Back in the mountains, it was already winter. It had just snowed, and the trees were all covered in white, and even the breath they exhaled was white, as if they had merged with the sky and the earth.
The weather is cold, the trees are withered, and the dead branches and leaves are buried in the snow. Only when you step on it, you can feel the extraordinary softness under your feet. These dead leaves will become fertile nutrients in the coming year, penetrate into the soil, and nourish the sprouting trees. They fall, and then return in another form, endless life, naturally there is no pain.
Liu Yan saw the pine spirit.
The pine trees were the only green accents in this decaying mountain landscape, so it wasn't hard to find him.
As a father, what kind of friends his son has made, he doesn't say it on face, but he cares in his heart. Although he knew that Shen Jue had been looking for the emperor's reincarnation and hadn't found it for a long time, Liu Yan hoped that Shen Jue would let him go.
Don't look for it, don't look for it, it's too hard. Liu Yan didn't want Shen Jue to follow in Yi Mo's footsteps, but she also knew that there were some things he could do nothing about.
They can't do anything about many things.
Perhaps suffering and struggling, tossing and searching, are just a process in life. Liu Yan knew that as a father, she couldn't protect him forever. Shen Jue's life was too long, and his life was too short. Protectors can't be protected, Shen Jue has already grown up, he can't stop the pace of time. He can't stop anything, can't stop anything, he can only watch the cruel passage of time, let the child he protects in his palm grow up, and suffer the necessary suffering in the process of growing up.
When the little pine tree sensed Shen Jue, it almost became ecstatic. There was no wind, the branches swayed, another layer of snow fell under the thick pine tree, and then an illusory shadow floated under the pine tree, a touch of verdant green, calling out "Brother Shen, Brother Shen", he rushed towards Shen Jue.
Shen Jue caught it with open arms, quite embarrassed. At this moment Liu Yan who was standing aside laughed, his voice was muffled, as if he was suppressing something, Shen Jue who laughed made him even more embarrassed, and shouted: "Father, don't laugh."
Only then did the little pine tree spirit on his chest notice that there were others, and found that one of them was the half-celestial snake demon who was afraid to avoid it. His face turned pale in shock, and he withdrew from Shen Jue's arms, and with a flash, hid back to his body inside. A spirit made from a tree, whose spiritual consciousness is closely related to its body, he was afraid, and the pine tree trembled accordingly, even the pine branches trembled.
This is the first time Liu Yan has seen a pine trembling for more than two hundred years. The trunk does not move, but the branches tremble. . Liu Yanyi felt it was funny, wrapped in a fox fur cloak, and squatted on the ground laughing so hard that he couldn't straighten up.
"Father," Shen Jue was very helpless, afraid that he would laugh too hard and choke his breath, so while giving him some relief, he said, "What's so funny, laughing like this?"
Liu Yan lowered her head and said nothing, just laughed, her shoulders trembled when she laughed, and she stopped laughing after a long time, she glanced at him and said, "Brother Shen."
Shen Jue's handsome face immediately flushed red.
Yi Mo also squatted down, and said seriously: "It should be Brother Xiao Shen."
Liu Yan couldn't hold back his laughter like this, and laughed so hard that his whole body became limp, and he couldn't even squat, so he plunged into Yi Mo's chest, wiping away his tears and breathlessly said: "Brother Shen , Brother Shen... what a brother Shen."
Shen Jue's face turned red from being teased, and she felt ashamed and embarrassed. What was meant to be a good address abruptly made them laugh to a distorted state, as if the little pine spirit was not calling Brother Shen, but Brother Qing. A lot of nasty things have been added for nothing. It was so numb that even Shen Jue felt his teeth were sore - it was also strange, why didn't he feel it before.
Yi Mo helped up the man who was so limp from laughing, hugged him in his arms, looked at the trembling pine tree, and said nothing, "Since he is calling his elder brother, he should come out to meet us, why would he encounter a ghost?" Hiding as if hiding, what does it look like." This tone is clearly the harshness of the elders.
The little pine tree spirit hesitated for a moment. After all, he couldn't hold back his liking for Shen Jue. He was deeply afraid that his timidity would make them unhappy, so he would not let Shen Jue come to him in the future. So timidly, he walked out again. But he couldn't help but wonder how brother Shen Jue, whose cultivation level was similar to his, had such a terrifying father. It was the first time he met a half-immortal demon. Seeing Liu Yan who lost his composure laughing in his arms, he was even more curious, saying that ordinary people are as timid as mice, how can such an ordinary person not be afraid of them.
