Then he smiled bitterly.
Kissing him... is blasphemy, isn't it
Once he had such a thought, he would forcefully erase it, but now, he will no longer think about it.
"Zeping..." Zhuo Xiuning closed his eyes, trying to free his hand.
But he didn't expect Zeng Zeping to be unwilling to let him go easily at this time.
So in the next moment, Zhuo Xiuning felt the warmth on his lips.
"but… "
Before Zhuo Xiuning had time to step back, Zeng Zeping had already pressed his body against the wall, while Zeng Zeping's tongue came in while he opened his lips, blocking what he was about to say.
Zhuo Xiuning couldn't escape, he could only feel it.
The wet and greasy touch swept through every part of the mouth, and the gentle feeling made Zhuo Xiuning almost blindly indulge.
"… let me go… "
Zhuo Xiuning's voice was a little broken, with a little powerlessness.
Zeng Zeping felt a faint pain in his heart, but he did not let go of him.
After a long time, when neither of them could breathe, Zeng Zeping let go of Xiuning.
He took a few steps back and looked at Xiuning, but when he saw Xiuning's wet lips at this time, he couldn't help but move.
Zhuo Xiuning's eyes were dark and bright, but with obvious pain, he looked at Zeng Zeping without saying a word.
"Xuning..." He called out his name in a low voice.
Zhuo Xiuning leaned his back against the cold wall, looking at Zeping with more complicated eyes than ever, but he was always speechless.
What should he say? Should he be happy about Zeping's attempt? Why wasn't he happy at all? Zeping is willing to kiss him, no matter what the reason is, he should be happy, right
But why did he feel more heartache than ever at this moment, the pain was so unbearable that he couldn't open his mouth at all.
The pain in the body seemed to start again, Zhuo Xiuning's hand behind his back clenched into a fist.
"You blame me for not coming back to you again? Do you want me to just leave you alone?" Zeng Zeping looked at him and whispered.
Zhuo Xiuning still did not speak.
"You fell in love with me, but you refused to say it because of Hua Min, and three years ago, because you were known to me, you escaped without a trace, or you planned to leave, you are afraid that one day I will know. Will force myself to do this to you, won't I?"
"You have always been a good man." Zhuo Xiuning said at this time.
"Even if it is, I won't force myself for someone I don't care about. I won't force myself to kiss a man, but I just want to try to love you. Are you holding back now?" Living Zhuo Xiuning's eyes, his expression was extremely serious. He didn't want Xiuning to continue to choose to escape, even if there was no way for the first two times, but this time, it was impossible.
Zhuo Xiuning lowered his eyes, he didn't answer Zeping's words, but frowned and said, "I'm tired."
"You are clearly escaping." Zeng Zeping's voice was indescribably low.
"What about escaping?" Zhuo Xiuning didn't look at him anymore, just said lightly.
"Do you think it's impossible?" Zeng Zeping looked at him, "You like me, but do you only expect such an ending? Is that right?"
"Xiaomi's death was an accident." Zhuo Xiuning said suddenly.
Zeng Zeping fell silent for a while. He lowered his head and closed his eyes. After a long time, he asked in a low voice, "Have you known that Huamin hates you?"
Zhuo Xiuning was stunned, but was speechless.
How could he not know, but even if he did, how could he face the hatred of his sister
"You just give in, you just want me to live well, but you told me to let you go when I know everything?"
"So you're making compensation for Xiaomin?" Zhuo Xiuning laughed a little self-deprecatingly and closed his eyes.
Zeng Zeping stopped because he did not deny that there was a reason for this.
"You still love Xiaomin, right?" Zhuo Xiuning asked. In fact, he didn't mind Zeping's love for Xiaomin, he just didn't need this kind of compensation.
Zeng Zeping looked at Xiuning and inadvertently caught a glimpse of the cold sweat oozing out of his forehead, and suddenly felt wrong.
"Xuning!?"
