(When I went to bed today, my phone was crushed by my knee. Oh, I regret it so much. I shouldn’t have gone to bed on my knees...)
After going through so much, Shi Tian naturally would not believe what Gu Chenhuan said. He had long been prepared to be imprisoned by Gu Chenhuan after surviving and continue to torture each other with Gu Chenhuan. The promise made by Gu Chenhuan was It was worthless now in his eyes.
In the past few days, Gu Chenhuan did not appear in front of Shi Tian.
Without Gu Chenhuan dangling in front of him, Shitian's mood has become extremely calm these days. There are no ups and downs in his mood, and he has not said any fierce words. It's just that peaceful and peaceful appearance that makes people feel a little distressed.
Shitian was silent most of the time and was in a state of self-isolation. From time to time, a psychiatrist would come over to chat with Shitian. Ouyang Yan was also very polite to him and even asked Shitian many times if he wanted to remove the scars on his face. Remove it, otherwise the scars will be ugly in the future, and this small surgery can be performed on him at this hospital. It will definitely restore him to his previous appearance in a short time.
No matter how many times Ouyang Yan tried to persuade Shi Tian, Shi Tian never responded. From the moment he scratched his face, Shi Tian had already made up his mind to live with this ugly face in front of the world. Prepare.
He didn't care, this face had caused him too much pain, and now it seemed like a different kind of self-relief.
"Brother Chen." Ouyang Yan sighed and shook his head, "He is still unwilling to remove the scars on his face. He has been trying to persuade him for many days. It seems that he is determined not to restore his original appearance."
"I got it." Gu Chenhuan said calmly, "No need to persuade me anymore, that's it, it doesn't matter."
Gu Chenhuan wants Shi Tian to return to his original appearance, just to make Shi Tian hate him less. Otherwise, in the future, every time Shi Tian looks in the mirror and sees the scars on his face, he will immediately think of the humiliation and torture he has done to him. .
In fact, there are some reasons of his own. Now he is afraid to look directly at Shitian's face, because when he sees the injuries on Shitian's face, the scene of Shitian self-mutilating in the cage will come to his mind. That kind of fear and horror. The cold made him tremble just as Shitian suddenly appeared in front of his car.
It was already past ten o'clock in the evening. After Gu Chenhuan talked with Ouyang Yan, he couldn't wait to walk to the door of Shi Tian's ward as every night before, and carefully peered at Shi Tian who was sleeping inside through the glass on the door. On that day, the light was very dim, and only the outline of Shitian's face could be vaguely seen.
I don't know how much time passed, but Gu Chenhuan gently opened the door and walked in. He sat on the chair beside Shi Tian's bed without saying a word, and then in the darkness, he described the words over and over with his gentle eyes. Gu Chenhuan did not dare to reach out and touch Shitian's hair and face due to Shi Tian's silhouette, for fear of waking him up. However, after gazing at these ambiguous movements every night, Gu Chenhuan wanted to do them like crazy.
Touching and kissing, this kind of impulse and desire is so strong in the brain that it even makes Gu Chenhuan feel that he is abnormal, which is more difficult for him than when he is addicted to drugs.
Although Gu Chenhuan was tortured by not being able to touch, staring in the dark was more comforting than not being able to see during the day.
It wasn't until midnight that Gu Chenhuan got up and left. As soon as Gu Chenhuan opened the door and left, Shi Tian slowly opened his eyes like he did every night when Gu Chenhuan left, and then turned to look at the closed door. Finally, I stared at the ceiling with my eyes wide open until I fell asleep sleepily.
Shi Tian knew that Gu Chenhuan came every night, sitting by his bed and staring at himself like a lunatic every night, just like before.
On the day Shi Tian was discharged from the hospital, Gu Chenhuan still appeared in front of Shi Tian. As soon as Shi Tian walked out of the hospital, Gu Chenhuan's car stopped in front of him.
This was the first time the two of them had looked at each other face to face after many days. Obviously, Gu Chenhuan looked a little guilty. After he got off the car, he helped Shi Tian open the passenger door. Shi Tian looked at him coldly without saying a word. .
"I... will take you back. Your things have been packed a long time ago. I'll take you back to the villa to pick them up." Gu Chenhuan paused and added, "That's all."
Shitian didn't hesitate at all. He got in the car expressionlessly, but he didn't say a word to Gu Chenhuan along the way. Gu Chenhuan only focused on driving, afraid that speaking would break the calm atmosphere. He also remained silent.
The car arrived at the villa where Shitian lived before. As soon as Shitian entered the living room, he saw his suitcase, which seemed to have been packed and stood neatly beside the sofa.
Shi Tian did not open it to look at it, but directly pulled it out of the door.
"Will you...will leave K City?"
When Shi Tian passed by Gu Chenhuan, Gu Chenhuan finally couldn't help but speak.
Shi Tian stopped and did not look back.
Now he has nothing to escape from, and even if there is, he doesn't want to escape by leaving. He doesn't have any plans for the future now, he just wants to be quiet for a while.
Shi Tian's voice was neither happy nor sad, as flat as a straight line, "If you can stay away from me, I will stay in this city until the day I die of old age."
Gu Chenhuan was about to speak, but Shi Tian continued to say indifferently, "No matter what the truth was four years ago, based on what you did to me, I will never forgive you until I die, and there will be no relationship between us. The day I forgive you and trust each other, as I said before, if one day I am willing to be with you, then I must be lying to you. "
After saying that, Shi Tian pulled the suitcase and walked out of the door. Gu Chenhuan stood there, looking at Shi Tian who was drifting away, feeling the bitterness and burning pain in his heart.
