Opening his eyes day after day, Xie Zhian suddenly heard the sound of clothes being rubbed, and just when he raised his head and was about to speak with a smile, he only heard the other party gently calling him "quack doctor".
Obviously it was buried deep in the deepest part of his memory, but this sound made Xie Zhi'an realize that he was not as calm as he appeared on the surface, and he even raised his hand to touch the other party uncontrollably.
As the subtle voice approached, he seemed to feel that Fu Yuan was beside him, but he couldn't touch or see it. He can only listen, listen to the other party's voice to judge the other party's position and what he may be doing.
The clothes were caressing softly, Xie Zhian thought that the man should have come in front of him.
He pretended to be relaxed, and said with a smile: "Where have you been, long time no see. Unfortunately, I can't see anything now."
Can't see you either.
He couldn't feel anything, and this feeling made Xie Zhian extremely uneasy, even terrified; the other party's silence for a long time made him both confused and scared, and his voice was a little flustered and extremely soft: "Fu Yuan, are you still there?"
"I am here."
The other party seemed to be breathing heavily, but Xie Zhian didn't know what kind of expression Fu Yuan was doing at the moment, he could only hear the whistling wind and Fu Yuan's voice: "I'm here, don't be afraid."
The emotions that have been blocked for the past few months poured out like a flood at this moment. He obviously couldn't feel anything, but Xie Zhi'an felt that his tears seemed to slip out of his eyes. Let him take a look at the man through a ray of light, but it didn't work, so he could only reply softly: "I'm not afraid."
The rustling wind was a little quieter, except for the rubbing of clothes close at hand, there was also the slight sound of tiles colliding.
He thought that Fu Yuan should have helped him up to the eaves somewhere.
Thinking of being so close to the other party, Xie Zhi'an couldn't help but feel restless, and even had the illusion that his face was hot.
"arrive."
Time seemed to have passed for a long time, and only Fu Yuan seemed to be left in the darkness, and the other party seemed to want to tell him what he had seen. He said, "Quack doctor, guess where you are now?"
Xie Zhian shook his head, and the other party gave a wry smile: "I have forgotten, you can't see it now. I think, if you can see it, you will definitely like it."
He wanted to tell the other party that if he said so, he would definitely like it. Xie Zhian recognized the direction after listening to the voice, nodded slightly to Fu Yuan, pursed his mouth lightly, the corners of his mouth slightly raised: "Then tell me, what is it, let me imagine it, maybe I really like it."
The sound of rubbing clothes and the sound of heavy objects colliding with tiles made Xie Zhi'an a little scared, but he felt that the other party should have put himself on the eaves and stood there.
"You can see all the flowers, plants and trees here, and you can see thousands of miles of rivers and rivers. There are quite a lot of people here on weekdays. They like to chatter and make their own decisions, but it is very late now, and they should probably go back to rest."
"It happened to be in the evening when I went to look for you. The dusk in Yigu Valley is really beautiful, but I think the most beautiful thing is the sky here. It is full of big and small stars, shining brightly, and there is a full moon. .”
While listening to Fu Yuan's rambling, Xie Zhi'an pictured the scene he said in his mind: the day is bright, the clouds are floating in the sky, the mountains are green and the water is beautiful, and the yellow hair coming and going is laughing and playing on the path.
He also thought that he could leave footprints here with Fu Yuan and travel all over the mountains and rivers.
The starry sky at night is also very beautiful, shining brightly, but Xie Zhian thinks that no matter how bright it is, it should be Fu Yuan's eyes, the most beautiful one may be this person.
"Fu Yuan." Xie Zhian called the other party, and said softly: "Can you tell me about your current appearance?"
The other party was silent for a while, and finally said to him: "It is the most beautiful appearance you have ever seen."
The most beautiful look I've ever seen... Then it should be Fu Yuan who wears the same wedding dress as me. A head of black silk tied up with a red hair band, the finely sculpted face is sharp, a pair of phoenix eyes are raised under the thick eyebrows slanted like swords, and he glances at him lazily and affectionately, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised , that look... It's really beautiful.
Xie Zhi'an chuckled, the corners of his mouth raised reservedly but uncontrollably.
"What's wrong?"
He obviously couldn't see anything, but he always wanted to open his eyes and look at the other party. Xie Zhian shook his head: "It's nothing, I just think, how can you be so good-looking now."
"It's possible. If you want it, it's possible."
Xie Zhian smiled without saying a word, but his heart was very bitter.
How is it possible, how is it possible for Fu Yuan to have affection for himself in his eyes like in a dream
"Fu Yuan, take me back to the house."
After being silent for a while, Fu Yuan whispered, "Okay."
The wind seemed to be blowing again, it took Xie Zhi'an a while to hear Fu Yuan's arrival. He didn't know how he was facing the other party at this moment, and he didn't know whether the other party had placed himself on the bed.
Xie Zhian frowned slightly, thinking that he had lost his sense of hearing, and subconsciously asked in panic, "Fu Yuan?"
"I am still here."
After a while, he heard the other party say: "I'll leave after you fall asleep."
Xie Zhian's heart calmed down slightly: "Can you talk to me? If you don't talk, I always feel that you are not here."
"good."
In the original silent night, only Fu Yuan's voice was left, Xie Zhi'an listened, imagining that the other party was sitting tenderly beside the bed, looking down at him intently, talking to him in a calm voice.
Xie Zhian always felt that such a scene seemed somewhat familiar.
Fu Yuan's voice gradually quieted down, and he also felt drowsiness gradually coming up. He was a little flustered, and subconsciously called the other party's name.
He faintly seemed to hear the other party say something softly, and raised his hand to grab the other party, but he didn't know if he touched the other party. He closed his eyes, worked up his courage and said softly: "Fu Yuan ,I like you."
The room was silent for a long time, Xie Zhian didn't hear the other party's answer, he smiled softly.
Maybe Fu Yuan left, or maybe he was embarrassed and didn't want to embarrass him, so he kept silent
But thinking about it, Xie Zhian felt extremely sad. It seems that it is the first time in his life that he likes someone so much, but it has a beginning and no end, and he can't bear to say even a word of refusal because of his affection.
He felt as if he was laughing and crying, but when his hand touched his cheek, he couldn't feel any trace of wetness.
He had forgotten that he was already a useless person.
Xie Zhi'an fell into his own darkness, never... never... never see a single ray of light.
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The next chapter is the extra episode, ah, it’s all sugar, you must give it to me! (Shout from an outdated author!)