In addition, although he is timid, he is not stupid, and he can naturally understand that these two people have no malice towards him, so he dared to come out again, transformed into a human figure, stood in front of Yi Mo, bowed his head, Dare not say anything. He didn't even dare to take a big breath, for he was afraid that if he was careless, he would upset them and be swallowed alive by this old monster who had cultivated for thousands of years.
When he stood still, Liu Yan slowly stopped laughing and said, "Look up and let me see."
The little pine tree spirit raised his head, and he looked like a handsome young man, wearing a green shirt, tall and slender, with a straight spine, but a little thinner. As soon as Liu Yan thought of him yelling "Brother Shen" and threw himself into Xiao Bao's arms, he wanted to laugh again, and after holding back a few moments, he swallowed the smile that surged up, and said solemnly: "I have never been on the mountain all these years. I haven't seen you before, so I think I was afraid of us. I saw you today, is it as scary as you thought?"
The little pine tree spirit looked up at him quickly, then quickly lowered his head, shaking his head, the back of the ear was red, it seemed that he was being picked on, and he was ashamed.
Liu Yandao: "Since you and Shen Jue are close, we will naturally treat you differently, so we don't have to hide around."
The little pine tree spirit was overjoyed when he heard that he did not refuse her friendship with Shen Jue, and hurriedly raised her head and smiled.
This smile is really clean. Liu Yan thought that he might be a tree, he grew up on this mountain since he was a child, he can't roam around like birds and beasts, and he has no experience in the world, so his mind is very clean. Emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy are clearly displayed on the face. A smile is a smile, without a trace of falsehood, a pure and rare smile. Liu Yan suddenly felt that if he was with him, Shen Jue would not be lonely for the rest of his life, and he could rest assured. It's just that Shen Jue didn't care.
Shen Jue is a wolf, and he is loyal to his partner, which is the nature of a wolf. Although there is human blood in their bodies, they have learned the loyalty of emotions from them. This is difficult to change.
But the eyes of the young man in front of him were clear, showing his admiration for Shen Jue. Even if he is just a mortal, Liu Yan also knows that this is another emotional tragedy of constant cutting and chaos.
Feeling lost in her heart, Liu Yan said to Yi Mo: "You guys go back first, I'll play with him for a while."
Yi Mo naturally understood him, and as soon as he put his hands together, he took Shen Jue away, Shen Jue walked two steps and then turned back, shouting at the little pine tree spirit who was standing anxiously in front of Liu Yan: "Don't be afraid, my father Very good." After saying this, he felt relieved and left with Yi Mo.
Although Liu Yan looks young, his eyes are very deep. He glanced at the little pine tree spirit, took his arm, and led him to walk slowly in this mountain forest. When the half-immortal old monster left, the little pine tree spirit Unreasonably afraid that this mortal, who was unremarkable before, came, was held by the arm, and did not dare to break free, and followed him cautiously, feeling uneasy, not knowing what to do.
After walking slowly for half an hour, Liu Yan opened his mouth and asked in a gentle tone, "You can't leave this mountain forest?"
The pine tree spirit whispered: "My practice is shallow, at most three to five miles away from the main body, and it will not work any farther away."
"How long have you been practicing?"
"Two hundred and eighty years."
Liu Yan nodded, and remained silent for a moment before suddenly changing the subject: "Do you like Shen Jue?"
The little pine tree spirit blushed a little, and looked at him blankly: "What is liking?"
He asked seriously, without any trace of fakery, so it can be seen that he really didn't understand. Liu Yan looked at him, for some reason suddenly thought of Yi Molai, and thought to himself, are all these practicing goblins like this? Stupid and stupid, I don't know how much suffering I will suffer in the future.
Liu Yan thought for a while, but did not answer this question, and instead said: "Shen Jue has someone he likes."
"Ah?" The little pine tree spirit was stunned for a moment, feeling inexplicably uncomfortable, feeling sour and a little astringent, and instinctively said, "Why haven't I seen it? He hasn't told me about it either." He may not have understood the meaning of regarding Shen Jue as his own, but Liu Yan could understand it, and the suspicion in his heart was finally settled. What Yi Mo said was right, this little elf really fell in love with Shen Jue.