How much he missed the warm and playful him during that month, and how much he wanted to be hugged by him sincerely. ． ．
If I hadn't lied to him in the first place. ． ．
Maybe now. ． ．
Gu Chenhuan slapped himself hard. ． ． What has he been doing to this man for so long? ． ． ．
Is this his love? This kind of perverted, twisted love
"No matter where he goes," Gu Chenhuan ordered the men beside him, but his eyes were still on Shi Tian's blurred back, "send someone to protect him."
"yes."
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"How many days have you been constipated and you still look like this?" Li Jian chewed a piece of chicken popcorn and looked at Guan Ling, whose face had been gloomy for many days. "Still feeling guilty for not asking Gu Chenhuan to save him that night. Now? Can you use your brain? What's the difference between Gu Chenhuan and Yan Wu? I think life is better in Yan Wu's hands than in Gu Chenhuan's hands. Trust me, your brother will be fine now. Maybe he didn't even see the recording file you sent him, and he was living happily abroad. "
Gu Chenhuan and Yan Wu did not reveal anything, and Li Jian lived a happy life as a young man in the family, almost ignoring what happened outside the window, so they did not know the specific situation of Shi Tian.
Seeing Li Jian's carefree look, Guan Ling was a little angry and blurted out, "If it weren't for you, would I have changed my mind temporarily?"
"Because of me?" Li Jian looked like she had discovered a new world, staring at Guan Ling with piercing eyes, "Am I so important in your eyes?"
Guan Ling was stunned for a moment, then he realized that he had spilled the beans. He glared at Li Jian, and then Guan Ling said angrily, "I'm too lazy to argue with you."
Li Jian smiled and put vegetables into Guan Ling's bowl, "Guan Guan, eat more. You have been very tired from the bar thing. Don't put any more psychological burden on yourself. You are exhausted. I have three meals a day." Who’s going to have a meal?”
Guan Ling ignored Li Jian, leaned back on the seat, raised his hand to press his forehead, and said with a complex expression, "I don't even know if I'm doing the right thing. Maybe I shouldn't be so impulsive and send the recording to Shi Tian." ...But if you know who Yan Wu is, and you still don't tell him, isn't it the same as refusing to save him? "
Li Jian didn't listen to Guan Ling's words at all, and ate the Chinese meal with relish, "Guan Guan, the fish you cooked is so delicious. There is another one in the refrigerator. Let's cook it tonight."
"Damn, I'm speechless for you." Guan Ling patted his forehead, "Forget it, it's been so many days, I don't want to think about it anymore, let's eat."
At this moment, the doorbell rang, and Guan Ling lazily got up and went to open the door.
The carelessness on his face turned into shock after he opened his mouth and saw Shi Tian. Guan Ling looked at Shi Tian in disbelief, standing at the door with a suitcase beside him and half of his face covered with gauze.
"What's wrong?" Shi Tian smiled faintly, "Can't you recognize who I am with only half of my face?"
Guan Ling suddenly put his arms around Shi Tian and said, "As long as it's okay, it'll be okay."
"Guan Ling, I also want to thank you." Shi Tian rested his chin on Guan Ling's shoulder and said softly, "Thank you for the recording you sent me, which pulled me back from the wrong path in time."
Guan Ling let go of Shi Tian and excitedly punched Shi Tian's shoulder, "You brat, I thought I was going to hurt you. What happened to your face? Why are you wearing such a big piece of gauze?"
"If you get scratched accidentally, you won't die."
"Who is it? It took you so long to open the door." Li Jian bit her chopsticks and appeared from behind Guan Ling. When she saw Shi Tian, Li Jian's face was filled with shock and fear, "You... you were not led by Yan Wu. Leave? How is this possible? How could Yan Wu let you go?"
Seeing Li Jian appear from Guanling's apartment, Shi Tian couldn't react, "Why are you here?"
"Come in and talk."
Guan Ling helped Shi Tian carry the suitcase. After entering the living room, Guan Ling sat Shi Tian down at the dining table, added a pair of bowls and chopsticks to Shi Tian, and said with a smile, "You have been missing for many days, a lot of things must have happened. , tell me about it quickly.”
Shi Tian told Guan Ling that he himself notified Gu Chenhuan to save him. During the fight between Yan Wu's people and Gu Chenhuan's people, he was injured and hospitalized. In the end, he was abandoned by Gu Chenhuan because of his facial injury. .
"Who are you lying to?" Li Jian folded her hands on her chest and hummed, "Gu Chenhuan had a head-on confrontation with Yan Wu because of you, but in the end he will not want you because of the injury on your face? By the way, what age is this, the facial features are misaligned? You can be transformed into a fairy. Isn’t it a big deal if you only have an injury? Don’t expect to cover it with your sleeves. When you came in, I saw that your wrists were also wrapped with a layer of gauze. Any injuries there were cuts. Suicide by wrist, if my guess is correct, you..."
"Can you shut up that beak of yours?" Guan Ling patted Li Jian's head, "You are the only one who talks too much."
Li Jian rubbed his head, curled his lips angrily and said nothing.
Only now did he realize that he had been living on the line of life and death during this period. The recording was given to Shitian by Guanling, and Shitian was rescued by Gu Chenhuan. At this moment, in Yan Wu's eyes, he was the culprit of all this. Li Jian.
The safety these days does not mean that Yan Wu will not retaliate in the future. Maybe Yan Wu will definitely think of himself after he has rested, and then...
Hold! You shouldn't have stayed in a hellish place like this in the first place!
(After writing a few chapters of emotional drama, it’s time to start writing the final climax of the second part. This joke makes Xiaoha cry just thinking about it. Everything will turn into regret and emotion...)