One sentence made Xiao He completely frozen as if he had been frozen.
Show them all to the master, if you let the master know, then...then...
Huge despair spread in his heart, and at that moment, there was only one emotion welling up in Xiao He's heart.
die.
If destined to face that terrible reality, he would rather die like a coward.
at least die...
"Don't think about committing suicide, don't think about ending everything once and for all." Hong Qing's voice was very low, very soft, almost treacherously soft, "If you die, I'll tell him that you never loved him, you just put He used him as my substitute... Now you can't bear the torment of betrayal, so you died in my arms."
"Xiao He, he loves you very much, loves you very much, what do you think he will do when he hears this? You say... Will he collapse? At that time, can I kill him easily?"
Kill him... Xiao He suddenly came back to his senses, he firmly grasped Hong Qing's arm, his eyes were full of horror: "Hong Qing, he is your senior brother, how could you have such an idea?"
"Why can't there be? Everyone is watching him, everyone likes him. I didn't care about these before, but now thinking about it, if I don't have him, will everyone see me? If he dies, will you Will you fall in love with me?"
"Xiao He... I like you," Hong Qing's voice was full of deep affection, he kissed Xiao He, and confided softly, "I have never felt like this before. I will be very happy to see you, see If I don’t, I’ll really miss it, I’m holding you, but I still want to hold you tighter, I’ve asked for it countless times, but I’m just not satisfied…”
"... Now I understand, because I also hope that you can hold me, because I also long for you to want me, Xiao He, I love you, but you don't love me, so my place has always been empty, no matter what. There is no peace."
Hong Qing pointed to her heart, but Xiao He felt that her chest was throbbing with pain.
"I'm sorry." Xiao He's voice was weak and powerless, "Hong Qing, it's my fault."
If he hadn't provoked him because of a momentary thought at that time, if he hadn't thought of using him to forget the master from the beginning, then now he wouldn't...
Reaping the consequences, these four words popped up in Xiao He's mind, and he couldn't get rid of them no matter what.
Hong Qing hugged him and whispered, "Xiao He, don't leave me, okay? Don't just want him, okay? I won't tell him about us, and I won't kill him, as long as you don't say you can't see me again."
As he begged like this, Xiao He felt as if countless holes had been poked in his heart, and his whole body was a little numb due to the pain.
"But this is not right." Xiao He closed his eyes and said softly, "Hong Qing, this is not fair to you. I really can't fit two people in one heart. I can't help it..."
"I said so, but you don't want to?" Hong Qing looked down at Xiao He, her rose-red eyes seemed to be flowing with fresh blood, gorgeous and sad, filled with deep-rooted emotions as thick as the night. despair.
Xiao He was a little nervous, and he said anxiously: "No, Hong Qing, it's not that I don't want to, but I can't, I can't treat you like this, it's too unfair to you, it's not a good way, it's just Drink poison to quench thirst."
"But, you don't even want to give me poisonous wine. Xiao He, you are so kind to him, why are you so cruel to me?"
Xiao He opened his mouth, he wanted to say something more, but Hong Qing didn't want to listen.
If you can't hear what you want to hear anyway, then stop talking.
Hong Qing kissed him, barged in aggressively, and whispered with his earlobe in her mouth: "Remember, Xiao He, don't leave me, or I will definitely kill him."
Xiao He spent a night of nothingness.
Hongqing has always been intemperate and demanding, but tonight he was like crazy, and he never let go of Xiao He for a moment.
Xiao He fainted several times from exhaustion, but soon he was forced to wake up, Hong Qing tossed him, and did not forget to stimulate him with words: "Xiao He, your heart loves him, but I think your body is Love me, look how beautiful he is."
Xiao He was full of shame, but he couldn't resist, nor could he refuse.
As long as he doesn't cooperate a little bit, Hongqing will threaten him with the worst words.
Do you want him to see you as yindang? Want him to know your body wants me so much? Do you want him to see you blushing begging under me
Xiao He, do you want him to collapse
Then reject me.
Do you want him to despair
Then resist me.
Xiao He... I know you are not afraid of death, but you are afraid of his death, right
Believe me, without you, I couldn't kill him, but with you, he will die easily.
Because... he loves you.
I love you so much, I love you so much, I can feel it all.
This is a vicious circle.
Xiao He wandered in the abyss of despair all night.
until dawn.
In the past, Hongqing would clean him up, apply medicine to his body marks, and give him a special throat-moisturizing lotion to prevent his voice from being hoarse.
But today, he didn't do anything.
When the sun rose, he turned away without mercy.
Xiao He was so tired that he didn't even want to move a finger, but he couldn't move.
It's dawn, the master is coming back, if the master sees him like this.
That's all over...
Xiao He resisted the discomfort in his body, got up, and staggered towards the bathroom.
Take a step, it hurts once, and what's even more shameful is that there are still some overflowing things that can't bear it.
Xiao He gritted his teeth, walked quickly into the bathroom, soaked in the warm pool, but finally couldn't hold on anymore, buried himself in the water and cried.
The happy life has become a mess like this.
How on earth is he going to face Master
With his appearance like this, what face does he have to meet him
The despair of extinction hit, at that moment, Xiao He really wanted to just sink to the bottom of the water and not wake up.
But Hong Qing's words rang in his ears like an alarm bell.
Xiao He had no choice but to raise his head, pull himself together, and hold on.
