Lu Xingxing, speechless, fled in front of Lu Yunshen again.
She felt she was facing a serious problem.
In the past, she had always cared about Lu Yunshen confidently and as a matter of course, cared about him, and worried about him.
It seems that this can no longer be done.
If Lu Yunshen persisted in asking for an answer, it would be bad for her to dodge and hesitate.
Since he wants it, she will give it.
In Lu Xingxing's eyes, there is nothing to hesitate about this matter.
It doesn't even matter what she thinks herself, her answers are always the same.
Where is the slightest possibility for them
Even if word spread that he was Feng Jing's son, even though everyone knew that they were not biological siblings, in the hearts of Lu Jianhua and Shen Zhi, Lu Yunshen was their child. Nothing will change this.
She felt that it didn't matter whether Lu Yunshen was good or not, and what kind of feelings she had for Lu Yunshen. All along, Lu Jianhua and Shen Zhi have been so kind to her, she can't do such selfish things that will hurt them.
Lu Xingxing didn't know what Lu Yunshen was thinking.
It's just conceivable that it's not so easy for him to say those words.
Unfortunately some things never settle.
Her identity, the relationship between them, as long as they are mortals, they are helpless.
Feng Qiluo said many years ago that she treated her feelings too well, and she always felt that it was because she didn't meet anyone who wanted to be moved. Until today, I suddenly realized that it is not the Buddha, but the dare not.
She bears the identity of another person, and subconsciously thinks that she cannot develop a good relationship. I can't make any promises, and I can't guarantee that I won't disappear suddenly like when I came to this world.
So no matter if that person is Han Xu, Lu Yunshen, or someone else...
She couldn't get over this hurdle in her heart.
Once you talk about it, you probably won't be able to maintain the current relationship in the future.
However, at this point, there is no other way to go.
This may be the saddest thing in this world for her. The bits and pieces of getting along with each other and the feelings of these years, there is no way to continue in the future. There is no qualification to fight for, there is no way to save it, it can only go so far.
Lu Xingxing couldn't give Lu Yunshen an answer face to face.
She hesitated again and again, and finally edited a long paragraph of text and gave him her own answer.
At first, Shen Zhi and Lu Xingxing mentioned about studying abroad. At that time, she could say that she was "unfamiliar with the place of life", and she didn't have such an idea, and she hardly thought about it. Now, Lu Xingxing has seriously considered this arrangement for himself.
After Lu Yunshen and Feng Jing reached an agreement, they were so busy that they never touched the ground and saw no one.
The communication between Lu Xingxing and him was almost limited to the word "OK" in his short text message reply.
Before Jin Jingteng started working, Lu Yunshen handed over the part of the work he was responsible for in the company he founded with Song Chaoyang and the others. The company is running very well now, and his absence will not affect anything.
When Lu Yunshen actually went to Jingteng to report, Zhixing finally stopped being targeted and embarrassed by Feng Jing.
The idol drama starring Lu Xingxing and Han Xu started broadcasting as scheduled at the end of June.
Although the content of this idol drama is a clichéd story of Cinderella meeting a prince, just as fairy tales are always loved by people, the core part is clichéd, and the audience still enjoys watching it.
Jing Teng was working on this project as a key project, and after the accident of the original lead actress, Feng Haochen did not hesitate to offer a generous offer. A series of performances after the start of the show proved that his decision was correct.
Han Xu has a lot of fans, and this is his first drama. The fans are looking forward to it, and they are working hard to build momentum online. The media also paid attention to this drama, and under Jing Teng's management, they basically said good things.
In this way, the popularity of the early drama will be there.
Coupled with the fact that the story itself is a little light-hearted and funny, many plots are full of girlish hearts, and the costumes and props are all exquisite. In the words of the audience of this show, "Watching handsome men and beautiful women fall in love is pleasing to the eye", and the word-of-mouth has also gained after the broadcast.
In just three months, Han Xu's popularity reached a new peak.
As the heroine, Lu Xingxing also got rewards, her attention soared, and her career steadily stepped up to a higher level.
Of course that's fine, and of course it's a good thing.
However, she already has a new plan. Since she is planning to go abroad, her domestic career has to be put on hold.
During the summer vacation before her senior year, Lu Xingxing accepted a few advertisements, and they all signed a one-year contract, which would expire around the time she graduated from university. But she no longer read any scripts, and Xu Sen's new movie was also pushed.
The new film that Xu Sen is preparing is a big-budget commercial film.
When Lu Xingxing received the invitation, several big-name actors were already confirmed to join the film.
In the past, she must have been very excited to be able to act in Xu Sen's movie and to cooperate with so many good actors, but now she has to choose to reject it. For this reason, she went to the door to apologize and thank Xu Sen, thank him for thinking of her, and thank him for being willing to recommend her.
Lu Jianhua and Shen Zhi are very supportive of their daughter's study abroad.
