However, on this cold Valentine's Day, Wu Mangmang did not wait for Cheng Yue.
He seems to be very busy recently, and I haven't seen him for more than a week.
Wu Mangmang called Cheng Yue several times, but he didn't answer.
Wu Mangmang sat in the restaurant until ten o'clock before he received a call from Cheng Yuehui.
"I'm sorry, Mangmang, I may not be able to come." Cheng Yue's voice sounded on the other end of the phone, and it seemed so distant, as if it came from another planet.
Wu Mangmang chuckled. Although it was a little unexpected, it was also within her expectations.
Some things don't need to be explained, everyone already understands the meaning.
Cheng Yue will probably never appear in this foggy world again.
"Cheng Yue." Wu Mangmang called out, "I wish you happiness."
Cheng Yue was standing across the road, looking through the glass window of the restaurant at Wu Mangmang who was holding up his hand and talking on the phone.
"Thank you." Cheng Yue's eyes suddenly became moist.
The fog seemed to sense something and turned to look out the window, looking at the person standing under the street light across the street. He couldn't see his face clearly, but it was enough.
When Cheng Yue turned and left, Wu Mangmang just sat there quietly.
She had been heartbroken when he left her before, but now she could sit there calmly.
There is not even any regret, just a slight melancholy.
The love I once thought was deep, the person I thought was destined to be with me for life, but when I turned around, even his shadow had faded to only a vague trace.
Wu Mangmang apologized to the restaurant owner and sat there for the whole night without making any purchases.
The boss was a very nice person and even gave her a bright red rose.
In the fog, she met a young couple who were stamping their feet in the rain and snow to buy roasted sweet potatoes on the roadside. She stood under the street light and looked at them. Seeing their lively and sweet expressions brought a smile to her face.
Wu Mangmang thought about it, then walked over and handed the rose to the girl, "Bless you."
The girl took the flowers in surprise, and she and her boyfriend looked at each other in surprise.
The boyfriend looked at the misty back and said, "He must have been heartbroken."
Because the loneliness on that person's face was so desolate that not even the light could penetrate.
When people are feeling uncomfortable, they seem to have a stronger tendency to be self-abuse. It was windy, snowy, and foggy, but she got off the car halfway up the mountain because she wanted to walk for a while by herself.
The wind made the trees halfway up the mountain howl, and the shadows of the dark villas and the trees were projected on the ground by the street lamps, showing the desolation and loneliness of the winter.
He walked with his head down, his hands in his pockets, and kicked the pebbles on the road gently when he encountered them.
My whole heart is empty. There is nothing to be afraid of, but there is also nothing worth lingering on.
Standing on the road in the fog, she looked towards Lu's house. Actually, she couldn't see anything from here, but she couldn't help thinking that there was a person living in that place.
The way she feels about Cheng Yue now is probably the way Lu Sui will feel about her in the future, as faint as a trace of gray that will be blown away by the wind.
When we were two-thirds of the way there, we stopped again in the fog and looked towards the sea. In the place we couldn't see, there was a small island called lw. I guess it will be renamed in the future.
Could she catch up with Lu Sui? Wu Mangmang couldn't help but fantasize. Her feet involuntarily took a step in that direction, but there was a cliff under her feet. Even if she was smashed to pieces, she was afraid that she would not be able to catch up.
I leaned against a tree trunk beside the road in a melancholy manner, thinking about the road ahead.
This is a man who is completely irredeemable. He knows clearly what he wants and what he doesn't want.
If they still had a little hope at the beginning, Lu Sui would not have let her leave when she went to get her ID that day.
He has already let it go.
But the silver lining is that when we last met, she was still dressed pretty well.
Wu Mangmang rubbed his eyes that were blinded by the wind, raised his legs and continued walking forward.
She said to herself in her heart: It doesn't matter, she still has a home, where her blood is connected. And what she has to do in the future is to make sure that those who once loved her will not regret loving such a person.
She wanted to become a good person so that he wouldn't be ashamed to mention someone like her in the future, and then despise his own vision.
She also has her own ideals.
Wu Mangmang looked up at the sky, let her tears flow back, and then she quickened her pace towards the villa halfway up the mountain.
After turning the corner, the villa halfway up the mountain was not far away. I looked up in the fog and saw a flash of scarlet in the deep black shadow in front of me.
Wu Mangmang rubbed his eyes, and it seemed that only snowflakes were dancing in front of him.
Wu Mangmang secretly laughed at herself for still having such extravagant hope. She continued walking forward, and that spot of scarlet seemed to appear again.
Wu Mangmang could no longer control her feet, and she took a step forward and ran quickly. She ran so fast that it seemed as if she was going to break through the roadbed and fly down the mountain.
When she ran to the scarlet spot, she originally thought that the person smoking was Ashu, but the person standing in front of her and throwing the cigarette butt on the ground was obviously the person who never smoked.
Wu Mangmang stood there motionless. She rubbed her eyes, afraid that it was an illusion. She had experienced the same thing nine years ago, and the person in the illusion had never left.
Lu Sui looked at the melting snow beads reflecting the light on his hair, exhaled lightly, then raised his hands and spread his arms.