Liu Yan said: "That person is dead."
The little pine tree spirit was taken aback again.
"He's dead. Shen Jue has been looking for his reincarnation all these years." Liu Yan said lightly, "You can't leave this mountain, but in the future Shen Jue will travel around the world and look for it. What should you do?"
The little pine tree spirit was a little confused for a while. Hearing his question, he answered without thinking: "Can't I accompany him to find that person? After I practice for a while, I can leave my body and accompany him to find that person."
Liu Yan stopped talking.
The little goblin was timid and innocent, but she gave him this answer without even thinking about it. Answers that do not require thinking are often the most authentic answers—I will accompany you.
No matter what he does, no matter where he goes, he is with him. Maybe you will regret and hurt in the future, but this kind of heart is the most important-because it is your own choice, no matter how hard it is, you will be happy.
Even he has no right to comment, and naturally he has no right to interfere or influence their will. As for what if he can't find it in the future, so what if he finds it, he can't control those things, and he also believes that the child he taught himself will have the most appropriate way to deal with it.
Liu Yan smiled, and said: "Will you go to my house or not, Shen Jue is going to clean up the yard at this time, will you go and help him?"
As soon as the little pine tree spirit heard that she could be with Shen Jue, there was no reason not to go, and even though Liu Yan vaguely made him feel afraid, she also felt kindness, so she boldly nodded.
Liu Yan took him home.
In the courtyard, Shen Jue was sweeping the floor with a bamboo broom, clearing the snow from the courtyard to the corner, forming a small hill. Yi Mo sat on the roof, doing nothing, watching his son busy, while casting spells, doing some small favors, such as Gogoushou, let the wooden bucket fly out of the kitchen, float to the river to draw water for himself, and then fly back to the water tank He poured his stomach full of water into it, and then continued to fly until the water tank was full, and the flying wooden barrels could rest. The rag is still tirelessly wiping the dust everywhere.
The little pine tree spirit followed behind Liu Yan, and the first thing he saw was this indescribably weird, but warm and confusing scene.
Already accustomed to this, Liu Yan turned a blind eye to it, and sat on the chair that had just been cleaned, when a teacup and teapot flew out from the open door and landed in his hand. Without raising his head, Shen Jue said while sweeping the floor, "Father, it's very cold, drink some hot tea and go back to the house later, the brazier has already been lit."
Yi Mo, who was sitting on the roof, finally stood back in the middle of the courtyard. Liu Yan asked him what he was doing on the roof, and Yi Mo said that the chimney was blocked, so he cleared it.
As he spoke, he went back to the house, took out all the quilts, and threw them on the only big tree in the courtyard, just hanging on the branches, without pulling the ropes, directly drying the quilts. When he was alone, he didn't ask for anything, only when he was with Liu Yan, he even picked and picked the bedding to sleep on, he must smell the sunshine from the quilt, and he would fall asleep with Liu Yan in his arms Get comfortable.
As they were talking, the little pine tree spirit had already slipped to Shen Jue's side, eager to snatch his broom and help him.
The ground in the house and the yard has been swept almost, but because of the cold weather, Shen Jue was afraid that the ground would be wet and slippery, so he swept carefully. Seeing that the little pine spirit was courteous, he was not polite, so he stuffed the bamboo broom into his hand , I was told to sweep carefully, even the ground outside the courtyard door, before I rolled up my sleeves and went into the kitchen to make pastries.
As soon as he entered the kitchen, he probed again and asked, "Father, what do you want to eat?"
Yi Mo sat on a chair drinking tea with Liu Yan, turned his head and said, "Pine Nut Crisp."
The little pine tree spirit was so stupid that he couldn't hear that he was being teased, so he quickly put down the bamboo broom and said eagerly: "I have a lot of pine nuts, Brother Xiao Shen, do you want them?" He changed his words and called "Brother Xiao Shen!" "Are.
Liu Yan took a sip of tea, nearly spit it out, swallowed it back hurriedly, her hot tongue was numb, she glanced at Yi Mo, and said: You should restrain yourself a bit!
Yi Mo turned his eyes away, and carefully looked at the hot tea in his hand, as if he had never seen it before, and looked at it very seriously.
