Dead in the past
Everything yesterday is like death yesterday, and everything today is like life today.
Everyone in the world knows the truth that time is gone forever, and the past should be like smoke.
But how many people can really be so open-minded
Han Feiyan thought she could do it, but when she watched Liu Yanbo appear at Gao Yuanqiu's wedding yesterday, she watched him walk up to the ceremonial stage with Yin Hanruo's gentle wave, and defeated the group of big men in suits in the most powerful way hour.
She knew that she couldn't be that open-minded.
In Haishi, or even in this world, Han Feiyan thought that no one knew Liu Yanbo better than her, and no one had poured more affection into him than her.
What I paid unreservedly in the past is the bitter fruit of today.
Liu Yanbo, why do you treat me like this
Han Feiyan thought about it all night, but she still couldn't figure it out.
She has always had feelings for him, and losing to reality doesn't mean she doesn't love him anymore.
Because there is still love, she is so excited that she can't control it, so that she ignores the fact of breaking up.
Father, like son.
Fortunately, the owner of the milk tea shop heard a small part of Han Feiyan's words.
He is a wise man, and he can guess the current relationship between the man and woman from this part of the words.
He was still a kind man, and he couldn't bear to watch a pair of lovers who used to be close to each other have such a quarrel and made a fool of themselves.
So, he used his best milk tea as a mediation method.
the past is dead—
It's a good name.
Even if there were thousands of right and wrong in the past, they are all gone.
You can not let go, but you don’t have to be too persistent, right
The owner of the milk tea shop put down the milk tea and left. Han Feiyan also calmed down, staring at Liu Yanbo in a daze.
Liu Yanbo stirred the milk tea well and took a sip.
Milk tea has the bitterness of coffee, but it is more mellow and silky than milk. The taste is as memorable as its name.
Liu Yanbo put down the milk tea cup and said to Han Feiyan: "It's delicious, don't you want to try it?"
Han Feiyan took a deep look at Liu Yanbo, lowered her head and stirred the milk tea, and said softly: "I've said so much, you should understand it? I'm looking for another man for a better life, for money."
"You can call me a gold digger, but I won't refute it." Han Feiyan took a sip of the milk tea and continued, "I'll also say you're selfish, because it's also true."
Is Liu Yanbo selfish
He is really selfish. In order to live an ordinary life of one's own, one ignores the feelings of one's lover. Isn't this selfish
After Liu Yanbo broke up with Han Feiyan, he has always thought about the reasons for their breakup, but he really didn't think about it.
After Han Feiyan said this, Liu Yanbo discovered that in the past three years, he had always regarded Han Feiyan as that innocent girl who just graduated from university, and did not pay attention to her growth.
In this colorful world, how many people can have a heart like a rock
Love also needs to be given to each other, and the protection of material life is also one of the expressions.
We are all mortals, and platonic love is really not as real as bread and milk.
"I'm sorry." Liu Yanbo lowered his head, only feeling a bitter taste in his heart.
He realized his mistake, only too late.
Han Feiyan looked at Liu Yanbo, her excitement gradually calmed down, and she said slowly: "I didn't say this to make you apologize. In my heart, you made a mistake, but I also know that I made a bigger mistake. I don't deserve your sorry."
Taking a long breath, Han Feiyan continued to ask: "I just want to know one thing about asking you out. Why did you do this for Yin Hanruo? Or have you never loved me?"
She is really jealous.
When Liu Yanbo and Yin Hanruo appeared at Gao Yuanqiu's wedding holding hands;
When Yin Hanruo waved his hand, Liu Yanbo could offend the two big families in Haishi for her.
Han Feiyan's inner monologue at that moment only remained—why
She desperately wanted to know the answer.
If what happened later was not so sudden, she would have gone to him to ask him on the spot.
The relationship between the two was not only Liu Yanbo's first love, but also her Han Feiyan's first love.
There were enough reasons for separation, but she couldn't let go.
Jealousy is always nonsensical, male or female, and always runs counter to reality.
Can Liu Yanbo give Han Feiyan a satisfactory answer
After bowing his head and thinking for a while, Liu Yanbo lit a cigarette, looked out of the window, and said, "Probably because of that marriage certificate! It makes me feel like I finally have a home."
This was the most reasonable explanation he could think of.
For many years, Liu Yanbo has never felt the feeling of having a home again. He really wants to have a home of his own.
Many people often say: In this era where marriage and divorce are as frequent as eating and sleeping, a marriage certificate is just a dispensable piece of paper.
This piece of paper may not be so important to many people anymore, but it is very meaningful to Liu Yanbo, because no matter how much it is true or false, at least in terms of the situation, he finally has a home. It inexplicably gave him a sense of stability mentally.
Yes.
He was insecure to a ridiculous degree.
Even if this marriage is just a transaction without any emotional basis, he will still be as desperate as a moth to a flame.
In fact, on the day Liu Yanbo broke up with Han Feiyan, he would not refuse any woman who came to him for any reason, as long as she got a marriage certificate.
It's like a drowning swimmer who knows he's powerless but still wants to grab anything he can get his hands on, even if it's just duckweed.
Liu Yanbo chose Yin Hanruo, not because of how beautiful she is, nor because of how good she is, but because she appeared at the right time.
Han Feiyan stared at Liu Yanbo intently, and asked, "Is that marriage certificate really that important to you?"
Liu Yanbo nodded and said: "It's really important. Otherwise, after I got your parents' approval, I wouldn't always mention marriage to you, and I would feel annoyed when I mentioned you."
Han Feiyan wondered, "Why?"
At the beginning, when the two dated for almost a year, Han Feiyan took Liu Yanbo back to her hometown.
During that period, Liu Yanbo was approved by the old couple of the Han family, and the two old people also hoped that they would get married as soon as possible.
Later, after returning to Haishi, Liu Yanbo bought a diamond ring and asked for marriage many times. Just ten days before the two broke up, he even mentioned the matter of getting married, but as usual, Han Feiyan prevaricated it.
To this day, Han Feiyan still cannot understand why Liu Yanbo was so eager to obtain a marriage certificate immediately.
It's not her fault.
Because her parents are still alive and have never lacked the warmth of a home, she naturally cannot understand a prodigal son's desire for a home like an addict's desire for drugs.
With a cigarette in his mouth, Liu Yanbo swallowed clouds and exhaled fog like a drug addict, looked aimlessly out of the window, and murmured: "Because I have been wandering for too long."
Everyone in the world says that prodigal sons are ungrateful and ungrateful, and even envy their freedom.
This is a misunderstanding.
The prodigal sons who are really wandering around the world may be because of rebellion and novelty at the beginning, or because of yearning in their hearts, and more likely because of the helplessness of reality...
But no matter what the reason is for wandering around the world, the situation has changed at that time, when the prodigal sons were on the big bed in the hotel, on the bench in the park, or even in the haystack in the wild...
When spending countless lonely nights in these places without warmth, the prodigal sons will no longer have the lofty sentiments of being drunk today, nor will they have such poetic emotions as the sun sets and the heartbroken man is at the end of the world. …the only thing left in their hearts was one longing—
May one of the thousands of lights be lit for me. (to be continued)