The fog rushed over at once, with such force that Lu Sui staggered twice and almost fell on the road.
Wu Mangmang hugged Lu Sui's waist tightly, put her face against his chest and listened to his heartbeat, which was sonorous and powerful, and magically soothed all her uneasiness and anxiety one by one.
Love is like this, one second you feel like you have no desire to live and are in purgatory, and the next second you are in heaven with spring flowers blooming.
Such a change even surprised you, wondering how it was done.
Wu Mangmang couldn't help but hug her a little tighter, and the hand behind her gently patted her vest, trying to comfort her.
But this was not enough, absolutely not enough. Wu Mangmang wished she could rub her entire body into Lu Sui's chest and want him to hold her tightly, but her mouth seemed to be sealed and she couldn't open it.
Lu Sui kissed Misty's hair, remembering that just now she was standing in front of him like a helpless child, not daring to move.
So eager, yet timid.
He raised his hand slightly and she rushed over.
Of course it hurts to forgive her, but not forgiving her is a thousand times or ten thousand times more painful.
Why should he bother to argue with a little girl
Lu Sui tightened the strength of his arms, and tears began to fall down.
However, no matter how passionate love is, it cannot withstand the cold wind in the early morning of winter for too long. Lu Sui reached out to push Wu Mangmang, and Wu Mangmang seemed to be frightened and immediately hugged him tighter, sticking to him like an octopus.
Lu Sui had no choice but to reach out and pry away the hand that Wu Mangmang had wrapped around his waist.
This happened several times before Wu Mangmang finally let go of her hand.
There was finally some distance between the two people, allowing Lu Sui to see the misty face.
Wu Mangmang stretched out his hands again in a daze, tried to pull Lu Sui's hands, and clasped his hands tightly in his palms.
She looked as pitiful as could be, as panic-stricken as a squirrel that had lost all its acorns and could not survive the winter, and her claws were now grasping her last grain of food.
Lu Sui's emotions flashed through his mind, "Your card is at Lu's house, I'll bring it to you."
Her misty eyes blinked quickly a few times, and tears almost froze her eyes, but she was still reluctant to let go of her hands, and just responded stupidly, "Oh."
There was no refutation, no attempt to keep him, just a blank stare at Lu Sui.
Lu Sui felt a little pain in his heart. The child in front of him no longer asked for things. No matter how much he wanted it, he didn't dare to say it out loud.
A truly happy and contented child will ask for something when he wants it. You may not notice this at ordinary times, but this is actually a very valuable quality.
Children like Wu Mangmang have already realized the cruel reality after experiencing countless rejections and indifferences.
She regarded every bit of love she deserved as charity from others.
And when faced with these donations, she was always moved to tears.
If she gets it, she will feel particularly satisfied and happy, but if she doesn't get it, she has learned not to complain or hate. She will only think that she must be not good enough, so she can't be happy.
Lu Sui loves this kind of fog in his heart, but he also hates this kind of fog.
He took out the foggy card from his coat pocket and handed it to her, "I'm leaving now, take care."
Misty tears had already poured down like a rainstorm. She was choked with sobs and couldn't speak. She could only look at Lu Sui and nod, nodding all the time.
She still refused to let go of Lu Sui's hand, but could only watch him pull his hand away.
Lu Sui got into the car, started the engine, and turned his head to look at the fog outside the window. The fog mechanically waved goodbye to him, and even tried to force a smile to pretend that everything was okay.
That is, if her tears hadn't flowed so hard and violently.
Lu Sui finally realized the fact that if he expected Wu Mangmang to pursue him, he would probably have to wait until the day when the sun rises from the west.
Lu Sui turned off the engine, opened the car door and walked out, then slammed the door shut with a loud bang, which scared Wu Mangmang so much that he didn't know what to do.
"Come here." Lu Sui stood at the front of the car and said to the fog.
Wu Mangmang looked at him in astonishment and moved his feet obediently.
Perhaps because he was annoyed that she was walking too slowly, Lu Sui took a few steps towards the misty side and said, "Come here."
Wu Mangmang stood at an arm's length away from Lu Sui, looking up into his eyes.
"Hold me." Lu Sui opened his arms.
Wu Mangmang hesitated and slowly approached, pressing his face against Lu Sui's chest again.
Lu Sui embraced the fog and took several deep breaths before he could speak: "How stupid do you have to be to think that I would wait here for two hours just to give you a card?"
Wu Mangmang didn't say anything. Actually, she wasn't that stupid, but she just didn't come to her senses just now.
The narrow carriage was like another world, warm, sweet and safe.
Wu Mangmang hugged Lu Sui's waist tightly, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised. He was reluctant to speak, fearing that he would say something wrong.
Lu Sui didn't say anything, but just stroked the foggy back from time to time.
Wu Mangmang's cleverness finally returned a little. Lu Sui had already taken the most difficult step, and he was still waiting for her to kneel down and sing "Conquer".
Wu Mangmang said softly: "Just now I thought it was Ah Shu who was smoking."
Lu Sui sneered, "Would I be stupid enough to find another person to be the audience and watch me laugh at such an embarrassing thing?"
