"Sometimes, it's good to be a child." Li Qiye looked at the rain outside the window, smiled, and said lightly: "It would be better to be a child who doesn't remember the past."
At this time, Xiaoxuan lay by the window, watching the rain falling on Leli. She didn't know whether it was sad or confused. After a long time, she couldn't help but shook her head gently and said: "I don't remember, I don't remember my past, I don't remember my family, I don't remember my friends..."
Having said this, she couldn't help but pause for a while, and said: "In the memory, there is no longer any impression."
Memories are vast, but in this immense memory, there are no other people’s impressions, no traces of other people, whether it’s your family, your friends, or your loved ones, love yourself People... All this has no memory, all this has no impression.
An existence that has been up and down for millions of years, spanning countless times, once had family, once had friends, perhaps, once had people who lived and died together, or maybe, once had a loved one, or maybe People who love themselves...
These people can all be regarded as the most important people in life, but at this moment, no matter how unforgettable people have been, no matter how important they are, in the memories of the vast cloud of clouds, No trace was left, but no memory.
Is this important or not? Perhaps, in the past, they had their own parents, or they might have their own brothers and sisters, or even have their own husbands, children, or even descendants.
After all, as an existence that can be sealed by time, blood, amber and dust, there must be a huge and incomparable heritage behind it, and this is not a way to go alone.
Regardless of these people who have been extremely important in their lives, perhaps they are willing to give everything for them, but at this moment, there is no memory, no trace.
If people who are extremely important in life have no memories or traces, are these people who are extremely important in life really that important to themselves
"The avenue is long." Li Qiye looked into the distance and said lightly: "After all, I walk alone. The longer the avenue is, the more I walk alone at the end."
"The avenue is long." Xiaoxuan couldn't help but mutter. In her misty memories, it seems, indeed, only the traces of the avenue were left. Perhaps, this was in her life. Leave an indelible mark.
Other things, whether it is a loved one or a loved one, will eventually disappear and eventually cease to exist. However, the long road is accompanied by everything, whether it is the past, the present, or the future. , Dadao lies, it can be said that in her life, Dadao is an indelible trace.
"It's all gone." Xiaoxuan couldn't help but sighed softly. In the sigh, there was unspeakable melancholy.
After all, it is just a life. In his life, there must have been an extremely important person, whether it is a relative, a close friend, or a favorite. However, these once the most important people have no traces, and they are no longer in this human world, they have long since disappeared.
The most frightening thing is that after these extremely important people disappeared, they did not leave any traces in the memory.
At this moment, in this world, she is nothing more than a lonely figure and a long stalk, and everything in the world seems to have nothing to do with her.
One person in all ages, perhaps, this is a kind of loneliness that others can't realize.
After a while, Xiaoxuan came back to her senses, looked at Li Qiye, and said softly: "Where is your family?"
"Nothing." Li Qiye smiled faintly, looked at the raindrops falling from Lili, and said: "I don't remember anymore, it's too far away."
"It's too far away." Xiaoxuan was taken aback, and she couldn't help but nodded, and murmured: "It's too far away, you are more lonely than me." She said, looking at Li Qiye.
She also knew that Li Qiye lived longer and longer than her. Perhaps, when she was born, Li Qiye had already lived for countless years.
So, her loneliness today, Li Qiye had already experienced in very distant years.
"But, you remember it." Xiaoxuan thought about it carefully and murmured: "I am different from you. I must be a reincarnation on the avenue. I don't remember the past, but you are not. You have never been born in reincarnation, so you still remember the past, your close relatives, your friends, your loved ones, those who love you... you should remember them all."
Speaking of this, Xiaoxuan couldn't help but lose her mind. She didn't remember it. It was not that she had forgotten these people and things. It was not that she took the initiative to forget, or took the initiative to bury these people and things in the deepest part of her memory.
She is just a certain kind of reincarnation, perhaps a kind of rebirth, in short, it is caused by a certain kind of external factor.
However, Li Qiye is different. Li Qiye did not have reincarnation, just as Li Qiye still remembered her after these tens of millions of years. Then, Li Qiye also remembered the people and things in those long and distant years.
Thinking of this makes people feel a pain in their hearts. In those distant years, those people and things that used to be, now they are all different. They may have been close relatives, close friends, and beloved ones. , But, today, they have all disappeared, but these people and things are still remembered.
In the deepest part of that memory, during these tens of millions of years, there will always be some time, under a certain opportunity, it will remind you that in your memory, there was a certain relative, a close friend. , A beloved...
However, they are no longer there, they have all disappeared, but they have reminded you time and time again in the memory that this is an unforgettable pain, the person you think about, they are not in the world, they It has long since disappeared, and the world can't imagine such a process.
Therefore, at this moment, Xiaoxuan looked at Li Qiye for an instant, she instantly felt Li Qiye’s loneliness. In the long road, Li Qiye was just walking alone, no one would be able to accompany him for long. , Even if someone had accompanied him on this road, it was only a short period of time. Even in terms of the length of his life, the people who appeared and accompanied him, It was just a moment.
The avenue walks alone. On the long avenue, Li Qiye spends more time walking alone, and will continue to walk alone in the future.
"Have you ever thought about finding someone to travel with you?" Xiaoxuan couldn't help asking after a long time.
Li Qiye smiled faintly, and said: "Cultivation of the Tao is a matter of self. In the world, there will be no one who can synchronize with you. The road is long, tens of millions of years, even tens of millions of years, one step The difference is that they can be separated by millions of years, and they can walk together."
When Xiaoxuan heard it, she felt it was reasonable. On the long road, who is walking with her? Even if you are the one you love the most, you may not be able to travel with you. The length of the avenue is measured in millions of years, but in billions of years, as long as there is a difference of one step between the two sides, between these millions of years, between hundreds of millions of years, the difference of one step , It will make two people have a gap of millions of years.
"Have you ever thought about staying with each other." Xiaoxuan couldn't help asking.
Li Qiye glanced at Xiaoxuan, smiled faintly, and said slowly: "Thousands of years, hundreds of millions of years, have experienced countless ups and downs, and have experienced countless years, and the things they have experienced are just like a cow. If it is a step difference, it is for you to stop and wait. Then, in this long road, I am afraid that there are too many things to stop you..."
"... If anything can stop you, how can you cultivate the Supreme Dao, you can not practice the Supreme Dao, and you can live for millions of years, neither After a long time, there is no need to think about the long avenues, there will be no such long avenues." At this point, Li Qiye couldn't help but smile.
"The difference of one step is to stop. There are indeed many things that can be stopped in that world." Hearing Li Qiye's words, Xiaoxuan could not help but feel reasonable, in this world. , How many things are there, and how many people have experienced it.
My dearest relatives, dearest friends, dearest love, maybe, there will always be some people, there will always be something that makes you stop and wait, then when you are all allowed to stop and wait, you will be able to step on the supreme The avenue, how can you live for millions of years, perhaps, you have also disappeared with your loved ones, friends, and loved ones, and you will no longer exist in the world.
So, if this is the case, the avenue is long and the avenue is lonely, which does not need to be considered at all, it is simply unfounded worry.
"The avenue is long." After returning to her senses, Xiaoxuan couldn't help but sighed softly, somewhat unspeakable. In her misty memories, there was indeed only the avenue.
Perhaps, she wants to know what kind of people, dear relatives, dearest friends, or beloved ones have appeared in her life, but today, she can't remember it anymore, and all of these no longer exist.
When all this is not in your memory, maybe they are not so important, maybe, if you forget it, let it be forgotten, so why bother to look for it again.
"What's more, you are not reincarnation." Li Qiye smiled faintly and looked at Xiaoxuan.