The bone-chilling confession made Fan Shen fall into an abyss.
Although it is not unexpected, it does not mean that he can bear it.
Xiao He was still not awake, and was even entwining him greedily, kissing him, as if he was afraid that he would leave.
Fan Shen wanted to leave.
But soon he changed his mind.
It's just a dream, it's okay if he continues to deceive himself.
Fan Shen hooked the corners of his mouth ironically, lowered his head, and kissed his lips viciously.
Anyway, it wasn't him he was thinking about, and he wouldn't call his name anyway, in that case, then don't say it, just moan.
At least he can fantasize.
These emotions, these deep feelings, belong to him.
"I love you." Fan Shen buried himself on his neck, covering up all his affection, and only expressed despair in a hoarse voice, "Xiao He, I love you."
With the sound of greed, the morning sun of the next day, like a ruthless giant hand, tore apart the lingering night.
Fan Shen guarded him all night, and after making sure that nothing happened, he finally left.
Xiao He had never been so drunk in his entire life, so at this moment, he was so ecstatic that his head was about to explode.
It's great when you're drunk, but it's great when you wake up!
It's just a big death!
The head is going to split!
Xiao He lay on the bed and waited for a long time before regaining his senses.
But soon, he was startled again.
last night... last night...
Although he was drunk and dazed, he was still somewhat conscious.
He seems to have seen Al, bathed with him, kissed him, pestered him...
Bad bad bad bad!
Xiaohe Sparta is slowed down by God.
There can be no Al in this world, only Fan Shen in this world!
But he really felt that something had happened...
No way, Xiao He wants to die, he won't die shamelessly and do something to his son!
Thinking about it again, his face turned white.
The child he raised with great difficulty looks so good, has such a good personality, and is such an excellent person.
He won't kill himself to destroy him!
Eighteen years, Xiao He is going crazy. He has been cautious and conscientious for eighteen years. Could it be that he got into a catastrophe at this time
Seduced by my father, like my father, by my father...
Damn, just thinking about it makes Xiao He go crazy.
What should he do, what should he do, what should he do!
Too anxious, too nervous, Xiao He spent a long time in the room, really helpless, but being an ostrich couldn't solve the problem, he had to face it.
Finally, Xiao He walked out of the house, he had to go and see Fan Shen.
Last night was so chaotic, he vaguely remembered that Fan Shen pushed him away, but he entangled him again.
Although he just kissed him, just touched him, just shot... Uh... it should be once.
But... this is definitely over the line!
Normal father and son, how can there be such a thing
It's over, it's over, it's over.
The more Xiao He thought about it, the more numb his scalp became, and he really wished he could read the file and start over!
But this... is not a game after all.
Xiao He took a deep breath and finally came to the dining table.
The hotel they stayed in was very good, and Xiao He was earning a lot of money now, so he didn't dare to be extravagant every day, but he could afford to go out and enjoy a presidential suite.
And such a room, the breakfast is extremely exquisite.
Xiao He glanced at his favorite food, no need to think about it, it must have been ordered by Fan Shen.
However, when he looked at his son sitting there, he couldn't move.
So embarrassing, so nervous, and wanting to escape!
He was not a person who was good at hiding his expression, so Fan Shen only needed to look up to see clearly.
"Come over and eat, it's going to be cold in a while."
Xiao He moved around and finally sat opposite him, but he didn't dare to look at him.
Fan Shen lowered his eyes, his eyes dimmed, and his hand holding the knife and fork couldn't help but tighten.
Xiao He didn't notice his expression, he was just constantly brewing...
After half a minute, he finally said, "Well, last night, Dad drank too much."
"En." Fan Shen replied.
Xiao He raised his eyes to see his expression, and became more and more nervous.
He really couldn't remember clearly, although he was very sure that he might have done something bad just now.
But... At this moment, he couldn't help but feel that maybe it was just his own fantasy
After all, it wasn't the first time he had such a dream like Al's.
It's understandable that you will be more indulgent after drinking wine, and you will be in a daze.
He looked at Fan Shen carefully, always feeling that his son was normal.
If he really jumped at him shamelessly last night.
It stands to reason that he would push him away.
Or... would it be embarrassing or even disgusting today? It shouldn't be this peaceful.
These thoughts miraculously comforted him, Xiao He held a little hope, and said cautiously: "Dad is drunk, didn't he do anything strange?"
Xiao He asked the question like this.
Fan Shen's hands were slightly stiff, and he lowered his eyes, staring at the piece of bacon that had been cut, but what came to his heart was bitterer than black coffee.
He can't remember.
pretty good.
But then, another crazy idea came to Fan Shen's mind.
If he said it, he said he jumped on him, he said he kissed him, he said he was a father who kept demanding of his son...
What will happen to him after saying this? Will it be painful, will it be self-loathing
But then he should have felt a tenth of what he was feeling.
That's only fair, isn't it
Why should he bear everything? Why should he endure it all the time
Just because he fell in love with him
But what about him... what did he do!
A father who uses his son as a stand-in
Thinking of the Al in his mouth, Fan Shen felt that he was a complete joke.
Tell him all, tell him all.
Since he is going to fall into hell, then he will pull him along!
But all these thoughts disappeared because of his words.
"Xiao Fan, Dad is drunk, really drunk, if you do something, don't get angry, okay? Dad, I'm sorry, Dad really didn't mean it."
Yeah... not on purpose.
Fan Shen raised his eyes to look at him, and looked into his eyes that were flickering with tension, all the agitation in his chest calmed down.
How could he be willing to let him taste the pain
How could he have the heart to let him bear it
He wished he could hold him in the palm of his hand, so how could he drag him into hell
Fan Shen smiled, pushed the cut bacon to him, and said softly, "It's nothing, I'll help you get the bath towel, and then you'll go back to your room."
Surprise flashed in Xiao He's eyes: "Really?"
Fan Shen looked at him: "What's the truth? Isn't it normal for me to take care of you when you're drunk?"
Really nothing happened? !
Xiao He was still in disbelief, but he stared at Fan Shen, but he couldn't see anything unusual.
Finally, he was completely relieved.
It seems to be just a dream, great... just his wishful thinking.
With his heart back in place, Xiao He finally had the appetite to eat.
Seeing his heartless appearance, Fan Shen felt a little bit unwilling again.
He slowly spread butter on the bread and asked without raising his head, "Dad, who is Al?"
Xiao He's hand holding the fork froze.