After being dumped twice by a woman, Lu Sui still had the nerve to come back to her. Thinking back on it, he felt like kneeling down to himself.
"No, I just feel heartbroken." Wu Mangmang confessed. Under any circumstances, Lu Sui never abused himself. He once said that smoking is chronic suicide, which shows how miserable he must be to smoke.
"Oh, you will feel sorry for me too?" Lu Sui sneered indifferently.
Wu Mangmang knew that Lu Sui would definitely be angry, but she felt it was sweet no matter how she listened to it, so she smiled and said nothing.
Lu Sui got angry when he saw the thick fog and turned his head away.
"Why are you here at this time?" Wu Mangmang gently hugged Lu Sui's neck and asked carefully.
"Because I heard a piece of news, and I'm afraid that a certain idiot will do something crazy. Others may not care, but this certain idiot is my most precious person." Lu Sui said as he pulled off Wu Mangmang's hand that was hanging around his neck.
"I say again, I never thought of letting you go."
Wu Mangmang was so moved that even if Lu Sui asked her to jump off the mountain, she probably wouldn't hesitate at all.
When Lu Sui pulled her hand, she hugged him tighter, then leaned against Lu Sui's forehead and whispered, "I'm not upset."
"Oh, you're so capable." Lu Sui replied sarcastically.
It seems like I have a thousand words to say, but the fog is so thick that I can't say anything.
Any explanation was unnecessary at this moment. Wu Mangmang leaned against Lu Sui's chest and asked, "Are we reconciled now?"
"Why are you still waiting for me to kneel down and sing "Conquer" for you, begging you to forgive me?" Lu Sui asked, with a mocking air almost coming out of his nose.
Wu Mangmang naturally didn't dare to do that, as she should be the one who should kneel down and sing "Conquer".
"But it's not impossible for me to kneel down for you." Lu Sui added, almost scaring Wu Mangmang to death.
Wu Mangmang sat up straight and looked at Lu Sui in disbelief. She didn't misunderstand what he meant.
In the darkness, Lu Sui's eyes were so bright that it made people's heart palpitate. Wu Mangmang didn't say anything. Although she was unprepared, even if she was given a thousand times the courage, she would not dare to say "no".
Forget about fear of marriage and not wanting to get married, just please Lu** first.
Wu Mangmang stretched out her left hand, held it in the air, and admired it for a moment. She thought her ring finger was very slender and would look good with a ring on it.
Lu Sui did not take out the ring that Wu Mangmang imagined, and said calmly: "I'll give you a month to think about it. You can still regret it. I can't stand the bride running away during the wedding ceremony."
Someone was once jilted twice at his wedding, and it's still a joke now. Lu Sui doesn't want to be that kind of fool.
"I won't break off the engagement, I swear." Wu Mangmang immediately raised his right hand.
"You should think about it." Lu Sui said.
"I really won't regret it." Wu Mangmang assured anxiously.
"Well, I didn't expect you to agree, so the ring hasn't been ordered yet." Lu Sui said.
So this isn't a proposal, it's just a joke.
Wu Mangmang felt a little depressed and withdrew his hand awkwardly.
In the evening, Lu Sui rejected Wu Mangmang's request to go back to his house with him. Of course, Wu Mangmang did not explicitly make this request, but her longing eyes had completely revealed her thoughts. However, Lu Sui ignored her and just sent her to the door of her house and rang the doorbell for her.
In the morning, Wu Mangmang walked downstairs briskly. Ms. Liu was ordering Wu Dandan to eat the boiled eggs. When she saw Wu Mangmang, she looked at him suspiciously several times and finally said, "What's wrong with you?"
Wu looked at Ms. Liu blankly, "I'm fine. I'm fine."
Ms. Liu narrowed her eyes and said, "It's because it's so good that I asked you."
Wu Mangmang smiled and did not answer Ms. Liu.
"I heard that Cheng Yue is back. Are you getting back together with him?" Ms. Liu snorted.
Wu Mangmang, who was taking milk from the refrigerator with his back to Liu Lewei, froze and turned around and said, "No, he's gone."
Liu Lewei didn't say anything. It would be a lie to say that she couldn't see Wu Mangmang's struggle over the years. It's just that sometimes she couldn't bring herself to say it. Besides, Liu Lewei never had a good impression of the process.
"Then why are you so happy?" Liu Lewei added.
Wu Mangmang looked at his empty fingers, turned around and said, "I'm not happy about anything."
People's mentality changes so quickly. Wu Mangmang hasn't thought about getting married in the future for many years, but now she seems to be extremely eager to get married.
This is probably what is commonly known as "acting".
Wu Mangmang’s current situation is a typical example of “the death penalty can be avoided, but the living crime cannot be forgiven.”
Although they had reconciled last night, Lu Sui's attitude was so bad that he almost flew to the sky. Wu Mangmang could only keep a low profile now.
When Lu Sui returned to Lu's residence, Wu Mangmang had already received the news and was already standing respectfully at the door waiting for the princess to return to the palace.
