It was already past eleven o'clock in the evening when he left the hospital. Gu Chenhuan didn't even know how he walked out of the hospital building. He walked towards the place where he parked his car, walking heavily and slowly.
It was raining lightly, accompanied by a cool wind. Gu Chenhuan half-opened his eyes, and the objects in his sight seemed to be twisting and swaying with the sloping raindrops. A car drove past him, with one side almost missing. After bumping into Gu Chenhuan, the driver rolled down the bed, stuck his head out, and cursed angrily at Gu Chenhuan, "You haven't grown up..."
Gu Chenhuan stopped and slowly turned his head to look at the driver. His sinister eyes frightened the driver who retracted his head before he finished speaking and immediately stepped on the accelerator to drive away.
The rain gradually became heavier and half of Gu Chenhuan's clothes were soaked. Gu Chenhuan's steps were still very slow. When he grabbed the handle of the car, his whole body was almost soaked.
Gu Chenhuan started the car in a daze. As the car drove on the road, he rolled down the window. The cold rain was blown by the wind on his face, blending with the tears slowly flowing from the corners of his eyes.
Everything in the past was like the tip of a needle in his heart, and the dense pain spread in his internal organs. Gu Chenhuan looked forward, his expression like a dying old man, and the sense of vicissitudes brought by the tears made him feel as if he had grown old in an instant. Ten years old.
Warm liquid was raging in the corners of his eyes, and his heartache had reached its limit. Gu Chenhuan suddenly stopped the car on the side of the road, then leaned on the steering wheel, roaring and crying.
The tyrannical hero who has always been tough and arrogant is finally incredibly weak at this moment...
"Shitian... Shitian... Ah!!!!"
Roar like a desperate beast, howl like a collapsed coward...
remorse...
cry bitterly...
Life is worse than death...
In the days to come, maybe these will always be with you...
... ..
Gu Chenhuan...
Maybe you don’t believe that I have said more to you in the past twenty days than I have in a year...
Thank you, thank you for loving me and allowing me to discover for the first time in these four years that life is so good...
The only reason why I'm here now is you...
Maybe you won’t believe it if you tell me. Before we met, I never dreamed about the future, but now that you are here, I swear that there will be a future every day. I will dream about it every day and never waste it...
Children without umbrellas can only run hard. I have been running for the past four years. Now that I have met you, I can finally have a good rest...
For me, when you love, you should believe without reservation. If you have any doubt, you should not invest any emotion. I have always been very confident. Falling in love with you makes me more confident...
Gu Chenhuan... .
A bodyguard for a day, a bodyguard for a lifetime...
I will always remember what you said to me, you will protect me until the moment my heart stops beating...
Gu Chenhuan..
I am the sky and you are the stars. I am not afraid of you leaving me, because the stars will never shine if they lose the sky. It seems to mean that if you lose me, you are destined to be lonely all your life...
He was dead four years ago. You are not my Gu Chenhuan. My Gu Chenhuan will protect me and will guard me until the moment of death...
Chen Huan...
I believe in you again, even if I live beside you in confusion...
If this relationship disappoints me again, then curse me to death with no bones left...
Chenhuan, let’s go traveling, to a place where there are only two of us...
We will continue to depend on each other like this, until we get married, until we grow old and die...
Just the two of us...
Chen Huan, look, the sky is crying, but there is no star to accompany him...
Chen Huan..
help me...
help me...
... ... .
From now on, we owe nothing to each other...
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Gu Chenhuan's car parked on the roadside for nearly two hours before leaving. It was almost two o'clock in the morning when he arrived at his residence.
On the way back, Gu Chenhuan called Yu Sheng and asked him to come to his place.
After waiting in the living room for less than twenty minutes, Yu Sheng arrived.
Although it was midnight, Yu Sheng was specially wearing a neat and exquisite suit. He didn't know why Gu Chenhuan called him over in the middle of the night, but he always wanted to show the most perfect image and state in front of Gu Chenhuan. .
No matter what, Yu Sheng was in a good mood after being invited to meet by Gu Chenhuan. However, as soon as he entered the hall and saw Gu Chenhuan's red eyes scattering frightening gaze from a distance, Yu Sheng's heart suddenly disappeared. Bottom, but the expression is still gentle.
"Brother Chen." Yu Sheng asked softly, "It's so late, is there anything urgent?"
"Sit down, I have something to ask you." Gu Chenhuan's voice was lukewarm. He remained motionless, his eyes falling on the table, as if only his mouth was left to move.
Yu Sheng sat on the sofa next to Gu Chenhuan and looked at Gu Chenhuan nervously, "Brother Chen, what's going on?"
Gu Chenhuan's eyes still fell on the glass table in front of him, and his heart was exhausted. At this moment, Gu Chenhuan didn't even have the energy to show off, and his whole person seemed to be hollowed out from the inside. "Shitian was given to me back then. The money for mother’s medical treatment is yours, right?”
Yu Sheng took a breath, and his veins felt as if there was electricity. The blood all over his body was boiling. He tried hard to control his out-of-control breathing rhythm. He was about to say something with a smile, but he heard Gu Chenhuan say again, "I came from Uncle Xu." Back there, I learned another version from him about something that happened four years ago. Yu Sheng, you have been with me for so long, you should know what kind of person I am, so from this moment on, you'd better know everything about me. Tell the truth, believe me, telling the truth will only do you good."
