Liu Yanbo doesn't know how other people view the matter of wandering, but he is sure that he absolutely does not like the days of wandering.
He has lived twenty-six years, but for thirteen of those years he has been a homeless bum.
Liu Yanbo hates wandering, even in many quiet nights, he has questioned why he is alive more than once
During those days, he had no family, no friends. Many times, even he himself is not sure whether he really exists in this world.
It wasn't until the appearance of Han Feiyan that Liu Yanbo found the direction of life.
But the good times didn't last long, because of his own negligence, ignoring the desires that a normal person should have, blindly pursuing the ordinary life in his heart, and finally ended up with nothing.
Then, Yin Hanruo appeared and tied Liu Yanbo who wanted to escape again with a marriage certificate.
Love represents a kind of spiritual happiness, but a marriage certificate represents a real home.
Compared with spiritual happiness, what Liu Yanbo needs more is a home.
This is also his original purpose of coming to Haishi—to find a city, meet someone, and settle down.
Han Feiyan frowned, and said to the point: "Then do you love her?"
Han Feiyan doesn't know Liu Yanbo's past, but she knows enough about his attitude towards feelings.
This man is too rational and indifferent, it is impossible for him to fall in love at first sight.
What's more important is the way he expresses, there is no emotion of being infatuated with a woman in his words, it is really like choosing to get married just for that marriage certificate.
For some reason, thinking of this, Han Feiyan felt secretly happy, waiting quietly for Liu Yanbo's answer.
Liu Yanbo looked back at Han Feiyan from the window, and asked back, "Is this important?"
"The most important thing is that I am her husband and she is my wife. We have obtained a marriage certificate. This is what I want." Liu Yanbo asked himself and answered.
This is what he cares about in this marriage, and this is the only thing left.
And this is precisely the reason why Yin Hanruo can restrain Liu Yanbo.
Hearing this, Han Feiyan frowned.
Liu Yanbo did not answer whether he loves or not, which means that he is avoiding this question. Does this prove that—
He doesn't love her
But soon, Han Feiyan frowned again, and asked: "Just because she got a certificate with you, you can make changes for her. And because I was just a girlfriend, I had to accompany you through hardships." Day, is this fair to me?"
Liu Yanbo sighed softly, and said slowly: "Is there any point in saying this now? As you said, you did something wrong, and I was wrong too. Why don't we let the past go?"
"Isn't this good now?" Liu Yanbo smiled bitterly: "You have the life you want, and I have found what I have been looking forward to for a long time. Why bother to worry about whether it was you who sorry me, or me. Lost you?"
He wanted to escape, escape from this emotional vortex.
Liu Yanbo couldn't explain many things, such as the difference between Han Feiyan and Yin Hanruo.
Han Feiyan has feelings for Liu Yanbo.
Because of love, both parties will tolerate each other, and Han Feiyan's personality is not strong, so in the days when he and Liu Yanbo were together, he never expressed his dissatisfaction with life.
Liu Yanbo is also a person who has been alone for too long. He has already developed the habit of "selfishness". He is self-centered in everything, and it is difficult to consider other people's thoughts.
If Han Feiyan had raised her dissatisfaction with life, Liu Yanbo would have made some changes for her.
The difference between Yin Hanruo and Han Feiyan is that Yin Hanruo has no feelings for Liu Yanbo.
Without love, there is no emotion, everything is a transaction with a purpose.
I will give you a home, and you will protect me from the wind and rain.
If Yin Hanruo had not clearly stated these conditions, Liu Yanbo would not have made any changes for her.
— But there is no if in this world, if you miss it, you miss it.
The ending is not the best ending, but it is the most real fact in front of you.
Liu Yanbo's answer is not satisfactory, but it can be regarded as very clear.
The reason why he made changes for Yin Hanruo was because of that marriage certificate.
As for Han Feiyan, Liu Yanbo loved her. Although he didn't say it explicitly, he proved it with his actions.
If he didn't love her, why did he come today
Liu Yanbo lit another cigarette, took a deep breath, and said softly, "Feiyan, as long as you want, we can still be friends."
Many people often say that two people who once truly loved each other should not contact each other after breaking up, let alone be friends.
Liu Yanbo didn't understand why, because he couldn't do it.
Han Feiyan is too important to Liu Yanbo, he can't let her go completely.
The love she once gave was like a ray of sunshine, warming his once cold heart and bringing a ray of light to his dark world.
She pushed open a door and let him out of the cage she had made.
Liu Yanbo dare not forget this love, nor can he forget it.
Han Feiyan stirred the milk tea on the table and fell silent.
The plots of the past emerged one by one in her mind, how could she really forget the man in front of her.
only-
After a long time, Han Feiyan raised her eyes and sighed softly: "It's better not to! I asked you to come because I was really angry yesterday, or it could be said that it was jealousy, but it's much better now. Just like you said , let the past go, there is no going back anyway.”
It's too hard to turn back.
Is there any sentence in this world that is more tear-jerking than the sentence "I can't go back", and is more suitable for couples who are still in love after breaking up
Han Feiyan's eyes were flushed, and she said softly, "Whether the future is good or bad, this is our own choice."
After finishing speaking, Han Feiyan picked up the milk tea on the table, forced a smile and said, "Yanbo, I wish you a happy wedding!"
Liu Yanbo also picked up the milk tea on the table, took a deep look at Han Feiyan, and said with a smile, "I also wish you happiness!"
Whether it was right or wrong!
With these two blessings, the unforgettable love between the two has truly come to an end.
Since then, we have been far away from the two widths, and we will not owe each other.
Although we live in the same city, maybe we will never want to see each other again
Maybe in the dead of night, they will still think of each other's good and bad, but they will no longer deliberately appear in each other's life.
This is parting.
There is no love-hate entanglement when we broke up that day, and there is no right and wrong when we first met today, only the last sincere blessings remain.
After breaking up, neither being friends nor enemies, this should be the best ending, right
Han Feiyan regarded the milk tea as wine, and after drinking it in one gulp, she got up and said, "I'm going first."
Liu Yanbo also drank all the milk tea in the cup, first he let out a dumbfounded "Oh", but soon got up and smiled and said, "Go slowly."
Han Feiyan smiled, pursed her lips and said, "Correct your idiot and your love of pretending to be indifferent!"
she left.
Liu Yanbo was left stunned in place, the smile on his face gradually disappeared, and a look of pain emerged. (to be continued)