In less than ten minutes, Hong Wan came back. His face was much uglier than when he went out before. He frowned and muttered something. He sat back on the chair behind the table and rubbed his temples with one hand. Rub again and again.
"Let's go." Hong Wan leaned on the chair and waved his hand impatiently towards Shi Tian who walked back to the table.
"Leave?" Shi Tian frowned, "I haven't paid the IOU yet."
"I don't have any money to lend you, so why should I write an IOU!" Hong Wan's voice was louder and he said with a cruel face, "Are you deaf if I let you go? Get lost!"
Shi Tian suddenly panicked, but tried to keep his face calm and said politely, "Didn't we already agree? Why suddenly..."
"You are that Shi... Shi's son, right?" Hong Wan raised his thick eyebrows and shouted sharply, "I have a blood feud with him, so I can't give his son any convenience, do you understand?"
Shi Tian tried hard to suppress his excitement, but his voice still had an angry tone, "You can't even name my father, how could you have any blood feud with him? This is just because you don't want to borrow money." Make an excuse."
"Damn! If I don't lend it, I won't lend it. I need to explain it clearly to you, a young boy. I'll tell you that there are people from me who sell interest rates in K City or Lin City. I've already said hello to them. As long as you borrow it, you won’t pay a penny!”
"You..." The fierce rebuttal on his lips was forcefully swallowed by Shi Tian. He couldn't anger Hong Wan. Hong Wan was the only person he could borrow money from at the moment. It was because he thought of borrowing money at usury that he wanted to borrow money. The only way I didn't despair immediately was because I heard that Hong Wan had a lot of capital and would be willing to borrow money from anyone, so he was extremely sure that he would be able to pay off all the expenses for his father's surgery and other expenses this afternoon.
If Hong Wan refused to lend money, then he might really fall into despair.
In the end, I could only watch my father die...
This is absolutely impossible!
"I'm sorry, Brother Hong. I was a little anxious just now and my tone of voice was not good. I'm really sorry." Shi Tian secretly calmed down the restlessness in his heart, with a humble face and a respectful voice, "If you think I borrowed too much, I can remove one million , How about just borrowing 1.3 million? Don’t worry, I won’t leave K City, so don’t worry about me running away to avoid debt, I will definitely..."
"Stop trying to talk to me here. If you say you don't want to borrow it, I won't. There's no need to discuss it!"
"I...I really need this money, so please, Brother Hong, please, please lend me..."
"Why are you still here when I ask you to go out? Do you want me to ask someone to drag you out!"
Seeing Hong Wan's resolute attitude, Shi Tian knew that there was no point in talking anymore. He stood in front of the table unwillingly, holding his hands tightly at his side, and said in a suppressed voice, "You don't have to borrow it, but why do you want others to charge usury?" Also reject me?"
"I've already told you that I have a bloody feud with that Shi... Shi and so on. You are his son. Of course I can't let you get the money just as you want!
Hong Wan seemed too lazy to continue arguing with Shi Tian. He called his men who had been guarding the wind outside and asked him to force Shi Tian out.
Shi Tian shook off the hand of the man who was about to pull him away, turned to look at Hong Wan coldly, and said in a solemn voice, "Then at least tell me why you fell out after you came back from a trip. He even knew my father’s last name.”
The contrast in Hong Wan's attitude before and after he went out made Shi Tian almost certain that Hong Wan had just gone out to meet someone, and it was someone who specifically targeted him!
Hong Wan didn't say anything, and shouted to his two men to "invite" Shi Tian out.
After leaving the small bar, Shi Tian's face changed from angry to confused, and finally turned into a trembling and helpless pale color. He turned around and walked little by little towards the exit of the narrow alley, his slender figure like a falling leaf. Just as serene.
Shi Tian stopped in front of an unoccupied graffiti wall in a narrow alley, holding one hand on the wall, his head hanging down, his eyes blankly on the ground, as if he was thinking, and at the same time trying to relieve himself, alleviating the feeling from the soles of his feet. An overwhelming, painful feeling of helplessness.
Shi Tian suddenly discovered that he was able to survive these four years because he never encountered any difficulties that would make him desperate. He suffered a lot, but he never had any fear about the future. Feeling, he relied on rationality and calmness to downplay every dilemma in life. When he was extremely tired, he just stood under the shower in the bathroom, cried bitterly, and then everything was as before.
But now... .
