Dudu’s Diary

Chapter 27: cry, understand

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Yuen Long quickly entered the room and was relieved to see Yu Shanshan sleeping there just fine. However, when she saw the purple and black exposed around her waist, her entire complexion instantly sank.

He stepped forward and lifted the clothes on her body, and found that there were purple and black marks on her waist and stomach, and there were many needle holes on it, and maybe the same was true for other parts of her body.

Yuen Long is an adult, and he doesn't think she was beaten like Dudu. He can see that these marks should be left by cupping and acupuncture.

But when did she go for cupping and acupuncture? Why go

Yuen Long remembered her painful expression when Dudu rushed to her yesterday, and then remembered that she told Dudu not to hold her last night. Was it because of the pain in her body that she dared not let Dudu touch her

Why on earth did she make herself like this

Dudu saw his father's stern face and didn't speak, thinking that his mother's injury was serious, he was anxious, and tearfully grabbed his father's trouser legs and asked, "Dad, is my mother in pain? Let's take my mother to the hospital to see the doctor and uncle."

Yuen Long patted his head, intending to send the little guy first, "It's not that Mom was beaten, Mom is fine, you go brush your teeth and wash your face, and have breakfast later."

Where is Dudu willing to go, but he still looks at his mother worriedly. Mom is so scary, why wasn't she beaten? Mom is usually so fierce. It must be someone who doesn't like her and beat her.

Mom fights so badly, but that person can even fight her mother, so it must be even worse.

Dudu sniffed, rubbed his little face on his father's trousers, and cried and said, "Dad, isn't the person who beats mother very powerful, you can't beat it? Dad, don't be afraid, we will tell Yao Yaoling Uncle, let Uncle Yao Yaoling beat that bad guy."

Yuen Long couldn't help laughing and laughing, the little guy's brain hole is really better than his mother.

Leaning over to pick up the sad little fat man, Yuen Long wiped his tears and had to explain to the little guy what cupping is, "Dudu, my mother was really not beaten, my mother went to cupping, cupping is right. The body is good, but it will make the skin darker, just like the mother, so the mother's body is not hurt, do you know?"

It was the first time Dudu heard about cupping. He listened blankly. After a while, he digested the fact that his mother went to cupping instead of being beaten. He asked a question in confusion: "Dad, why is mother then? Going to go cupping? Is mom in bad health?"

Yuen Long didn't know the reason. Yu Shanshan needed to answer this question by himself. He could only perfunctory his son temporarily, "Mom is here to treat her legs. Cupping can make her legs heal faster."

Dudu suddenly realized that his heart was finally released, and now he was finally willing to obediently run to the bathroom to brush his teeth and wash his face.

Without Dudu, the look on Yuen Long's face faded, he walked to Yu Shanshan's bed and sat down, looked at the marks on her body again, thought about it in his mind, and determined the time for her to go cupping .

For the first two days, she would go shopping every day after he sent Dudu to school. He didn't suspect anything, he just thought she was bored at home. Now that she thinks about it, she didn't go shopping at all, but cupping.

If she was cupping for good health, she shouldn't hide it from him, but she has been hiding it all the time and doesn't want him to know. Then this cupping is not good for the body at all, but has other effects, plus these needles on the skin...

Yuen Long immediately guessed what she was going to do.

After knowing this, he suddenly felt a surge of anger in his heart. Why don't you take your body seriously? What if the body is messed up and damaged? Is health more important or beauty and ugliness

Yuen Long doesn't believe in any way to lose weight other than exercise. Those shortcuts that claim to be able to lose weight have to pay a price. He will never allow her to use her body to take shortcuts in weight loss indiscriminately.

After the reunion, Yuen Long was angry with Shan Shan for the first time.

He lowered his head directly and kissed her lips heavily, his teeth grinding between her lips. It was a kiss rather than a punitive bite.

In a daze, Yu Shanshan felt that she couldn't breathe, and the pain in her mouth was still so bad that she couldn't help but murmured, and had to open her eyes quietly. Then he saw Yuen Long looking at him blankly.

Yu Shanshan opened her eyes in fright and woke up.

Sitting up quietly, she stepped back, "You, what are you doing?"

Yuen Long didn't speak, just looked at her like that, with a cold expression.

Since the two met again, this is the first time Yu Shanshan has seen him show such an expression. It is very similar to before. Before, his expression was cold, and sometimes his expression became even more terrifying when he was angry, but during this time he has always It's soft and gentle to her and Dudu, so that she almost forgets that he still has this look that makes her frightened.

In the past, she was actually most afraid of his sinking face, but now she is also quite afraid.

Yu Shanshan was a little frightened and asked tentatively, "What's wrong with you? Why do you look at people like this?"

Yuen Long grabbed her arm and dragged the person over, lifted her clothes to reveal the skin inside, and asked lightly, "What is this?"

Yu Shanshan panicked and hurriedly pulled her clothes to cover it.

Yuen Long let go, "Yu Shanshan, explain to me how these marks on your body came from, why did you do acupuncture and cupping?"

