Xi_ng Lian, you are completely different from Xiuning, aren't you? "
Zeng Zeping smiled bitterly, "He also asked me that..."
"But he wouldn't like to force you..."
Zeng was silent. What should he do
After a long time, he finally said, "I don't like seeing him like this." His tone was serious, with a certain degree of determination, "I can't ignore it, even if my feelings for Xiuning can't turn into love, but I I want to keep him by my side, at least so I can watch him."
Listening to his low voice, Cen Yun sighed softly, "Find a way to bring him back, Zeping."
"Well, I will."
Chapter VII
"Doctor Zhuo? You look very bad, are you sick?" It was the nurse yesterday.
Zhuo Xiuning shook his head, but did not speak.
"doctor?"
Zhuo Xiuning turned around and walked into the office.
"Pour me a glass of water..."
Hearing what he said, the nurse quickly took out a cup and poured water for him, brought it to him, but caught a few pills in Zhuo Xiuning's hand.
"thanks… "
The nurse couldn't help but look up at Zhuo Xiuning, but found that his face was extremely pale, and there was obvious cold sweat on his forehead.
"Doctor Zhuo—"
The nurse was about to say something but was interrupted by Zhuo Xiuning, "I want to take a break, you lock the door for me."
"okay."
She walked out cautiously, and before closing the door, she couldn't help but glance inside, only to see Zhuo Xiuning sitting down with one hand on the table, apparently enduring some kind of pain.
And those pills...
…should be pain relievers.
It's still the same bar.
"It's you, so early."
"He... the guest who often sits in this position... didn't come today?"
"You said he... It seems like he hasn't been here for a few days."
"Really." The young man frowned. He had been waiting for the man last time for the past few days, but he never waited. When he was about to give up and leave, he saw the door open.
The young man's eyes lit up, and he immediately noticed the obvious tiredness on the face of the man who entered the door.
"You, hello."
Zhuo Xiuning looked at the person in front of him, stunned for a while, and then smiled, "It's you." His voice sounded slightly hoarse compared to that time.
The young man looked at his face and couldn't help asking, "Are you sick?"
Zhuo Xiuning didn't say anything, just smiled casually, and then went to the bar to ask for a glass of wine.
"Xuning?"
The young man called his name.
Zhuo Xiuning was not surprised because Zeng Zeping called his name at the door that day.
"What?" Xiuning didn't look back, just asked.
"I think... I want to invite you to associate with me." The young man looked at Zhuo Xiuning and said seriously.
Zhuo Xiuning finally turned his head to look at him, with a half-smile on his face, "You are waiting for me here just to confess to me?"
"Um."
Zhuo Xiuning's smile gradually faded, his deep eyes stared at the person in front of him for a long time, and suddenly whispered, "I don't care if you're not afraid of being sad."
The young man was startled, but said, "I hope you are happy."
It was Zhuo Xiuning's turn to be stunned. After a long time, he said with a faint smile, "I'm not sad."
"But you're not happy."
Zhuo Xiuning took a sip from the wine glass, but did not speak.
happy
He has long forgotten what it's like to be happy. He has been like this since a long time ago, and he is used to it.
"Can I be happy with you?" Zhuo Xiuning laughed again, he looked at the young man and said leisurely, his expression was not elegant.
The young man looked at his smile, but the sense of alienation was so obvious that he lowered his eyes and said, "I see, in fact, after that night, I really felt that I liked you so much, so I really wanted to tell you, now..." He Said and looked up at Zhuo Xiuning, "I'm sorry for disturbing you."
Zhuo Xiuning looked at him,
Suddenly I remembered that when I was at this age, I also seemed to want to confess to someone, but that was that he was not able to say it as easily as this person now.
"I envy you..." he whispered suddenly.
The young man was about to leave and stopped because of his words.
"That person, I wanted to say this to him a long time ago, but I chose to remain silent from beginning to end, but until now, I still let him know that I never wanted to disturb him..."
His voice was very low and light, but for some reason, it made the young man feel very sad, heavy and depressed. It was not easy to admit that he was in love with Xi_ng, so even if he didn't ask. The reason, he can also imagine how hurtful it is to hold back from talking about it.
"Then... after he knows?" the young man asked cautiously.
Zhuo Xiuning smiled again, "Once you know it, it's irreversible, isn't it?"
What is irreparable? Years of friendship? Can't you pretend to be calm and watch as if nothing happened? Or something else... It seems to be a lot of things, but he doesn't really bother to think about it.
Because he's really used to it...
When Cen Yun saw Zeng Zeping a few days later, she couldn't help but be stunned, "Are you back? Where's Xiuning?"
Zeng Zeping nodded and said, "I'll come back first, and I'll go over after I've arranged everything here."
Cen Yun looked at Zeng Zeping, "Have you really made a decision?"
"Um."
"Are you sure you can bring him back?" Cen Yun asked with a frown, "We all know Xi_ng Xi_ng..."
Zeng Zeping was silent, and after a long time he said, "I don't know either, but I think I should have a way to get him back with me, but..." He didn't continue, just frowned.
"Just what?" Cen Yun asked again.
Zeng Zeping didn't say anything, he just said, "Wait until I bring Xiuning back." After speaking, he asked Cen Yun, "Did Xiuning call you?"
Cen Yun shook her head.
Zeng Zeping couldn't help but smile.
At that time, Xiuning was clearly perfunctory, but what method should he use to convince him to come back
Zeng Zeping was at the door of Zhuo Xiuning's house. Although he left the hotel that day, he didn't go back directly. Instead, he waited for Zhuo Xiuning to leave and followed him home and went to Xiangdao Hospital with him, so that he could go back with peace of mind. .
So when Zhuo Xiuning came home and saw Zeng Zeping, he was stunned for a while, the effect of alcohol almost made him think it was just an illusion.
"...Zeping?" He called softly, reaching out to touch Mo, but he was afraid that it would disappear if he touched him. His fingers stopped in mid-air for a while and then put them down.
Zeng Zeping's heart was a little tight because of his action.
"Xuning." He called.
Zhuo Xiuning's dark eyes stared at him for a while, but did not speak, just lowered his head to open the lock.
"Don't let me in?" Zeng Zeping faced Zhuo Xiuning with a gentle face.
Zhuo Xiuning went into the room and poured himself a glass of water, then he didn't look back, just asked, "Didn't you say you won't come to me again?"
Zeng Zeping looked at his back, but said, "I'm not here to force you to go back, but I plan to stay here too."
Zhuo Xiuning suddenly turned to look at him.
"Because you don't want to go back, Sister Cen told me to stay." Zeng Zeping said.
Zhuo Xiuning still looked at Zeng Zeping silently and said nothing.
Zeng Zeping Suo Xi_ng stopped talking, but stepped into the door, put the package in his hand on the ground, turned around and locked the door.
"As you like." Zhuo Xiuning ignored him, just turned around and entered the bathroom.