The moment she walked out of the school gate, facing the cold wind, Han Shuilan slowly opened her arms, like a bird breaking through the confinement, wanting to spread its wings and fly high—
Over the years, she must have lived very hard, right
That's right, it's not an easy task to live while growing up, otherwise why do people always talk "naively" about not wanting to grow up
Liu Yanbo stood quietly behind, watching, and his memory returned to that autumn——
That was the season when they met for the first time, and it was a wonderful time full of laughter and laughter. At that time, they should all be carefree.
He thought, if he did not choose to escape and fall after the great change that year, but was still living positively like other children who suffered misfortune in the world, his life today might be different.
If that's the case, Mr. Han, you should live a happier life because of me, right
Not like I am now, because I am being maligned by gossip.
The world is changing, whether it is bitter or sweet, it is probably really only in one thought...
Filled with guilt, Liu Yanbo shook his head helplessly, walked up and said, "Mr. Han, have you had lunch yet? How about we find a place to sit and have something to eat?"
"I'm not hungry." Han Shuilan lowered her arms and said kindly, "Are you hungry?"
"I'm not hungry either." Liu Yanbo shook his head and said embarrassedly, "I came here after lunch."
"Then let's walk around, Teacher Han will be your tour guide." Han Shuilan smiled slightly, her mood seemed to be getting better.
But the more she behaved like this, the more uncomfortable Liu Yanbo felt. This woman was so similar to himself, she hid all the suffering and tiredness in her heart, unwilling to release it.
Such a person is strong, but such a strong woman makes people feel distressed.
It is said that men and women are different, but in fact, this difference is not only a difference in gender, but also a difference in life—
In life, men need to support the sky, but women only need to embellish the sky. They can be weak, or they can cry out because of setbacks and grievances...
They can do anything under the sky that belongs to them, embellishing the ups and downs of life.
Han Shuilan is also a woman, no matter how difficult life is, she can live without being so strong, because—
Now, Liu Yanbo feels that he can support her, even if...
"Why are you wearing so little clothes? Is it cold?" Han Shuilan frowned and stopped.
Liu Yanbo also stopped, dragged back his thoughts that were about to drift away, scratched his head and said with a smile: "It's not cold, I've never been afraid of cold since I was a child, I'm used to it."
"There is no one who is not afraid of the cold. When you were young, you were not afraid of the cold because you knew that your family's conditions were not good, and you didn't want to cause more burdens on your parents' livelihood, so when you were cold, you carried it yourself. Do you think I don't know? ?" While speaking, Han Shuilan had already taken off her scarf. "Surround."
she-
Han Shuilan is the only living person Liu Yanbo still knows, the only woman who has ever been to his home. Back then, she had done home visits as a teacher.
The scarf is purple, very charming.
Liu Yanbo did not refuse, in fact, he would never refuse her love and care.
Han Shuilan watched Liu Yanbo put on the scarf before continuing to walk forward with satisfaction, and asked, "How long have you been in Haishi?"
After the reunion, they didn't have a good chat. Today is probably a rare opportunity to have time.
"It's been more than three years!" Liu Yanbo sighed softly, feeling a little emotional in his heart—
In the past few years, I have finally lived like a human being again.
"I've been here for so long, and I don't know how to come to Teacher Han earlier, you heartless brat." Han Shuilan laughed and cursed, trying her best to keep the atmosphere active and not lead the topic to the most urgent problem to be solved. "Then are you settled in Haishi now?"
"Yes." Liu Yanbo nodded.
"Then teacher, congratulations to you. Finally, with your own efforts, your parents' wish to let you go out of the mountains has come true." Han Shuilan understood Liu Yanbo's family conditions when she was a child, and also knew her pair of enlightened parents. "Then did your parents come to Haishi with you? How is your mother's physical condition? Has the gallstone been cured?"
Liu Yanbo fell silent, wanting to cry.
After a while, there was no response from Liu Yanbo, Han Shuilan couldn't help turning her head to look at him, seeing his downcast look, worried: "What's wrong?"
Liu Yanbo hurriedly adjusted his mentality, raised his head and smiled and said: "It's nothing, I just miss my parents a little bit, they are still in their hometown, I don't know how they are doing."
I don't know if those old houses that no one lives in will fall in the wind and rain
I wonder if the camellias in front of the house are still in bloom
…
I don’t know the grass on the grave, Mr. Bin, do you remember to pull it out every year when you go back
Please forgive me, forgive my cowardice, forgive my escape...
Han Shuilan caught the trace of bitterness and desolation in Liu Yanbo's smile, which made her vaguely feel that he was hiding something bad, but he didn't want to say it, so she couldn't ask any more, so she had to bring this topic to the end : "If you miss your parents, remember to go back often."
"I will." Liu Yanbo nodded emphatically.
can you
dare
Time will accommodate everyone, and one day he will go back.
"Time flies!" Han Shuilan changed the subject, "In a blink of an eye, you brat has grown up so much, you've even gotten married, and married such an excellent wife."
"Teacher Han knows her?" Liu Yanbo asked casually.
"Yin Hanruo, she graduated from Haida University, she was one of the best students in their class, of course I know her." Han Shuilan said with a smile: "But she probably doesn't know me, I haven't taught her. "
"This is her loss." Liu Yanbo said seriously.
"As long as you can talk, it's still her loss." Han Shuilan said angrily: "I was just a trainee teacher at the time, and my academic level and teaching experience were still insufficient. If I teach such an excellent student as Yin Hanruo, then It's her real loss!"
Teaching and educating people is a great cause that requires many people with high moral sentiments to complete it.
But now, can I still be competent for this job
Han Shuilan couldn't help asking herself in her heart.
She loves the profession of teaching very much, and she hopes that she can be a teacher for a long time, but she also knows that a woman who is rumored to be a junior is not worthy of being a teacher...
Thinking of this, Han Shuilan, who has always been in good control, finally revealed the suppressed emotions in her heart, her face was full of worry, and she whispered to herself: "I don't know if I can still be a teacher in the future?"
When Liu Yanbo heard it, his body trembled abruptly, his hands in his trouser pockets slowly clenched into fists: "Mr. Han, don't worry, I will definitely handle this matter well."
Han Shuilan turned her head and saw Liu Yanbo's face of self-blame. She realized that the slip of the tongue that she couldn't hold back just now had caused him a lot of pressure, so she comforted: "Stinky boy, don't make a fool of yourself. It's not a big deal, the teacher has long been used to the widow's goings-on."
Habit
How could anyone get used to this kind of thing
The more Han Shuilan said this, the angrier Liu Yanbo became, and he suddenly turned around—
There were two people there who had been with them for a long time. (to be continued)