I look a lot like Fan Shen...
Like, more than just like!
Xiao He stared at him dumbfounded, hardly even daring to blink his eyes.
Eyes, nose, lips, chin... exactly the same! Can't even find the slightest difference!
At that moment, Xiao He almost thought that the one protecting him was Fan Shen, that fully grown iron-blooded leader, that young prince who was regaining his rights!
But... Fan Shen will not appear here, and he will not wear the uniform of the Galaxy Emperor to protect him.
This is Fan Chen.
But isn't he disfigured
Realizing that his mask had fallen off, a trace of panic flashed in Fan Chen's eyes, but soon he calmed down and just looked at him calmly.
But Xiao He couldn't look at him anymore.
He avoided his sight in a panic, struggled to his feet, and quickly threw himself into the battle.
Fan Chen could see Xiao He's mood swings, but he just pursed his thin lips and said nothing.
The battle was still going on, although Xiao He forcibly stabilized his mood, there were still uncontrollable fluctuations.
Some past events flooded into my mind, and those pasts that I had long been afraid to recall came fiercely, which distracted Xiao He several times.
The coach is confused, how can this battle proceed
After struggling to the end, Xiao He really had no choice but to let the deputy commander in command, and he went to the waiting room to make some adjustments.
And at this time, Fan Chen came over.
Xiao He raised his head abruptly, seeing Fan Chen without a mask, his whole heart beat rapidly.
He turned his head, didn't look at him, just lowered his head and asked in a muffled voice, "Why did you lie to me?"
Obviously not disfigured, but said that he was disfigured.
Fan Chen walked in with steady steps and a calm voice: "You should know what I'm thinking."
His understatement made Xiao He's heart twitch.
"Xiao He," Fan Chen leaned forward, his black eyes were like the night, but there were countless emotions surging inside, as if thousands of stars were connected into a big net, and he wished to engulf the man in front of him, "You know what I mean?" love you, right?"
Xiao He looked at him, but couldn't make a sound.
He knows... But so what, he...
Fan Chen didn't give him a chance to speak, he continued: "If I don't wear a mask, you look at me every day, are you looking at me, or at him? Xiao He, I know you can't let him go, so I am willing to put myself I am willing to wear a mask to get along with you for the rest of my life, and I am willing to love you silently all the time, but I am not willing to use this face to seduce you."
"Xiao He, if I hadn't put on the mask again, you would have accepted me a long time ago, right? But if that was the case, then I will live in anxiety all my life, because I can't tell whether you are in love or not. who is it."
While talking, Fan Chen smiled wryly again: "I thought that time could change everything, I thought that if you gave your heart, you would respond to me sooner or later, but it's been ten years, and you all know my heart, but you don't have a little bit of it. The meaning of my son's response is that I wished you to fall in love with me, but in the end... it was completely useless."
He spoke in a gentle tone, but the content of the words was full of bitterness, which made Xiao He's heart throbbing with pain.
"Fan Chen... I..." He looked at him, but he really didn't dare to look at him.
So much alike, so much alike... He couldn't tell the two of them apart at all.
Fan Chen looked down at him, he could clearly see all Xiao He's emotions.
He could see Xiao He clenched his fists nervously, he could see his dodging gaze, and he could even see the heart in his chest, which was obviously injured to pieces, but because he saw this face again, he couldn't bear it. Bang and dance.
Bursts of tingling pain spread in his chest, and the bitterness that had been suppressed for a whole decade broke out completely at this moment.
He is by his side, he treats him wholeheartedly, and he gives him all the affection in this life.
But... he couldn't see, hear, or feel.
For a whole ten years, Fan Chen understood Xiao He's silent refusal.
He is actually prepared, one ten years is not enough, two ten years is not enough, two ten years is not enough, three, four, five... In short, he will accompany him, wait for him, and will always be by his side.
He always has a chance.
But at this moment, when the mask came off, Fan Chen knew that he had no chance, never had.
Ten years of staying together won't bring him any response, but now he just showed this face, and he can see the affection in his eyes.
Thick sarcasm filled his heart, and finally turned into bursts of uncontrollable anger and unwillingness.
"Why." Fan Chen's eyes gradually darkened, "Why does he hurt you like that, and you still love him like this?"
His low voice made Xiao He tremble slightly.
That's right... Fan Shen betrayed their feelings like that, Fan Shen abandoned him like that, but he... but he...
"Xiao He! Wake up please! He doesn't love you, never loved you, he just treats you as a plaything, he just treats you as an object of lust!"
Fan Shen's repeated questioning uncovered Xiao He's scars that had been hidden for many years, and made the blood that had stopped flowing on the surface come out fiercely again.
Xiao He's face turned pale, even his lips lost any color, only a pair of eyes, black and hollow, black and lifeless.
