Shi Tian put on his coat. He looked at Gu Chenhuan who was still looking at him gently. He took a deep breath and suddenly reached out to untie the scarf wrapped around Gu Chenhuan's legs.
"Don't blame me, I just want to hold on longer, and..." Shi Tian said coldly, "This scarf was originally given to me by Yan Wu."
"Fuck you, uncle!" Yang Yu no longer cares whether he will be beaten by Gu Chenhuan, even if he is a bitch, seeing how Shi Tian treated Gu Chenhuan, his mother's heart was forced out, "You Do you have to be so heartless? He was hurt because of you, even if you want to leave here, you don't want to let him die like this..."
This time, it was Shi Tian who slapped Yang Yu.
"If you don't want to freeze to death early, save your energy."
When Shi Tian took off his scarf, Gu Chenhuan's bloody wound was exposed, which looked a bit scary.
Yang Yu lay on Gu Chenhuan's chest, crying harder, whimpering, "You... wuwu... Brother, what do you like? wuwu..."
Gu Chenhuan didn't say a word. He stared at Shi Tian, his eyes still gentle.
After Shi Tian took off the scarf, he wrapped it around his neck. The white scarf had been stained with Gu Chenhuan's blood. It was a little wet when he put it on, but it was much warmer than before.
Shi Tian was about to stand up, but Gu Chenhuan suddenly held his hand.
"Shitian." Gu Chenhuan's voice was very soft, and he said with a smile, "Call me Chenhuan, I want to hear it, maybe... maybe it will be the last time."
Shi Tian lowered his eyes to the ground and whispered, "Chen Huan..."
"If I die, can you burn a few more photos of you for me every year?" Gu Chenhuan said with a self-deprecating smile, "Nothing else, I just want to see how you look and know how you are doing. Sample... ."
Shi Tian didn't speak. He broke away from Gu Chenhuan's hand, turned around and strode towards the entrance of the cave. Every step he took was like stepping on his own heart.
Farewell, Gu Chenhuan...
This time, I may be truly free...
"Shitian..." Gu Chenhuan's choked voice came from behind, "I want to see you again, one last time... Shitian..."
Shitian felt as if something had cracked in his chest, and that indescribable pain was biting at the blood vessels in his blood.
How much I want to be with him...
Shi Tian turned his head, his bitter smile was as beautiful as the warm spring breeze, but two lines of warm liquid slowly slipped from the corners of his eyes.
"I am just a madman who has been cursed by you. A madman who always talks about letting go, but can never do it even after death..."
It wasn't until that evening, when Shi Tian's quiet and beautiful profile was frozen in the sunset, that Gu Chenhuan realized how deep the pain was in Shi Tian's tears at this moment.
Shi Tian's figure disappeared, and the entire cave became completely quiet. Gu Chenhuan leaned on the stone and looked ahead without focus.
It turns out that this is what it feels like to wait to die.
What is scary is not the impending death, but the loneliness you have to endure before death.
In order to seek warmth, Yang Yu hugged Gu Chenhuan's waist tightly and rested his head on Gu Chenhuan's abdomen, but his body was still shivering from the cold.
For him, the most terrifying thing is probably the cold he has to endure before death.
After some time passed, Gu Chenhuan suddenly spoke softly to Yang Yu, "Let me tell you the story between Shi Tian and I..."
Yang Yu was almost unconscious from the cold, and his body was shaking without responding.
Gu Chenhuan raised his head, a bitter-sweet smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, and said slowly, "He is the young master I once protected with my life..."
The cold made time jump extremely slowly, and his weak thinking had caused Gu Chenhuan to lose the concept of time. It felt like several days had passed, but he also knew in his heart that it might be just a day, or it might be an hour. Of course, it was also possible. Only a few minutes passed.
Did Shitian escape from here
Gu Chenhuan thought over and over in his heart.
He was wearing such a thick coat and a pure wool scarf, he would definitely be able to escape, he would definitely...
As for myself who is about to die here...
So if he is determined to leave, will he be missed in the future
Everything in his vision began to become blurry. Gu Chenhuan struggled to hold his eyelids open and looked at the entrance of the cave. The last bit of energy he had left was just enough for him to move the corners of his mouth and laugh at himself, and then slowly closed his eyes.
