I don't know when it started, Xu Haoran became more and more unable to tolerate his little Highness seeing someone else in his eyes, every night he would think that it would be better if His Highness was imprisoned in a corner.
Obviously he knew that such a thought was wrong, but he still couldn't bear it, so he could only try his best to restrain himself, and then restrain himself. But on the second day, he was in the hall again, sizing up his highness with greedy eyes.
A trapped beast like him can only use a chain to drag himself in all the time.
But when those evidences were in front of him, it seemed that the caged animal could no longer be restrained, and was about to get out of the cage.
"Do you really think he doesn't know your intentions at all? How do you know if he is using you on purpose?"
The elder brother who has always been reluctant to get close to them had a smile on his face, but it seemed to be full of disdain and mockery: "Xu Haoran, you just accept your fate, as a member of the royal family, what he is best at is playing with people's hearts gone."
"If it wasn't for his promise, how could life-saving food and grass be postponed again and again? If it wasn't for his intention, how could you delay your triumphant return until three years later with your ability? When you fought for him on the frontier, he To prevent you from gaining strength behind your back, and even thinking about killing you in the end."
"Do you really think that the Xu family was ransacked and killed because of treason and collaborating with the enemy? It's just that the former emperor couldn't understand the growing power of the Xu family, so he found such a reason to get rid of the Xu family. And you think, why all this As easy as it is, who is behind it as the driving force.”
"Do you think it's scary?" Chu Zeyao leaned close to Xu Haoran's ear and chuckled: "The person you like has never been as beautiful as you thought from the very beginning. He has been plotting against you since he was a child. Only you I also foolishly thought that he was really kind and timid, and was treated by him as a swordsman."
Xu Haoran's face was still calm, but the hand holding the letter couldn't help shaking, and his voice trembled: "Brother, stop talking."
How could he not know that the favor of the emperor is like a hanging knife, which may fall at any time.
It's not that he couldn't find out these things, but that he was never willing to use these things on His Highness. But, why, why not let him dream for a while longer
Why did Chu Zeyao tell him the truth, that he didn't believe it at all because of the friendship between his brothers and sisters. He looked at the young man in front of him and said affirmatively, "Brother, you like Master."
The original contemptuous smile on the other party's face collapsed in an instant, his face sank slightly, and there was a trace of anger: "Shut up."
"You like Master." Xu Haoran was a little confused, but he also found it funny: "You like Master just like His Majesty."
"But so what, Master never looks at you."
It's like wild beasts fighting each other, obviously they are already covered in bruises, but they insist on tearing a hole from each other's body.
"No matter what, Master will never look at anyone."
He obviously also stabbed the opponent's sore spot fiercely, but his own wound was still dripping with blood.
How could Xu Haoran not know that the emperor's love for him was only superficial; and how could Chu Zeyao not know that Master never tolerated anyone in his eyes.
What really drove Xu Haoran crazy was not others, but Zhou Junyan.
What a beautiful night that night, the drunken little Highness had sparkling eyes, he held the master's hand tightly, chattering in front of him and Chu Zeyao, as if releasing all the pressure he had accumulated.
"I was jealous of brother Haoran getting your blue eyes since I was a child. At that time, I thought, maybe I'm too young. If I was better, or better, you might be able to divide the eyes on him. Dot it on me."
"But no matter how hard I try, you can't."
"How ridiculous, the person you favored would actually like me. Master, at that time I thought, if he was willing to do everything for me, wouldn't you take a moment to look at me? "
The little Highness smiled so beautifully, like a child who is not familiar with the world, the smile is clean and pure, but it makes him feel cold all over: "Master, look, am I doing the best, using the emperor's art you said What they said is true, I was born suitable for the position of emperor, and I can play with the heart of your favorite person."
"Father thought that Xu's family was not pleasing to the eye, so I pushed the boat along and added a crime. The ridiculous thing is that Xu Haoran is willing to be my blade, like a lowly running dog, wagging his tail to please me."
do not talk…
"When those emperor brothers are about to move, just say a few words in front of him, and you will be able to confirm the crime of the executioner."
Please, stop talking...
"I ordered Kaguan to deliver the food and grass slowly, and I even sent the spies a few times." The cruel and cruel emperor seemed not to notice that something was wrong with him, and continued to gouge his heart bit by bit: " At that time, I thought, it would be great if he could die in the frontier, so that there is no special case for you, and no one can catch your eyes anymore."
"do not talk… "
I thought of the bloodshot eyes of the Xu family when they were beheaded, the brothers who were killed by the enemy to protect themselves on the battlefield, and the soldiers who fought outside the city gate on countless cold nights. Jun's corpse, laughing wantonly.
"General, if you return to the capital, what do you want to do most?"
What is it... Xu Haoran still remembered that his hands were frozen, but he still smiled when he thought of his little Highness: "What I want to do the most is naturally hug my lover and tell him that I am back. "
The kind smile seemed like yesterday, but Xu Haoran couldn't hear it anymore.
The blood of countless brothers was exchanged for him to return to the capital, so that he could hug his lover; but what happened
He knows everything, His Highness knows everything.
Xu Haoran looked blankly at the emperor in front of him, feeling that he was very strange. Hearing the other party's mocking laughter: "Xu Aiqing, why are you crying?"
Did he cry
Xu Haoran didn't know, but he felt his heart ached, as if someone had stabbed him severely with a dagger. He held a sincere heart in front of the opponent, but the opponent trampled on it vigorously, and felt that it was not enough, and he needed to throw it on the tip of the knife.
"Zhou Junyan, do you have a moment of pity or regret?"
You said yes, as long as you have it, I can still lie to myself and pretend that I don't care about anything.
The emperor smiled, as if laughing at his stupidity, but also at his sincerity:
"Xu Haoran, what are you dreaming about?"
"I have never felt guilty about you."
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His brother sent him back to the capital with blood so that he could hug his lover and say "I'm back". But his lover has no love for him at all. (Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo..