Back then, Fu Hongwen saw that Zhao Lixin was just a "girl" who was just a little bit older, and his obedient appearance suddenly poked his heart. He thought that it would be great if he could have a female Jiao'e who was as obedient as the ten princesses. Of course, he was just thinking about it.
When we saw each other again, Zhao Lixin grew up a bit, and his appearance was even more attractive. The teary eyes instantly took root in his heart, and he grew up slowly without his knowing.
He likes "her" so much, likes "her" every frown and smile, loves "her" every gesture. He saw "she" gradually grow from a girl to a young girl, and slowly grow into a towering tree in his heart.
It starts with goodbye and love, but is loyal to the long flow of water.
At that time, he really wanted to be nice to him alone, even if he knew that he was a man, he was willing. As my sister said, what if he really wants to be married to a foreign domain? In a place where he can't see, his Qingqing will be tortured to death, and he will never see him smiling at himself again. When he thinks of this, his heart feels like it is being tightly squeezed by an invisible big hand.
Stumbling into the palace, he didn't care about his disheveled clothes, he wanted to see him now.
At that time, he was really desperate and treated him wholeheartedly. He doesn't need royal power and wealth, as long as he wants his own Huiyue.
When he married Zhao Lixin, he felt like a dream. He always felt that it was unreal, and he couldn't even believe that Zhao Lixin would give up his identity as a man and the possibility of ascending the throne for him. He wanted to be nice to him even more, wishing he could take him with him all the time and fill up all the love that was vacant in him.
He tried his best to please him, thinking that his Mingyue could live a happier life.
But there are always people who don't think his bright moon is easy. That day when the third prince came down to court, he taunted him maliciously, and asked, "How does your highness feel about that good imperial sister? My highness still advises the son-in-law to take a concubine as soon as possible, so as not to lose his succession."
Even Concubine Liu Gui, Zhao Lixin's biological mother and concubine, did not hesitate to threaten him with the entire Fu family.
"I know that you love him and love him, but he is still a man." The graceful and luxurious concubine sat on a high position and looked at him like an ant: "If the world knows that the former Tai Tuo was with a man, would you How do you think outsiders view your Fu family?"
"I heard that there is a younger sister in the son-in-law's family, right? If the brother's reputation is damaged, then the younger sister is not easy to marry, right?"
Fu Hongwen never knew that this world would really be so dark. Tiger poison doesn't even eat children, but his bright moon is a piece of meat that fell out of her belly in October, how could she not see that her child is half good
He originally wanted to pamper and love Zhao Lixin more. But it was widely rumored that the Duke's mansion would go to the Fu family to propose marriage.
Anyone who is a little bit more informed in the capital knows that the eldest son of the Duke's Mansion is a heavenly eunuch. Fu Hongwen knew that it was Concubine Liu Gui who forced him to make a choice.
Seeing his younger sister's frowning face at home, how could Fu Hongwen have the heart to really let her lose her life's happiness because of him? And so the first child appeared.
Fu Hongwen still remembered Zhao Lixin's eyes filled with tears, and his stubborn appearance made him feel distressed. How much he wanted to hug him and tell him that child wasn't his.
The princess mansion has the eyeliner of a noble concubine, and he knows that he cannot be willful. In the end, the tears in Zhao Lixin's eyes still didn't fall, he just calmly knocked out the child in the woman's stomach, killing two people.
As his pillow person, he can often find that even if he falls asleep in the middle of the night, he is extremely restless, and even wakes up often.
With the first one, there will be a second one, or even a third one. Looking at the numbness on Zhao Lixin's face and the sinking light in his eyes, he wanted to tell him the truth regardless.
None of those children belonged to him! He wanted to hug him and tell him he had never betrayed him.
On the second day, everyone in the capital, including the Fu family, knew about Princess Chun'an's "great achievements". When his parents asked him if it was true, he didn't know where to start.
He could see the guilt and disappointment on his parents' faces, but his thoughts drifted to Zhao Lixin.
If his Mingyue knew about it, how sad and sad would he be? But Fu Hongwen ignored it, he was the one who really made Zhao Lixin sad.
He was careless, and that woman went to Fu's house to cry that day. Before meeting Zhao Lixin, the elder brother and younger sister kept persuading him.
"If you make the princess mess around again, I will go there on the spot."
"Hongwen, you are so old, your mother and I are also old, and we have no grandchildren, can you bear it?"
"Brother, father and mother are so old now, do you have the heart to force them?"
It wasn't that he was forcing them, it was that they were all forcing him and Zhao Lixin.
At the beginning, he specifically asked the bone carver to keep his memory, even if it was painful, he could bear it; but he didn't want to forget his Qingqing. He originally thought that after the "deep bone", they could start all over again, but no one was willing to give them this chance.
"You got your wish, what about me? What about me?"
"Give it back to me, okay... okay, I have nothing left except him!"
Fu Hongwen could dream of Zhao Lixin's mournful appearance at that time day and night. He knew that he was in pain, and he was in pain too. If it wasn't for him being too weak and having other concerns, how could it be so difficult for the two of them to come to the present stranger
He got his wish, he married him as his wife, but did he really get his wish
When he was stabbed in the chest by Zhao Lixin, he had expected such an ending. How could he tolerate other people's betrayal with such a strong temperament? But he is not cruel enough, what if Qingqing dreams about this scene all the time after he dies, and then becomes restless
But if this can free Zhao Lixin, it might not be a good thing.
"It's so good... so good..."
He really thinks it's good, but it's a pity that his Huiyue will stay alone in the sky in the future, and no one will pamper him sincerely.
Fu Hongwen held onto Zhao Lixin's hand tightly. He wanted to tell him that he had never betrayed him; he wanted to tell him that even if he was alone, he should treat himself well; It’s good to think about him with some candied haws... No, I’m afraid it’s even more sad when I think about him... He still wants to tell him...
That Zhao Lixin was Fu Hongwen's heartbeat was never a lie, he was really devoted to him, but it was a pity that he couldn't stay with him forever.
Gradually cold fingers moved, greedily wanting to retain the last warmth, Fu Hongwen wanted Zhao Lixin to smile, just like before, the smile looked so good that it directly hit his heart like this, Can't live without it anymore.
He remembered that a long time ago, he also drank and sang with him under the moon, and while he was drunk, he dared to touch his head and told him that he would be with him in the future.
It seems that they never told him that his eyes were so beautiful and bright back then, as if he was the only one left.
Oh, it's really beautiful.
The author has something to say:
Taifu is not scumbag, but he has too many worries. This pair is really poor.