Yun Qing's words completely drove Xiao He into the bottomless abyss.
He looked at the man in front of him with a pale face, and felt that his heart was completely empty, so empty that it was unimaginable.
Xiao He is so obsessed with finding the truth, in fact, what he desires most is to find the truth that can clarify for Yun Qing.
But now... everything is useless.
He admitted it.
Yun Qing admitted it herself.
He killed his family, he killed his family.
But at this moment, he said, he loves him.
Who can afford such love
Xiao He stood in a daze, his thoughts were like a network cable being pulled apart, he couldn't find where it ended, and he couldn't find where he returned.
Aimless, wandering without support.
He wouldn't be so helpless when the world collapsed, but now... he felt that the world in front of him was nothingness.
"Why did you do this?" Xiao He's voice was light and light, like a river bed that had lost all water sources, dry and dull, "Is it just because of a catastrophe? Just because you want me to die?"
Yun Qing looked at him expressionlessly.
Xiao He suddenly increased the volume: "Just for your own selfish desire, you can kill hundreds of people? Just to be able to break through, are you so insane?"
"Above the avenue, there is no emotion or desire." Yun Qing's voice was calm and indifferent.
But Xiao He laughed crazily as if a switch had been touched: "The Dao? Can you still be with me? You ruined my life, how can you still say those words?!"
"Yun Qing, you don't deserve it! You don't deserve it at all!" You don't deserve to talk about love, you don't deserve happiness, let alone...
"Yes." Yun Qing squeezed his chin forcefully, forced him to look up, and looked at him, his black eyes were deep and dark, like the abyss of hell, without a gleam of light, "I am not worthy of you, I have never been worthy of you." But you are still by my side, fucked by me, begging me softly, saying you love me... "
"I don't love you!" Xiao He opened his eyes wide, full of deep hatred, "Yun Qing, I was just blind and lost, and now I wake up, I never loved you at all! "
He said such cruel words, Yun Qing's expression was still indifferent and distant, only the light-colored lips were tightly pursed, and only the deep eyes were hiding turbulent waves: "Finally said what was in my heart?"
"Yes!" Xiao He didn't dodge, didn't bow his head, and stared at him firmly, wishing to use the cruelest words to drag him down to hell.
"I lied to you before, Yun Qing, I like Luo Fei, I have always liked Luo Fei, I don't know when I can't see him, but I understand my heart when I see you, Yun Qing, let me tell you, what I love is Luo Fei, I love my Brother Luo Fei!"
The last three words completely touched the thorn in the bottom of Yun Qing's heart, causing him to tremble, and a fierce wind suddenly burst up around him, overturning and smashing everything around him, and the gorgeous palace became a ground in that instant ruins.
But Xiao He couldn't see anything, his heart had been crushed, and in his empty body there was only the desire for revenge, deep hatred and the pain and despair of being betrayed.
"You must not know, my first time was with Luo Fei, we were together all night, I never forgot..."
"Shut up!" Yun Qing shouted sharply.
Xiao He smiled gently, as if he was recalling some good memory and was completely obsessed with it.
But Yun Qing could only feel the pain of scraping the bones and cutting out the heart, so painful that it would make people want to destroy everything.
Reason hovers on the brink of madness, one step forward and all is lost.
Yun Qing knew that Xiao He was talking angry words.
Yun Qing knew that she had to calm down
However, every word of words punished his heart, and every sentence broke his soul, which made his mind shake constantly.
He really didn't love him.
He really likes others.
He... really can't belong to him.
In this case…
At this moment, footsteps came hurriedly.
Looking at the scene in front of him, Luo Fei knew that the matter had been exposed, and he said anxiously, "Don't hurt Xiao He."
And Xiao He also called out just right: "Brother Luo Fei!"
Just three short words, like the last straw that broke the camel's back, Yun Qing couldn't hold it anymore.
He raised his left hand, a gust of wind blew up, and Luo Fei's throat easily fell into his fingers.
With deep black eyes, Yun Qing whispered in a dead voice: "Do you love him?"
Xiao He nodded without hesitation.
"That's good..." Yun Qing curled his lips, smiling as brightly and beautifully as the sun rising, "If he's dead, you won't be able to love him."
Xiao He's pupil shrank sharply, but he didn't flinch in the slightest: "Kill him, kill him, I love him too, love him forever, and only love him in this life!"
Yun Qing pressed his fingers hard, and the blood was like exploding fireworks, and it rushed in wantonly, staining the hall, the white clothes, and the face that was as handsome as a god.
Xiao He watched quietly, and then laughed, the louder he laughed, the more he laughed, the more ... crazy.
"Look... Yun Qing, this is your true face, that's how you are. You killed my parents, my elder brother, all my family members, and now... my lover."
Xiao He laughed heartily, but there was only despair and madness in his eyes.
"It's a pity that I can't kill you, but..." Xiao He's voice suddenly dropped, and there was a soft tone in the hoarseness, "I can kill myself."