Seeing such a young man, Fan Chen couldn't stop feeling distressed, he leaned over and hugged him, and comforted him: "Xiao He, forget about him, he betrayed your feelings, he doesn't love you You, he doesn't care about you, he can hug a woman to satirize you, insult you, curse you, he says you are disgusting, that you are unworthy, that you... "
Fan Chen's whisper brought Xiao He back to that moment ten years ago.
The bone-piercing pain quickly transpired in his body, Xiao He couldn't help shivering, almost forgetting the strength to breathe.
He didn't dare to think about this memory, dare not touch it, let alone speak it out.
No one knows, he himself will gradually forget about it.
But... can't forget...
There was absolutely no way, with Fan Chen's voice, that scene almost happened just now.
Why has it been ten years, but he still can't get out, why has it been so long, and he can still remember it so clearly.
Things he never mentioned... why can't he forget...
wait wait wait…
Xiao He couldn't tell which string in his head was messed up.
Suddenly a thought rushed into the brain, and then continued to spread.
Xiao He was very sure about the events of that year and the details of that year, and he never told anyone about it.
But why... Fan Chen knew it so clearly
Even what Fan Shen said was clear.
Leaning in his arms, Xiao He's heart felt more chill than the other.
The words of the previous assassin also ran into his ears.
'During that time, I was traveling with Prince Fan Shen on a visit, across the distance of two galaxies, how could he come back and embrace a little girl? Xiao He, if you want to find a reason, also find a more reliable one! '
A terrible truth is gradually surfacing, Xiao He is quietly, quietly, but all internal organs have been pierced by ice needles.
"Fan Chen... Back then, it was you, right?"
The light words made the man hugging him freeze suddenly.
Fan Chen's stiffness made Xiao He's heart sink to the bottom.
"I've done some research. During that time, Fan Shen went out, and it's impossible for him to come back... So, you pretended to be him."
Xiao He was looking at him, Fan Chen knew it in his heart.
But he also knew that if Xiao He became suspicious, he would never be able to hide this matter.
An overwhelming sense of sadness ran through his blood, and Fan Chen suddenly felt that everything was meaningless.
He is destined not to have him, he is destined not to have him, Xiao He will never see him, if he persists like this, what he gets in the end is still a dream.
So... is there any need to hide
If you can't love, then hate, isn't it also a kind of concern
"Yes, I did it."
The few words whispered softly, like a heavy hammer, hit Xiao He's heart.
It's really Fan Chen, it's really Fan Chen, that Fan Shen is really Fan Chen in disguise...
Fan Shen didn't betray him, Fan Shen didn't abandon him, Fan Shen didn't say those excessive words to him.
After the ecstasy, there is boundless coldness and despair.
But what did he do
What did he do to Fan Shen!
Xiao He recalled a little bit, thought a little bit, and let the blood flowing in his body freeze.
The young man's sad question echoed in his ears, and the young man's indifferent eyes fell into his mind...
When everything came to light, Xiao He discovered that he was still in the abyss of despair, and he would never be able to get out.
The memories came to an abrupt end, and Xiao He, who had learned everything, took a long time to come back to his senses.
He never expected that the truth of the matter turned out to be like this.
Now looking at the man covered in bruises, Xiao He's eyes were complicated.
"I thought you would never come to see me again." Fan Chen said this to Xiao He.
Xiao He could only smile wryly in his heart, how could you be forgiven for doing such a thing!
Ruined a pair of lovers who could have been sweet and loving, ruined the lives of the two, and made myself live in painful torment.
The pain of one person magnified into the despair of three people.
Why bother
Fan Chen... why bother
Xiao He shook his head and collected his thoughts.
He walked over in silence, carefully untied the rope that bound Fan Chen, and carefully applied medicine to him.
Fan Chen didn't move at all, except that there were some ripples in those dark night eyes, like the ripples on the winter lake in the middle of the night, very light and subtle, but cautious.
When Xiao He saw it, he sighed in his heart, and couldn't help but softened again.
As long as he thinks that this is Fan Shen, he will not be able to harden his heart no matter what.
Why torture yourself like this
While Xiao He was worried, he couldn't help being a little angry.
But what's the use of being angry with a sick person
Looking at the wound on his body, Xiao He couldn't help frowning, his eyes were full of distress, and he couldn't help but lighten his hands a little.
Fan Chen saw that he was so cautious, but he was completely puzzled in his heart.
He has lost the joy of being alive, and throughout his life, he can't get anything he wants.
Family, parents, Xiao He.
All he wished for was on the man who looked exactly like him.
He was not reconciled and tried to fight, but in the end, he still lost.
Lost flat.
Being able to see Xiao He at the end, Fan Chen was both happy and apprehensive.
He was afraid to see Xiao He hating him, hating him and resenting his gaze, and even more afraid of Xiao He saying any cruel words that poked his heart.
He doesn't want to live anymore, at least in the end, leaving him with a little memory.
During the ten years of companionship, countless inadvertent bits and pieces can also be condensed into the best memory in his mind.
That's enough.
But... completely beyond his expectation, Xiao He didn't blame him, didn't scold him, and didn't even reject him in the slightest.
