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[Log No.-001]
Ah… Where should I start? This is my first day in the experimental project, and Director Johnny suggested that I write some personal diaries to record some details of the experimental process and some strange mental processes.
To be honest, this kind of thing is a bit difficult for me, as I have never had the habit of keeping a diary. But there is nothing I can do. After all, I am just an ordinary researcher and I still have to listen to the director.
I hope the journaling process isn’t too painful.
[Log No.-021]
It only takes 21 days to develop a habit. Today happens to be the 21st day that I have been recording my diary. I feel like I am beginning to get used to it. Every day, I only need a little bit of time to type something randomly on the keyboard to complete Director Johnny's request to me, and also make her happy at the same time... In fact, she looks pretty when she smiles.
Actually, the experiment is going on smoothly. We're going to go out for a drink after a break... Of course, we're going to have a drink in the quarantine area. We can't leave here until the experiment is over, and according to the progress of the experiment, I estimate that I'll have to stay here for a year or two.
It's not bad actually, at least we have food and accommodation, and we get paid, not to mention that we are currently studying the most bizarre things in the world.
[Log No.-061]
I have completely integrated into this place. Probably because of my good performance, I became Director Johnny's assistant researcher and now follow her to survey the site every day.
Actually, she is a pretty nice person, just a little too strict. I told this to other colleagues and they all looked at me strangely. Reza even gave me a thumbs up and praised me as a really exciting newcomer.
I felt as though I wasn't fully there yet.
But to be honest, this assistant researcher job is much more tiring than before. I need to carry all kinds of equipment and follow Director Johnny around every day. Fortunately, after becoming an assistant researcher, I was able to get in touch with the core of this experiment. Although I only saw it from a distance, but...
Wow, that was a really wonderful thing. This was probably the first time I observed it with my naked eyes. It was a little difficult for me to describe it. Fortunately, I took a short video. After consulting Director Johnny, she allowed me to add this short video to the log.
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[Log No.-126]
Ah, it has been so many days since I came here. Every day when I wake up, I see the pure white ceiling, isolation belts and security gates everywhere, and armed guards...
I feel like a hamster living in a cage. Fortunately, the cage is big enough, otherwise it would really feel like being in prison.
After listening to my story, Reza expressed his understanding. The old guy said that he had been here for several years and he had the same feeling. So he suggested that I consult a psychologist.
OK, now I finally know what these psychiatrists do. I always thought it was a sinecure just to earn a living.
I met with my psychiatrist, a guy I didn't really trust. He reeked of alcohol, like he had a hangover. He said it was alcohol that spilled on him, but I always felt he was lying.