or fake, and which side has more benefits. Who benefits…”
"Fengfeng." Feng Zhuojun's face was ashen, how could he not be angry when he was scolded by his daughter like this
Feng Ning ignored it and continued: "I lost my memory, I'm sick, I don't know what happened to me, I'm afraid, I'm worried, I was attacked for no reason, I gave birth A daughter who doesn't know who her father is. I don't know if I was bullied at the beginning. I told my father what I thought, and I wanted someone to help me and find the answer, but these are no match for my father and mother. The so-called family feud in my heart is no match for the broken treasure. My mother came secretly, and my father secretly met with her. It doesn't matter. You have your little secrets, and I can understand. Thinking, why in your hearts, other people are treacherous people who are scheming against you with evil intentions? Then, are you good people? You would rather spend time calculating these things than discussing the situation of my daughter "Father, if you were me, what do you think?"
Feng Zhuojun was speechless. Qiao Li and him did talk a lot about conspiracy and scheming. They really didn't discuss much about his daughter. He felt ashamed at times, but he was still scolded and ranted by his daughter. Only the feeling of embarrassment was left.
"Feng'er..." Seeing Feng Ning so sad, Long San was filled with distress. He walked over and wanted to hug Feng Ning for comfort, but she pushed him away.
"It's the same with you. You're just like Dad, you're hiding something from me." Feng Ning couldn't stop roaring at Shang Long San. The way she vented her emotions to Feng Zhuojun just now really made her exhausted. She took another two steps back and fell into the chair.
All three did not speak. Feng Ning sat in a daze, the more she thought about it, the more sad she became. She covered her face and suddenly burst into tears.
Long San turned pale in shock. You must know that Feng Ning is the strongest and most optimistic temperament. She had just lost her memory and was questioned and ostracized everywhere in the Long Mansion. She had never cried like this. Today, I am afraid that I really have to talk and talk about the sadness.
Long San couldn't hold back again, he took two big steps and hugged her in his arms: "Feng'er, Feng'er, it's our fault, don't be sad, I apologize to you, don't cry..."
Feng Ning nestled in Long San's arms, and simply burst into tears: "You see me being happy all the time, do you think I won't be afraid and won't care? If you can, I really hope you will also experience that kind of thing. You don’t even remember the feeling of not knowing anything, making everyone around you hate you, making you bullied, leaving you homeless, assassinating you, and then you don’t even know what this is for, you I don’t know where the truth is, or what will happen in the future, whether there will be some things that you can’t imagine, and let you all try this taste…”
Long San hugged her tightly, feeling so distressed that he wanted to stab himself twice immediately.
Feng Zhuojun also softened now, but when he came over, he didn't know what to say, he just murmured: "Dad is wrong, Daddy didn't mean to hide it from you, Daddy didn't expect... Well, it's not that Daddy doesn't miss you. something, my father neglected…”
Feng Ning rubbed his eyes and said loudly, "One of you is my father, and the other is my husband. If you don't help me, who can I rely on? You are all lying to me, and who can I trust?"
She looked extremely aggrieved like a sharp blade pierced into Long San's heart, his mind was hot, he hugged her and blurted out: "I was wrong, I was too selfish, I was wrong, I was a bastard, everything was my fault. I I won't lie to you again, I won't lie to you again, don't be sad, I will tell you everything, just as your father is here, I will tell you everything."
Feng Ning was a little stupid, why did he mean that what he was hiding from her was serious, even more serious than Daddy's? Everything was his fault, what he said was how sorry he was for her.
Feng Ning became nervous, she sat up straight, and could no longer cry, she asked, "Then tell me, what are you hiding from me?"
Long San was stared at by her eyes, and his mind suddenly became clearer. What should I say about these things? Said he suspected that she was not Feng Ning, not his wife, but he took the opportunity to occupy her body, deceived her feelings, and deceived her that there were relatives who really cared about her in this world. Said he was despicable and shameless
He didn't mind scolding himself, and he also felt that he was really so bad and should be scolded.
But she was pissed, and it wouldn't be a good time to confess. If there is still a glimmer of hope that it can be resolved, I am afraid that this will be said, should it become a decisive decision? But this will not be said, and I will say it later, it is also a mortal end.
Besides, she was so sad that he really couldn't hide it from her anymore. But what should he say
Long Tianren had been fighting for a long time, and under Feng Ning's tearful stare, he said with difficulty: "I, I have done something in the past that will make you very angry when you hear it now, I was afraid you would know it before. Don't forgive me, so I've been hiding it from you."
"What's the matter?" Feng Ning asked cautiously, holding her breath. When he said that, she panicked even more.
Long San was even more reluctant to speak, he hesitated for a long time: "I... I lied to you... Actually... I know..." He looked at Feng Ning's eyes, which were as innocent as a deer, and as clean as gems. Smart and naughty, she is strong and kind, she is so beautiful, he is afraid that he will never meet a better girl than her again.
He doesn't want to lose her, he can't lose her, what should he do
"What the hell is going on?" Feng Ning was so anxious that his heart was twisted like a knife.
Long San opened his mouth, but he really couldn't go on.