Zhuo Xiuning closed his eyes tightly, but did not speak.
Zeng Zeping took a step forward and pulled his arm, but saw that the blue veins on the back of his hand, which he had tucked behind him, were clearly protruding, and his knuckles were pale.
"Damn." Zeng Zeping cursed in surprise, blaming himself for being too careless.
"Does it hurt? Why didn't you tell me earlier?"
He once asked the doctor, and the doctor said that he could hardly straighten his back when he had kidney colic. Although Zhuo Xiuning was standing against the wall, he was obviously reluctant.
"I'll help you go to the bed and lie down." Zeng Zeping said with a frown.
Zhuo Xiuning let him help him into the room and lay down. He had been enduring it when he spoke just now. At this time, the pain hit wave after wave, but it was difficult for him to speak.
"What kind of medicine?" Zeping opened the drawer, took out the medicine bottle, and handed it to Zhuo Xiuning.
Zhuo Xiuning opened each bottle and poured out two, Zeng Zeping quickly walked out of the room and poured water.
Watching Xiuning take the medicine, Zeng Zeping helped him lie down again.
"...I'll just lie down for a while..." Zhuo Xiuning said at this time.
"Don't you need to go to the hospital?" Zeng Zeping asked worriedly.
Zhuo Xiuning shook his head slightly.
Zeng Zeping had no choice but to watch him in pain, but there was nothing he could do.
The plane took off smoothly, Zeng Zeping looked at the person who was resting with his eyes closed, and pulled up a blanket to cover him gently.
Since Xiuning said he was willing to go back, he would no longer allow him to stay in a different place by himself, and he could go back and talk about anything.
After that day, Xiuning didn't say anything more, and Zeping didn't mention it. Besides, Xiuning's physical condition is not very good now, and everything will be discussed later.
The plane ticket was booked a few days ago, because after seeing Zhuo Xiuning's pain that day, he decided to take him back to see the doctor and take care of his body. The few days ago, Zhuo Xiuning's condition seemed to have improved a little before he followed up with Zhuo Xiuning. Ning negotiated the air ticket, but he didn't expect that it didn't seem right before boarding, so now Zhuo Xiuning didn't say a word, just closed his eyes and fell asleep.
The trip takes a total of four hours, which is actually a long distance for such a time. If it weren't for such a coincidence that he had to come to such a far city because of a case, I'm afraid he would never find Xiuning.
In fact, Xiuning is really a stubborn person, Zeng Zeping turned to look at Zhuo Xiuning and thought, this seems to have not changed since childhood.
I remember that there was a sports meeting in middle school. At that time, even the small prizes awarded by the school were very important to the students, and Xiuning was particularly good at a few sports, because he couldn't beat the monitor, and the sports that could win the whole class There were so few places that Xiuning had to sign up, but in fact, he didn't have to participate in all of them.
But who would have known that the long-distance running happened, the collective relay race and the sprint were both on the same day, and what was even worse was that there were only 15 minutes between the two. Zeng Zeping had persuaded him to give up one, but Xiuning did not agree, saying that since he signed up Plan to run.
The result was unexpected. Even Zeping was excited for him at that time, because he could get a place in all three events, but Xiuning was absent for two consecutive days. When Zeping went to find him, he only knew that he had been in the sports meeting. Xiuning has been ill since the beginning.
Zeping has never forgotten that incident, and the current Xiuning has not changed at all from that young man at that time, he is just as stubborn as he is stubborn.
Zeping's expression softened again, and he suddenly felt that Xiuning now seemed to have returned to that time.
It was very quiet on the plane. Someone was flipping the book and someone was sleeping, but someone's book suddenly fell to the ground, and there was the sound of a child crying.
Xiuning opened his eyes due to the sudden noise, but it happened to meet Zeping's gaze.
Zeping didn't evade, just looked at him and smiled and asked, "Are you awake, are you hungry?"