The nurse's face seemed to flush a little.
The man raised his face to look at her, his eyes were dark and deep, making it impossible to look directly at her, and the nurse couldn't help lowering his head.
"I can accept your bento, but I can't accept your other intentions." The man said lightly.
"Doctor Zhuo..." The nurse bit her lip.
The man suddenly smiled lightly, "I'm sorry, because I like men."
The nurse couldn't help being stunned, she looked at the man's face, he was not lying, nor was he an excuse to shirk, but a fact.
"doctor… "
The man suddenly smiled and looked at her, "Am I not having the honor to eat the bento you made?"
The nurse quickly shook her head and said, "No, no..." She put the lunch box on the man's desk, "I didn't figure it out myself, thank you doctor."
"I want to thank you too." The man smiled.
The nurse's face still couldn't help turning red, and she hurriedly left the office.
After the nurse left, the man's smile disappeared quickly. After looking at the bento on the table for a moment, he got up and locked the office door.
After taking out some medicine from the drawer and swallowing it with water, I opened the bento and dumped the contents into the trash can, and then tied the bag.
He didn't do it on purpose, but he really couldn't eat anything, but in the situation just now, he didn't want to take the kindness of others for no reason. In fact, in this way, he still hurt the young girl.
The nurse has been very concerned about him since he came to this hospital. It can be seen from many places, but he has always pretended not to know.
He closed his eyes and lay down on the sofa, not moving for a long time.
It has been more than two years since he came to this hospital. He has replaced everything in the previous phone credit card account and started everything from scratch. He doesn't want to have any involvement with the previous people, because once there is, he can't help but want to ask The situation of that person, I want to know if he is doing well or not, and he has done it thoroughly, so he is also completely heartbroken.
He didn't go home directly after get off work at night, but went to a bar he often went to.
That bar was a gay bar, he was a regular there, and there were always people who came to talk to him.
He doesn't care, drinking or chatting, if both of them are interested, they will go to a certain hotel to open a room, whether it is above or below, he doesn't care, even he has met some men who are self-abusing or he is interested in abusing, He still doesn't care.
Because for him... there was nothing to care about.
Even if it is indulgent or degenerate, and he is that kind of person, if it wasn't for the fact that he fell in love with his friend, he would not hide his Xi_ng orientation, because he is not born to care about other people's opinions. people.
Zeng Zeping was already in the taxi. He casually browsed the street scene outside the window, but saw an unexpected scene.
Xiuning? !
"Stop—" he called urgently.
You can't get it wrong, that man is indeed Xiuning!
But when Zeng Zeping paid and got out of the car, he happened to see Zhuo Xiuning entering a hotel with another man beside him.
The lights in the room were dim, and Zhuo Xiuning didn't care who the other party was.
They kissed as soon as they entered the door. The man seemed to be very fond of Zhuo Xiuning's lips, and his sweet voice filled the room.
"Your technique is good..."
"Don't talk." Zhuo Xiuning blocked his mouth.
The other party seemed to be younger than him, but the kissing feeling was very good, but Zhuo Xiuning still dominated by comparison.
Clothes and pants were taken off everywhere, and the two of them both fell on the big bed.
Touching Mo, hugging, kissing, and then the other party couldn't help but say, "... Are you... used to being on it?"
The voice was a little weak and jerky, which made Zhuo Xiuning laugh, "What do you think?"
"I... I've been down there... but..."
"But what? Huh?" Zhuo Xiuning's voice was low and seductive. It sounded especially Xi_ng at this time. His hand casually caressed, and the person below him shuddered with pleasure.
"Don't...don't..." The other party leaked a slight moan and panted, "I...I like you very much...but I always feel that you don't look happy at all..."
"So you just throw yourself in your arms?" Zhuo Xiuning raised his upper body slightly and looked at the person below him.
The other party lowered his eyes, bit his lip and said, "You will definitely look down on me... because I am the person in that shop... "
Zhuo Xiuning understood, he looked at him and said in a low voice, "I won't look down on you, you said you've been below, do you want to try the feeling of being on top, eh?"
"is it okay?"
Zhuo Xiuning leaned over and kissed him, "What do you think?"
The other party seemed to be a little uneasy. It wasn't that he didn't think about it, but the men who slept with him liked to fuck him. He didn't expect Zhuo Xiuning to say that.
But how could he understand Zhuo Xiuning's mind
So his hand went down slowly.
Pain is sometimes a good medicine, it will make him forget the pain in his heart.
The heartache from many years ago seems to have been somewhat forgotten, or perhaps paralyzed, but one day three years ago, a big hole was pierced in his heart, which has never been repaired.
So sometimes he would even rather endure the physical pain himself, rather than keep doing pointless heartache all the time.
"Is it comfortable?" Zhuo Xiuning didn't care about the tearing of his lower body, nor the pain from being penetrated through his body, but he still had room to ask.
On the contrary, the man above him gasped a little, "... um... very... comfortable... "
Zhuo Xiuning slowly closed his eyes.
After everything was over, the sound in the room returned to calm. Zhuo Xiuning never liked the stickiness on his body, so he got out of bed and walked to the bathroom, but he was a little unsteady when he just stood up, so his steps were a little slow.
"Did you...do that on purpose..." the man on the bed suddenly asked behind him.
Zhuo Xiuning did not speak.
"You don't really want to sleep with anyone..." he added, "you...not like us..."
Zhuo Xiuning walked to the bathroom door and suddenly turned around, "If you still have the strength to speak... Would you like to come in and wash together?"
The man on the bed turned his face away and stopped looking at Xiuning.
Because he suddenly knew that no matter how close this person was to him, he wouldn't be able to enter his heart, and he knew that he couldn't like this kind of person, but he actually liked it so much, because of his sadness, and because of—
He doesn't care.
"Today... I'll go first." When Zhuo Xiuning came out of the bathroom, the other party was already dressed, he looked at Zhuo Xiuning and said.
At this time, Zhuo Xiuning wrapped his slender body in a bathrobe, his face was a little tired and pale, his hair was wet, the bangs in front of his eyes were still dripping with water, but his breath was still pressing, and the whole person looked more Xi_ng than before. Sensual and masculine.
He looked at Zhuo Xiuning for a moment, then lowered his eyes and walked towards the door.
Zhuo Xiuning hadn't spoken since just now. At this time, he just followed him to the door. It was considered to be sending him away, but he didn't want the other hand to grab the doorknob and suddenly embrace Zhuo Xiuning with the other hand. The lips came together.
Zhuo Xiuning also followed him, he just bowed his head slightly to cooperate.
It was only when the kiss was over that Zhuo Xiuning was stunned. The door had just opened because of the turning of the door handle, but the person standing outside was something Zhuo Xiuning never expected.
Is it flat? !
Zeng Zeping was also stunned by the scene just now.