Lu Sui had never received such treatment in Wu Mang Mang, so he looked at Wu Mang Mang and said, "If you can't stick to something for a lifetime, don't act silly here."
Wu Mangmang's face was slapped with a loud slapping sound. It is really difficult to please someone who sees through everything.
But Mr. Lu has made great progress. He even knows how to use internet words like “stupid and cute”.
Wu Mangmang followed Lu Sui upstairs. When he entered the room, she ran into the bathroom before him and said, "Let me get some hot water for you to take a bath."
Lu Sui did not move, his eyes scanned the chest line and slender legs that were deliberately outlined by the mist for a moment, then said, "I'm not interested."
It seems that the fight between Wu Mangmang at the head of the bed and at the foot of the bed was a direct result of this move.
The road was now just a round stone, and the fog was so thick that there was no place to bite.
"Then let's talk about it, okay?" Wu Mangmang is brave now. In the past, she would hide in her shell like a turtle, thinking that if she didn't ask or look, she could pretend nothing had happened. But Lu Sui obviously would not give her this opportunity.
"You say." Lu Sui responded, then walked to the closet and unbuttoned his shirt one by one to change his clothes.
Wu Mangmang's thoughts were interrupted by Lu Sui's actions. She hadn't touched his abdominal muscles for a long time. Now her mouth felt dry just like the feeling when Lu Sui saw Wu Mangmang coming out of the sea, soaking wet.
At that time, the diamond navel ring on Wumangmang's belly button was shining brightly, which just caught his attention.
Lu Sui didn't hear Wu Mangmang speak. When he turned his head, he met Wu Mangmang's infatuated gaze. He stopped what he was doing, grabbed his T-shirt and went into the bathroom. When he came out, he was dressed neatly.
"Don't you have something to say?" Lu Sui sat down opposite the fog.
In fact, Wu Mangmang really didn't have much to say, but she felt that Lu Sui would have a lot of questions to ask her. She was now like an employee waiting for an interview, racking her brains to guess the examiner's questions.
"Do you have anything to ask me?" Wu Mangmang asked.
Lu Sui stood up and said, "I don't have anything to ask you, let's go downstairs and eat."
Wu Mangmang stared at Lu Sui's back for a moment, then suddenly rushed over and hugged Lu Sui's waist from behind, "You're just angry because I didn't go to the Christmas dinner, right?"
In Lu Sui's opinion, it was she who chose Cheng Yue, but in Wu Mangmang's opinion, even if Cheng Yue was not there, she would not have gone at that time.
But looking back now, Wu Mangmang feels that if time could go back, she would crawl there even if she had to.
Everyone is wise after the event. Why did she act so hypocritical and pretentious at the time
Lu Sui turned around, lifted up his misty face, and looked at it carefully, "Oh, it turns out that your IQ is over 80."
Wu Mangmang tried hard to resist the urge to roll his eyes.
She pulled Lu Sui back and they both sat on the sofa.
Now that we have figured out what the problem is in Mr. Lu's mind, Wu Mangmang must explain it clearly.
Wu Mangmang knew Lu Sui too well. Although the outcome was under his control, if the process was not clear, he would use a variety of methods to deal with himself.
She was so sad last night, and Lu Sui even played the "I'm here to give you cards" game with her.
Looking back now, I was really stupid at that time, and I was also a wise man after the event.
Wu Mangmang took Lu Sui's hand and said seriously, "I didn't go to the Christmas dinner that day, not because of Cheng Yue. Even if he didn't come back, I wouldn't have gone."
Lu Sui silently withdrew his hand, and Wu Mangmang held it again.
The reason why this matter was not brought up last night was because the tone set last night was sweet forgiveness, and today's goal is to resolve the knot on the basis of reconciliation.
"I've always been afraid that I'm not worthy of you, and that we will eventually separate one day." Wu Mangmang looked into Lu Sui's eyes and analyzed himself softly.
This sentence is simple to say, but it is extremely difficult to say it.
"What about now?" Lu Sui asked.
Wu Mangmang thought for a moment before saying, "I'm still extremely scared."
"But, I think you will hold my hand all the way." Wu Mangmang said, her eyes were like stars in the cold night, with Lu Sui's appearance imprinted in her pupils, so bright.
Lu Suihui held the misty fingers, and their hands gradually became tightly intertwined.
"What if one day I let go of your hand?" Lu Sui asked.
While saying these words, the strength of his fingers gradually increased, and Wu Mangmang almost had her hand crushed by Lu Sui. She groaned in pain, and Lu Sui relaxed his strength a little.
"Will you kneel down and beg me to go back?" Lu Sui said, leaning against the foggy forehead.
This sentence will undoubtedly tear the wound apart, but some people care about it from the bottom of their hearts.
There is no way to avoid comparison when you love someone deeply. You can do this and that for him, but for yourself, Wu Mangmang is so clean and neat that it is scary. Just thinking about this makes Lu Sui want to strangle Wu Mangmang's neck.
Wu Mangmang scratched the back of her head anxiously. How could she explain to Lu Sui that she felt like she had no desire to live at that time. She just hoped that you, him, and everyone would be well. She would go to the corner alone to lick her wounds silently, and then she would never love anyone again in her life.