They knew her thoughts, and Lu Yunshen would not be unaware, but he didn't express any opinions.
Lu Xingxing didn't think there was anything wrong with this.
She even thanked Lu Yunshen a little bit for being willing to keep a distance from her and not to embarrass her.
The news of studying abroad has not been disclosed to the outside world, and has been kept very tight. During Lu Xingxing's senior year, apart from preparing for graduation and going abroad, the previously arranged tasks were also completed one by one according to the contract requirements.
After Lu Yunshen entered Jingteng, it was difficult at first, but later he reached a consensus with Feng Haochen, and he rescued a project that was about to be unfinished, so he gradually gained a firm foothold in Jingteng.
Due to being too busy, Lu Yunshen returned to Lu's house less and less often, so at first neither Lu Jianhua nor Shen Zhi noticed anything wrong between Lu Xingxing and him. However, after a long time, it still couldn't hide it.
But when Shen Zhi asked about these things, it was already when she was about to go abroad.
At that time, she was packing things in the room.
After Shen Zhi entered the room, she wanted to help, but Lu Xingxing stopped her and asked her to sit on the bed and rest. So, Shen Zhi sat down and watched her bustle around, and filled the two big suitcases to the brim in a blink of an eye.
It wasn't until Lu Xingxing stopped to take a sip of water that Shen Zhi hesitated to speak.
She said, "Wake up, Mom has something to ask you."
Lu Xingxing put down the water glass on the desk, no doubt someone from him looked at Shen Zhi and asked, "What's wrong?"
Shen Zhi lowered her voice a bit: "Is there something going on between you and your brother?"
It shouldn't have been a surprise, but Lu Xingxing was taken aback.
She quickly smiled at Shen Zhi, pretending to be surprised: "Mom, why do you ask such a question?"
"What can we do?"
"Is it because my brother is too busy recently, and I'm busy too, which makes you think so?"
While speaking, Lu Xingxing walked up to Shen Zhi.
Shen Zhi held her hand, seeming to believe, but also not believing: "I thought you wanted to study abroad because of your brother..."
Lu Xingxing recalled at this time, it was indeed the time when the relationship between Lu Yunshen and Feng Jing's father and son was confirmed.
After that, she couldn't get as close to Lu Yunshen as before.
"No." Lu Xingxing held Shen Zhi's hand instead, comforting her, "My brother has always been so kind to me, how could the relationship for so many years be destroyed casually? No matter what happens, I will recognize this brother."
Shen Zhi sighed softly: "I didn't tell you this before, just because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to accept it. Now that I think about it, I might as well tell you from the beginning... It's not just me, it's because I was worrying about it."
"of course not!"
Lu Xingxing will definitely reassure Shen Zhi, "Studying abroad is a major event in life, I must be doing it for my own good."
"What about filming? It takes two or three years to go abroad..."
Lu Xingxing smiled: "You should think your daughter is amazing, she can reach this level just by playing casually."
"Anyway, I'm not a professional, so there's no need to always harm other people's movies and TV shows. Moreover, if I really want to make movies so much, I won't have a chance when I come back later. Are you still worried about this?"
Lu Xingxing put his arms around Shen Zhi: "You didn't see my savings, I'm a little rich woman now. As long as I don't get into bad habits, I don't have to worry about money even if I rely on myself. Since it's all like this, then of course you can be as happy as you want. "
"As soon as you leave and your brother is so busy, the family will probably be deserted in the future."
Lu Xingxing asked: "How about I start a video with you every day from now on?"
Shen Zhi looked at her daughter, hesitated: "Video every day, I don't know if I have so much time..."
Lu Xingxing wailed for a while: "You must not love me!"
After domestic affairs came to an end, Lu Xingxing left the country early.
Lu Jianhua and Shen Zhi sent her to the airport, but Lu Yunshen didn't show up because of an important meeting.
After flying for more than ten hours, crossing the vast sea, she successfully arrived at the other side of the ocean, to a city half a world away from Lu's house and Lu Yunshen. Gu Xing University is studying here and is planning to continue his graduate studies, so he just happens to be a companion.
Gu Xing drove to the airport to pick up Lu Xingxing.
After meeting for a long time, the two of them gave each other a big hug as soon as they got together.
On the way to the residence, Gu Xing and Lu Xingxing chatted about domestic affairs.
They have been in contact for so many years, and Gu Xing has also paid attention to the news related to Lu Yunshen.
After finally meeting Lu Xingxing, she naturally talked about it.
"I saw in the entertainment news that your brother is the child of Boss Jing Teng, which really shocked me. You have such a good relationship, it doesn't matter if you are actually siblings, anyway, the relationship is still there."
Lu Xingxing nodded, and said with a smile, "It's still emotional to have a dog."
"Can your relationship be the same as raising a dog? I promise, your brother will beat you up when he hears this!"
"But I haven't seen the news about your studying abroad. You suddenly ran out and ignored your fans? I guess it will be sad to know for a while. After all, I think they really like you, and they even go out with others for you. quarrel."