He didn't expect to be discovered so quickly, and he knew what he was doing at a glance, Yu Shanshan's eyes rolled, and she didn't dare to say that she was going to lose weight, because based on what she knew about him, he would definitely To be angry, he didn't like her for not taking her body seriously.

So, she had no choice but to lie and say, "This one of mine removes the dampness and cold from the body, which is good for the body."

Yuen Long's expression was still indifferent: "Really? Then why did you tell me to go shopping without telling me?"

Yu Shanshan was pounding in her heart, but she pretended to be indifferent and said, "Oh, there's nothing to say about this, anyway, you don't know much about this, so what should I tell you?"

Yuen Lang looked at her, his eyes sank, "Yu Shanshan, are you sure you want to lie to me?"

Yu Shanshan shrank her neck involuntarily, recalling the scene every time she made a mistake in the past. At that time, every time she did something that made him angry, he didn't beat her or scold her, he would look at her coldly, which made her heart feel very uncomfortable, worse than hitting and scolding her, and soon Unable to resist, he obediently admitted his mistake, saying that he would never do it again.

After so many years, seeing him with such a cold expression again, I didn't expect that I still couldn't stand him like this, and soon I couldn't resist, "Oh, why are you doing this, I didn't do anything bad, why are you so angry? "

Seeing that he still doesn't speak, Yu Shanshan knows that she can't get over this hurdle today. If he wants to know, he can find out even if he doesn't say anything. It's better for her to explain honestly and to be frank and lenient. deal with.

After plucking up her courage, Yu Shanshan murmured, "Okay, that's all I said. I went to cupping to lose weight. How can I lose weight?"

The last sentence was said with courage, trying to find some momentum for myself.

Unfortunately, it doesn't work here in Yuen Long, and his expression is even more ugly, "Yu Shanshan, do you know that you are a mother, and you still don't understand what you can do and what you can't do? You need to lose weight, okay, I support you, but you can't rely on these unreliable methods to lose weight, if your body is damaged, do you know the consequences!"

Being so trained by him, Yu Shanshan was unconvinced, "Cupping to lose weight belongs to traditional Chinese medicine to lose weight. Many diseases are cured by acupuncture and cupping, which shows that acupuncture and cupping are beneficial. Already?" She chose acupuncture and cupping to lose weight after a long time, and she didn't try other unsafe methods.

Yuen Long pursed his lips fiercely and pointed to the marks on her body, "Look at your injury, is this safe? Also, have you considered the side effects? Will it be bad for your health? Once you stop , can you guarantee that it will not rise back immediately?"

"I..." Yu Shanshan was dumbfounded when asked, because she didn't know if it would be bad for her health, and she didn't know if it would stop and rebound immediately. She secretly searched the Internet. , Many people say it will rebound, she doesn't know if it's true or not, but she subconsciously doesn't want to believe it will rebound, because she hopes it will be effective, it can really help her lose weight, and she can become less ugly in the future. Gotta stand beside him to be less conspicuous.

But she didn't know how to tell him such a self-deceiving idea.

In front of him, she looked like a poor fool, nothing like the proud and confident Yu Shanshan before.

Yu Shanshan suddenly felt so sad and wronged, even though she really didn't want to cry in front of him, it was too late, and the tears flowed so unexpectedly.

Yu Shanshan quickly covered her eyes and threw herself on the bed to cover her face, so as not to let him see her fragile and pitiful appearance, "You go, you go, I don't need you to care, I want to lose weight, just lose weight."

Yuen Long was just angry at her for not taking care of her body, but he didn't want to make her feel so sad, let alone make her cry. The most unbearable thing in his life was her crying, and he never wanted to see her cry.

Unable to help himself, he leaned over and hugged her, Yuen Lang rubbed her hair and apologized softly: "I'm sorry, it's my fault, I shouldn't be so fierce, don't cry."

Yu Shanshan cried even more fiercely, struggling not to let him touch.

He doesn't understand his own inferiority and sadness at all. He is still the outstanding and eye-catching Yuen Long, but she is the poor Yu Shanshan who is ridiculed everywhere and has been lowered to the dust. They are not from the same world at all.

Maybe she shouldn't let him into her life at all, and the result of such a coercion is that she suffers and he is wronged, and they are not suitable for being together at all.

Yuen Long's heart was about to be broken by her crying, even if she didn't want him, he forced her into his arms, trying to wipe away all her tears, and wanted her not to cry, "I'm not good, don't you? Cry, don't cry baby."

"I'm not your baby." Yu Shanshan was so uncomfortable that she pushed him hard, "Go away, I'm not from the same world with you, go ahead and live your excellent life, a fat man like me is not worthy of you. Together, you don't have to be responsible to me because of Dudu, I don't need your responsibility, and I can't afford your responsibility, you can find a better woman."

"Yu Shanshan, what nonsense are you talking about!" Yuen Lang was angry and hurt, his heart hurts when she was poked by her words, he wanted to beat her butt hard, but he was afraid that she would cry even more. He doesn't know what to do with her now.

"Dad, why is mom crying? Does it hurt?" Xiao Dudu, who was waiting for dinner in the living room, couldn't wait for his parents to come out to eat, so he ran into the room to find someone, only to find that his mother was in his father's arms. Li cried so sadly that he subconsciously felt that it was his mother's injury that hurt and made her cry.