It's so embarrassing to say this now, because she also feels that her IQ was low at the time, why didn't she think straight
Later, during a casual chat after some hehe, Wu Mangmang accidentally let the secret slip and was severely slapped in the face by Lu Sui's words.
At that time, Lu Sui said: "Do you think I'm stupid? When you broke up with Cheng Yue, did you also feel that life was hopeless and you would never like anyone again? What about now?"
The vast fog was blown into a mess by the wind, as if what Lu Sui said was the truth, which was so embarrassing.
"So would I be so stupid as to give you another chance to date someone else?" Lu Sui asked again.
Okay, let's get back to the topic. At this moment, Wu Mangmang did not answer Lu Sui in that way. She had gone over her answer in her mind several times. In fact, they were all from the bottom of her heart, but when facing Lu Sui, she always had to think twice before answering, otherwise it would be easy to dig a hole for herself.
Wu Mangmang said: "No. I have learned from Cheng Yue that love cannot be obtained by kneeling down and begging for mercy."
Lu Sui was about to pull his hand away again, and Wu Mangmang cried out in his heart, "Mr. Lu, could you please not be such a spoiled little princess?" But Wu Mangmang couldn't show any displeasure at this moment, and had to continue on the road of being an expert in sweet talk.
"As for you, what I think in my heart is that even if you don't want me anymore, I must be fine. I don't want you to look back at me one day and wonder in your heart why you fell in love with such a person in the first place. I just thought that I couldn't let you have any psychological burden. I won't die, I will only wish you happiness."
Lu Sui sneered, "Thank you, but don't worry, I don't love someone, so when I turn around and leave, I won't have any psychological burden. I won't feel guilty whether you live or die. So, you don't have to think so much about me. What you said is all nonsense. It's not as practical as you kneeling back and begging me not to leave."
Wu Mangmang said seriously: "I will never kneel down to love someone again. I think the only situation that will make me kneel down and beg you to come back is one situation."
Wu Mangmang threw back to Lu Sui what Lu Sui had said to her last night.
Lu Sui thought for a moment and said, "Then you must not do that."
Wu Mangmang pouted, feeling a little lost. She felt that she had to keep working hard, so she continued to hold Lu Sui's hand and confess her feelings, "Anyway, I just want to tell you that I have matured. What I think is that truly mature love will only make people better. Otherwise, why would we look forward to love so much, right?"
To be honest, Wumangmang's expression is a bit clumsy.
What she actually wanted to say was that because she loved him, she had become a better person, she would not be sick again, and she would work hard to be someone worthy of him.
There are actually two ways to overcome fear. Having no fear is just the negative one, because you are afraid of losing something, so you simply don't get it.
This is the love of the weak.
The other is to make sure that no one can take away the person or thing you love, and to fight for it, never backing down even if you are torn to pieces.
This is the love of a brave man.
Lu Sui smiled faintly, and he didn’t know whether he was convinced by Miss Wu Mangmang, who was an expert in sweet talk.
"Are you still blaming me?" Wu Mangmang asked.
Lu Sui rubbed his foggy head and said, "I never blamed you, because you have never met a good role model."
Wu Mangmang looked at Lu Sui's face quietly, and then said: "Now I have you."
Lu Sui said with a hint of arrogance: "Then you have to learn it well."
Now that the words have been laid bare, Lu Sui stopped being pretentious. In fact, he really didn't understand Wu Mangmang's mentality at that time. In his eyes, Wu Mangmang's choice was really terrible and stupid. The so-called harming others and not benefiting oneself refers to people like her.
"You cried so hard yesterday that you were out of breath. Was it because Cheng Yue left you again?" Lu Sui asked.
"Of course not." Wu Mangmang said. Although she didn't want to admit it, she actually felt relieved.
How ironic, he was once the person she loved the most. Rather than saying that Wu Mangmang was hit by Cheng Yue, it would be better to say that she was hit by this cruel fact, and then when it was applied to Lu Sui, she couldn't stand it.
It was totally unimaginable that one day Lu Sui would feel relieved when he couldn't see her anymore.
"So what made you think that your absence from the Christmas dinner meant that we were breaking up, or did you already decide to get back together with Cheng Yue?" Lu Sui asked.
“Uh” Wu Mangmang was stunned. Wasn’t it Lu Sui who hinted at her to break up
But Wu Mangmang really doesn't have the courage to say such things now.
She immediately took all the stupid mistakes on herself. "I never thought about getting back together with Cheng Yue. Cheng Yue said that I was a fragile porcelain, a broken porcelain. No matter how precious it was, even if it was repaired, it is still a flawed product and no longer precious. I just think you deserve your own perfect porcelain."
Wu Mangmang had made her meaning very clear. Lu Sui picked his ears, frowned and said, "Did I hear something a normal person would say? You must be addicted to acting again, so you're so sour."
Wu Mangmang glared at Lu Sui angrily. Did she really think that? Even though it was a bit stupid, she couldn't hurt others like that.