Gu Chenhuan... .
This is your retribution...
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The whole world was in chaos, and only the back of Shitian when he turned around and left that day was shaking repeatedly in his mind.
The coldness in my body seemed to have disappeared.
Vaguely, Gu Chenhuan felt that he smelled the smell of disinfectant, and then, the sound of someone talking came to his ears.
It seems to be Zhou Kan...
It seems to be Ouyang Yan...
"It's been so many days, are you sure Brother Chen will wake up today?"
"I can't say for sure, it's just these two days anyway."
"It'll be good if you can wake up." Zhou Kan breathed a sigh of relief, "I'll be relieved if he doesn't become like Shi Tian."
Ouyang Yan slapped Zhou Kan on the back of the head and cursed calmly, "You are mentally ill. You are still prejudiced against Mr. Shi."
Zhou Kan rubbed the back of his head and said a little innocently, "No, it's gone a long time ago. Even if there is still there, it is completely gone after this time. I really fucking admire him now, I..."
"Okay, okay, stop talking nonsense. Shut up when Brother Chen wakes up."
"I know." Zhou Kan muttered, "Xiao Yi said that."
At this time, Gu Chenhuan opened his eyes. He stared blankly at the ceiling for a long time before turning his head with difficulty and said weakly, "Water..."
Zhou Kan and Ouyang Yan were surprised at first, and then they were overjoyed. A nurse who was giving Gu Chenhuan an intravenous drip quickly poured a glass of water for Gu Chenhuan.
Zhou Kan was so excited that he almost wiped away tears, "Brother Chen, you finally woke up. You have been in a coma for ten days."
"Ten days?" Gu Chenhuan was shocked by this number. He still remembered the cave where he was, as if what happened that day happened just a moment ago.
However, it has been ten days...
It’s actually been ten days... .
"Where is Shitian and others? He was also rescued, right? How is he now?"
"he... ."
As soon as Zhou Kan opened his mouth, Ouyang Yan pinched him hard on the back.
"He was rescued before you, Brother Chen." Zhou Kan said with a smile, "His elder brother Xiao Yi took him back to Bei City a long time ago, and he is probably recovering now."
"Really?" Gu Chenhuan turned to look out the window with complicated eyes, and whispered, "It's good that he's fine."
"Brother Chen, are you hungry?" Zhou Kan seemed to want to change the subject, "I've been losing nutrient solution these past few days. Let me go out and buy you something to eat."
"Brother Chen's stomach has been empty for a few days. You can't eat too greasy right away. Just buy some light porridge." Ouyang Yan said.
"Hey, I'll go right away." After Zhou Kan finished speaking, he turned around and ran out of the room quickly.
Gu Chenhuan wanted to sit up, but he couldn't move one of his legs. He thought of his left leg that was almost stiff in the cold after being shot. He turned around and asked Ouyang Yan calmly, "Is it amputated?"
"No." Ouyang Yan quickly smiled and said, "I have had several operations in the past few days and I have been able to save my life. I just had the last operation a few hours ago. My leg is now under anesthesia. I should be able to recover in a few hours." Regain some sense."
Ouyang Yan helped Gu Chenhuan lean on the bedside. Gu Chenhuan asked again, "When can I be discharged from the hospital?"
"It will probably take a long time." After a pause, Ouyang asked tentatively, "Brother Chen, do you want to find Mr. Shi?"
Gu Chenhuan looked at the bed with weak eyes and said nothing.
"Mr. Shi has Xiao Yi taking care of him, so Brother Chen can rest assured."
"He..." Gu Chenhuan exhaled softly, "Does he know that I am so seriously injured?"
Ouyang Yan's expression suddenly became very unnatural, "I think he probably, probably knows."
"You should go out first, I want to be alone for a while."
Ouyang Yan sighed, turned and left the ward.
Gu Chenhuan closed his eyes, and what lingered in his mind was Shi Tian's back that day...
Will he come to visit
Maybe not.
He always wished that he had never existed in his life...
But...
Miss him very much...
No matter how he treated himself in the cave that day, his longing for him remained undiminished...