Cold sweat began to break out on Yu Sheng's face, his hands on his thighs were clenched tightly out of fear, and he said in a hoarse voice, "...Okay."
Yu Sheng felt desperate for a moment. He thought he could hide it. When Shi Tian was alive, he was worried that Shi Tian would find out about the misunderstanding when chatting with Gu Chenhuan, but he gradually discovered that Gu Chenhuan and Shi Tian When they were together, the two of them would deliberately avoid what happened four years ago. No one would bring up the scars and talk about them in detail, which made him relieved. After Shi Tian died, Yu Sheng felt that the truth would be revealed. Nothing happened, but he never expected that he would ignore the old housekeeper, the man who had closely followed Shi Tian's growth four years ago.
He should have killed the old butler as a precaution!
"Answer the question I just asked, is that money at your place?"
"... in..." It was extremely difficult to say every word. Yu Sheng raised his hand to wipe the cold sweat on his forehead. He didn't dare to lie because he didn't know what Lao Guanjia said to Gu Chenhuan. Gu Chenhuan obviously believed in the simple butler more than himself. If there was any discrepancy between what he and the old butler said, Gu Chenhuan would definitely think that he was lying. But if he told the truth, he would undoubtedly have admitted that he was the one who killed Gu. Chen Huan’s mother is the culprit.
Yu Sheng was extremely anxious, but he had no extra time to make up another lie in his heart.
"When did he ask you to give me the money? And what did you use the money for?"
Yu Sheng pursed her lips, and finally confessed in a low voice with a pale face, "Yes... three days later, the money was... used by me to repay loan sharks. I was deceived by a friend to invest in real estate. I borrowed more than one million from a loan shark, but lost all of it. Later, I was afraid that I would be hunted down by the loan shark, so I had no choice but to do so," Yu Sheng quickly added, "But I took ten of the money. ... One-tenth of it will be given to you, Brother Chen.”
Gu Chenhuan closed his eyes, his heart falling into the cold abyss covered with ice skates, "Is that what you told me at that time, the two hundred thousand you borrowed for me from a loan shark?"
Yu Sheng said with difficulty, "...Yes."
Gu Chenhuan closed his eyes, put his head on his hands, and looked at the ground in pain, "When I was locked in the basement, did Shitian ask you to come see me?"
Yu Sheng didn't expect that the old housekeeper even knew this. He thought that no matter what he did, at least the warmth of those days in the basement would still be in Gu Chenhuan's heart, but now...
"I'm sorry, Brother Chen, I..."
"I ask you yes or no!!?" Gu Chenhuan suddenly dropped his fist on the glass table in front of him and roared with a ferocious expression.
"Yes." Yu Sheng admitted quickly, looking at the cracked tempered glass table, Yu Sheng's heartbeat kept accelerating due to fear, "Although it was his order, but... But it is indeed me who takes care of Brother Chen. It's me. Feed Brother Chen food and water..."
"Were you by my side when I had a fever and was delirious?"
"What...what's the fever? Brother Chen, I...I..."
Looking at Yu Sheng's confused expression, Gu Chenhuan suddenly felt as if his brain was about to burst open.
It's him...
At that time...
It turned out to be him...
Gu Chenhuan grabbed the hair on his forehead hard, his whole body trembling.
From beginning to end, that man was innocent!
All the time.
What had he done to that man? !
When he knelt at his feet in pain and begged himself to let him go, he pushed him to hell in such a cruel way.
She slammed his love for her to the ground and destroyed his proud body by raping, beating, humiliating, threatening, and imprisoning him. When he used his last bit of strength to choose to trust himself, He actually exchanged him for his real enemy.
Why
Why did God let him know the truth when everything was irreversible, and let him know that he had been a beast for how long!
He could never see the man again.
The young master he had sworn to protect until his heart stopped beating.
He once gave himself a pure white love, but he ruined it in the dirtiest way.
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When they arrived at the cemetery, the sky was already white. Yu Sheng followed Gu Chenhuan cautiously. The gloomy feeling of the cemetery and the sense of depression that Gu Chenhuan brought to him made him extremely uneasy.
Arriving in front of Shi Tian's tomb, Gu Chenhuan looked at Shi Tian's photo on the tombstone and said without looking back, "Come here and kowtow to Shi Tian three times."
"Brother Chen..." Yu Sheng's voice choked up, "I know that I have made irreparable mistakes. No matter what I did, I took care of Brother Chen sincerely for the past three years. Has Brother Chen forgotten these three years?" How did I take care of you? There is absolutely no second person in this world who understands your temperament and habits, Brother Chen, better than me. I am the only one who wants Brother Chen to pay attention to..."
"Come and kowtow." Gu Chenhuan said calmly with an expressionless face, "After kowtow, you will have nothing to do."
Yu Sheng felt happy and happy that he could survive. He quickly walked to Shi Tian's tombstone and knelt down.
"sorry.."
After Yu Sheng finished speaking softly, he put his hands on the ground and kowtowed. Just after finishing the third kowtow, Yu Sheng suddenly heard the sound of the pistol safety bolt being opened behind him, and his heart suddenly tightened.
Before Yu Sheng could turn his head, gunfire rang out.