"There are so many beautiful female stars, why do they have to look at me?"
Lu Xingxing thought about it and said, "When the time comes, post the admission notice and let me know."
After coming to this city, Lu Xingxing and Gu Xing lived together and took care of each other. Their high school classmate Yang Suying is also studying in this city, so it is easy to feel close to them in a foreign country, and the relationship between Gu Xing and her has also improved.
The little girl who wanted to run after Han Xu's butt back then was also embarrassed to talk about the past. Now that Han Xu has become a big star, Yang Suying said with emotion: "I didn't catch up with him when I was young, it's really a loss."
She then turned her head and asked Lu Xingxing: "You filmed a scene with him, and you secretly told me, did he sleep with fans?"
Lu Xingxing: "..."
There are familiar people around him, and there are scenery that he has never seen before. Lu Xingxing gradually forgot about those in China.
She felt that Lu Yunshen was the same, time and distance would dilute everything sooner or later.
About half a year after Lu Xingxing went abroad, one night, for unknown reasons, she dreamed of the scene where Lu Yunshen celebrated her birthday. Perhaps thinking that no one would celebrate her birthday again, she secretly cried in her dream.
In his sleep, he vaguely heard Lu Yunshen's voice.
He said, "I'm sorry."
After Lu Xingxing opened his eyes, he lay in a daze on the bed, his mind was full of the dream scene and Lu Yunshen's words.
After touching the phone to check the time, I found a new call record.
It's Lu Yunshen's number...
In an instant, she understood what was going on, and she looked at the phone screen for a long time without returning to her senses.
The new school starts in January.
Lu Xingxing joins a drama club at school, and occasionally wants to act, but he can barely enjoy it.
The change in the pace of life made her feel like she was starting a new life.
She lives hard, studies hard, and often videos with Shen Zhi, telling them that she is fine.
A weekend in May.
Lu Xingxing was eating out with Gu Xing and Yang Suying, and Yang Suying showed her an entertainment news.
There is a lace news on the screen of the mobile phone, gossip about a popular little flower and her mysterious boyfriend.
Several blurred photos, apparently taken secretly, were included in the news.
The popular little flower is Lin Chuchu, and the mysterious boyfriend who was picked up, in the words, "the new illegitimate child of a wealthy family who appeared in the past two years", "graduated from A University" and other suggestive words are naked|naked. Lu Yunshen.
The photo is blurry, anyone can see that this person is tall and has a good temperament.
Before Lu Xingxing saw the text, he recognized him at a glance.
Yang Suying teased at the side: "Wake up, I didn't expect your brother to like this."
Gu Xing came over and quickly scanned the contents of the gossip.
"Admission may not be true, let alone a few sneak shots?" Gu Xing curled his lips, "These few photos are so vague, and they don't even hold hands, these paparazzi are too unreliable. I can make up gossip like this Eight hundred."
Lu Xingxing smiled hippie: "Sister Gu, then make it up, I want to see it!"
"No problem!" Gu Xing readily stretched out his hand: "The money is in place, and I can compile 8,000 articles for you to read."
Lu Xingxing had no way of verifying the veracity of this gossip news. When contacting Shen Zhi, Shen Zhi didn't mention it, and it was even more impossible for her to ask Lu Yunshen. What's more, maybe everything is just going on according to the established track.
The school's drama club has performances every week.
As one of them, Lu Xingxing played a small role of passer-by at first, then a supporting role, and then became the protagonist.
Most of the people who come to watch the performance are students, and occasionally there are lecturers or professors from the school.
Once, after Lu Xingxing took the stage, he accidentally found an old man with gray hair sitting in the first row. Backstage, she told the rest of the club about her discovery. Because it was the first time, this news made everyone excited.
The president of this club is a very enthusiastic person.
He simply led a group of leading actors to thank the old man for coming to watch their performance.
Surprisingly, the old man didn't praise their performance very much, but instead picked a lot of faults, which was equivalent to giving them a hard time. They were all dumbfounded, but the old man handed them a business card.
The president, who was originally excited, was splashed with cold water head-on, and he was in a very bad mood.
He crumpled up the business card and sent it to the trash can.
On the way back to his residence, Lu Xingxing was thinking about what the old man said. She didn't see the business card, and she didn't know the identity of the other party, but she felt that what he said was not unreasonable, so she couldn't help thinking about it carefully.
Just when Lu Xingxing was distracted, two tall, muscular young men suddenly popped out of a small alley. Their gloomy faces surrounded her for unknown reasons.
The visitor is not good.
Even if Lu Xingxing could realize this at the first time, he would not have to make any resistance.
She was covered by one of the men, while the other clamped her hands so that she could not struggle.
A car stopped on the side of the road, and they brutally stuffed her into the car.
It took only a minute from start to finish.
The car carrying Lu Xingxing quickly disappeared into the night.