Shen Jue knew that Yi Mo was evil-hearted, and it was not easy to pierce it in front of the little pine tree spirit, so he took a bunch of pine nuts brought by the other party, pretended not to understand anything, and continued to make dim sum. Taking time out, she winked at Liu Yan with pitiful eyes, counting on her father to be merciful, take this old monster back to the room, and stop torturing him.
Liu Yan received her son's call for help, blinked, turned her eyes away, and lowered her head to seriously study the hot tea in her hand.
Shen Jue gritted his teeth, but there were outsiders present, so he endured this tone.
The little pine tree spirit, who had never been away from the mountain, was in contact with people for the first time in his life, and he was full of curiosity everywhere, so he observed their family very carefully, thinking that everyone and every family were like this in the world below the mountain.
Harmony is beautiful, sweet and harmonious.
I don't know that the beauty of this home is just like a short-lived epiphyllum, and the blooming is just a quiet moment.
He didn't know, but the three of them all knew, so they cherished this moment even more.
With the intention of cherishing, the days seem to be stepped on the clouds, and people almost think that this dream will never wake up.
The New Year ushered in the cold winter, and many firecrackers were lit on the lonely mountain, making it lively all night. After the New Year and the Lantern Festival on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month, even Yi Mo got into the kitchen and learned how to wrap the stuffing for the Lantern Festival. The first few people wrapped the sesame stuffing, and then they made it well. The family cooked a whole meal. Pot the Lantern Festival, put sweet-scented osmanthus honey, hug the stove and eat the Lantern Festival made by myself, and the festival is over.
The cold winter passed in a blink of an eye, and the mountains and forests sprouted green again, and the dormant creatures started to move, making noise in the forest. The little pine tree spirit often comes to the only courtyard in the mountain to be a guest, saying that he is a guest, the family is used to being loose, and even Liu Yan is becoming more and more loose, without the constraints of dogma and etiquette, he is not considered a guest. Seeing him coming, he nodded and continued to do his own thing.
This day, the little pine tree spirit came to play again, and stood outside the gate. The courtyard gate was unlocked, but it was closed. He opened the door and called a few times, but no one answered.
There was only their family in the forest, so there was no need to close the door when going out. The little pine tree spirit walked around the yard, closed the door and ran out to search.
Finally, I found this family by the stream on the mountainside. His elder brother Shen turned into a black giant wolf, lying on his side on the grass and sleeping with his eyes closed. , but didn't bother to open his eyes. On the other hand, Hei Lang's head was tilted on his furry belly, but it was Liu Yan, who was also dozing on the Hei Lang's pillow, with a big snake wrapped around his body, buried in his lapel, also sleeping. But no, in the days of spring sleepiness, the temperature is neither too hot nor too cold, and the sun is just right, so what do you do if you don’t sleep
A family of three is entangled together, and the luxuriant tree sprouts above their heads cover the light on their faces, giving them a good dream. And where the trees couldn't cover their bodies, the warm spring sunshine flowed over their bodies, as if they were sleeping in a golden palace. There is the fragrance of grass and trees in the breath, the gurgling stream in the ear, and the warmth of the family.
This scene seemed to be branded, deeply burned into the mind of the little pine tree spirit, and he never forgot it for the rest of his life.
Love each other and depend on each other.
If it hadn't been for the arrival of summer, the days on the clouds of this family would have drifted on forever. The days of self-deception are still long, and the time for self-deception has not yet come. However, summer has come.
The sun was shining, and Liu Yan, who was dressed in thin clothes, was sitting by the stream, with her bare feet stretched out in the stream, and a wolf lying on her lap. Liu Yan took the rhino horn comb and combed the black wolf's fur. From time to time, he combed a handful of fur and threw it into the stream to float away.
Shen Jue sighed: "If I were a snake, I would be fine, and I don't need to be like this in summer."
Yi Mo lay on the side and pulled the wolf's tail, and when he pulled it, it became a tuft of hair. After he blew, the wolf hair flew up, dangling, and finally fell down after a long time. He said while playing: "I didn't want to raise you back then. The fishy smell of animals is nothing more than wolf fur everywhere in summer, and you can drink your fur with a cup of tea, it's really annoying."
Shen Jue said in embarrassment: "There is no fishy smell, you are a snake, and the smell of mounds is real!"
Liu Yan raised his eyes and said, "What are you arguing about? They're all animals, and they hate each other."
A wolf and a snake suddenly fell silent.
Liu Yan said again: "Why can't I feel what you are talking about?"