Shitian was sitting on a bench in a small park, holding his mobile phone and looking at the contacts in his address book. He didn't have any rich friends. Those rich kids he met four years ago had no contact with each other anymore, and he didn't even know how to contact them. They don't even know it.
Shi Tian didn't deliberately think deeply about who could willingly spend so much money to help him, which made him ignore an important man, Yuan Xuan. Maybe it’s because Yuan Xuan’s presence in Shi Tian’s life is not profound, so Shi Tian always regards Yuan Xuan as one of his passing colleagues, passing him by in his mind lightly, making it difficult to think of him again in the future. .
More likely, Shi Tian felt that since someone was deliberately preventing him from raising money, it was useless for him to think about anyone, so he simply stopped thinking about it.
It is better to rely on oneself than to rely on others. Shi Tian has always believed in this sentence in his heart because he believes that what people have always overcome is not difficulties, but a fear and weakness of difficulties in their thinking consciousness. As long as there is a persevering heart, There is always a ray of light on the blocked road. But now, every time he dug out a ray of light, someone would mercilessly block it again, making it difficult for him to move forward.
"You forced me to be so low-key..." Shi Tian looked at the ground with a pale smile and murmured to himself, "Gu Chenhuan, do you think I don't know it's you..."
When I can’t rely on myself, I ask you.
This is what you want.
That phrase "we owe each other nothing" is just you testing, testing how long I will struggle on my own without your help.
In the end, you couldn't help but take action, because I was not looking for you, which made you feel frustrated, and you even felt that I was deliberately provoking you.
Gu Chenhuan, I want to beg you.
I'm not begging you to help me, but I'm begging you to let me go, but I know that if I can't achieve what you want, you will never let me go.
Isn't your purpose in forcing me like this just to replay the scene four years ago in another place
Shi Tian sat in the park for a long time, holding his forehead with both hands and rubbing it vigorously. His brain was fighting fiercely as if it was about to burst. The pain was so painful that it made people want to explode.
The deeper he fell into a desperate situation, the more torment he got, and the torture made Shi Tian suddenly feel extremely powerless.
The hospital called to urge him, and for the first time in his life, Shi Tian begged with an extremely weak voice, begging for two more days, no, one more day.
Shi Tian's sudden breach of trust made the hospital angry and embarrassed, because the surgical experts specially invited by the hospital from abroad had already arrived in China, and at this moment, there was no way to give them an explanation.
When Shi Tian arrived at the hospital, he was already exhausted physically and mentally. He was unable to reply under the angry accusations from the hospital. In the end, the hospital sent away the experts who came and used the expenses Shi Tian had saved in the hospital to pay for those experts. The appearance fee was high, but even so, the hospital paid some of it.
Shi Tian knew that he had shot himself in the foot this time. He had previously promised that he could pay off the fees this afternoon, but now his father's situation was even more serious because of his self-righteous behavior.
Shi Tian could no longer afford a penny, whether it was hospitalization fees or expensive medical expenses. The hospital seemed unwilling to push Shi Tian too hard and only asked Shi Vietnam to move out of the hospital in two days. Even after a two-day delay, Shitian was still completely helpless, because now he didn't even have a residence that could accommodate his father.
At this moment, Shi Tian realized how stupid he was for fighting against Gu Chenhuan before. He should not have angered Gu Chenhuan. No matter how angry he was that he deceived him, how much he hated him for keeping her as his lover, He shouldn't fight heart-to-heart with him to protect his pride and dignity.
I thought that my pride was gone, but I still wanted to keep that pride. Now think about it, my pride is gone, so what qualifications do I have to be proud in front of others!
If she had allowed him to trample her from the beginning, she might have lived a pitiful and miserable life, but at least she would not have let her father fall into the current situation. It was because he cared so much about his own dignity that he was driven to a dead end.
The end of blaming others is just blaming yourself.
Shi Tian still didn't say anything in front of Shi Vietnam. He didn't even let the housekeeper know the conversation between him and the doctor. When he came to the ward, Shi Tian found that his father was still sleeping.
Due to his illness, Shi Vietnam now sleeps most of the time every day. Shi Tian frowned, slowly walked to the bed and sat down, looking at his old and weak father tenderly. After a long time, Shi Tian raised his hand to rub his slightly sore eyes, stood up and left the ward.
Gu Chenhuan...
I'm going to beg you right now...
Whatever you want, I'll give it to you...