As soon as Shi Tian sat down on the chair next to the bed, he saw Gu Chenhuan struggling to open his mouth to say something, and a hand wrapped in gauze slowly "crawled" out from the quilt.
"You don't need to speak." Shi Tian whispered, holding Gu Chenhuan's hand that was desperately trying to get closer to him, stuffing it into the quilt again, and then covering Gu Chenhuan with the quilt, "Just listen to me. "
The hand that Shi Tian stuffed into the quilt used more force to get out from under the quilt. Gu Chenhuan was shot twice in the shoulder. That arm could hardly use any strength, so he moved it for a while. He panted heavily from exhaustion.
Shi Tian had no choice but to reach out and take Gu Chenhuan's hand in his. This time he just held it quietly and did not push it back.
There weren't many expressions on Gu Chenhuan's face wearing a respirator, but his bottomless eyes were soft, as if with a smile of relief.
Shitian knew that in Gu Chenhuan's heart at this moment, he and he were one step closer because of what happened that night. Maybe he would feel good about himself and he and he could start over again.
It was somewhat self-righteous, but indeed, that night, Shi Tian felt that he could see his feelings clearly.
Maybe, he is the kind of person who will walk all the way to the dark side. Even if his feet turn around several times, no matter how much he denies himself, the direction in his heart has never changed.
"You'll probably be lying down for a long time." Shi Tian looked into Gu Chenhuan's eyes and said slowly, "Take good care of yourself and let others do what you are doing."
Gu Chenhuan looked at Shi Tian with soft eyes, and moved his lips for a long time before making a hoarse sound, "... Okay..."
"I want to ask you something." Shi Tian looked down at the hands held by himself and Gu Chenhuan with complicated eyes, "Let your men release Yuan Xuan."
Gu Chenhuan looked at Shi Tian with a puzzled look and said with difficulty, "He... hurt... you..."
"I owe him what I owe him. Even if I lose my life, I can't pay it back. He deserves to hate me. Gu Chenhuan. If something happens to Yuan Xuan again, I may be better than when I saw him fall in front of me. It’s even more painful. I think he woke up after the night before. I beg you for this..."
"...Okay...listen...to you..."
Without Shi Tian, Gu Chenhuan did not intend to let Yuan Xuan go so easily, not only because he hurt himself, but also because he had now become a time bomb that threatened Shi Tian. .
Shi Tian was not surprised when Gu Chenhuan agreed to let Yuan Xuan go. Although he thought it was ridiculous, his subconscious did feel that way. If Gu Chenhuan listened to himself, he would agree to any request he made...
"Besides Yuan Xuan's matter, I have one more thing to do here." Shi Tian bent over, his face very close to Gu Chenhuan. He raised his hand to straighten Gu Chenhuan's breathing mask, "I know if I don't say a word, Just leave, you will definitely let people find me, so before leaving, I came to say goodbye to you. "
Gu Chenhuan's eyes widened in shock. He tried hard to tighten his palm and hold Shi Tian's hand, but he couldn't do it. He looked at Shi Tian anxiously and panicked, "Shi... Tian... . hour... ."
The weak and urgent voice was extremely blurry due to the respirator mask. Gu Chenhuan even wanted to sit up. It was not until Shi Tian suddenly reached out to hold his face that he calmed down and looked at Shi Tian with extremely serious eyes. Worry and restlessness.
"It looks like I have to ask Dr. Ouyang to bandage you again." Looking at the blood-soaked gauze on Gu Chenhuan's body, Shi Tian sighed, "At least listen to what I have to say."
Gu Chenhuan spoke forcefully, "...don't...go..."
Shi Tian sat back on his seat, paused for a while and then said with a wry smile, "The night I was imprisoned by Yuan Xuan, Yuan Xuan listened to a recording for me, which was a conversation between him and Mo Xiao."
Gu Chenhuan seemed to realize something, and his face turned extremely ugly for a moment, "I...explain...to you..."
"You should be able to guess what Yuan Xuan asked from Mo Xiao." Shi Tian's voice was not reproachful, but Gu Chenhuan was still confused. Shi Tian put Gu Chenhuan's hand on the quilt again. Bottom, he continued, "I no longer have the energy to resent you because of this matter. If you are willing to let Yuan Xuan go, let's just treat this matter as mutually exclusive. Although you have been deceived again, think about the past, you It should be considered merciful."
"I...explain..."
"Gu Chenhuan." Shi Tian looked at the palm of his hand and said calmly, "Actually, I have never been so-called free and easy. I have never forgotten what happened in the past... From the time you exchanged me for Yu Sheng, I can no longer believe you. You have always said that you love you deeply, but all the time, the closer I get to you, the more painful I am, the more I open my heart to you, and in the end, the more heartbroken I feel. Even if I love you, I still feel sad. I don’t dare to invest my feelings in you anymore, don’t you know, from the time I met you in the stars to now, the four years since I left you have been the most relaxed and comfortable time in my life.”
Shitian's voice was calm from beginning to end, not complaining much, as if he was speaking slowly.
"Gu Chenhuan, I will develop my career well in Beishi. I have many plans for the future, but none of these plans are about my relationship. Haha, maybe when you get married, I will still be single. " When Shi Tian stood up, he took off the chain from his wrist and put it under Gu Chenhuan's pillow.
"I don't want to be controlled by any feelings anymore, Gu Chenhuan, don't chase me anymore, even if it's a gift you gave me because you love me..."
Shi Tian said a lot, but Gu Chenhuan was unable to interrupt. As time passed, he only felt his heart getting heavier and heavier and more and more painful.