He looked at him like that, so gentle, so careful, his beautiful eyes were full of worry and distress.
It's like looking at the one you love, wanting to reprimand him for not cherishing yourself, but you can't bear it.
This kind of affection is something Fan Chen only sees in his dreams.
But now, it happened so realistically before his eyes, Fan Chen couldn't believe it.
He didn't move, afraid that he would disturb him, and then the dream would be shattered and reality would wake up.
Xiao He patiently treated all the wounds for him, and even injected him with healing medicine, awakening his heart that should have stopped beating again.
Seeing that Fan Chen's life signs had stabilized, Xiao He was greatly relieved, but at the same time he could not suppress the anger in his heart.
Is it fun to toss yourself like this? Even if it is the spiritual world, the pain is exactly the same!
Distressed and anxious at the same time, Xiao He couldn't help complaining: "Fan Shen, you..."
As soon as he opened his mouth, the surrounding atmosphere suddenly became condensed.
Xiao He suddenly realized that he had yelled smoothly, but Fan Chen understood instantly.
Sure enough... Sure enough, he was punishing him...
Treating him like this is really a hundred times more painful than scolding him and killing him.
You see, if you were Fan Shen, I would be so gentle, so careful, and considerate to you.
You see, if you are Fan Shen, I will patiently clean up your wound, feeling distressed and anxious at the same time, full of affection.
It's such a completely different treatment.
The gap between Fan Chen and Fan Shen is so big.
When you don't know, you can't imagine.
After experiencing it, I realized how terrifying the gap between the sky and the earth is.
Fan Chen's face was pale, but he was powerless to say anything.
After all, he was the one who did such an excessive thing, after all, he was the one who ruined his life.
Therefore, he should bear any punishment.
But... can you not be so cruel
Even if he stabbed him with a sword, even if he killed him directly, it was better than this, exposing the darkest, weakest and most unbearable place in his heart, and whipping him in this way.
In his whole life, what he was most unwilling to do was not being able to compare with Fan Shen.
In this life, what he was most unwilling to do was not being able to compete with Fan Shen.
He is obviously better than Fan Shen, and he loves him more than Fan Shen.
But everything about him was obliterated, and his Xiao He never looked him in the eye.
Endless sadness spread, Fan Chen's eyes were empty, and there was no hope for life.
Xiao He realized that he had said something wrong, so he quickly added: "Fan Chen, don't think too much, just look at me."
Fan Chen didn't know what Xiao He was going to do, but he didn't want to see Xiao He.
How could Xiao He not know what he was hiding, fearing that this awkward guy would cause trouble again, he simply didn't say much, just raised his head and kissed him.
When the lips touched together, Fan Chen suddenly opened his eyes wide.
Xiao He tasted the bloody smell in his mouth, and his heart was sour, he couldn't help but touch him more gently.
But... the next moment, what awaited him was an intense kiss that almost took his breath away.
The person who had never imagined something and couldn't get what he asked for, now took the initiative to kiss him.
No words can describe Fan Chen's mood at this moment.
Xiao He was afraid of touching his wound, but Fan Chen ignored him, stretched out his bloody arm, hugged him by the waist, and kissed him hard.
Bloody smell, sweet smell, confluence, make people intoxicated.
Xiao He's breathing was a little short, and his mind was in a trance for a while, but at this moment, he suddenly felt a familiar sense of dizziness.
Ma Dan, what did Qin Su ask him for at a time like this...
It's a pity that Xiao He didn't have the chance to resist. After a period of coma, he woke up in reality.
Xiao He was furious: "What are you doing? What's the matter!"
Qin Su was taken aback by his yelling, but soon he knew that it might not be the right time to yell, so he coughed lightly, and Qin Su hurriedly said the key point: "Mr. Xiao, I did a comprehensive test just now and found that the spirit of this time In the world, there are two personality fragments of the young master, so you... "
Sure enough! Xiao He was not surprised at all, from the moment he saw Fan Chen, he understood.
Both Fan Shen and Fan Chen are fragments of personality, so there are two fragments in one spiritual world, no wonder there is such a toss!
Qin Su was not surprised to see Xiao He, he knew that he knew it well, and he quickly added: "Mr. If you want to snatch that spiritual world, you will be hostile to each other, and it will be difficult to get along with each other, but you are only one person, and it may be difficult to appease two personality fragments at the same time, and it is rare to be careless... "
"All right, all right." Xiao He interrupted him directly, "I understand, give me some time, don't worry, none of them will die!"
Xiao He was so sure that Qin Su was a little stunned, but Xiao He had no time to explain to him: "Trust me, it's okay, I can handle it well, first help me connect the device!"
Xiao He was so anxious, Qin Su could understand. After all, he didn't know the details of the spiritual world, and he couldn't make a judgment. Since Xiao He was so confident, he wouldn't interfere with him.
After quickly connecting the device, Xiao He entered the spiritual world again.