"Wu Mangmang, don't live your life like a drama. If you are honest and down-to-earth, you should know that people are not made of porcelain. It doesn't mean that after loving one person, you are no longer qualified to love others." Lu Sui said: "According to your logic, since I have slept with other women, should I castrate myself because I am not perfect anymore and have flaws."
"Of course not," Wu Mangmang immediately raised his hands in surrender, "I never minded."
She is the typical person who is strict with herself and lenient with others.
"Oh, so you don't mind the fact that I once had a girlfriend, right? And you don't mind the fact that Zhao Xinyun existed, right?" Lu Sui asked.
Wu Mangmang really wanted to cry. Why did Lu Sui, who used to live a life of debauchery and quickly found a new girlfriend after breaking up, become the victim instead, as if she, Wu Mangmang, was the evil one
"I do mind." After Wu Mangmang said this, she felt something was wrong. She was not hinting that Lu Sui should castrate himself. "That's not what I meant. Do you understand?"
"I understand, you are just bored." Lu Sui summed it up for Wu Mangmang.
Wu Mangmang could only nod awkwardly.
"Also, I don't think of you as a piece of porcelain. If you must materialize yourself, why can't you think of yourself as a blank piece of paper. At the beginning, someone drew a stroke and stopped, and someone else drew a stroke and left. This is a precious experience in your life. The value of a blank piece of paper is not too high. Then you finally met me, and after I coordinated the things drawn by all the people before me, I completed the final painting." Lu Sui said.
"Do you know how much a painting I drew was sold for in the last charity auction?" Lu Sui asked in the fog.
Wu Mangmang nodded. It was very expensive. Although everyone probably went there for Lu Sui's business card, the landscape painting he drew was actually quite good and had the style of a great artist.
"So, you have to have confidence in yourself. You can be considered to be among the famous paintings, at least in terms of value." Lu Sui patted the misty little face.
Then Lu Suixiang suddenly remembered something, and pinched his misty face again and said: "Cheng Yue said that you are a porcelain, so you chose to major in porcelain restoration when you went to college. Now I compare you to a painting, should you consider switching to Chinese painting?"
Wu Mangmang blinked her eyes, thinking that Lu Sui was joking with her, but his expression was unusually serious. Was this guy trying to compete with Cheng Yue
Wu Mangmang said: "I will consider it."
"How about I hire a Chinese painting teacher for you to cultivate your sentiments?" Lu Sui asked.
"Of course." Wu Mangmang laughed so hard that she almost cried.
"Then let's summarize it now. You think you are a broken porcelain, so you are not worthy of me. You would rather live your life like a pile of waste pieces, right?" Lu Sui said.
Wu Mangmang blinked again. Why did she feel that the reasons and decisions that she thought made sense and were correct seemed so ridiculous now after hearing Lu Sui express it this way
Wu Mangmang couldn't help but defend himself, "Not really, I was worried at the time that I would inevitably compare you with Cheng Yue. With Cheng Yue's shadow around, we would break up sooner or later."
Suspicion and jealousy come one after another, and even the deepest feelings cannot withstand the consumption.
Lu Sui raised his eyebrows, pulled Wu Mangmang up from the sofa, and stood face to face with him. Then Lu Sui stepped back three meters, stood opposite Wu Mangmang, spread his hands and said: "Look at me, does Cheng Yue look like someone who can cast a shadow on me?"
Wumangmang shook his head.
"Then look at me, is there anything about me that is inferior to him?"
Too narcissistic
Wu Mangmang shook his head again.
"So, your reason is invalid." Lu Sui concluded.
Wu Mangmang covered his face with his hands, he was so shocked that he couldn't utter anything.
Lu Sui walked over and hugged Wu Mangmang and said, "What do you think after this talk?"
The feelings are very complicated, Wu Mangmang thought.
At that time, she really felt that she was right, and she also had a fearless spirit of self-sacrifice. But today, when Lu Sui said everything and rejected them one by one, it became completely ridiculous.
"Do you feel like you're particularly stupid?" Lu Sui asked.
The fog was white as he glanced at Lu Sui, but he still nodded reluctantly.
Lu Sui smiled and kissed the corner of Wu Mangmang's lips, "That's good. It's not terrible if a person knows himself."
"Okay, now go run me some water for a bath." Lu Sui said.
"But it's time for dinner." Wu Mangmang hasn't come to his senses yet.
"But I want to take a shower first." Lu Sui stroked Wu Mangmang's back up and down.
That's what I'm interested in.
In fact, Wu Mangmang was still immersed in the blow that left him completely devastated. He was not awake yet and had little interest in the matter. However, he did not dare to resist, so he turned around and went to the bathroom.
Then she heard Lu Sui say behind her, "Mangmang, I have one last word for you. Since you know you are stupid, don't make any decisions on your own in the future. Got it?"
Wu Mangmang thought for a long time before responding, "Don't help me play games in the future." She hated Mr. Lu who spoke Internet slang.
I understand your sister.
I took two hours to take a bath. The rampant NPCs in the game always like to say, "You stupid humans", and then start bombarding me with attacks.
The foggy health bar was decreasing rapidly, and finally he curled up on the bed, enjoying the sweet feeling of being fed by Mr. Lu.