After finishing the words, Xiao He raised his hand, drew out the long sword without the slightest hesitation, and pierced his entire chest.
All this happened only in the blink of an eye, Yun Qing walked forward quickly, and only touched sticky blood, he stared blankly, his face was pale, his lips were transparent, only his voice was full of trembling and despair: "Xiao He... Xiao He... you..."
"Don't touch me!" Xiao He felt the real pain of being pierced through his heart, but he found helplessly that such real pain could not overwhelm the heart-piercing pain that Yun Qing brought to him.
When the world is collapsing, when life is empty, when everything is empty, physical pain becomes so insignificant.
Xiao He didn't look at Yun Qing, but turned his head sideways, looking at the direction where Luo Fei died, with the corners of his mouth slightly raised, revealing a faint but cruel smile: "Brother Luo Fei, wait for me..."
At the end of his life, the name he called out was Luo Fei.
Yun Qing hugged him blankly, watched him close his eyes, watched him lose his breath, watched him lower his head obediently.
Yun Qing watched without blinking, and at the end, he suddenly lowered his head and kissed the bloody place.
—Xiao He, you are mine.
— can only be mine.
—Even death can only be mine.
—That's great, that's great.
Xiao He died in despair and woke up in infinite regret.
The moment he opened his eyes, the tears were already flowing like a river, and he couldn't stop no matter what.
Qin Su woke him up in time: "Xiao He? You have been sleeping for a long time this time, can you tell me what happened?"
Xiao He suddenly woke up. He didn't answer Qin Su's question at all, but said anxiously: "Let me go back, let me go back quickly!"
Qin Su frowned: "The task has been completed, the spiritual world is beginning to collapse, there is no need for you to go back."
"No! Let me go back, please, let me go back, I can't just end like this, no, absolutely not!"
Qin Su didn't speak.
Xiao He's eyes were dark, and he gritted his teeth and said, "If you don't let me go back, then I will stop the treatment from now on!"
This sentence was so threatening that Qin Su had to let go.
"But that spiritual world is already unstable. You will be in great danger in the past now. If you can't come out by then..."
"If I can't get out, I will admit it!" Xiao He stared at him firmly, "If I die, please tell my parents, just say... just say I died in a car accident."
Having said all these words, Qin Su was shocked.
He still wanted to confirm what happened, but Xiao He couldn't wait any longer: "Don't make me repeat, let me go back right away, hurry up!"
He was so anxious, Qin Su didn't delay any longer. After he lay down, he reconnected the device, and after he adjusted it, he sent him there.
Xiao He really didn't dare to recall, when he thought about the last words he said, he regretted and wanted to kill himself.
How could it be so cruel, how could he treat him like this
He loves him... loves him deeply, has loved him for three worlds.
But... how could he treat him so cruelly just because he lost his memory!
Thinking of everything, Xiao He couldn't put himself in his shoes to experience the despair at that time.
But he was thinking about Yun Qing's mood all the time.
Hearing his words like that, Yun Qing must be desperate to the end.
Seeing his last 'died for love', Yun Qing will definitely collapse completely.
Yun Qing is so good... so excellent, this is the most harmless character of Fan Shen he has ever seen.
But... He hurt him to this point.
Xiao He's annoyance climbed to the highest peak the moment he returned to this world.
He remembered everything, not only the real things, but also everything he encountered in this world.
The genocide of the Zongyang Xiao family was not done by Yun Qing, it was not done by Yun Qing at all!
It's Xiao He...it's Xiao He himself.
Those messy memories surged up. Xiao He saw that arrogant and ignorant seven-year-old child, who couldn't help but practice spells secretly because of the rare and rare heavenly spirit root, and finally hit and accidentally opened the gate of the demon world, attracting The real devil will slaughter the whole family.
Yun Qing... didn't kill Zongyang Xiao, but saved the world with his own strength!
He was the one who slew the demons, he was the one who stopped the war at the mansion, and it was he who... saved him.
Even though he had caused such a catastrophe, Yun Qing still put him in the Hua Yunzong and accepted him.
Even in the end, he didn't hesitate to bear all the guilt, but he didn't want Xiao He to bear everything.
But what did Xiao He do...
Xiao He was bitten by regret, and when he returned to his body, he felt a familiar breath.
Xiao He couldn't open his eyes, but he could feel everything around him.
He saw Yun Qing, with long hair flying like ink, white clothes fluttering like snow, standing in the darkness and dilapidation, holding the young man in his arms carefully, walking forward step by step.
At that moment, Xiao He seemed to see Al at the last moment.
The same world collapsed, the same ruins, but at least Al got what he loved.
But Yunqing lost everything.
Lost the world, lost myself, lost the last hope.
Xiao He didn't know how long he watched it, but when he was able to control his body, he spoke eagerly, even though his voice was hoarse and his throat hurt, but he didn't care.
"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! Yunqing, I'm sorry!"