"Father has been cultivating for so many years, and he has long since absorbed the spiritual energy of heaven and earth. Naturally, he has no taste." Shen Jue said, "I will catch a wild snake in a while, and you will know what it is like."
Yi Mo grabbed the wolf's tail and said with a sneer, "I think it's better to kick you into the river now, the smell of the dog that fell into the water will be strong."
"I'm not a dog!" Shen Jue shouted, and wanted to raise his head to argue with him, but Liu Yan held his head down, pressed it on his knee and said, "Don't move, it's still not good." Shen Jue had to lie down again, rather Wei Wei said, "Father, I'm not a dog."
Liu Yan laughed, patted his hairy head, and comforted him, "I know."
Shen Jue was immediately comforted, and with the comfort of being combed, the thick hair on her body gradually became lighter, and she hummed immediately.
He was so contented like that, Yi Mo couldn't bear to see him, he kicked him, and with a "crash", the mighty black wolf suddenly became a "wolf in water".
The black wolf in the water pounced a few times to stand up, turned into anger from embarrassment, jumped towards Yi Mo, Yi Mo quickly stretched out his hand, and an invisible barrier was immediately erected between the two, the black wolf couldn't get over even after several times of rushing. Her ears drooped immediately, and she called out to him pitifully, "Father."
Yi Mo turned a deaf ear to it.
Hei Lang called again: "Father." He walked a few steps with his head down, circling around the barrier. Dripping and downcast, he looked really pathetic.
Yi Mo hesitated for a moment, and accepted the law.
Sure enough, the black wolf who was still languishing a moment ago immediately became energetic, and rushed towards him, threw Yi Mo to the ground, then shook his body happily, throwing the water all over his body together with the wolf fur, and threw Yi Moman away. The face is all over the body.
Yi Mo wiped his face, lying on the ground helplessly tilted his head to look at Liu Yan, and said, "You have taught me a good son!"
Hei Lang rubbed his wet face on Yi Mo's face, then wet his freshly wiped face, and said innocently: "You also taught me." He jumped when Yi Mo was about to kick again. Move to the side and shake the hair again.
Yi Mo sat up, cleaned off the wolf fur and water droplets on his body, looked at the black wolf and curled his lips: "This winter, I skinned you and made a wolf fur mattress for your father..." Before he finished speaking, Yi Momeng silently.
winter. Where is winter
Liu Yanyuan had been looking at them and laughing, but at this time, the laughter stopped abruptly.
Shen Jue squatted aside, silently regained his human form, and raised his head to look at the sky. Perhaps it was because the light was too warm, his eyes were hot and he was about to shed tears.
All three are speechless.
When the little pine tree spirit found the stream, what he saw was this strange and dull scene. He was surprised and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
No one answered him. Some things, relatives know, loved ones know. The rest are irrelevant. They didn't even bother to say it.
Because of many things, outsiders cannot understand and feel uncomfortable. They feel guilty in their hearts, because only their loved ones are the ones who are hurt the most, and only their loved ones can make them feel guilty.
How can the rest of the people understand
Shen Jue walked over, sat beside the two of them, and said, "Father, what do you think?"
They had never talked about this topic in depth, each of them hid it up and dared not speak out easily.
Liu Yan said lightly: "I just think about it, I still feel sorry for you."
"What?" Shen Jue asked.
Liu Yan turned her face away, looked at him for a long time, then stroked his head, and said softly: "You and I have been father and son for more than two hundred years, nearly three hundred years, but I have rarely been by your side... Now, I am afraid I can't accompany you again."
Shen Jue froze for a moment, "Father?"
Liu Yan summoned the little pine tree spirit and said, "From now on, you will stay with him."
The little pine tree spirit didn't know why, but she also nodded: "Of course I'm with Brother Xiao Shen."
Liu Yan smiled, looking at Shen Jue's crying eyes, couldn't help feeling sad, hugged her son in her arms but was speechless.
Shen Jue was not stupid, he was always smart, so he naturally understood what he said. If his father leaves in a few days, his father will also go with him. That's why I said "I can't accompany you again".
—I can't accompany you anymore.
Shen Jue thought that he had parents when he was born, but before he could remember anything, his biological parents were gone and he became an orphan. I don't feel how wronged and sad. Without his biological parents, there is such a father and father who treat him very well. He has never been wronged since he was a child. Although he is a demon, he lives in a big family. No one dares to look down upon, no one dares to bully. Later, my father died, leaving only my father. They searched for many years and endured so much hardship, and finally they were able to reunite as a family.
