by the road—
Yin Hanruo didn't hesitate, and didn't have any scruples, she stretched out her hands to hug Liu Yanbo around her waist, and gently pulled him into her arms.
Surrounded by snow, a couple hugs each other...
What a warm and beautiful picture this should be, just like a fairy tale that people yearn for, right
In fact, it is indeed warm enough, but the fly in the ointment is that there is still a deep sadness between them, and most of it comes from Liu Yanbo——
He is really tired.
Liu Yanbo seemed to have lost all his strength all of a sudden. He put his head on Yin Hanruo's shoulder, and his body's center of gravity also relied on her to maintain his balance and stand firm without falling.
At this moment, he was like a puddle of mud, limp and without the energy that a living person should have.
Counting yesterday, Liu Yanbo has already survived fourteen New Year's Eves alone, and he has also experienced fourteen embarrassments on the first day of the first lunar month, but in the previous thirteen times, there was no one like that. The embarrassment can be compared with this time, because—
Whether he admits it or not, he is indeed no longer living alone.
This time, when Liu Yanbo got rid of the lingering nightmare, he not only had to take care of himself, who was physically and mentally exhausted, but also how to explain to Yin Hanruo and the others when he came back, explaining that he left without saying goodbye, Explaining my scars, explaining…
And these, in the previous thirteen times, he didn't need to do it, and he never did it. At that time, he just needed to lie on the spot like a dead body and recover himself. If one day is not enough, two days are not enough. Just three days, until I can stand up with a smile.
But now—
He has a lot of concerns, so he can only support himself to return from another city to Haishi non-stop in the first time after he got rid of it, to hold up those strengths that would break if touched, to hold on...
But at this moment, he didn't need to worry about anything anymore, he completely emptied himself, and let go of those pretending to be strong, and murmured weakly: "It will be fine in a while, it will be fine in a while..."
At this moment, Yin Hanruo didn't make a sound to comfort him, she just hugged Liu Yanbo tightly, warming the coldness he was enduring.
I don't know how long it took, but it was so long that even Yin Hanruo was telling herself that she could hardly support Liu Yanbo's weight, when another sentence from him sounded in her ears: "Young Master Bin, Did I tell you everything?"
Yin Hanruo felt that the weight she was supporting was much lighter, but she didn't feel relieved, instead she hugged Liu Yanbo even tighter, and said with tears in her eyes: "Yes, Brother Bai Bin told me everything."
At this time, Liu Yanbo had fully supported his own weight, stood up straight, looked at the continuous tears on Yin Hanruo's cheeks, finally couldn't help wiping them away with his hand, and said softly: "Sorry for making you worry."
"Why didn't you tell me?" What Yin Hanruo wanted to hear was not sorry, because she didn't blame him, she just blamed him. "From the day we got married, whether it's your past or your present, it's my responsibility, isn't it right?"
Liu Yanbo had said this to Yin Hanruo before, so she said it to him verbatim now, and she wanted him to know—
You can fulfill the responsibilities that a husband should fulfill for me, and I can also fulfill the responsibilities that a wife should fulfill for you.
Liu Yanbo looked at her, seeing the sincerity in her eyes, and said more apologetically: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but I dare not say it, and I can't say it, because I really can't control myself."
For so many years, Liu Yanbo has mentioned in front of others that he once talked to someone, hoping to get help, but the result in exchange was a killing.
That time, he killed the person who was willing to listen to him, a kind and wise elder. That was the biggest crime he committed in his life, and he didn't want it to happen again.
Yin Hanruo didn't know, so she couldn't understand it, but she saw deep regret and different grief in Liu Yanbo's eyes, so she didn't want to complain and ask anymore, because she didn't want to make him more painful, isn't it? What she wanted to know.
"I won't ask anymore, I won't ask anymore..." Yin Hanruo held Liu Yanbo's face with both hands, held up his lowered head and said, "Liu Yanbo, look at me, look at me, I will take you home OK?"
"Go home?" Liu Yanbo looked at Yin Hanruo, his thoughts were struggling back and forth between reality and memories.
"Yes, go home!" Yin Hanruo nodded vigorously, and said firmly: "I will take you home, we will go home now!"
go home-
What a beautiful word, and what a happy thing.
If a person still has a home to return to, then no matter how much wind, frost, snow and rain he has endured outside, and no matter how many hardships and ups and downs he has in his life, he is still a person with happiness.
This kind of happiness is what Liu Yanbo once lost, and it is what he has again now.
Liu Yanbo went home, and Yin Hanruo took his hand and led him towards their home step by step, every step was very firm, every step was steady happiness.
open the door—
A wave of warmth warmer than the sun rushed over instantly, wrapping Liu Yanbo in it, warming his body and mind, and healing his pain.
"Brother Liu~" Lin Xue ran over crying, hugged Liu Yanbo, and plunged into his arms.
In the past New Year's Eve, Lin Xue was no less worried than any of Yin Hanruo and the others, because she had also lost all her dearest and most loved ones. She could imagine Liu Yanbo's past fourteen years Just how much pain you are enduring.
She knew that pain like this was enough to crush and destroy anyone, but she really didn't want to lose this big brother Liu who treated her like a close relative.
Bai Bin and Huang Ma also gathered around, Liu Yanbo looked at the tears hanging on their faces, looked at their eyes that were already red from crying, and felt that there seemed to be warm currents in his body rushing into him like a scourge In his heart, he opened his mouth, but hesitated to speak, and then opened his mouth again: "Young Master Bin, Mama Huang, I'm sorry, I made you worry."
At this time, what should he say? What can I say
Liu Yanbo didn't know, he only knew that what he wanted to say was more than that, there were thousands of words in his heart that he wanted to say to them, but every word seemed to be stuck in his throat after reaching his mouth, which made him feel choked up. panic, let him...
puff~
Before Bai Bin and Huang Ma could give comfort, what they wanted to say had just reached their lips, but Liu Yanbo suddenly vomited blood, his eyes darkened and he passed out... (To be continued)