The fox seemed to be in better spirits these days, and when Shen Xingzhi took it to the yard to bask in the sun, it turned over lazily, its tail wagging behind it, and gently rubbed against the opponent's palm.
Shen Xingzhi couldn't help but roll his eyes because of the prickly touch.
One day when there was a thunderstorm, Shen Xingzhi dreamed back to the past again, he fell asleep deeply, but felt conscious again and was muddled. In a daze, he felt as if someone was patting his back and calling him "Zhi Zhi" loudly.
How much he wanted to open his eyes to see if it was his fox, but no matter how hard he tried, his eyelids seemed to be hung with heavy weights, and he still couldn't open them.
At dawn the next day, Shen Xingzhi immediately opened his eyes, and was a little disappointed when he saw the squinting fox next to him.
It would be great if the fox could turn into a big fool.
He patted the fox's back lightly, looked at the fox's face carefully, reminding Shen Xingzhi of the fox mask, his heart softened, he got out of bed and turned out the mask and put it on silently.
The self wearing a fox mask in the bronze mirror is strange yet somewhat familiar. Just as he was about to reach out and touch his feet, there was a slight movement at his feet. Looking down, the fox kept rubbing against his legs and looked up at him.
Lowering down and hugging the fox, Shen Xingzhi looked at the fox's eyes that had been muddy for a long time, and he couldn't help covering them with his hands.
How dare he look, these eyes tell him all the time what he has done.
The fox broke free, turned the lump out of nowhere, twirled its paws, and gurgled to Shen Xingzhi's feet. Biting the knot, the fox kept rubbing against him, letting him hold it.
It's not such a fine carving, but it can be seen that the person who carved it was serious. At that time, Shen Xingzhi could often see Lan Yi going to the bone carver's yard, and then happily holding a piece of wood, looking at him while lowering his head to carve carefully.
At that time, Lan Yi always liked to hide, not letting herself see clearly what he was carving. Now that he could see clearly, his eyes felt moist.
Lan Yi carved a little doll with a fox mask on her head, holding another fox-eyed doll with a mask on the other end of her chubby little hand, smiling sweetly at the little doll.
The fox rubbed its head against his hand, seemed a little dissatisfied with him not looking at him, barked at him, and circled around him.
Suddenly remembering the jade pendant that was taken away by him, Shen Xingzhi stood up abruptly, ignoring the feeling of dizziness, staggered towards the dressing table, and pulled out the jade pendant. I don't know if it's an illusion, but the fineness of the jade pendant doesn't seem to be as warm and quiet as it was last time, even a little dull.
He hung the jade pendant back on the fox, and the moment he touched the jade pendant, the fox seemed to be a little more alive, not as lifeless as before, turned around a few times before jumping into his arms, I rubbed it with my body.
A secret hope rose from the bottom of her heart, this jade pei lanyi had been wearing it all the time, could it be that if she brought it back again, the idiot could still be saved.
That night, Shen Xingzhi was still sleepy, he seemed to be listening to Lan Yi's voice in a trance, and he still called him "Zhi Zhi", running his fingertips through his hair, combing it bit by bit.
"Well, if I'm not here in the future, you have to take good care of yourself. Don't make fun of your own life and go to such a high place to dance. Even if you don't stand that high, but you are so beautiful, I will definitely I can spot you at a glance from the vast crowd."
"If you miss me, then take a look at that doll and think that I miss you all the time."
"Just don't forget me, okay? Can you wait for my reincarnation, and then find me to continue the relationship."
After a while, Shen Xingzhi listened to him and said: "Forget it, you are so good-looking, there must be many people who like you. If you meet someone who can treat you like a treasure like me in the future, forget about me." .”
No, he doesn't want to do this...
He wanted to open his eyes to see Lan Yi, and wanted to touch him with his hands, but he couldn't open his eyes no matter what, he could only vaguely feel the fleeting warm touch on his forehead.
The oppressive feeling disappeared all of a sudden, but Shen Xingzhi suddenly fell into a deep sleep.
When he woke up again, it was slightly bright, Shen Xingzhi hugged the fox in a panic, it moaned softly, as if feeling unwell. But he didn't care much, he was afraid that if he was late, or if he didn't hug him tightly enough, the fox would leave him.
He really knew he was wrong, he shouldn't be greedy, he shouldn't be so selfish. He was wrong from beginning to end.
But he knew he was wrong so what, his stupid big man can't come back.
Shen Xingzhi could only watch helplessly as the fox lost its vitality day by day, lying on the stone table with no strength, seemingly lazily. He stroked the opponent's fur bit by bit, hoping that the fox would open his eyes and look at him, and smiled at it: "I always thought you were annoying before, but now you really can't bother me every day." , I feel idle and flustered."
"If you think I have a bad temper and really hate me, then you should go back to Neidan with me and leave this place of fireworks. It's better than turning into a fox and ignoring me and letting me even you Can't see either side."
"If you still think I'm good-looking, I promise you that I will intercede with my little father and redeem myself. I want to go back with you and have a look. After meeting your parents, I will be your rightful wife."
As he was talking, Shen Xingzhi began to cry a little, as if he was still the young master Shen who was being held up by someone: "Don't you despise me crying the most? Why are you so cruel now that you even let me see your face?" No way. I don’t look at you, I don’t remember you, where should I find a fox in the future, it will be good to me in every possible way.”
After so long, the young master is finally willing to admit his heart:
"Lan Yi, if you leave, no one will treat me so kindly again."
His father who was kind to him left, and his mother who was kind to him also left, and now even Lan Yi, who he once despised the most but who treated him very well, is leaving him. The young master sat there in a daze, looking at the fox, thinking that in this world, there are really more despairing things than death and ugliness.
A young master is a young master just because someone is willing to pamper him, but now that the fox who pampered him is leaving, what kind of young master is he
The fox opened his eyes embarrassingly, and struggled to lick away the tear stains on the young master's face. His paws gently hooked the opponent's robe and shook him, as if to comfort him.
Before it was time for a stick of incense, the fox opened his eyes to take a closer look at the young master, then closed them again. But the little boy remained motionless, looking at each other silently.
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