He simply couldn't give up like that. No matter what Shi Tian said, he couldn't cut off the piece of flesh on his heart with a knife.
However, Shitian's words made him so sad that he wanted to cry...
He had no excuse and no shame to stay, and he shouldn't think that his tens of millions of efforts could erase the torture inflicted on Shi Tian four years ago. In order to get love, he had always forcibly distorted the path of the person he loved. How many ways.
this time... ..
"Maybe there will be a chance to meet you again in the future. At that time, I will definitely not pretend that I don't know you."
Shi Tian stood up and was about to leave. Gu Chenhuan didn't know where the strength came from, and suddenly reached out and grabbed Shi Tian's hand. He said he was grabbing it, but in fact it was just grabbing a few of Shi Tian's fingers. That's it, Gu Chenhuan His face was already red from exerting himself to the limit.
"Every day..." Gu Chenhuan's voice couldn't suppress the trembling, "I... will give... you... everything... to you..." Gu Chenhuan He wanted to sit up with his upper body, but his body was as weak as if he was paralyzed. He could only turn his head and look at Shi Tian with difficulty.
"gone."
There was a brief pause at the feet, but Shi Tian still didn't turn around. He just let out a soft voice and walked straight to the door. Gu Chenhuan's hand also dropped.
"Shi Tian..." Even though he was shouting heartbreakingly, his voice was still weak and hoarse. Gu Chenhuan's eyes were blurred by tears. He turned sideways with all his strength and stretched his hand towards the door, "Stay with me again. I...just for a moment...just for a moment...a little while...that's all...when..."
Shi Tian's back finally disappeared from Gu Chenhuan's sight.
Less than two minutes after Shi Tian left, Ouyang Yan walked in and saw blood reflected in many gauze patches on Gu Chenhuan's body. He hurried back to get medical supplies to treat Gu Chenhuan's wounds.
"I also specifically told him not to say anything harsh..."
"Quick... cough cough, hurry up and get... Shitian..."
"Brother Chen, please speak slowly...be careful of your injuries..." Seeing Gu Chenhuan's excitement, Ouyang Yan quickly stabilized Gu Chenhuan's body and asked, "How about Mr. Shi? Brother Chen, please go first Take a breath."
"Stop him..." Before he finished speaking, Gu Chenhuan suddenly paused again. Thinking of what Shi Tian said to him, Gu Chenhuan felt like someone had hit his brain hard with a stick, and it stung. Sober, sober that he felt breathless.
Gu Chenhuan no longer struggled to sit up, but lay quietly, looking at the ceiling sadly.
How long can I endure this separation
Seeing that Gu Chenhuan had no intention of continuing, Ouyang Yan didn't ask, and focused on treating Gu Chenhuan's open wound.
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Finally returning home, Xiao Yi's mother specially asked the servants to prepare a table of delicious food, while Xiao Haiyan put down the evening entertainment and concentrated on having dinner with his wife and children that night.
After dinner, Xiao Haiyan called Shi Tian to the study. Regarding the cancellation of the engagement between Xiao Yi and Shi Tian, Xiao Haiyan naturally knew from his wife. In order to understand more clearly, he and Shi Tian chatted in the study for nearly an hour. Finally, I chatted with Xiao Yi alone for about half an hour.
At the end of the chat, Xiao Haiyan was very pleased. Although Shi Tian and Xiao Yi did not reach the end, the relationship similar to family ties was not broken, and the family could still live in harmony.
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After returning to Beishi, Shitian has been following Xiao Yi to handle the company's affairs. After the year, Shitian took the initiative to propose to his father that he wanted to be responsible for a project in other provinces.
Xiao Haiyan has no doubts about Shi Tian's current ability, but he is used to the cooperation between Shi Tian and Xiao Yi, so he has never given any important work to him alone.
After receiving the power of responsibility given by his father, Shi Tian left Bei City and went to a province and city further away than K City.
The huge workload makes Shi Tian's life busy and full, leaving no time to think about other things. Many times when he returns to the apartment, he falls tired on the bed and falls asleep.
Xiao Yi would come to Shitian every half month to visit him, give him some advice, or patiently help and guide him when Shitian had trouble getting around. This kind of life lasted for nearly three months.
There was no chill in the air, and there were warm flowers and vanilla green everywhere. In the warm season, Shi Tian returned to Beishi and handed in a good report card to Xiao Haiyan.
Shi Tian gradually gained a veritable senior status in the company. The workload increased, the pressure increased, and business trips occurred every once in a while. After enriching himself, Shi Tian felt tired and exhausted.
When the season suddenly changed and the warm air slowly became drier, the project that Shi Tian and Xiao Yi had worked hard on for several days was a great success. Xiao Yi specially set aside half a month for himself and Shi Tian to take a vacation.
Shitian also feels that his brain has been a little overloaded these days and it's time to relax.
"Go skiing?" Shi Tian was a little surprised by Xiao Yi's suggestion. He thought that his gentle and elegant brother's favorite way to vacation was to visit lakes and scenic spots or go to places with the sea.
"Well, if you like it, I'll book two tickets to Whistler. It's also a good holiday destination."
In fact, when Xiao Yi accidentally saw Shi Tian staring at a picture of Whistler ski resort in a magazine, he had already guessed that Shi Tian liked this sport.
"Of course I do, it was my favorite sport ever."
The author has something to say: The final incident happened on this skiing ground. Regarding Xu Yuan’s story after the completion of Tianchen’s story, except for the protagonists Yuan Er and Brother Xu, most of the other characters are from Tianchen’s story, and the big boss is also I mentioned it before, I wonder if you have noticed it.