Unfortunately, this is not the time for good times to come.
Two days before school started, Wu Mangmang was almost driven to the point of hanging himself by an unexpected email.
Lu Sui walked out of the bathroom, wiping his hair with a towel while looking at the pale-faced Wu Mangmang, "What's wrong?"
Wu Mangmang immediately shook his head, then stood up and said, "I'll help you wipe your hair."
She gently and patiently wiped Lu Sui's hair and massaged his shoulders.
Lu Sui narrowed his eyes and did not expose Wu Mangmang's behavior of being too attentive for no reason, which meant he was either a traitor or a thief.
However, there is no wall that is impenetrable, and Lu Sui quickly threw the email in front of Wu Mangmang.
"What is this?" Lu Sui asked.
Wu Mangmang was particularly timid. She didn't even dare to accuse Lu Sui of violating her. This man must have secretly logged into her game account again and saw her email address.
At this moment, Wu Mangmang was trying to make an "innocent" excuse for himself, "When I applied for this, I had no idea that we would get back together. I was afraid that if I stayed at University A, I would continue to have a mess with Cheng Yue, so I asked Professor Cheng to recommend me to this project team to do the excavation and archaeology."
Lu Sui ignored Wu Mangmang's explanation and said bluntly: "I only look at the results."
"Miss, how many months are you going to be gone this time? Three months, half a year, or a year? When you come back, do you want me to send you an invitation to attend my wedding, or invite you to attend my son's hundred-day banquet?" Lu Sui was in full sarcasm mode.
Naturally, the matter ended in a bad mood. Even though Wu Mangmang tried his best, he couldn't make Mr. Lu happy. The regular entertainment program at nine o'clock every night had been suspended for three days.
Of course Wu Mangmang is unwilling to give up her career, but you can't have your cake and eat it too. Now is a sensitive period, and she doesn't even have a ring on her finger. If she really leaves, she might receive Lu Sui's wedding invitation when she comes back.
Wu Mangmang planned to coax Mr. Lu into her arms first. As for her career, she would not give up.
After Wu Mangmang prepared himself mentally, he flew directly to City A while Mr. Lu went to work.
It was clearly my own initiative to apply for the program, and I was admitted only after asking Professor Cheng for a favor. It would be so embarrassing to say that I can't go now.
Wu Mangmang sat in front of Professor Cheng and lied with great difficulty: "I'm sorry, Professor Cheng, I'm getting married, so I may not be able to participate in this project."
Professor Cheng looked at Wu Mangmang and smiled, "I know, I understand. Girls like you are always saying you are leftover women, so I naturally can't let my students become leftover women. But let's make a deal first, this is just the first time, it won't happen again."
If possible, Wu Mangmang really wanted to jump up and kiss this amiable old man in front of him, "Thank you, Professor Cheng." Wu Mangmang was so excited that he danced with joy.
After solving this difficult problem, Wu Mangmang almost skipped to Lu's house to find Lu Sui.
Peng Ze didn't dare to stop this future boss lady with explosive girlfriend power. He just sighed in his heart that this woman was too troublesome. Did Lu's company have to set up a temporary headquarters wherever she went to work in the future
When Wu Mangmang slipped into Lu Sui's office, she happily threw herself into his arms and said, "I have good news to tell you."
Lu Sui's gaze naturally swept towards the foggy belly.
Wu Mangmang quickly covered her stomach and said, "I'm not pregnant."
Then Lu Sui showed an attitude of "What good news can you have?"
"I told Professor Cheng that I couldn't go to this project, and he agreed." Wu Mangmang was so excited that he clapped himself first, "Isn't it a surprise?"
Lu Sui finally smiled this time, "How did you explain it to him?"
Wu Mangmang shrugged. "I just said that my boyfriend doesn't like me going on such a long business trip, and Professor Cheng expressed his understanding and agreed."
Lu Sui laughed out loud this time. He lifted Wu Mangmang up and let her sit on the desk. Lu Sui supported Wu Mangmang with both hands, held her in his arms and said, "Tell me, are you applying for abortion leave, or..."
Wu Mangmang opened his mouth in mock shock, "This abortion leave is ridiculous, how could I possibly use such a lame excuse."
Lu Sui raised his eyebrows and said, "I heard you ask your friend on the phone if he could help you get a certificate."
Wu Mangmang immediately wilted, "I didn't use that excuse." Miscarriage has a very bad reputation.
"What's your excuse?" Lu Sui asked. "Tell me about it. I'll see if you've grown any brains after eating walnuts for so long."
Wu Mangmang was forced into a corner and muttered, "I asked for marriage leave."
First of all, she didn't want to doubt Lu Sui.
The more Lu Lin speculated, the more excited she became. "Besides, look at your current situation. Haven't you been firmly held in Lu Sui's hands?"
"Let me tell you, Lu Sui's greatest ability is that he sold you out, and you ended up being so grateful to him that you wanted to light three incense sticks for him every day and pray that everything would go well for him."
"Kid, you've been sold and you're still counting money for others." Lu Lin sighed. She had no idea how many times Lu Sui had cheated her in her life. Now she had learned to be a little smarter.
