Lu is a very mature person. He is taciturn and rarely takes the initiative to talk. He is busy at work every day. He is slow to respond to new things on the Internet. He does not understand fashion and trends. He is serious. Although he uses Weibo, he never posts. Weibo is not a fandom.
Yu Mian has known him for so long, and always thought that he should be the kind of middle-aged man with a serious face in reality.
She had previously doubted whether Lu was really a fan of Lin Jianshen. He didn't look like a star-chasing person at all, and he didn't show any signs of star-chasing.
Later, during the contact, she discovered that he had a deep understanding of Lin Jianshen.
Moreover, Lu speaks very insightfully. Sometimes when Yu Mian has any worries, he always gets a good answer when he asks her. He never took the initiative to inquire into her privacy. When the two of them talked, they seemed to be in perfect harmony, just like a couple who had been friends for the past year.
Yu Mian regarded Lu as a trustworthy friend and elder. Facing Lu's question, Yu Mian pursed her lips and slowly typed out a reply.
Kapok: That’s what it means literally [blushing]
Lu: Do you like Lin Jianshen
Kapok: I've always liked him.
Lu: Then you used to...
The fingertips paused, and the girl's eyes drooped, covering the slight loneliness in her pupils.
Kapok: I just suddenly figured out that I can’t have it in reality, so let’s go wild on the Internet! Anyway, his girlfriend has so many fans. If he has more fans than me, it’s not too much. If he has less of me, it’s not more.
After sending this message, there was no reply from the other party for a long time. I wonder if she was frightened.
Yu Mian lay back on the bed, her cell phone being thrown aside.
Is she really so law-abiding in the eyes of others? Do they actually think that she can hold back and guard Lin Jianshen for ten years without falling in love with him
how could it be possible!
Without him, she didn't know how she had survived all these years. A person lives in this world with no one to care about, nowhere to rely on, and no idea of the meaning of his own existence. The loneliness and despair pouring out from the depths of his soul can crush anyone.
What's more, it was Yu Mian who lost his parents at a young age.
Lin Jianshen was the only one who supported Yu Mian to persevere and not sink into the darkness. Instead, she worked hard to make herself believe that there is beauty in the world and maintain the softness and kindness in her heart.
What he gave her was not only material satisfaction, but also a hand that reached out to help her up. To her, he was like the sunshine shining in the darkness, his salvation, her spiritual sustenance, and the motivation and hope of living for so many years.
Many people don't like star-chasing girls, thinking they are crazy, paranoid, and exaggerated. Yu Mian can understand their moods. Although their starting points are different, essentially they are the same.
She didn't dare to love him before. To her, he was a sacred existence similar to faith.
She still doesn't dare to love him now, for fear that one day she will see boredom and disgust in his eyes.
But the close contact and unique status made her unable to suppress her heartbeat. This heart beat was so fast, like the magma that had accumulated under the mountain for many years, it would burn her whole body once it erupted.
Yu Mian thought that if she was not allowed to speak out, she would definitely choke to death.
...
He had to rush back to the crew that afternoon, and Lin Jianshen came to Yu's house very early in the morning.
At that time, Yu's father went fishing at the lake in the villa area. Yu's mother had just finished watering the greenhouse and was watching TV series in the living room.
Seeing him coming, Yu's mother immediately put on a satisfied smile on her face. She came up to meet him and said with a full smile: "Jian Shen is here to see Mian Mian, right? She just went upstairs and hasn't come down yet. Do you want to Won’t you go up and find her?”
Hearing this, Lin Jianshen said: "No need, Auntie, I'll just wait here."
Mother Yu's intention to bring her together was obvious, but it was not impossible for Lin Jianshen to see it.
A large part of the reason why he did not refuse the engagement was that his expectations for marriage were very low, and it made no difference to whoever he married.
However, since it was later discovered that Yu Mian hated him very much, Lin Jianshen could only apologize to Yu's mother for her thoughts, and signed a contract with Yu Mian secretly.
He had no objection to the engagement, but he didn't want to force it either.
Mother Yu refused to give up and continued to encourage: "What if she doesn't come down all the time? Can it still waste your time? You are not filming, so your time is very tight. If you want to say anything, go up and tell her. We don't mind. of."
She pushed him to the stairs and said with a smile: "Mianmian's room is on the innermost one on the left side of the second floor. The little girl cried for half the night last night. Go and talk to her."
Lin Jianshen was a little hesitant at first, but when he heard that Yu Mian had been crying for a long time, his hazy tearful eyes immediately appeared in front of his eyes. The steps that were hesitant at first fell onto the stairs.
He walked upstairs. The floor was carpeted and he couldn't hear a sound.
When he arrived at the door of the room, he paused for a moment before raising his hand and knocking lightly on the door.
A vague girl's voice sounded inside, delicate and soft: "Here we come!"