Dudu came in, and Yuen Long didn't know how to continue the conversation, so he had to wipe her tears and kissed her forehead like a child, "Don't cry, okay? You don't cry when you see Dudu, Dudu I saw that I was going to laugh at you."

Yu Shanshan didn't want to cry so ugly in front of her son, so she quickly collected her tears, wiped her face, pushed Yuen Long away and got up by herself, and said to Dudu: "Mom is alright, little fat man, go to dinner and then Go to school, or you'll be late!"

Seeing that her mother had regained her vitality, Dudu was relieved, and took her mother's hand and said, "Then come out and have breakfast with me, there are delicious eggs."

Yu Shanshan patted his little butt, "Go and eat, mom hasn't slept enough yet, mom wants to sleep a little longer."

Dudu was accustomed to his mother's behavior of sleeping late, nodded when he heard the words, turned around and went to pull his father again, "Dad, let's go to dinner together."

Yuen Long looked at Yu Shanshan and saw that she was lying back again, covering her face with a quilt, obviously ignoring him. Thinking that Dudu would go to school in a while, he had to take Dudu to breakfast, and then send him to kindergarten first.

After sending Dudu to school, Yuen Long returned to the downstairs of the community, but did not go upstairs. He sat directly on the chair in the square and thought about things quietly.

He was thinking about what happened today.

He was angry at Yu Shanshan's random weight loss. He didn't like her putting weight loss more than health. He didn't understand her blind weight loss behavior, so he got angry at her.

But her tears of grievance and sadness were like a whip on his heart, completely waking him up.

What he always thought was that he didn't despise her, he didn't think she was fat or bad-looking, and he hoped that she wouldn't be inferior and don't add her eyes to accident.

But, can you really not be ashamed of yourself

Thinking from another perspective, if he has now become a fat man who is looked at by everyone, and meets her beautiful and dazzling again, can he still be with her indifferently and accept other people's gazes calmly

No, if he becomes like that, he will definitely worry that he is not worthy of her, and worry about the side that he will attract with her.

Yuen Long couldn't help but want to beat himself up. He really took it for granted, and he never thought about her from her point of view. Once so proud and dazzling, she has experienced the gap from heaven to earth, how could she not care like a saint

She wants to lose weight because she wants to be a better version of herself, is it wrong? No, but he never understood her, and even blamed her for using the wrong way.

What he should do is not to blame her, but to help her become who she wants to be, so that she can regain her confidence and become the Yu Shanshan she wants to be.

It's funny that he didn't figure it out until now. It's not that she doesn't want to ignore him, it's that he didn't do well enough.

Yuen Long glanced upstairs, paused for a moment, took out his mobile phone, and called his aunt Yu Miao.

"Auntie, do me a favor."

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After hanging up the phone, Yuen Long went upstairs, the house was quiet, and no one moved the breakfast left in the pot in the morning.

Yuen Long knew that Yu Shanshan had not eaten since the morning.

He pushed open the door of the room and found that she was still lying on the bed in the same posture as in the morning, as if she was asleep.

He walked over slowly, sat down on the edge of the bed, stretched his arms around her, put his head in her neck, took a deep breath of the smell on her body, and said in her ear slowly and reverently: "Baby, I was wrong. If you want to lose weight in the future, I will support you, and I will help you lose weight together, okay?"

Yu Shanshan's eyelashes trembled.

"Baby, if you think being the way you were before will make you confident and happy, then let's work together to make you the way you were before, okay?"

Yu Shanshan couldn't take it anymore, she slowly opened her eyes, and as soon as she opened her eyes, she fell into his pitch-black eyes.

Yuen Long kissed her eyes, "Don't be mad at me, don't say anything that I'm not responsible for in the future, you are my responsibility for a lifetime, and I will never let it go."

Yu Shanshan never knew when he was still so good at talking, but when she said that, her defense line collapsed in an instant, and she wanted to cry again.

In fact, she was not angry with him, she was angry with herself. She just threw all her grievances at him. She calmed down and regretted it later. She should not say those words to drive him away. doing something wrong. She was so afraid that he would really go away because of her anger.

Now not only is he not angry, but he has come back to apologize to her.

Yu Shanshan couldn't help but ask him with a crying voice: "Aren't you angry that I lost weight?"

Yuen Long wiped her tears and kissed her red and swollen eyelids, "I will support you to lose weight in the future, and I will supervise you. But there is one point, you can't lose weight indiscriminately. We must use the most scientific method to reduce it. Is it ok?"

Yu Shanshan nodded, "I will not lose weight in the future, I will not go to acupuncture and cupping, I will eat less and exercise more in the future, and I will not be greedy anymore."

The corners of Yuen Lang's mouth twitched, and his heart was melted by her obedience at the moment. He couldn't help hugging her tighter, and then said what he had just made downstairs.

"Baby, quit your job here and come back to the imperial capital with me?"

The author has something to say: The best love in the world is not what I give you the best, but I will help you become what you want to be.

Omg, suddenly the literary young man is possessed, covering his face