"No, why would Lu Sui want to find Cheng Yue back? He has no motive." Wu Mangmang said.
Lu Lin pulled Wu Mangmang outside and sat down. "Come, let me analyze it for you."
"You said that when Cheng Yue came back, Lu Sui suddenly became cold towards you, right?" Lu Lin asked.
Wu Mangmang nodded.
Lu Lin sighed, "Are you stupid? If you hadn't reconciled with Lu Sui, I would still believe that this matter had nothing to do with him. But look at your current situation, it's clear that Lu Sui will never let go. He's such a smart man, when he knew your first love came back, according to common sense, he should be more gentle and considerate to you. Haoran, you feel guilty and dare not break up with him, right?"
Wu Mangmang didn't say anything.
"Or do you think Lu Sui is the kind of idiot who gets blinded by jealousy and pushes you away with sarcasm and pushes you to your lover?"
Wu Mangmang shook his head.
"That's right. You are a kite, and Lu Sui is holding the string. I bet my life that Lu Sui is deliberately being cold to you, misleading you, and pushing you to your little lover." Lu Lin vowed.
"This is impossible." Wu Mangmang felt his bones go cold. "What good would it do for him to do this?"
Lu Lin looked at Wu Mangmang without saying anything, and soon Wu Mangmang understood Lu Lin's point of view.
Lu Lin saw the look of sudden enlightenment on Wu Mangmang's face, so she continued, "The lover you've been thinking about for almost ten years is back. If you don't spend some time with him, will you always think of him as your white moonlight and red rose?"
"How long have you been with your lover? Now looking back, do you feel that it's just so-so? The roasted sweet potatoes that smelled so delicious back then actually didn't taste that good." Lu Lin continued to ask.
There is a certain feeling there.
"Then let me ask you, are you still thinking about your little lover in your heart now?" Lu Lin asked.
Wu Mangmang shook her head again. She had completely let it go.
Lu Lin spread her hands, "Look, Lu Sui's goal has been achieved. And he revealed his biggest flaw, right? You know it yourself, right?"
Wu Mangmang thought about it and then nodded heavily.
"Your lover had just left, and right after that he showed up at your door. Isn't this too much of a coincidence?" Lu Lin asked.
"Yes, that's why I think this has nothing to do with Lu Sui. He is not that stupid." Wu Mangmang was still defending Lu Sui.
"Oh." Lu Lin sighed, "What a little girl. Lu Sui's possessiveness is so strong that he simply can't stand the fact that you have been hiding someone in your heart for so many years. Just like, he can't stand you and your little lover spending Valentine's Day together again, do you understand?"
Lu Sui Ke is not that generous.
"If you don't believe me, go check it out. Your lover must have been forced away by Lu Sui. And I dare say that Lu Sui dared to let him come back. He must have collected evidence of your lover a long time ago and dug a big hole for him to jump into." Lu Lin said angrily: "You two are just naive and have always treated him as a victim."
Lu Lin was wrong in saying this, Cheng Yue is not a naive person.
But Lu Suiyi had planned everything with intention but without intention. There were people and things in Cheng Yue's life that were more important than the fog. He let go the first time, so the second time was not so difficult.
On the way to the airport, Cheng Yue reluctantly made one last call to Lu Sui, "Don't be too happy too soon. Mangmang and I have had a six-year relationship that you can never erase or surpass."
"It doesn't matter. She and I will have a relationship that will last for sixty years. Don't worry about it." Lu Sui said.
"You are so despicable." Cheng Yue cursed.
Cheng Yue's words had no effect on Lu Sui. "I'm different from you. I will never let her go, even if we have to go to hell together."
And those who choose to give up, what qualifications do they have to act as a saint
"But I still don't understand. Isn't it the same as before? If Cheng Yue hadn't come back, Lu Sui and I wouldn't have broken up, and so many things wouldn't have happened." Wu Mangmang said.
That’s because Lu Sui deceived Wu Mangmang.
He loved her so deeply, how could Lu Sui, with his domineering personality, not mind Cheng Yue's existence? Moreover, his mental state has always been foggy.
If Wu Mangmang had met other people in this life, they might not have had the confidence or madness of Lu Sui.
For Yu Lusui, he had to take a gamble.
The person who tied the bell must be the one to untie it.
Look how good it is now. Wu Mangmang’s mind has become clear, Cheng Yue’s influence has disappeared, Wu Mangmang is no longer afraid of marriage, and Lu Sui’s absolute authority in Wu Mangmang’s heart has also been established.
Who is the biggest winner
Lu Lin looked at Wu Mangmang and replied, "Lu Sui, he is just an arrogant lunatic."
For Yu Lusui, his love means never letting go.
For Yu Wumangmang, her love is asking the other person to hold her hand all the time.
These two people cannot be considered normal, so if normal people see people like them, please stay away from them immediately.
But fortunately, in this world, no matter how good you are, or how bad you are, there is always someone who is a perfect match for you.
And these two people who are a perfect match for each other, I wish them never to harm others again.
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The author has something to say: Thank you for accompanying me here.
My heart is empty, I wish everyone peace in life.