It has a very sweet taste, and you can feel the vitality of youth as soon as you listen to it.
The white door panel opened in front of her, and the girl still had an unguarded smile on her face. She was wearing fluffy rabbit pajamas, and her fair face was lightly pink.
Lin Jian looked at her eyes subconsciously. The circles under her eyes were slightly red, not obvious, and her pupils were bright and moist, like two black pearls immersed in water.
The little girl must have been frightened, her eyes widened, a bit like a petrified animal.
"Lin, Lin Jianshen!"
Yu Mian looked at the man standing outside the door, his mind going blank.
What he wore today was not as formal as yesterday. The temperature was already very low in late autumn. He wore a long, straight black coat. Under the coat was a gray plaid knitted vest. A tightly buttoned white shirt could be seen through the collar. Below are black trousers and casual white sneakers.
This outfit fits his style very well. There is a hint of leisure in the coldness, giving people a sense of calmness and elegance.
Yu Mian looked at him blankly, her cheeks instantly turning red.
Lin Jian moved his eyes away without any trace, without falling on her, and went straight to the topic: "What happened last night was because I didn't..."
Yu Mian didn't want to mention last night at all, so she immediately interrupted him and said in a panic: "You, come in and talk, don't stand at the door."
Just as he was about to decline, he looked up and saw the girl's expectant look. He paused and Lin Jianshen slowly walked into the pink girl's room.
"Do you want something to drink? Tea or coffee?" Yu Mian was extremely nervous. The girl who was usually quiet and reserved was now chattering without words and couldn't calm down.
Her room was very large, with a small living room inside, and the deepest bedroom could not be seen. This was why she felt relieved to let Lin Jianshen in.
Now the two of them were sitting on the sofa in the small living room. Lin Jianshen shook his head and said, "Don't bother, I'll be there soon..."
Yu Mian's head was suddenly in a mess, and he suddenly had an idea and stood up suddenly: "I almost forgot, you like to drink honey grapefruit tea!"
She ran out the door, her two straight and slender legs bouncing like a deer, and ran quickly to the kitchen downstairs.
Lin Jianshen was sitting alone indoors. He did not look around, but lowered his eyes quietly. His deep eyes fell on a mug with a round belly on the small table in front of the sofa.
The cup is light cyan and shaped like a little monster. The monster's big belly is the cup and its curved tail is the handle. It is a very cute and unique little cup.
There was a mobile phone lying next to him. The screen of the mobile phone lit up quietly, and a new message popped up.
Send me flowers: How about we go visit the class together in a few days? Want to meet a gay by the way
His eyes stayed on the screen for a moment. It wasn't until the screen darkened again that Lin Jianshen slowly withdrew his gaze.
Yu Mian came back quickly. She didn't dare to run again while holding the tea. She walked over slowly and carefully placed the cup in front of Lin Jianshen.
Lin Jian took a deep look at the tea cup. It was a simple white ceramic cup without any patterns or decorations. It looked very clean and pure.
Yu Mian sat across from him, lowering his head and hunching his shoulders, putting his hands on his abdomen and intertwining his fingers. Her heart was beating loudly in her chest, so loud that she could hear it with her ears.
"Last night..." Lin Jianshen spoke again.
This time Yu Mian was well prepared and immediately stopped him: "It's none of your business. I obviously drank too much last night, so how can I blame you? I also want to thank you for taking care of me and giving me a gift." go home."
"I mean," Lin Jianshen stared at the girl with her head buried, and touched the tip of her red ear. A faint smile suddenly flashed across his black eyes. He said lightly, "I ate that sweet-scented osmanthus cake last night. . ”
The little girl who was too shy to look at him suddenly raised her head, her beautiful eyes bursting with astonishing light.
Yu Mian didn't know how to describe her mood at this moment. Huge joy and satisfaction exploded in her chest. She felt like she was going to be filled with happiness and explode into a firework.
When he was more than ten years old, he told her, who was on the verge of despair, that he would definitely come and eat the cake she made when they met in the future.
At that time, she told herself that she must live well and live until one day she could make a cake for him.
Now, he finally gets to eat the cake she made for him, which is great.
Yu Mian's eye circles were so hot that her vision blurred for a while. She tried her best not to cry, quietly blinked away the water vapor inside, and asked him with red eyes: "Okay, does it taste good?"
Lin Jianshen looked at her. He didn't know her mental activities, nor did he know the meaning of the box of sweet-scented osmanthus cakes. But he could keenly feel that the girl in front of him, with tears in her eyelashes, looked at him with an extremely heavy emotion, so heavy that he had to think carefully about whether his judgment of her was too one-sided. .
He had always thought that she hated him, but at this moment, he overturned this guess.
Lin Jianshen was silent for a long time. It was so long that Yu Mian felt uneasy. He began to feel uneasy and couldn't help but avoid his probing eyes.
"It's delicious, I like it very much," he said.