Seeing him like this, Feng Ning panicked even more, and she asked again.
Long San's hand trembled as he wrapped his arms around her, choked his voice: "I... I know... I hurt..." He really couldn't go on, he was still struggling.
Feng Ning was also trembling with fright. She thought about the worst and her voice trembled: "Could it be that you actually married someone else?"
"Of course not." How could she think like that? He had previously married that Feng Ning, but he had already divorced. Marrying her later, it was clearly written on the Ji Bo Si. They were two different people. He arranged them all, but he didn't tell her.
"Then, then... you gave birth to a baby outside?"
"How is that possible?" Long San was really frightened by her, what was she thinking about.
Feng Ning stared at him, what was the most serious thing
Feng Ning and Long San looked at each other with fear in their hearts.
Long San hadn't thought of how to confess, so he opened his mouth and hesitated.
Feng Ning thought and thought, and finally came up with a terrible thing, she asked with a trembling voice, "Could it be you who strangled my neck? Could it be that I did something bad before I lost my memory, so, you, what are you going to do? Kill... Later, I lost my memory, and you pretended that it never happened, pretended to be nice to me, and wanted to set up a secret... "
Long San was dumbfounded. Although he didn't quite understand it, he realized that the old past events that she had guessed like this were terrible to her. Then his incident happened after she lost her memory. Isn't it just as he expected-unforgivable!
This old account is always better than the new one, Long San opened his mouth, and went through Feng Ning's words in his mind, pondering the meaning, hesitating whether to follow the steps Feng Ning gave.
Feng Ning took his reaction as his acquiescence. She pushed Long San away with a "squeak" and shouted loudly, "Why do you want to kill me?"
kill her? This word shocked Long San. His intuitive reaction was to deny it, and he hurriedly said: "No, I don't have it, how could I kill you?"
Feng Ning was emotional at this time, and he held on to his suspicions: "Is it because I gave you a green hat? You knew it at that time, right? I was wondering, how could you possibly accept it? I just lost my memory. Yes, I foolishly wanted to cultivate a good relationship with you, be a normal couple, and live a good life. At that time, I was full of thoughts about relying on you, but I didn’t expect it to be like this. You knew all about the scandal I did, and almost let me Die in your hands, but you can still pretend to watch my jokes, right?"
"Of course not. I'm suspicious about that, but I've never been sure about it. Otherwise, I wouldn't..."
"If you are suspicious, you know about it. Don't you feel disgusted that you can pretend to be in a relationship with me as if nothing happened?"
"Feng'er..." Long San complained in his heart, and it was really not a good time to say anything at this time, any small matter would be magnified, not to mention this kind of big event that made her think about it for a long time.
"Feng'er..." Long San called again, but he didn't know how to coax her.
"What makes you suspicious?"
Long San sighed: "There are rumors that you went home for a long time to give birth to a child. I don't know how it was rumored, that one day we had a room together, but the rumor said that it was a preterm birth. , Because I was not full-term, this matter was discussed by those who like to talk about it, and it spread to my ears."
Long San paused, closed his eyes, and dared not look into her eyes. Comparing the two, this old account is really better than the new one. He was in a panic, his brain was hot, his heart was overwhelmed, and he finally said a nonsense: "So I was annoyed and asked you to question, we had a big fight. …”
Feng Ning looked at him blankly.
Long San eagerly took her hand: "I never thought of killing you. I was really sincere to you later, otherwise, I've seen Bao'er, and I knew this happened, how could it be? I went after you for thousands of miles. Feng’er, you know how I treat you. I was wrong, and it was all my fault, but I can’t be more sincere to you now. You can blame me and blame me. Your temper is up to you, I recognize it all, and I am truly devoted to you."
Feng Ning didn't answer, just stared at him for a long time, and then suddenly turned to Feng Zhuojun: "What about Dad? Dad, what are you hiding from me?"
Feng Zhuojun opened his mouth but did not speak. He was frightened by Feng Ning's ruthlessness just now, and now her reaction is also very wrong. If he would say that he abandoned her mother and let her kill herself with hatred, wouldn't his sin be greater than Long San
Feng Ning stared at Feng Zhuojun, stared at him, and suddenly said, "Okay, I won't ask." She stood up, walked out the door and walked straight to the room.
Long San and Feng Zhuojun looked at each other, the two men were in a complicated mood, and they stopped talking.
Long San turned around and chased after Feng Ning, but ate a mouthful of soup at the door. The door was closed, Long San knocked again and again, Feng Ning's cold voice came from behind the door: "I'm tired, I need to rest, Long Sanye find a place to sleep by himself."
Long San was dumbfounded, knocked again, and begged: "Feng'er, I know I'm wrong, don't do this."
"What if I know wrong? I'm also wrong, and I know it too. Can't I be angry if you know wrong? Knowing wrong can't make what happened to not happen, knowing wrong can't make time go back in time, knowing wrong can't Let me get all my memories back, I'm very sad now, I don't want to face you, and I don't want to see my father, don't disturb me."
"Feng'er..." Long San sighed. But after the door, Feng Ning's voice was gone.