But a year later, my father was leaving again, and even my father refused to stay, so he wanted to leave.
What's the point of leaving him alone and living alone in such a big world without even a relative.
Shen Jue gritted her teeth and said, "I'll be with you."
Liu Yan suddenly raised her head and said, "No way!"
The little pine tree spirit couldn't understand what they were saying, and looked at it hesitantly, looking at Shen Jue, Liu Yan and Yi Mo, no one would tell him anything, and no one cared about watching at this moment He glanced. It was at this time that the little pine tree spirit realized that their kindness and kindness had limits. They took him as an outsider. The little pine tree spirit who understood it felt sad, mixed with a bit of grievance. He couldn't understand these emotions. He just felt that he had always regarded them as his own, like relatives. Why couldn't they treat themselves as relatives? After being wronged for a while, seeing that they still didn't even look at me from the end of their eyes, this grievance changed in nature, and there was a faint sense of resentment.
After standing blankly for a while, the little pine tree spirit turned around and left. I thought that if you ignore me, I will ignore you from now on. At this moment, he completely forgot that he promised Liu Yan to accompany Shen Jue just now.
But I don't know, Liu Yan saw the back of him when he walked away, he saw it very clearly, and then came to the conclusion that such a temperament is not suitable for Shen Jue - compared with the emperor who changed in the previous life, this little pine tree spirit is even more beautiful. Not as good as him.
Liu Yan said to Shen Jue: "You still have your own things to do, your own life to go, why do you follow us? Can you follow us forever?"
Shen Jue smiled miserably: "I can't find him, so I just follow you."
"If you can't find it, look for it slowly." Yi Mo said, "Since you promised, how can you go back on your word? I never taught you to behave like this."
"... Then if I find it, can I find you?" Shen Jue asked.
Yi Mo was silent for a while, then said: "Where are you going to find me?" Then he looked at Liu Yan and said, "Do you really want to come with me?"
Liu Yan smiled: "After I left you, did you find it hard?"
Yi Mo thought for a while and replied, "It's still hard to find."
Bitter, he admitted for the first time. I searched all the way, but I don't know where he will be, and I can't help but imagine what he will look like, what kind of temperament he will grow up, even after calculating the place where he was reincarnated, I still can't help looking around, afraid that I will die. Miscalculation, afraid that I will not find it, and afraid that the vast sea of people will miss it. So when Ji Jiu was reincarnated, knowing that he would be reborn in a wealthy family, in the southwest, he couldn't control himself, and searched everywhere. I'm afraid of missing it, I'm afraid of being wasted.
The result is still missed, or wasted. Only at this time will you realize that even if you live for a thousand years, you can ride the clouds and call the wind and rain, but you are still useless.
In the face of fate, even he is nothing more than an ant, useless. It's just so useless, there are still people who like him, and there are still people who put him on top of his heart, so how can he not find this person.
Don't be afraid of suffering, just think about the beauty, the hard work along the way, and finally become sweet.
"I can only live for a few decades," Liu Yan said softly, "Even if I'm not afraid of suffering, where can I find you? Suffering?"
Yi Mo stretched out his hand, hugged him into his arms, whispered: "I don't want you to die." After waiting for a while, he said again: "I don't want you to die either."
Liu Yan closed her eyes and leaned on his shoulder, "Then you are alive, can't you?"
"I... I'm afraid I won't be able to live like this now." Yi Mo stroked his back and said in a low voice, "Did you forget? I'm a snake demon. Without Daoxing, I'm just a snake."
This is the answer.
If he loses his way and deeds, and takes away his inner alchemy, he is nothing. If it's not Yi Mo, who doesn't understand human language, he won't be as beautiful as ever.
Just nameless, a snake in the mountains. They only walk under the dead leaves, haunt caves, eat wild animals, wake up in spring and sleep in winter.
Maybe it will be taken away by goshawks and vultures, the skin of the snake will be pecked open, and the internal organs will be taken away, which is the pain of death.
It's better to hand over Dao Xing and life together, don't want anything, have nothing.
At least at the end of life, you can spend time with the person you like, and eat a bowl of Lantern Festival together.
These alone are worth his life span of tens of thousands of years.
No regrets either.