Liu Yanbo fell asleep, and slept deeply.
However, when Yin Hanruo came in, he was still cautious enough, and his movements were gentler than many gentlemen on Liangshang.
She didn't want to disturb his rest, but she couldn't help but want to come in and see him.
In the past day and night, what happened was beyond her ability. Without him, without the man she chose impulsively, her own fate and the fate of the entire Du family would be Where will it go
It must not be too good!
so-
She wanted to take a good look at him today, just to see, because she didn't know how to use words to express to him the emotions that were brewing in her heart at this moment.
In just a few steps, Yin Hanruo walked for several minutes. Every time she took a light step, she would stop and observe Liu Yanbo's reaction, to see if she disturbed him who was sleeping soundly.
Fortunately—
This time Liu Yanbo seemed to really be in a deep sleep.
After finally getting to the bed, Yin Hanruo looked at Liu Yanbo who was sleeping soundly, at his sleeping position as if he was lying in the ice and snow, hugging himself tightly to keep warm, and at the eyebrows that still couldn't be stretched out in sleep...
Perhaps, at this time, you are the most real you, right
Thinking of this, Yin Hanruo's eyes were full of love and pity.
After learning about Liu Yanbo's youthful past from Bai Bin, Yin Hanruo could already imagine that Liu Yanbo, who was heartless and always smiling in front of others, would not be the real Liu Yanbo. It was just a disguise, or a mask, because after experiencing such an accident, no matter who it is, it must have been hollowed out by sadness and despair. In other words, to put it more thoroughly—
It is already a miracle that Liu Yanbo has the courage to live to this day, although it seems that he is not living well.
Yin Hanruo squatted down, she didn't dare to sit by the bed, because she was afraid that would wake him up, she stretched out her hand, trying to tidy up his messy bangs and the quilt that wasn't tightly covered, but stopped in the middle of the air. I didn't start for a long time, and finally—
She withdrew her outstretched hand, but returned in vain.
"I don't know how many secrets are hidden in you, I don't know how heavy the past is on you, and I don't know how to get into the depths of your heart, but I think—" Yin Hanruo looked at Liu Yanbo, who was sleeping soundly, spoke softly. "Liu Yanbo, I've made up my mind. I want to stay by your side all the time, so that at least you don't look so lonely in the eyes of others."
What is loneliness? What is the difference between it and loneliness
Loneliness is a matter of one person and a group of people;
But loneliness is a matter of one person and the whole world.
Liu Yanbo is lonely and lonely, but when someone is by his side, he will no longer be lonely.
What about his loneliness
He's still going to be alone, at least until someone walks into his inner world.
Because loneliness is just a personal problem, but loneliness is the pain of life.
so-
You can always feel lonely, but don't feel lonely easily, because others can help you discover and correct your problems, but you have to taste the pain of life yourself, and only you taste it yourself.
A person's loneliness is just a shadow. The loneliness of a person is the barrenness of the heart.
Yin Hanruo knew that Liu Yanbo's heart was barren, and she wanted to add some color to his barren world, but now she couldn't do anything, because—
He is so close, so close that she can touch him as long as she stretches out her hand;
But he is so far away, so far away, otherwise why would he choose to escape from their home on New Year's Eve
Thinking of this, Yin Hanruo couldn't help but feel a sense of loss, and murmured with some self-deprecation: "Of course, if there comes a day when you don't need my company anymore, I won't force it."
She is indeed not a woman who will be reluctant, nor is she a woman who will cling to her if she decides, otherwise, when Lu Tianhao went abroad, she would not cry heartbreakingly behind others, but send each other off with a smile in front of others .
so-
A man who confines himself and a woman who won't force himself, who can predict their future
Fortunately—
If Yin Han was not a woman who would get lost in looking into the future, she quickly cleaned up the sense of loss in her heart, and there was a slight smile on her face, even this smile looked more like a secret joy, and said softly : "But no matter what the future holds, at least the you now belong to me."
really-
Doesn't he belong to her now
This is an affirmative answer, and one that satisfies Yin Hanruo. Instead of rambling on, she bravely stretched out her hand again to help Liu Yanbo tidy up his messy bangs, and at the same time cover him up. Quilt.
Will it wake him up
Even if it does, what does that matter
He is her husband now, and she is his wife now. Between husband and wife, this is warm and considerate, not intrusive.
Between husband and wife, it is a good thing to respect each other as a guest, but too much respect as a guest will cause distance.
There is a distance between Liu Yanbo and Yin Hanruo, whether it is physically or deep in the heart, there has always been a great sense of distance between them.
but now-
Yin Hanruo wants to bring these distances closer, although she is still unable to take a substantial step, but at least in her heart, she has accepted this——
Liu Yanbo will be the man that I, Yin Hanruo, would like to spend my whole life with.
This doesn't sound like a difficult task, but to her, it is already a very difficult task, because their meeting was originally just a bloody farce.
But life is like this, there are too many unknowns and unexpected encounters, but it is precisely because of this that life will have enough excitement and differences.
These different and wonderful lives have made the world more colorful and colorful, and also added a lot of beauty to the world.
Yin Hanruo's current life is beautiful, even though she is still busy, even though she is still sad occasionally, but now she has a man she can rely on, a man who can shield her from the ups and downs outside, this man, let Her life has a sense of comfort and reliability.
And ease, even if it is a disease as many people say, it is also a disease that most people in this world can't ask for.
Yin Hanruo felt that she also had this disease now, but she readily accepted it, and was very happy to accept it.
A woman who is in happiness will always become extra cute.
After covering Liu Yanbo with the quilt, Yin Hanruo, who had already got up and was about to leave, suddenly leaned down and pecked Liu Yanbo's cheek lightly, and then blushed. Face quickly escaped from this warm spring-like room...
"Stupid woman."
After Yin Hanruo escaped from the room, Liu Yanbo, who was lying on the bed, still closed his eyes tightly, but there was a hint of a smile on his face...