Facing Lin Yiyi's request, Liu Yanbo finally nodded.
Women seem to be born with a sixth sense that cannot be explained by science—
Lin Yiyi stood on her tiptoes and hugged Liu Yanbo's neck. After only a second or two, she who had stopped crying burst into tears in an instant. As they got closer, they kept murmuring: "It's you, it's you, it's really you..."
This girl in her prime was crying heart-rendingly at this time, and those who have not experienced what happened to her may not be able to understand her joy and sorrow at this time.
There are probably no more ups and downs in life than this, right
Liu Yanbo just stood quietly, letting the crying girl hug him, not even making a sound to signal her to hug her too tightly, just patted her back gently with one hand, just like Same night.
He is not good at words of comfort;
He also knows that sometimes, the power of words is small.
Liu Yanbo has experienced too much pain and seen too many joys and sorrows, he is very clear that sometimes verbal comfort is a disguised form of irony, even viciousness—
It's like uncovering a scar, and then sprinkle a fine layer of white salt on it, which may be able to disinfect, but it will definitely make people feel more miserable.
so-
If you can't empathize with a person's misfortune, don't try to comfort him lightly.
Time is the greatest magician in the world, it will never stand still.
Lin Yiyi was tired from crying, and probably had enough hugs. She let go of her hand, took a small step back, and then stared at the man in front of her that she had been thinking about for several months. Eyes, looking at his face that is not handsome but she can't forget it at a glance...
When she saw the tears and maybe the traces of saliva on Liu Yanbo's clothes, a touch of blush appeared on her face full of tears, and she quickly said softly: "I'm sorry, I took your clothes again. Clothes are dirty."
Liu Yanbo took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it over, smiling: "It's okay."
"Thank you." Lin Yiyi took the tissue, wiped away the tears on her face, and asked cautiously, "Why are you here?"
"My sister is also studying here."
After finishing speaking, Liu Yanbo pointed to the gazebo not far away, and asked, "Do you want to sit there for a while?"
Lin Yiyi nodded.
The small garden was very clean, except for the two of them, there was only the sound of the breeze blowing.
Lin Yiyi was very careful, and gave Liu Yanbo the only book in her hand to sit on, but the latter did not refuse her kindness.
The sun is shining, and people are melancholy.
After obtaining consent, Liu Yanbo lit a cigarette, then puffed out the smoke and asked, "Have you ever thought about changing schools?"
For Lin Yiyi, this is a sad place, leaving may be her best choice.
Liu Yanbo can help her once, twice... or once he sees her, but he can't help her for the rest of his life.
He just wants to be a passing passerby in her life, because passersby can be forgotten.
If she could forget him as a passer-by, she would be able to completely walk out of the shadow of that night.
"Think about it." Lin Yiyi lowered her head and said: "I told my parents what happened that night. After they knew about it, they planned to send me to study abroad, but I didn't want to go at that time."
"Why?" Liu Yanbo couldn't help asking.
"Because of you." Lin Yiyi raised her head and explained: "Because I really want to see you again. If I went abroad at that time, I might never see you again in this lifetime, so I want to stay and wait. , although the chances are slim, this is at least a place where you have appeared before."
"Is it worth it?" Liu Yanbo knew that this shouldn't be asked, but he still couldn't help asking.
does it worth
Is it really worth it to stay in this sad place and endure the emotional torment and the bullying and blackmail from dirty people for the sake of a person who doesn't know who it is or whether it will appear again
In the past few months, except Lin Yiyi herself, probably no one knows how she got through it, and no one can feel the pain that she was suffocating in her heart during this period——
Whether it's worth it or not, only she knows.
"It's worth it!" Lin Yiyi nodded firmly.
"As long as it's worth it, as long as it's worth it..." Liu Yanbo murmured softly, taking a pendant from his neck.
The pendant is made of wood, and there is a Maitreya Buddha carved on it with poor handwork but still smiling all the time. Due to the long time and soaking in oil, it has become dark and shiny now.
Liu Yanbo caressed the pendant in his hand over and over again, with a complicated expression, including sadness, reluctance, and longing, and said softly: "This is not a valuable thing, but I have been wearing it since I was a child. It, now I give it to you as a parting gift, I hope it can bring you good luck, and you can smile every day in the future."
After finishing speaking, Liu Yanbo put the pendant in Lin Yiyi's hand, then patted her on the shoulder lightly, and said with a smile: "Go, go to study abroad and start a new life, so that you can be worthy of someone who really cares and loves you." people."
Maybe in a different environment, tomorrow will really be better—
Liu Yanbo didn't believe this sentence very much before, but at this moment, he is willing to believe it once again for the sake of this weak girl.
"Hmm..." Lin Yiyi looked at the pendant in her hand, and tears welled up in her eyes again. "I will definitely cherish it."
Liu Yanbo didn't speak, he also believed that she would cherish it, and even more believed that one day she would be able to get out of the haze of the past and return to the sunshine—
Because she is still young, the road ahead is still long, and she will meet more people who really care and love her.
The cigarette was burning, and the smoke was lingering, but it was quickly blown away by the wind, but it still left a trace.
Lin Yiyi sniffed lightly, she wanted to remember the scent of this man beside her, for a lifetime, so that she could find him in the vast sea of people in the future.
She looked at his side face and asked softly, "will I see you again in the future?"
"Of course I can." Liu Yanbo also turned to look at her, with a gentle smile on his face, and said gently: "When you succeed in your studies, grow up, and have a future, maybe someday I will return to you." I need your help."
This is the expectation he gave, and it is also a hope—
I hope she has a positive goal and hope she gets better and better.
"I will, I will."
Lin Yiyi smiled, this was her first smile in a long time, it was shallow but romantic enough, like a rainbow that has experienced wind and rain, and like a plum blossom standing in the wind, frost, rain and snow, shyly opened: "I'm not yet Do you know your name?"
"My name is Liu Yanbo." Liu Yanbo told the truth.
Liu Yanbo—
Lin Yiyi said his name silently in her heart, lowered her head and said, "Brother Liu, can I make one last request?"
"Tell me." Liu Yanbo nodded.
Lin Yiyi bit her lips lightly, the blush on her face couldn't go away, she mustered up her courage and said, "Can you take me home?"