After cleaning himself, rubbed the medicine, took the medicine, and then used spells to clean the traces in the house, Xiao He sat down by the bed with a pale complexion, and stared blankly at the door.
About an hour later, Yun Qing came back.
Seeing him coming in, Xiao He stood up abruptly.
Yun Qing looked at him, smiled lightly and said, "It took a little while, are you in a hurry?"
Xiao He stared at him stubbornly, trying his best to distinguish.
Yun Qing didn't doubt him, she lowered her head and touched his lips: "What's wrong?"
"No...it's nothing." Xiao He looked away, and asked after a while: "Master, what did you do yesterday?"
Yun Qing's eyes were a little tired, but he was in good spirits: "I'll take care of some trivial matters of Hua Yunzong."
What he said was perfunctory and casual, but in fact Xiao He didn't really care, he was just looking for something to say.
Yun Qing looked down at him, but felt that he was obedient and quiet, so she couldn't help but kissed his fair neck.
There is no need for Xiao He to know what he is doing.
More than a hundred lightning strikes were not easy to bear, but Yun Qing loved it.
Because Xiao He loves him and has affection for him, the Heavenly Tribulation was triggered so early.
Yun Qing was only thankful that he performed the technique of reversing robbery early on, so that Xiao He could be spared from suffering.
As they kissed each other, her mind wavered a little, Yun Qing's movements involuntarily increased, and her palms also slightly poked in.
Xiao He's body trembled uncontrollably, he was inexplicably afraid, even panicked.
"Master... Master, let's talk, shall we?"
Yun Qing looked up at him: "Don't want it?"
Xiao He said softly: "I want to hug you, and at night... um... okay?"
Although Yun Qing was itchy, she was also concerned about Xiao He's feelings.
It's a joy for two people to get along, to sit quietly and talk together.
Seeing Xiao He's laziness, Yun Qing simply took off his coat, embraced him in his arms, and leaned on the bed together.
"Didn't sleep well last night?" He asked him softly.
Xiao He nodded.
There was a smile in Yun Qing's eyes: "Miss me?"
Xiao He was startled, but soon said in a muffled voice: "Well, I really want to."
Yun Qing lowered her eyes to look at him, and involuntarily placed a kiss on his forehead: "Okay, if you're sleepy, go to sleep. If you continue talking, I'm afraid you won't be able to rest."
Xiao He's body froze, but he was soon buried in his chest and fell silent.
Xiao He was indeed tired, but he didn't fall asleep so quickly.
He and Yun Qing hugged each other, so close, but there were bursts of ice water flowing in his heart.
The better Master treats him, the harder it is for him to accept it.
Then, start questioning yourself.
Does he really deserve him
He never deserved it.
If it was destined to disappoint him, wouldn't it be better if he hadn't seen him, hadn't gotten him.
Why did it become like this
Xiao He closed his eyes, his lips trembled slightly, and he tried his best to suppress the despair welling up from the bottom of his heart.
After this sleep, he fell asleep until the next day.
Xiao He was very tired, and Yun Qing was also very tired.
So they actually hugged each other and slept all day and night.
Early the next morning, Yun Qing had dinner with Xiao He and was about to go out again.
Xiao He grabbed his sleeve and said, "Master, will you take me with you?"
He was afraid that Yunqing would leave, because once Yunqing left, Hongqing would appear.
Yun Qing couldn't take him with her.
Nine hundred and ninety thunderstorms, all of which will take nine days.
Afraid that Xiao He would be worried, Yun Qing kissed him and comforted him: "It will be boring with me, you stay here."
"I won't be bored with you here." Xiao He said anxiously.
But Yun Qing insisted: "Be obedient, I will come back early today."
After he said this, Xiao He couldn't speak anymore.
Yun Qing left, Xiao He had nothing to do all day, and was uneasy all day.
But at night, I still waited until Hongqing.
Hongqing hugged him to the bed without saying a word, and after taking off his clothes, he bit his neck and asked, "Tell me, how many times have you done this."
Xiao He grunted in pain.
Hong Qing looked at him everywhere, and finally smiled and said: "He is very gentle, isn't he? I will apply medicine to you to help you relax. Look at this body, it is moistened like a piece of beautiful jade."
"But..." Hong Qing laughed nastyly, "but I will be treated roughly by me."
As soon as the words fell, he rushed in without any scruples.
Xiao He was in so much pain that he held onto the bed sheet tightly, unable to speak a word.
In an extremely absurd night, Xiao He thought for several times that he was going to die.
Until Hong Qing left, Xiao He still had to clean up the mess by himself.
Days like this continued, Xiao He was still thinking about how to deal with it at first, but gradually he became a shrinking turtle, only thinking about relying on a moment is a moment.
It was impossible for Yun Qing not to touch him for so many days, and Xiao He didn't dare to keep rejecting him.
On the fifth day, Yun Qing wanted him, but because Xiao He was extremely tired, he fell into a coma until the night.
Yun Qing cleaned him up and applied medicine, but the medicine didn't work that fast, so when Hong Qing came, he saw the bright red spots on his body.
Then, Hongqing tormented him fiercely all night.
When Xiao He woke up the next day, he was in a trance.
But he still remembered that he should go to the bathroom to apply medicine, but just as he got up, the door opened.
Yun Qing stood outside the door, looking at him fixedly.
Xiao He froze there, forgot to blink his eyes.
This is not Master, definitely not...